HAPPY BIRTHDAY LYNN BABY!!!! ♥

She's Lynn. My silly billy baby! :)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY!!
I LOVE YOU! 

He's my twin cousin. :) 

My Uncle's ex-worker.

My twin cousin!

She's my Queen.

It's been a while since I took photo with them! :) 

So sweet right! :) 

Queen and us! :)

Change my fringe parting! :)

Do I have a slimmer face now? ):
I know my eyebag is very bad. I have been having bad nights!

Ready for 2012! Thank you Sharon Darling for the cute organizer! :)

Keep having this feeling to cut my hair. Yes, CUT. Not TRIM. -.- But I'll do that after Chinese New Year, like maybe a new hairstyle. 

Two more weeks and 2011 is gonna come to an end. 2012 is rumoured to be the year that the world will come to an end, how true is that? No idea. 

If you were asked ' Would you want the world to end? ' and ' Why? ' What will your answer be? 

Or like maybe, ' If you only have today to live, what will you do? ' and  ' Why? ' 

There are a lot of things in life that we can't really control. 

So what are we of control? None actually. Not even when we want to end our life. 

It's okay. I will find something that I can control next time. :) 

Going off to meet the lovelies! :) 

Byebye! 

Update tomorrow! 

xxx

先苦后甜.

Lost weight? ):

No more tummy! (:

Slimmer face? 

I've been saying that I need to lose weight etc etc. And I procrastinate about going on diet as well. Well, I guess the recent issues really gave me a good chance to lose weight. Since after CATS-Classified, I lost about 5-6kg? From the time I said I wanna lose weight back in I think, August/September, I've lost a total of 10kg. But from August - CATS-Classified, I never really go on diet etc so my weight was up and down and most of the time, I eat what I lost. So yeah, never really put in much efforts. -.- 

CATS-Classified was on 25th November. I started going on diet since the start of this month. My appetite now has really grown to super tiny. I survived on liquid stuffs most of the days. And eat only a meal a day. Plus lately my mood was not really stable and that affected my appetite. So basically, I eat only one meal a day, it's either lunch or dinner and I can't complete my meal. Don't ask me why but yes, I have no appetite. And I just broke my record of not having any solid food for 24hours yesterday. And yes, I wasn't hungry and only had my first bite just now lunch. Had like one egg prata and I thought I could finish my cheese one too but after 3 mouth and I'm done. Too full to continue. -.- Yeah, I hope to lose another 8kg more by December 31st! And that makes every week to lose about 3kg! Well, I think it's do-able cause I did that in the first week! (: 

Feeling a little guilty cause I didn't spend much time with my cousins since they came to Singapore on Sunday! ): I've got class yesterday and today! ): They're leaving tomorrow already!! But I'm glad that they went to USS on Monday and enjoyed themselves! It's been a really long time since this twin cousins of mine came to Singapore together! They're all grown ups now and it's really tough for them to leave my hometown together end of the year or during June holidays cause the salon will have a lot of customers and usually my Uncle wants them to help out. ): So yeah, it's a rare chance that they can come over together. Queen brought them to Bugis yesterday and they're going to Marche today! ): Marcheeeeeee! A pity I have class tonight! If not I'll join them! ): 

ANYWAY, I'm glad I've finally got rid of 10kg of FATS. Whatever you all wanna call it. -.- Whoever calls me a fatty last time YOU WATCH ME. I'LL SLIM DOWN AND LET YOU SEE. Bloody idiots. I think if you don't see any bones on me you're gonna call me fat already. So I think whole of Singapore, there are a lot of fatty/fat people around. Seriously, calling a girl Fatty is the worst thing you can do. Especially if you're a guy. Once or twice is okay, but when it's more, I don't think it's anything funny anymore. -.- 

Okay, Good Luck to me and Business Stats today! ): 

Update soon! :) 

Byebye! 

If this is the way you want things to be, I got your message. I don't expect you to expect any changes without any changes to this current situation. If this is not what you want, show me. Your words are worthless.  

=) MSN. * EDITED.

had a fruitful day yesterday. =)

i left home at 7am. then by 12pm i'm home. special thanks to aloysius daniel for picking me up and helping me to get all my heavy luggage. =)

aloy went up to my place. of course. cause he needs to help me take things. -.- haha. and he saw my Queen. LOL. after putting down my luggage, went to eat lunch and had a little catch up from my malaysia trip. haha. told him a lot of funny things happened in malaysia. LOL. and invited him to go over some day to try the foods there. =)

after that he send me home to get some stuffs and he send me to Prince's place. reached Prince's place at 2pm. and Prince called me shortly after telling me he booked out and he's reaching home in an hour's time. so waited for him and i was using the com. after he reach home, i went to take a nap while he's using the com. LOL. -.- and Prince complaint that i didn't accompany him. -.- wth. i wake up at 6pm by ben's call and get ready to go and meet him. haha. meet him around 8 at orchard MRT and had dinner at Food Republic. haha. then head back to his hotel because he wanted to change.

after that we waited for his dad to come and pick us up and went over to sentosa house. it's been almost a year since i last went there and had a little catch up with his dad. =) two years since i know his dad. haha. and on the car his dad was telling ben so many things. and he said ben rather see his friends than his dad. LOL. jokingly lahh. damn funny. like me and my Queen. HAHA. go sentosa house for a while and ben played guitar! and he played ' Your Call '. damn nice! =) and we were singing together. hahaha. we headed to cine to meet shan for Kbox. mahesh was there as well. just that i wonder what got into mahesh and made him look so old. -.- i keep asking him that. HAHAHA.

my Queen came with two of her friends to Kbox and meet us. HAHA. cool right. lOl. was there at Kbox from 12-4am. -.- damn tired. went downstairs and had a time out before we go home. almost sleeping on the cab and like, i'm dying. cause almost 24hours awake. -.- gosh. but my Queen was so nice to keep talking to me and i couldn't sleep. THANKS AH! -.-

back home, bathe and sleep. COOL? =) yeahs, 23.5 hours awake. -.- i'm Pro. LOL.

just now, my younger cousin MSN me. if only you understand chinese okay. not racist. the conversation is below. haha.

poplovi95 says:
阿yan,快点回来。。。
☆ KAT 05 ツ i guess i just lost my husband, i don't know where he went. SO WHAT?! says:
haha
☆ KAT 05 ツ i guess i just lost my husband, i don't know where he went. SO WHAT?! says:
wei sen mo?
☆ KAT 05 ツ i guess i just lost my husband, i don't know where he went. SO WHAT?! says:
xiang wo ah?
☆ KAT 05 ツ i guess i just lost my husband, i don't know where he went. SO WHAT?! says:
HAHA
poplovi95 says:
我们想念你。。
poplovi95 says:
haha
☆ KAT 05 ツ i guess i just lost my husband, i don't know where he went. SO WHAT?! says:
HAHA
☆ KAT 05 ツ i guess i just lost my husband, i don't know where he went. SO WHAT?! says:
yao kan zhanyu
poplovi95 says:
zhan
poplovi95 says:
zhanyu又回来啊。。
☆ KAT 05 ツ i guess i just lost my husband, i don't know where he went. SO WHAT?! says:
ah
poplovi95 says:
zhanyu有回来啊。。。
☆ KAT 05 ツ i guess i just lost my husband, i don't know where he went. SO WHAT?! says:
you
poplovi95 says:
还有谁。。。
☆ KAT 05 ツ i guess i just lost my husband, i don't know where he went. SO WHAT?! says:
wo mei you hua wen zi, dui bu qi
☆ KAT 05 ツ i guess i just lost my husband, i don't know where he went. SO WHAT?! says:
=X
☆ KAT 05 ツ i guess i just lost my husband, i don't know where he went. SO WHAT?! says:
zhanyu de mama he ta de peng you
poplovi95 says:
我会看汉语拼音。。。
☆ KAT 05 ツ i guess i just lost my husband, i don't know where he went. SO WHAT?! says:
okok
☆ KAT 05 ツ i guess i just lost my husband, i don't know where he went. SO WHAT?! says:
haha
☆ KAT 05 ツ i guess i just lost my husband, i don't know where he went. SO WHAT?! says:
ni zai zou sen mo?
☆ KAT 05 ツ i guess i just lost my husband, i don't know where he went. SO WHAT?! says:
haha
poplovi95 says:
我要睡觉了。。。
☆ KAT 05 ツ i guess i just lost my husband, i don't know where he went. SO WHAT?! says:
ohh
poplovi95 says:
byebye...
☆ KAT 05 ツ i guess i just lost my husband, i don't know where he went. SO WHAT?! says:
okok
☆ KAT 05 ツ i guess i just lost my husband, i don't know where he went. SO WHAT?! says:
byebye
☆ KAT 05 ツ i guess i just lost my husband, i don't know where he went. SO WHAT?! says:
=D


damn nice right? haha. he say they missed me and ask me to go back soon. of course lahh. i also miss them. =( had been there for so long already.. definitely will miss. =( i love my family. cause i live in an environment where, i can totally be myself, with no fake face/mask/split personality. i don't have to make up stories and make people believe in me yet those are just lies. i have friends who are like that. i feel sorry for them because they can't even be truthful to themselves yet i can't do anything to help them cause this is the life they choose to be and want to live with. there's nothing can be done to help other than themselves. and if they still don't sort it out themselves after given advices, everything is up to them already. cause we, as a friend, can't possibly take a knife to threaten them to change or do anything about it. accept, but acceptation has a limit somewhere..

photos soon. all my photos are in my thumbdrive yet i fucking forget to bring it. -.- AWESOME. and my songs too! GRRRR! never mind. photos soon okay! =)

goodnight people. =)

and oHH!

Shangrila Hotel tomorrow! =)

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! ^^ * EDITED

happy chinese new year!
happy 4707!
新年快乐!
万事如意!
心想事成!
and of course, 身体健康!^^

okay! a bit lame. haha. =)
last night when it hit 12am, fire crackers everywhere, fireworks everywhere! =D
and know what?
it's actually illegal!
but no one fucking cares! =)
GREAT NIGHT with my cousins and having fun with our primary school friends and of course, some of his friends. =)
it's been such a long time since i last gather with all of them! =) so it's very nice to see them all again. HAHA.

not forgetting my two cute, handsome nephews! they both were dressed smartly and came to me. haha. but i'm not married, so no ang paos! ^^ hehees. and everyone is rushing me to get married already. WTH. -.- everyone here get married at young age. some as young as 15 or 16. reason, i don't have to say. haha. everyone knows. but in fact, getting married at young age is good, and bad. look at me, i'm getting on 21 this year. and when my cousin is 21, she already had two sons. how awesome. -.- but now, i don't even have ANYTHING. -.- cool.

i want a baby. a baby of my own. can i make love with myself and have my own baby? =)
someone please teach me. don't tell me to masturbate. -.- WTH. masturbating gives you no kids. my baby will have no father. i'll be both father and mother. haha. =)
Prince, you be maid okays? =) or nanny? LOL! better than nothing right. ^^ nice right? oh i'm such a nice Princess. =) thank you thank you! =D

okay, i'm getting very open nowadays. HA. but that's me. i speak my mind. =)

i'm having a bad headache.. i woke up damn early this morning. yeah, CNY and i still wake up so early right? i woke up at 8:30am. -.- went over to my cousin's place and helped her style her hair. ahaha. she looks like a barbie doll. -.- she did sense ion perm. damn effing cute i swear! i wanna keep long hair and perm it! =) Prince, you'll support me right? =) okays, i'm QUITE into perming. =) LOL. support me! i think i'll look awesome. HEH.

and, my relatives are suggesting i go and learn hairstyling and make up as well. -.- then i'll be what? hair stylist/make-up artist? -.- then everyday stay at home see mirror. -.- if i'm a 太太 then i no need to work damn hard lahhs. then i'll be like mummy ting. =) but too bad, i don't think i got the 命! too bad for myself. =S unless 100 millions buck drop from the sky for me now. then yeah, i'll be damn rich. and my baby will have good life. then i'll have no worries about anything else, then i'll learn my hair styling and make up. haha. =D *hinting Prince* =) tsktsk!

okay, tomorrow is another long day.. i'm gonna sleep soon. headache is killing me. =(
i need some hugs and kisses.
GREAT, time to find someone to give me that. =)
hmmmmmm............ elvin or edwin. or maybe, BOTH! ^^ =)

p/s : elvin and edwin are my nephews. if you are stupid enough to think it's some other human being. -.-

OKAY!
goodnight my darlings! =)
once again, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! ^^

Shoes!

i bought a few pairs of shoes recently. HAHA. and they're nice okays.

and, i'm so damn fed up with the fucking internet here. can't freaking upload photos fast! damn it. waited for an hour plus and it says ' upload failed, try again! ' tell me, if you're me, will you be like KNNCCB FUCK YOU INTERNET? -.-

i decided, not to upload photos. i'll save all my photos in my thumbdrive and go to LAN shop to upload the photos. -.- damn it, it's like wth lahh. want to keep you all updated about me with pictures also so hard. -.- GRR. irritating. -.-

my cousin came home last night and i met up with him today. he picked me up from my place this morning and had breakfast with him and his three other friends. and know what? the three other friends of his are my primary school friends in malaysia yet i don't remember them. -.- wth. after some chats, yeah i realise i THINK i remember them. -.- hahaha. when to town with them and shop around. took a lot of photos. but can't freaking upload them! -.- wtf? tomorrow i'll try to go to LAN shops okays. but i've got a wedding dinner to attend. so MAYBE not. haha. dinner is at town area so might be late when i'm home. haha. and the internet is damn slow at home so i can forget about uploading it. unless it's like ONE photo? but nope, i got freaking more than 300? -.- so no way i'm gonna waste like, half a day to upload them. -.- ha.

went to town and a new shopping mall was open on christmas eve. so went there to see see, walk walk. they've got this small zoo IN the mall, full of snakes, monkey, spiders and some other animal AND, LION! damn scary. the chain is like rusty and i'm so scared the lion will just got loose and start running. =S took damn a lot of photos just for today. haha. went to secret recipe for tea, the new york cheesecake there is awesome but the stewed BEEF steak, sucks to the max. it taste like stewed pork! seriously! even my friends and cousin said so. -.- can't imagine why they're like that. utterly disappointed with the ' steak '. hais. and my cousin had fun making fun of people with his ' hong kong ' cantonese. -.- faking to be hong kong-ist and fooled those sales girls. hahahhaa. =X i didn't take part. i just walk on my own. lOl. went to O-Town to have coffee after playing around and then to a pet shop. hahaha. then home we go. damn tired. and i realise, shopping is not as tiring as NOT shopping. -.- cool.

i'm gonna go off to bed. need to wake up early tomorrow. night.

take care people.
xoxo.