Lessons From Life.

Got this from Tumblr. I find it rather good. Read through and then think if anything happened to you before that makes you feel this way.

1. Life isn’t fair, but it’s still good.
2. When in doubt, just take the next small step.
3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone.
4. Your job won’t take care of you when you are sick. Your friends and parents will. Stay in touch!
5. Pay off your credit cards every month.
6. You don’t have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.
7. Cry with someone. It’s more healing than crying alone.
8. It’s OK to get angry with God. He can take it.
9. Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck.
10. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile.
11. Make peace with your past so it won’t screw up the present.
12. It’s OK to let your children see you cry.
13. Don’t compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
14. If a relationship has to be a secret, you shouldn’t be in it.
15. Everything can change in the blink of an eye. But don’t worry; God never blinks.
16. Take a deep breath. It calms the mind.
17. Get rid of anything that isn’t useful, beautiful or joyful.
18. Whatever doesn’t kill you really does make you stronger.
19. It’s never too late to have a happy childhood. But the second one is up to you and no one else.
20. When it comes to going after what you love in life, don’t take no for an answer.
21. Burn the candles, use the nice sheets, wear the fancy lingerie. Don’t save it for a special occasion. Today is special..
22. Over prepare, then go with the flow.
23. Be eccentric now. Don’t wait for old age to wear purple.
24. The most important sex organ is the brain.
25. No one is in charge of your happiness but you.
26. Frame every so-called disaster with these words ‘In five years, will this matter?’
27. Always choose life.
28. Forgive everyone everything.
29. What other people think of you is none of your business.
30. Time heals almost everything. Give time time.
31. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.
32. Don’t take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
33. Believe in miracles.
34. God loves you because of who God is, not because of anything you did or didn’t do.
35. Don’t audit life. Show up and make the most of it now.
36. Growing old beats the alternative — dying young.
37. Your children get only one childhood.
38. All that truly matters in the end is that you loved.
39. Get outside every day. Miracles are waiting everywhere.If we all threw our problems in a pile and saw everyone else’s, we’d grab ours back.
40. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.
41. The best is yet to come.
42. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.
43. Yield.
44. Life isn’t tied with a bow, but it’s still a gift

Credit : http://justbesplendid.tumblr.com/ 

http://www.amazingposts.com/2009/06/lessons-from-life.html

Books, Computers, Office & Homes.

I'm kinda not very happy with myself. -.- Going crazy cause I can't balance my Balance Sheet.
AND;IF only I look this perfect. But with a higher nose bridge and like, bigger boobs? LOL
IF only I'm even fairer than this.
And I don't have to wear specs anymore.  I'LL BE PERFECT. -.- But too bad, I'm born this way. Sigh.
ANYWAY, UPDATES.

Capt Sebastian caught this fish and he got our office's coffeeshop's tenant to cook for us.


Emilyn say it's the tongue. LOL.


Meal for 4. Haha. (:


Boyfriend and I trying out Facetime on iPhone 4. This is so funny!


Dinner at Kovan Hawker last Wednesday.


Boyfriend's Mutton shop. SUPER MUTTON-ish SMELL! -.-


My very sinful dinner with Felicia and Deon last Thursday; Yishun Laksa.


Lunch last Friday. Vegetarian. I'm super holy. HAHAHA.


Got spammed by Kris with Emoji last Sunday. LOL


Wanted a Honeydew Sago but ended up they don't sell anymore. Time to change menu? -.-


The ALWAYS invisible Taxi Stand.


Ramen at don't know where near Alley Bar.


My lunch yesterday. Vegetarian.

As my title was saying, my life is pretty much involving all these now. Books and computers and office and homes. Study, assignments, work, back home and Boyfriend's house. Yeah, my life. I'm sort of used to it now. It's been two weeks and I'm kinda liking this school life. Though I'm pretty much busy with school and assignments etc but I feel good actually. To be back in school and learning stuffs. (: So yeah, I should be very happy about it. Just that I'm still not used to staying up until wee hours having to not balance my balance sheet. -.- It was damn tedious..... to stay awake and do an assignment for like 2hours yet cannot balance. Worse is, it's only ONE FREAKING question. -.- BRGHHHH! 
Other than that, met up with Kris Darling and BABY MARIA. LOL ( The both of them are complaining on my facebook saying I don't call them sweet names anymore. RAHHH! ) Went to walk around Orchard and looking for a wallet that catch my eyes. And finally I saw it! HAHA. Will post up the photos if I really got it. Tsk. (: 
And spending time lying on the bed watching 下一站，幸福 with Boyfriend after a long day is perfect. I just wanted to rest my mind and release the stress that piled on me from school by laughing at the show from my laptop or just sleep in peace. But apparently I didn't have a very peaceful sleep cause Boyfriend said I made a lot of noise when I was asleep. Like sleep talk or something? o.O I don't know... Maybe I dreamt about my unbalanced Balance Sheet. -.- LOL. Anyway, I hope I won't have insomnia in the near future. ): 

Other than that, everything is good. (:

Oh I suddenly thought of something. I wouldn't mind a whole lot set of Dior makeup stuffs as Birthday Present. (:

HAHAHAHA!!

I want a Boyfriend who is also my Best Friend. But sad to say, my Boyfriend is not my Best Friend, as of now and maybe not even for future.


Whenever I'm unhappy, I want something like this. Colourful, bright things to cheer me up.


This, was my last year's birthday dinner at ilLido Italian Restaurant at Sentosa Golf Club.And you know what's the best present for my Birthday this year? I want them back.ALL.

Seriously, I hate the person who make them have to stay away from me. Just one person and it caused so much of inconvenience. You're fucking selfish. Period.

P/S: It's time to decide. To listen and settle or just ignore and carry on. Giving myself one week to decide what's best for me.

P/P/S: Stop irritating me with your ego or whatever. I don't give a flying fuck. I'm sorry to tell you in fact I HATE ALL THESE EGO SHIT. Don't try to reason with me because you know I'm just gonna give you ignorance. Don't piss me off by talking to me about anything that has gotta do with your ego or what. I'm not interested.

Diary.

I read my diary last night. 2005 to 2007. Handwritten, heartfelt. Chance across this page which was written in my diary by my ex-boyfriend when we were together. I then realized how irresponsible he was all the while, how he break promises by promises. Never gonna hurt me again? But you left me with utmost pain. 

He wrote something like this;

' When you're sad, I'll be there to share your sorrows. When you're happy, I'll be there to share your happiness. When you need me, I'll be there. When you're angry, I'll be your punching bag. When you're down, I'll be there to bring you up. When you feel like crying, I'll be there to lend you my shoulder. It's time for me to make up to you, I won't fail you again. It's time for you to believe me. There won't be anymore lies and betrayals.' 

But he still hurt me in the end, in another way. Much worse than lies and betrayals.

Kinda hurts knowing how much he's changed over the past 7 years being with him. I felt like a fool reading the diary and then got reminded of what he has done to hurt me. I don't know, it feels funny to read something and reminded myself of how much I used to love someone and now, I can't do the same anymore. I got reminded not to love someone the way I used to love. They say ' Love like there's no tomorrow. ' Yeah, if I really love like the way I used to, there's really no tomorrow for me. This love that I once put in so much efforts and time in, made me the me today. Killed my faith and belief in love, destroy the hopes I had for love. This love, destroyed me. The old me. 

Seriously, I've lost everything I once had, because of him. If you ask me if I hate him for what he's done. I won't deny, I used to hate him a lot. But now, I guess I don't anymore. Queen always tell me, it's only when I stop hating then I fully let go of the feelings for him. I get it now. I don't know when have I stop hating him but I just don't anymore. If you give me a choice to choose to be with him again, I'd rather we never met. If things can be undone, I'll undo the day we met. But since I can't so I'm gonna just let things fade until there's not even a watermark. (:

Okay, I know my Boyfriend is gonna feel very uncomfortable reading this post because he cares a lot about me and he doesn't want me to think of the past and all the yadayada. But hunny, this isn't something about how much I miss him etc. I was just being reminded and I need a place to say it out. I've told you before, I don't care how others gonna view me writing post like this. So if anyone is ever gonna ask you why I write this, please shut them off by telling them ' Mind your own business, that's her blog so you don't like it just fuck off and don't go back there anymore. She didn't welcome you anyway. ' You know I hate people poking their nose into my business and then getting you involved. SO..... If they still ask you, TELL THEM TO ASK ME THEMSELVES. SAY YOU'RE NOT A MESSENGER. That's it. Anyway I bet they won't even dare to come and ask me anything. They're just some busybody fucks. (:

And, these are for you;

I know I'm gonna have lesser time for you.. (: 

ILY. <3

Nothing Is More Important Than...

Hi, nowadays I like to take photos of myself. (Actually is pretty much almost all the time.) >.<
Those of you who says I'm fat, you'll see the skinny me, soon. 

Uncle Vernon.


Emilyn and Weiling.


Kenneth and Sharon.


Geoffrie.


Talk talk talk!


FAT COUPLE.


Becky.


Becky in action. (:


Emilyn in action.


Francis in action.


Kris in action.


Jack in action.


Kenneth in action.


Baby Lynn.


Frederick in action.


Me! in action.


Camwhore.


Geoffrie in action!


Beckyy!




Below are from Kris's camera. (: Same day same event.

My Bestie.


Lynn and Wilson. Known them since skating days. (:


I was busy helping Wilson with the screen protector which I've psycho-ed him to buy. :\


My two most important girlfriends.


My not so important Boyfriend. HAHA. Okay I'm kidding. >.< He's so gonna kill me. LOL


<3


*Peace*


<333333!





Lunar! My first time being in Lunar cause Boyfriend's friends wanna go..


Geoffrie happen to be there..


DRINK!


Singer. Lol.


Those of you who thinks my big eyes is from makeup, think again. This is a comparison of without and with makeup eye. (: Okay I know my eye-bag is super horrible.

Second lesson at Kaplan was last Saturday. This was my lunch before class.

And it's with Long Lost MIA Keith! (:


He ate maggie mee. LOLOL


(:


This is my Business Accounting lecturer, Mr Kader. (:





After class I walked from Dhoby Ghaut to Somerset to meet Boyfriend.


On the way I pass by this shop and I wonder what's so good about it? Anyone knows?


Ate pastamania. Been a while since I ate. (: Still the same, Spicy Chicken. (:


Boyfriend's Meatball. Heh. Fattening sia.


My stupid Boyfriend. HAHAHA. Me love. 

Sunday was Basic Accounting Bridging course.


It was..... a little boring cause accounting has never been an interesting course. Sooooo Dry.....So Boyfriend, HELP!!!!!!!!!!





Lunch for Sunday; Tomyam Mee Hun Kuay. Not very nice. Next time I eat Mix Vegs Rice. -.-


No no no.


Shidah's Fried fish soup. She says it taste like steam fish cause it's too soft. -.- 





Monday I had this as dinner. Korean Spicy Beef Soup. Didn't finish the whole thing though so don't ask if I did. LOL.


Yeap, met up with this bitch. Together with Emilyn. Haha.


We went to courts to see camera. Heh. I'm eyeing on Lumix LX5 now instead of GF1/2 cause I realised I want something not so complicated now. -.-


She's damn funny. I took this when she was talking to Emilyn. Lol.





Baby Jeorgina. Omg. I can't imagine my life without her now. It's like an everyday kinda thing that I want to hug her and kiss her and snuggle with her in bed! She's just too amazingly adorable! (: Too cute to even want to resist. :D

School started last week and I just finished my 3rd lesson for Business Accounting on Tuesday. It's wasn't as easy as I thought it was. Initially, I thought I'm gonna be a really fast learner and master what lecturer has taught in one month and score a Distinction in my exam next month. Only until Tuesday night after my lesson, when I got home and took out my homework, trying to do it but my mind was blank. I stared into my guides and I started asking myself, " What the hell? Why am I staring blank? Have I not just studied this and now I'm lost. " Seriously, I'm lost. Lost on the topics because two lecturers teaching the same topic is giving different ways to do it. So you tell me, how not to be blur when I'm such a blur person? Or maybe I should say when I set my mind to do something, I want it to be perfect. Not just fair or good. It's excellent. High expectations of myself in return makes me even more disappointed. And no way, I'm not gonna let myself down again. I'm going all out for this course. So now, goodbye going out/shopping/dinners/parties/movies etc. I need to concentrate on my school. I'm not focusing enough. 

Sunway that sounds like a plan to me since March, I may have to forgo because it's too near my exam and I'm gonna miss one lesson which might be important. So after much considerations, I might just drop the idea of going Sunway. I don't wanna flung my Business Accounting and it's my first module only. ): 

Experiencing a lot of stress for myself at the moment regarding school. Plus Queen has been emphasizing to me about how fat I am, wants me to go on diet and stop gaining weight because I'm over my ideal (hers actually) weight. She says I'm not just fat, I'm super fat. I can't wear my clothes 1 year ago. This is a serious issue. Like, very serious because I've never been so fat in my entire life. FUCK. Queen say because I'm carefree that's why I keep gaining weight. True, in a way. Because I'm happy that's why I eat. It used to be when I'm sad then I keep eating. -.- God, I want that way back. ): 

Anyway, one reason of my weight gain is also because I've stop skating for like 2 years. It used to be a weekly, 2-3 times thing for like 4 hours aggressively. Now? Nothing. -.- All the muscles become fats lor. GG. Boyfriend always tell me " You where got fat? " -.- Maybe that's why I still keep eating. Until one day I try wearing my clothes, I really cannot fit in anymore. This is damn horrible. This sudden gain in weight, I'm dying inside just knowing how heavy I am now. ): I need to start exercising again. Maybe like skating? On a Saturday after class? :\ Anyone up for it? But I won't be available this weekend and next. Got assignments to be completed and I've got dinner the next. :\ Omg I'm going crazy. ):

WHY AM I SO BUSY WHEN I'M NOT RUNNING A BUSINESS?!?! FML. ~!@#$%^&*

Apart from ranting all these, good thing is, I'm finally taking my heart and time for studies. BE GLAD. Boo. I've got a lot a lot to brush up. And thank god I've met my MIA-SUPER-LONG-FRIEND from Whosgoing, Alex Lim! Haha. He's in the same school as I am, we took the same bridging course and apparently he still remembers me and is taking care of me very well in class. When I'm in need of red-bull and I told him about it, the next thing I know is someone knocking on the back of my chair and passing me a can of red bull. Tell me how sweet he is. Haha. Yes, I'm this pampered. Most of the time I get what I want. My friends around me(mostly guys) dotes on me. Not because they like me or whatsoever. They really care for me. That's all. People I know from Whosgoing, majority of the guys are older than me and they really take care of me because I was the youngest among them all when I know them, back in 2007? Hahaha! I guess it's kinda like habit cause to them, I'm still that young little girl. Lol. (: But I love being pampered. >.< I mean, WHICH GIRL DOESN'T? Whichever girl says no is lying, I swear. -.-

Okay.. Family side. Everything is good except that Queen threw away my movie tickets which I've collected over the past one year. It's all the movies that Boyfriend and I watched together.. So you see, it's something I can never get back because I CAN'T REWIND THE STUPID TIME. So yeah, I was motherfucking pissed on Sunday night when I realised it. -.- Didn't really talk to her for the past few days. Told Boyfriend about it and he said since she threw away and there's nothing I can do anymore so don't be so angry.. BUT HOW NOT TO? FUCK. Make her dig the rubbish bins and find my tickets back maybe? -.- But no, I won't do that. That's why I'm pissed. I'm pissed because I can do no shit about it. Sigh. ):

On a side note, Baby Jeorgina is getting more and more adorable each day. She can say quite a few things alr..

Like ;

1. Papa (She loves saying this cause she really likes her dad.)
2. Mama (Seldom say this cause her mom is always impatient towards her and scold her.
3. Grandma (Depends on her mood, good mood she'll call Grandma, all other times is just ' Ma ')
4. Ah Yi (Calling my Princesses)
5. Yi Ma (Depends on her mood also. She can say but sometimes refuse to say!)
6. Hi (She will raise her and and say Hi!)
7. Uh-Oh (When my Queen scold her and she will say this to make her laugh. LOL)
8. Aiyoh~ (She say this when she hit something and we were looking at her. HAHA)
9. Gei (Give in Chinese.)
10. Na (Take in Chinese.)
11. Eh Eh (Suppose to be ' E E ' Means when she see dirty things she will point and say.)
12. A, B, C. (Queen taught her to pronounce the first 3 alphabets! She learn damn fast!)
13. 1, 2, 3. (Queen taught her too!)
14. Cai (Vege in Chinese.)
15. Apo (Apple in English. HAHA. I showed her apple and told her that's apple then she keep trying to say!)

She can also do a lot of things alr..

Like ;

1. Run a little.
2. Walk normally.
3. Play hide and seek.
4. Unlock iPhone.
5. Slide to view photos on iPhone.
6. Keep her own toys.
7. Hold a pen properly.
8. Open the left side of my house's fridge cause it's the lighter side.
9. She can open the door if it's not fully closed.
10. She can throw her own diaper.
11. She will feed people whom she like with the food she like.
12. She will run to you and give you hug.
13. She will trick you first by wanting to give you her food then when you move towards her wanting to eat the food then she put the food in her mouth instead. (Don't know where she learn from. LOL)
14. She like to eat apple.
15. She can finish one big bowl of porridge already.
16. She knows what's ' brush your teeth '.
17. She's not so scared of water anymore. (: 
18. She can listen to whoever is talking on the phone and understand what they're talking.
19. She knows how to run away when she did something wrong and my Queen shout her name. (RUN VERY FAST SOME MORE! According to my Queen. LOL)
20. She wait for my Queen or I to coax her to sleep at night. (:

There's a lot more things coming up about her. This is the time she's learning a lot of things. And I love every moves from her. The little little actions she did etc. Too cute and amazing to resist. (: 

As for Boyfriend and I, we're good. (: Quarrel like any other couple would. Or should I say bicker. HAHA. Okay, we always do because we love each other. LOL. They say ' 打是疼，骂是爱 ' wad! LOL. >.<

I just finished watching ' Secret Garden '. It's been quite long since I could cry watching DVDs. I got it back when watching this. It's really touching how the rich man would give up everything that he has for this girl he loves so much who is not rich, pretty nor anything 'high-class'. -.- He rather give up his huge shopping center like Ion Orchard, Big Hotels, Resorts, Beautiful land with Houses in it and a dream house etc etc just to be with her. It's like, if a guy really do that, which girl won't be touch and want to spend the rest of her life with him? -.- Though he may not be as rich as he was before, at least he's willing to sacrifice for you. Tsk. Well, it's drama. Meant to be watched and dream about it. -.- D-R-A-M-A = Dreams Really Are Made Absurdly. Okay my nonsense. -.- LOL. Anyway I'm gonna start watching Gossip Girls and Hi My Sweetheart soon. This weekend is gonna be study week. I've got assignments dateline to hit by next week. Sigh. 

Reminder: 

• Finish up all the assignments by this week. 
• Sat is studying day with Alex and friends. FINISH ASSIGNMENTS!

Okay Bye bye! (: Update soon. I hope.

P/S: I'm sorry.. I'm gonna be more and more busy.. I'm gonna have lesser and lesser time. I'm gonna be more and more mood-less for anything else other than having one good rest. Hope you can understand why.