Stats Exam.

My second last exam, counting my Principles of Management that I need to retake.

Jiayou Kat!

You can do this!

Just don't speak a word. I need the silence.

Yours Truly.

My happy pill. :)

Cheese bun! :)

My last module's lecturer!

:)

My awesome classmates for the past months!

10months passed. It's so fast. Look how time flies. :) 

Enjoyed my entire studying times and I guess I love being just a student instead of having to work at the same time. :) Would definitely love to be in touch with them next time! :)

No idea why.. No idea why are you doing this.. Didn't I already said I won't do it? Why are you harping on it and going non-stop about it even when I said I don't think I wanna continue the conversation? Why do you have to kill the conversation which was all okay? My day started well. But why? I'm not angry, I'm just upset how you never ever realize that every word, every sentence that you make, affects me.

Day 4.

Lunch that I didn't even finish half. -.- Waste money lor! -.-

My dinner! At least I managed to eat 3/4 of it! :)

Mudpie. Didn't even eat like 1/4 of it cause those who knows me know I never liked chocolate! LOL.

My loots from yesterday! >.< 

Paragon's Toilet. <3

Shidaaa! <3

Counting the number of days in fact didn't make me feel any better. ): 

I need something to distract me further. Sigh. 

Avatar tonight and I really can't wait! :):) 

CATS babies and TeamKukup and with other people as well. :) 

It's gonna be massiveeee! :) 

Filter tomorrow, I won't be going. Sunday's photoshoot at 8:30am and it almost slipped my mind. 

Shoot tomorrow morning at 10:30am as well. Need to wake up at 8! 

I'm trying to keep myself busy so I have no extra time to think about other things! ): 

Exam in one more week. Good luck Kat. Time to mug after tonight! 

Day 2.

So my school finally started again after two weeks and Jason has left for home as well. First day of school after a long break did makes me feel weird. Sigh, I was enquiring about my Degree programme earlier and came to realize that I need to defer my Degree cause I can't apply for my Study Loan. ): I'm upset cause I wanted to get everything done and start my Degree in May! I don't really wanna take a long break! Now it seems like either I take the September intake or next year January. ): I need to get the fucking PR shit done! 

Really crossing my fingers that I'd pass with one try! ): Please please Singapore, I've stayed here long enough to be localized and my education has been taken all in Singapore! Give it to meeeeeee! ): 

Going to 四马路 for 拜拜 later during lunch! :) 

And I need to stop procrastinating about my assignments! 

Time Flies..

When she was just born I think the first week? :) Look at her head! So small!!

When she was in JB, she was sick and just got discharge from hospital. ): So tiny.. 

Back in Malaysia when she was about a month old. She spent her night sleeping with me. :)

When she was seriously sick and all she do was sleep all day.. 

In ICU, She look so much better! :)

Love this candid photo of her! :)

When she came to Singapore to stay with us and we looked after her. :)

When she's going to sleep and I coax her! :)

Putting her on my bed cause she sleep with me every night. :)

When she started to learn how to stand! :)

  

Crawling Baby! :)

When she woke up next to me! :)

Her 1st Birthday! :)

Love her smile! :)

<3

Early this year! :) HAHAHAHA.

Growing up.. :)

Doing funny faces.. 

Her face features are changing..

And she's learning a lot of things.. :)

I was looking at Jeorgina's photos. Since the day she's born until today, she's hitting 2 years old already. Time flies, really.. She spent like a year plus at my house? I hate  it when I got so used to her being at my house that I'd always call out for her when I open my front door and I would hear her anklet's bell ringing then I'll see her in a while, with that lovely smile that makes my day and then she left and go back to Malaysia. -.- I miss her so much. ): Sigh. 

Spent so much time with her in the past made me somehow got used to the noisy house. And when she's not around, my house is empty and quiet. She just never fail to make me smile. She will ask me ' 做么？' when I shout suddenly. She will hug me tightly when she didn't see me the whole day and she will give me a kiss when I ask her to. She will go to the kitchen with me just cause I want her to go with me. She'll stick around at the kitchen waiting for me while I'm drying my hair.. She'll come looking for me in my room when she wake up in the morning.. She's like everywhere and that's the most amazing part I feel.. She knows I needed something and she will bring it to me.. She's a really smart girl. :) Life with and without her, is indeed very very different.. 

Weather has been really cold lately and I think I'm not coping well with it. Signs of sickness just as of today. -.- Always feeling cold and god damn the bloody throat. It better not be sore throat and make me cough!!! I wanna enjoy my last two weeks of December! Depressed with my weight cause it's still the same as last week! I need to loseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee moreeeeeeeeeeeeee weighttttttttttttttttt! Bloody hell. I've been weighing myself everyday just to make sure it doesn't go back up! Okay, maybe I should eat lesser. Great, that makes 48hours with no solid food? Lol. Might make magic work though. I'll be complete bones after that. HAHA. My watch is gonna be on the first hole very soon. Because putting it on the second hole, my watch can turn round and round on my wrist already. -.- Like a fun. Zzz. I've not seen my collar bones for quite a long time and it's finally showing recently but I need them to be showing more! Rings on my fingers are falling out much easier compared to last time and it's a good sign. And I'm finally fitting into the jeans that I couldn't even pull up to my thighs last time. Bravo Kat! Soon, you're gonna be a hanger and nobody is gonna call you a fatty! -.- MEH. 

But I think my low blood pressure is getting worse. I need moreeeeee sugarrr! That gives me a reason to buy more sweets and drink more coffee! Let's hope I don't get diabetes. HAHAHA. And I hope my body stop rejecting food! Let me at least have a complete meal. -.- It's okay! I'm totally doing well and I'm still alive! LOL. :) 

I've been trying hard to make friend with Business Statistic. Really regret not listening to Ms Loo last time and dropped my A-maths. -.- Should have continue! T.T Then maybe my Stats now won't be so struggling for me. I do understand but I need a lot of time to digest and need a lot of practice for that. Tonight is my 20% class test and I hope I do well for that. 1.5hours for the test. I hope it's really what my lecturer said, similar to the practice he sent to us previously. :\ 

Jason is arriving later today and it means time for local delightttt and some boozee session! :) 

NYE at Siloso is like 90% confirm! :) 

Avatar this Friday is confirmed as well. Can't wait! :) First time going to Godpa's club, I hope it's gonna be fun! :) Good to be seeing my Godpa after soooooooo longggggggg! :) I hope Godma can be there though. ): I miss her! ): Gonna arrange for a dinner with her and the girls soon! :) Haha. 

Okay, update soon! 

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY!!!

先苦后甜.

Lost weight? ):

No more tummy! (:

Slimmer face? 

I've been saying that I need to lose weight etc etc. And I procrastinate about going on diet as well. Well, I guess the recent issues really gave me a good chance to lose weight. Since after CATS-Classified, I lost about 5-6kg? From the time I said I wanna lose weight back in I think, August/September, I've lost a total of 10kg. But from August - CATS-Classified, I never really go on diet etc so my weight was up and down and most of the time, I eat what I lost. So yeah, never really put in much efforts. -.- 

CATS-Classified was on 25th November. I started going on diet since the start of this month. My appetite now has really grown to super tiny. I survived on liquid stuffs most of the days. And eat only a meal a day. Plus lately my mood was not really stable and that affected my appetite. So basically, I eat only one meal a day, it's either lunch or dinner and I can't complete my meal. Don't ask me why but yes, I have no appetite. And I just broke my record of not having any solid food for 24hours yesterday. And yes, I wasn't hungry and only had my first bite just now lunch. Had like one egg prata and I thought I could finish my cheese one too but after 3 mouth and I'm done. Too full to continue. -.- Yeah, I hope to lose another 8kg more by December 31st! And that makes every week to lose about 3kg! Well, I think it's do-able cause I did that in the first week! (: 

Feeling a little guilty cause I didn't spend much time with my cousins since they came to Singapore on Sunday! ): I've got class yesterday and today! ): They're leaving tomorrow already!! But I'm glad that they went to USS on Monday and enjoyed themselves! It's been a really long time since this twin cousins of mine came to Singapore together! They're all grown ups now and it's really tough for them to leave my hometown together end of the year or during June holidays cause the salon will have a lot of customers and usually my Uncle wants them to help out. ): So yeah, it's a rare chance that they can come over together. Queen brought them to Bugis yesterday and they're going to Marche today! ): Marcheeeeeee! A pity I have class tonight! If not I'll join them! ): 

ANYWAY, I'm glad I've finally got rid of 10kg of FATS. Whatever you all wanna call it. -.- Whoever calls me a fatty last time YOU WATCH ME. I'LL SLIM DOWN AND LET YOU SEE. Bloody idiots. I think if you don't see any bones on me you're gonna call me fat already. So I think whole of Singapore, there are a lot of fatty/fat people around. Seriously, calling a girl Fatty is the worst thing you can do. Especially if you're a guy. Once or twice is okay, but when it's more, I don't think it's anything funny anymore. -.- 

Okay, Good Luck to me and Business Stats today! ): 

Update soon! :) 

Byebye! 

If this is the way you want things to be, I got your message. I don't expect you to expect any changes without any changes to this current situation. If this is not what you want, show me. Your words are worthless.  

She's a five when she drinks but she's a ten when she's on top of me.

Some time back, don't remember when. -.- 

First time playing Saboteur! (: SCOOPZ!

Shida!

Lynn Baby!

Sunday, after photoshoot.

This is one of the scariest I think!

Devils spinning. (:

Alright, let me just update in like, point form. -.- 

28th Oct 2011, Friday.

It's like Friday and it's Vernon's Birthday too. After work went to meet Sharon for dinner at Chomp Chomp together with Geoffrie and Rainy before heading over to The Chapter Entertainment. Was there for about an hour or so then Mic came to pick me up to meet the rest at Geylang for porridge. Didn't eat much cause I wasn't really hungry. After that we went to Chong Pang's Mac to chit chat etc and it was pouring like crazy. -.- Mic send me home at about 3am and I slept about 3:30? LOL Can't remember. Heh. 

29th Oct 2011, Saturday. 

Woke up at about 12noon. Slack at home, then get ready to go to school to meet Shida and the rest. Left home only at about 3:30pm? LOL. Went to get my threading done first before going to school to meet them for the last minute revision just about 1.5hrs before exam? The seating arrangement was fucked up. -.- names were missing and exam was delayed. -.- So my paper started 15mins laterrrrr! -.- Nevertheless, I finish my paper by 9pm and tadah, off to home I went. Suppose to sleep early but I guess I was feeling nervous for the photoshoot next day that's why I'm can't sleep. LOL And so I slept at 2am? 

30th Oct 2011, Sunday.

Woke up at 7am and started preparing for the shoot. Greg picked me up from my house at 9:30am. By the way, he was the one who shot me for the Clarke Quay one last year. Lol. We had Studio shoot this time and the theme is Sexy Cool. Will upload the photos once I get them. (: After that he sent me home and I took an hour nap before getting ready and going out to meet Boyfriend at TPY MRT to go to Tiong Bahru to meet  Geoffrie. Head to Vivo to meet Baby Lynn after and went to Food Republic for dinner. Waited for Stuart, Priscilla and Pris'c cousin to reach and we head to Sentosa for Halloween Night Horror. I swear I'm super amazed and impressed with USS. They made me go GaGa about the whole place! It's looks so different from the day time! And I love it! Though I was scared at the beginning but I got used to it and wasn't that scared anymore. Took a few rides. Went on the mummy and Cylon. Cylon was the first time and I swear the first free fall was the scariest. Worse than the zombies scaring me! -.- We went to both the haunted house and I hate the Peranakan one. The dark alley wasn't as scary to me. Haha. All in all, it was fun! Really. (: It was a really tired day. ): 

New week started and I started my new module as well. 

Having a lot of things in mind but I'm not sharing anymore.

11Nov is just next week and I still wish that day never existed.

I've been feeling rather down recently and I just don't really wanna let too many people know. I don't know but there are stuffs in my mind. :\ Sigh.

I'm lack of sleep and I've been feeling dead tired. T.T

Update soon.
Byebye!