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Tmr is moi bdae le!!!! Heez.. J

Tmr is moi bdae le.. heez.. gg out wif dear tmr.. hahaz.. go where?? Dono lehz.. heez.. can spend my day wif dear hapi le.. coz he everyday so bz.. hard to even c him once a week.. Haiz.. *miss him so much lehx..*.. heez.. so hope to reli spend a gd tym wif him tmr.. hahaz.. wondering watts he's gonna get for mi.. hahaz.. aft my bdae.. gonna tink watt am I suppose to get for him for his bdae.. last yr bought him a big bear.. coz he wan.. but tis yr dono yet.. heez.. :p

dear juz now told mi he reserved a table at a restaurant.. [shock!!].. im lyk.. its gonna be expensive ryt??.. I ask him.. den he say no.. den I him where are we gg to?? He don wanna tel mi.. Haiz.. another surprise?? Hahaz.. heez.. ytd spent my day wif dear at ecp.. thank god he called mi in the morning.. if not I don tink I'll still be gg to sch le.. some more go CL oral.. coz wake up late mah.. wake up arnd 6am.. den haf to rush to sch.. den talk to dear a while.. he ask mi to mit him aft ach.. say he off day today.. den wanna mit mi.. hahaz.. den I say I contact him agn lolz.. oso dono if I got anything on anot mah.. hahaz.. den in the end went to mit him la.. coz miss him mah.. hahaz.. but my CL oral.. I don tink I did well.. was feeling sleepy.. den dono watt am I doin.. Haiz.. read oso din read properly.. 1st tym sia.. cannot let tis happen agn le!!! Muz buck upp.. cant slack le.. heez.. hmm.. den aft I went to mit dear at his house.. den he say take cab to ecp.. den go lolz.. hahaz.. den aft tat sit there slack.. play wif puppy.. so cutez sia.. den ah Meng come.. provoke mi.. den blah blah blah.. don wanna talk abt tis la.. Haiz.. sianz.. hahaz.. den dear wan mi to learn skating.. at 1st don wan.. coz scared.. den in the end dear say he teach mi.. den okiee lolz.. go learn for the sake of learning sth new la.. hahaz.. den aft tat dear change to figure skate teach mi.. den aft skate back to hvper.. den Kelvin [dear's boss] ask mi fun anot.. I say ya.. but im scared.. den he say skate a few more tym den wun scared le.. den he ask mi to buy a skate at his new shop.. den im lyk.. huh??.. but frankly speaking.. mabe buying la.. for the sake of dear.. pei him skate lolz.. hahaz.. but dono la.. one pair of skate 100 over.. Haiz.. hahaz.. hmm.. c how bax.. hahaz.. but of coz I wanna pei him when I can la.. hmm.. tink abt it agn.. hahaz.. den aft tat go play billiard wif ah Meng.. Xiao long & xing zhong.. den arnd 8:30 finish playing.. den aft tat go back to hvper.. den hvper closing le.. dear wanna go practise figure skate at rink.. den I pei him go rink.. aft tat Xiao long say he wanna go him le.. coz gg Yishun find his cousin go pub.. hahaz.. den xin zhong go ah Meng’s hse.. den I tel dear I go wif Xiao long coz he dono watt tym he wanna go home mah.. den cant be I stay til very late mah.. lata I tired lehz.. heez.. den I go off wif Xiao long.. den he wait for bus wif mi.. until I got up the bus den he leave.. hahaz.. den aft tat.. hmm.. I go home lolz.. reach home 10:30.. den call dear a while lata.. say I reach home le.. den he still practicing at rink.. wif Kelvin they all.. den okiee lolz.. den I go do chores.. den slp.. hahaz.. :)

den today wake upp quite late.. but its lyk.. wake upp den slp back.. wake upp den slp back tat kind.. recently everyday lyk tat lehz.. Haiz.. oso dono watts wrong wif mi.. stress agn?? Maybe lolz.. Haiz.. hmm.. den today dear taking over the new rollerline shop.. means he's boss le la.. den taking the key today.. he muz be very hapi den.. :p.. hapi for him.. hopefully he'll be more matured aft he has his own business to take care of.. but tat oso means he's gonna be much more bz den b4.. & wld haf no tym for mi.. no tym to pei mi.. sob sob.. (":).. so sad.. dear.. im gonna miss u badly.. very badly!!! Haiz.. watt to do.. he’s bz.. he nids to work now.. I muz understand tis point.. I cant be selfish.. though very sad abt tis.. I still muz gif dear my support.. hahaz.. muz always look at the bright side.. heez.. hmm.. wish dear all the best in his career.. & hope he'll be successful in it.. hahaz.. anyway.. bdae tmr.. don wanna be sad today.. heez.. :p.. dear is gonna haf dinner wif his frenz.. I wonder if Maria will be there.. Haiz.. I seems to be still bothered by her.. even though she explains to mi abt her & dear.. but im still having doubts towards her.. I don reli noe her well aft all.. hahaz.. I prefer to trust my own close frenz.. heez.. its natural for ppl to haf tis kind of feeling I guess.. hahaz.. I mean when they juz gotta noe a new person.. hahaz.. :p..

okiee la.. gtg.. take care pplz.. will update agn de.. juz be patient yeah?? Hahaz.. tatax..

moi bdae..

3 more days to my bdae!! Hapi.. hapi.. hapi.. hapi.. :D

Today back here agn.. hahaz.. J.. hmm.. wat do I wanna say?? Ehhh.. dono oso leh.. not much thing to update la.. coz all written in the previous post.. hahaz.. I noe the previous post is indeed a very long one.. hahaz.. but feel lyk saying thank you to some pplz.. heez.. okie.. here goes.....

("v")++==tO mY dEaR dEaR...==++("v")
dEaR.. we juz pass our 33 mths anniversary.. 1008 days of being together.. hahaz.. got happiness & sadness.. hmm.. somehow I noe I made u sad coz of my reactions towards sth.. but I hope u haf owayz enjoyed the tym tat we had had together.. I enjoyed myself.. hahaz.. as I recall all the 1008 days of being wif u.. frm the beginning til now.. I'll be smiling to myself.. or crying.. or both.. heez.. -_-".. hmm.. as I said.. we had memories.. wonderful memories which other ppl doesn't noe.. mabe they noe.. coz I told them.. but most of the doesnt.. hahaz.. hmm.. dEaR.. I LOVE YOU!!! Hahaz.. mabe im silly being so devoted towards u or mabe im stupid for doing tat.. coz ppl haf been telling mi tat we cant predict wats gonna happen in future.. but u noe wat?? I don gif a damn to watt they say!!! Rmb I asked u over the phone.. how many more yrs will we be together?? & u said 50.. & I ask y.. u said shuan ming shi (fortune teller) say u can live up to 66 yrs old?.. & I was lyk.. watt the.. hahaz.. rmb we cried together while trying to solve our prob over the phone? Rmb we went round S'pore.. almost everywhere?? Those are sweet memories.. may it be sad or hapi.. those are memories wif u!! :p heez.. rmb the 1st tym we went to each other's hse to mit up wif our family? How tensed the both of us was? As I recall.. im laughing.. even til now when im typing it out.. hahahaz.. :p dEaR.. thank u.. for all tat u've done for mi.. for the past 1008 days.. all the blue roses tat u gave mi for valentine's day.. dolphins for my bdae.. thank u for remembering tat those are my favourites!! Anyway.. I guess I write til here bax.. there's some more ppl to go.. [lOvInG yOu oWaYz..].. muackz!!*huggiez*

tO: jAzReN
thank you gal.. frm sec 1 til now.. sec 4.. we've been frenz.. hmm.. by the way.. jaz is a cute little gal.. wif very nice long hair.. very pretty.. hahaz.. juz a lot more to say abt her.. err.. though last tym had some misunderstanding.. but I hope everything is fine now.. :p..though I've known u for sooo long.. I noe somehow or rather Im not ur closest fren.. mabe juz a fren.. but u're one whom I trusted a lot.. hmm.. though not as close as I was to qianhui.. but there's quite a lot tat we can talk yeah? Hahaz.. anyway.. thx for being there when im feeling low (sometyms) or when im reli in bad mood.. I apologise if once I made u unhapi.. which I noe I did.. [thx to hong yi.. tats y I noe..].. sry I've caused unhappiness to u.. sry yeah?? Hahaz.. well.. frenz foreva..

tO: HaNiFaH
hi dear.. mabe u visit my blog.. mabe u don.. but I noe jaz do.. hahaz.. anyway.. lyk I said to jaz.. THANK YOU!! For being my fren.. since sec 1.. though don reli noe u in sec 1.. but we got closer in sec 2.. rite? Hahaz.. recently tat 'incident'.. hmm.. I guess other den let it pass.. there's nth we can do.. but u seems to be stressed up over studies wor.. muz relax.. den brain can work well.. okie?? If u keep forcing urself to learn.. u'll end up noeing nth.. mabe we use different study method.. but I don wanna c u sad.. or unhapi.. or whatever coz u burn midnight oil.. neither do I wanna c ur health being affected.. okie? Muz take care of urself.. I noe u wanna do well for exams.. but don be stressed up okiee? Cheer up dude!! Ehh.. same as jaz.. u're someone whom I trust quite a lot.. but somehow.. I feel there's a gap in between us la.. generation gap?? Hahaz.. im old!! In 2 days tym mah.. heez.. no la.. kidding.. hmm.. watts reli the cause of our 'gap'.. no idea.. we gif some tot abt it okiee? Hahaz.. anyway.. juz write til here bax.. take care fren.. frenz foreva..

tO: sUsU gAnG of 30th NCO camp 2004
susu.. Wilson.. Geraldine.. shahir.. jaryl.. daryl.. darul.. Johnson.. wanting.. Melissa.. etc.. guys.. I miz u all so much!!! Sobs.. wonder how u guys now.. im not close to everyone.. but I miz u guys ever since we parted the last meeting.. I cant wait to mit u guys agn during the holiday.. though almost all of us will be taking our O & N level exams.. but I still hope we'll be able to mit up for once or more during the june holidays.. yeah? I don wish to our distance being drift apart.. Haiz.. anyway..thank u to each & everyone of u for being such a gd pal all along.. frm NCO camp til we parted.. I hope we'll reli be frenz foreva!! Well.. take care okiee? Tataz.. miz u guys lots!!!

well.. so far.. I guess those ppl whom I've thank in my blog.. they played an impt part in moi life.. I don care whether they once hurt mi.. for tmr wun be the same.. I trust them not to do the same thing agn.. coz I believe there's miracles.. & I noe tat trust in frenz is very impt.. they might hurt mi once.. but I noe I hurt them too.. not physically.. but mentally.. not external.. but internal.. hahaz. Crapping arnd man! Heez.. but true la.. thank u all.. for making my life a wonderful one.. I'll nv forget all the moments we had together.. take care ppl.. I'll update agn la.. okiee? Relax.. hahaz.. c ya soon..

hii....

MY BIRTHDAY COMING!!!!! IM TURNING 17!!!!!

Halo.. back to update.. hahaz.. recently lyk so lazy to update lyk tat.. now actually write out wat I wanna say first.. den lata copy & paste into the post.. hahaz. Faster rite? Heez.. my bdae coming.. turning 17 le.. one yr older!! L.. Haiz.. nvm.. but im hapi.. hahaz.. ehhh... actually tis yr.. don reli expect presents frm frenz.. -_-".. last yr le mah.. lata I sad sia.. hahaz.. **tis onli applies to my frenz la.. ahmm.. not my dear.. hahaz.. :p [so evil.. but tats coz I trust tat we will last ma.. I believe in my dear.. hahaz..]..

Anyway.. hmm.. recently got some prob.. not coz of dear.. but coz of frenz.. Haiz.. had some argument.. or rather misunderstanding bax.. but its sorted out.. thx to ms shek [HOD of humanities] & ms Elaine Chong.. our teacher.. hahaz. Had a mediation session in Mr. Tay's office.. den sort everything out.. actually don intend to care so much.. coz exam coming.. wanna concentrate on exam first.. but order by HOD.. no choice but to go.. Haiz.. den.. aft abt 2 hrs.. everything solved.. hahaz.. hmm.. heart is feeling better la.. heez.. aft all is gd fren once.. hahaz.. anyway.. since it's a misunderstanding.. im partly at fault.. here I apologise.. ++Sry.. Qianhui++.. err.. I guess tis argument between us.. is not coz of one or two days thing bax.. in between there's a bit here & there sth gg on bax.. [which I considered as bad-mouthing].. hahaz.. anyway.. things are over.. I hope now everything will reli be fine.. frm today on.. heez.. J

Well.. I gotta noe tat some people out there are concerned abt mi & Zhanyu.. well.. to people out there who are concerned [those not concerned one can juz scroll down or leave my blog.. coz my blog is meant for my frenz hu is reli concern abt mi but dare not approach mi dex.. not for hypocrites or sarcastic passerby.. thank u!!].. okie.. back to watt I was saying.. mi & Zhanyu is doin very well.. so far.. everything is very fine.. no longer lyk before.. thank u.. for being concerned enuff to actually take the effort to read my blog to update urself abt mi.. :p.. hmm.. no nid to worry abt mi & Zhanyu.. we noe how to settle our prob ourselves le.. though sometimes quarrel over jealousy.. or some little unhappiness.. other than tat.. we're doin very well.. heez.. but lyk I said.. I wld wanna concentrate on moi studies now.. exams coming.. den mabe wun haf the tym to c him or tok to him.. den mabe coz of tis I'll get frustrated or sad.. so I hope my frenz out there can understand.. okie? J thx a lot dude.. heez.. hmm.. other than making mi jealous.. he's been treating mi very well.. [don tink he bully mi lyk b4.. okie?] no longer bully mi le.. but dotes on mi more.. hahaz.. ehhh.. watt else abt us?? Hmm.. yupp.. sometimes coz he working.. den neglect mi.. den I very unhapi over tis.. den throw temper on him.. lyk.. ignore him for a few days.. but I guess he knew whyy I got angry.. so he'll auto apologise to mi de.. heez.. anyway.. aft all we're fine.. :p I noe some of my frenz don believe tat he changed.. but trust mi for once.. he reli changed.. okie? He's moi dear.. I don wan my frenz to look down on him or don lyk him.. coz somehow or rather.. hu wld lyk their own frenz to detest their boyfren.. rite?? Some logic here.. hahaz.. :).. criminal got a chance to turn over a new leaf.. some more my dear is not criminal.. of coz he muz haf the chance to turn over a leaf la!!! Heez.. well.. I guess there's juz too much for mi to tok abt mi & Zhanyu le.. for frenz hu are concerned.. ask mi personally.. I'll keep u update on watt are the things u wanna noe.. okie? Heez..

Well.. our sch juz had her 25th anniversary celebration on the 23rd April 2005. [Matthias, ck & say hai's bdae.. hahaz..]..hmm.. to mi.. its kinda an advantage to mi.. coz.. there's a lot of food!!!! Hahaz.. I enjoyed some of the food.. heez.. nice.. guest-of-honour for the learning fiesta was Mr. Hawazi Daipi.. Mrs. Hawazi's hubby.. heez.. my geo teacher.. hahaz.. hmm.. ohhh yaa.. sth shocking happened when I was in the band room tat day.. Maria msged mi..(for some of my frenz.. I tink u guys noe hu she is bax..) say she's in our sch.. so I was lyk.. okie.. so I ask her where is she.. hu she wif.. den wanna mit up anot.. etc.. & she said okie.. -_-".. hahaz.. so I went back to class & told chuti, yu zhen abt tis.. den they say they oso wanna c her.. so they went wif mi.. :p.. when im on my way gg to canteen.. she, rachalle & fabiene was walking towards mi.. so tats how we met.. the first impression of her is lyk.. hmm.. she look abit lyk Sabrina [our head prefect, Kelvin's girlfren..hahaz..].. den rachalle introduce.. den I say hi to her.. she say hi to mi.. but she's giving mi a look as though I look very scary.. hahaz.. tats wat I tink la.. im kinda tensed.. den din reli dare to look at her.. so I asked rachalle how is she.. is she doin well.. etc.. den aft tat we separated.. aft they left.. chuti & yu zhen told mi sth la.. *P&C arh.. don wanna say.. lata people tink yy hor.. hahaz. No la.. its juz some comments la.. don tink yy wor.. Jden as I was walking out of sch.. I saw her agn.. but tis tym nv say anything.. juz walked passed each other.. hahaz.. hmm.. den aft tat I went home.. was lyk damn tired.. den reached home I slpt.. all the way til nitez.. abt 10+ den wake upp.. den slp agn.. den wake upp agn.. hahaz..*siao la.. hahaz..

& guess watt.. i gotta c her agn the day aft.. on the 24.. (mi & dear's 33 mths anniversary..) aft I went to ck bbq.. I went to mit dear at ecp.. den I msged her.. ask if she's at ecp.. den she say she's at hvper..[dear's workplace].. so I was lyk.. okie.. though not hapi abt it.. but juz keep quiet la.. coz dear tat day tired ma.. don wanna fan him la.. den tat day roy.. ron.. terence.. deon.. maria.. Samantha was there.. maria & Samantha seems to be having some private conversation that they doesn't wanna let mi noe.. Haiz.. forget it.. tis is sth I don lyk.. hahaz.. hack la.. hmm.. aft tat maria suddenly ask Samantha & terence to keep quiet.. so tats wat makes mi reli suspect them for talking abt mi la.. Haiz.. zhi ren zhi mian bu zhi xin.. we dono watt a person will do behind our back.. so the best thing is either keep quiet abt it or confront tat person.. I tot of keeping quiet abt it.. but I feel so uncomfortable.. so I msged her at nite.. ask if they're toking abt mi.. she said ya.. they're toking abt BDS.. im lyk.. huh?? Sure anot?? Den I ask y they seems to be hiding sth.. den she say no.. coz they wanna try to make deon guess watt they're toking abt.. diaoz.. dono la.. Samantha don seems to be reli pleased seeing mi arnd.. anyway.. I've got roy & ron to entertain mi.. hahaz.. ron showed mi his gf!! Watt a sweet-looking one.. :p.. den he oso showed mi his doggy.. so cute!! Terence showed mi his toO.. so small & cute.. hahaz.. J.. but is reli nice to haf them entertaining mi la.. if not dear sit there juz keep quiet.. nv tok to mi.. den im left out.. Haiz.. oso dono watt he wans.. in front of ppl every time lyk don wanna tok to mi lyk tat.. but aft tat when onli the both of us den he'll speak up.. Haiz.. watts his prob?? Dono.. dono.. & dono.. hahaz.. mabe find one day.. tok out everything lolz.. I don lyk to owayz lyk tat.. the feeling sux to the core lolz..

I seems to haf written a lot today wor.. lazy to write le la.. hahaz.. ohhh yaa.. one very important thing to do!!! ==++CONGRATS TO WILSON & GERALDINE!!++==.. they patched.. hahaz.. hopefully they'll last tis tym round.. don brk agn arh.. heez.. relationship muz not end so fast.. okie? (if they are reading moi blog la.. they'll noe..) hmm.. okie la.. go first.. anything I'll update agn.. take care dudes.. lurve u guys.. muackz.. heez.. tatax.. :p

halo...

hii... back to blogging.. hmm.. dono wat to say actually...

haiz.. tat day while i was slpin.. guess wat?? June called.. say i tag her board.. scold CO.. walao.. nb.. agn.. kena sabo.. fuck la.. everytym use my name.. as if they don haf names lyk tat.. den dono wat for parents gif them names.. haiz.. i don even noe june got blog lolz.. how to visit her site sia.. nonsense.. forget it.. don talk about tis.. pissed pplz off onli.. ** banditz.. hackcare tis k?? im okiee le.. :P

hmm... tat day aft painting the classroom.. 4C pplz went to play bowling at tampines safra.. until 8+... den i take 28 wif jub & ngeow.. den ngeow go home.. me & jub take all the way to tamp. inter.. take 969 home.. :).. hahaz.. reach home arnd 10+... heez.. walao eh... clothes kena paint sia.. cant be wash.. haiz.. nvm.. old clothes.. hahaz.. heez.. hmm...

today abaish they all bully mi sia.. draw on moi hand.. **bad bad**.. hmph... den abaish bite mi.. pinch mi.. pain!!! *naughty!!* hahaz.. hmm... wat else happen arh.. aiya.. dono la.. update agn la.. tatax.. take care pplz..

TO: MY SUSU GANG (30TH NCO CAMP)

heyy guys.. i miss u guys sooooo much.. organise sth leh... so we can go out ya?? hahaz..:p.. so long since we last met.. haiz.. contact mi yeah?? take care.. lube u guys!! miss u guys too!!!!!

yo.....

hey.. back here agn... haiz.. well.. now in sch's com lab.. using lab-top now.. hmm..

err. first of all.. im sure a lot of ppl wanna noe abt our SYF results.. well.. we got bronze.. im sad.. very sad.. coz the band did better than the assembly performance.. they reli ut in a lot of hard work.. i can c it.. but they seems to realise it too late.. one month before the SYF den realise.. so sad.. but they tried their best.. so im not blaming any of them.. i noe if they work hard.. they can do it.. rite band?

++++===WORDS FOR MY BAND..===++++

band.. i noe u guys is very upset over the result.. but its over now.. wat we can do is to get ourselves together agn & move on to a better future.. lets not brood over this matter for long.. if not the rest of our things will be affected.. lyk oour studies.. & the coming-up band performances.. its tym for us t pass down the experience that we had to our juniors.. so mistakes wun be repeated.. yes.. we failed to achieve wat we wan.. but i noe.. as long as u guys is willing.. there's nothing that will stop u guys from achieving it.. im stepping down soon.. very soon.. i don wish to c any of u brood over the sad memories.. pls.. guys.. MOVE ON.. get over it soon.. promise mi k?.. let the bygone be bygone.. & we'll work hard for SYF 2007.. medal is in our hand.. its the matter of whether we wan it a not.. trust mi.. guys.. i believe u guys can!!! :) yes means yes.. can means can.. u guys wun let mi down once more rite?? ^-^.. hahaz.. remember u guys said wun let mi down during assembly performance?? but u guys broke the promise.. [i don blame u guys.. its not the band's fault].. hahaz.. jkjk la.. u guys rawks my world.. rawks my life in BDS band.. lets make another agreement.. we'll ring the band to greater heights.. wif our juniors. okie?? :) i believe u guys can.. so believe in urself.. k? :) i'll come back & help.. but.. u ppl muz learn.. & not grumble.. 2yrs to train for choice piece is not a very long tym.. i hope u all noe it by now.. :p.. heez.. alright.. band. anything u cant figure out or wish to have someone to confide to.. feel free to contact mi.. okie?? don be shy towards mi.. don forget.. "we're family".. rite? when im ur leader.. u guys are juz lyk my " little kids ".. & Kel.. Yiling.. Faezah are lyk my siblings.. hahaz.. now that i failed to carry out my duty as a " mom ".. well.. i'll have to live in regrets.. but hopefully the next "mom'' or "dad" can carry out their duties better.. BAND.. I LOVE YA!!!! VERY MUCH!!!

ALL THE BEST TO THE NEXT LEADERS!! DON GIVE UP THE BAND.. NO MATTER WAT HAPPENS..

hmm... wat else can i say?? err.. thank you all alumni hu came back to support!! thank you so much.. :) heez.. but sry.. din give u guys a suprise!! :) hahaz.. eh.. thank you all teacher-in-charge hu spend their tym wif us.. staying overnight wif us.. looking aft us.. thank you very much!! :p i appreciate all the hard works that u've contributed.. thanks once more..

k la.. gtg.. take care pplz.. lurbe ya.. miz ya too!!

hiiii

5 more days to SYF.. (-_-")

eh lo.. pplz.. im back.. hahaz.. hmm... this few days a bit down.. 1stly is frenship prob.. haiz.. 2ndly is SYF... hmm...

today got band.. but im late.. coz slp at 4:30am.. polish my baby ma.. hahaz.. :P den wake up late lolz.. well.. today band.. okie la.. not too bad & not too gd.. still haf alot more to touch up on.. hahaz.. :p.. den.. aft band when to eat.. (in the shortest tym eva!!!!! 10mins..).. coz aft tat haf to go play soccer .. against 4B.. hahaz.. short of player.. tats why ask mi go.. but i enjoyed myself.. [though i fell & had bruises..(":).. :P].. in the end.. we won!! at first we keep having draw.. (was tinking of playing another round.. hahaz..) den in the end Faris scored!! (woah.. thx Abaish!!) heez.. had a great tym.. but aft tat haf to rush down to Far East to customize sash.. Jais wans to make gold colour one.. for the 4 of us.. den i have to go all the way there lolz.. coz shop closing at 7pm.. by the tym the match ends.. its lyk.. 5pm.. den i took cab there.. den aft tat go home lolz.. hahaz.. :P..

hmm.. well.. had a great day today.. but hopefully i wun be stressed up over frenship or the coming SYF bax.. gonna haf practice the whole of next week.. so mabe will be quite a long tym when my next post comes.. be patient yeah?? hahaz.. jkjk.. :)

gtg.. take care pplz.. :p *winkz*

hey yo........

COUNT DOWN TO SYF.. 7 MORE DAYS...

eh lo.. hahaz.. hi.. back today.. heez.. agn..seldom see mi update so fast rite?? boring la.. hahaz.. dotz lolz.. LOL.. (Laugh Out Loud..).. :) a bit crazy today.. heez..

today a bit siao siao de.. dono wats wrg oso.. heez.. hmm.. mabe SYF drawing near le bax.. den heart a bit kan cheong.. haiz.. how?? 2yrs 1 time.. hopefully will get gd results bax.. i noe other CCA have been looking down on my band.. but come on la.. don support us nvm.. we've got our teacher here wif us.. our lovely.. but sometimes unreasonable.. (very!!) teacher-in-charge.. hahaz... hmm..

*today Abaish bully mi.. he push my head to the table.. sob sob.. (":).. hahaz.. but i noe he do it for the sake of playing de la.. (no offence de rite?? :p) heez.. but thank u today for teaching mi A maths qns which i dono how to do.. :)

today aft sch go band room.. guide donna & peilin the two SYF pieces.. hopefully they can play better.. i tink they can.. if they practice.. :).. band eliminated some bad player.. which did make the band sound better.. which i wanted to do long ago.. but Jais don wan.. haiz.. hopefully thru tis kind of thing.. the rest of the members will work hard bax.. BAND.. JIA YOU!!! WE CAN DO IT.. IF WE PRACTICE HARDER!! WE CAN...

Haiz.. wat other things to say arhx.. hmm.. nth le bax.. but to all the graduated banditz.. if u happen to read my blog.. come & visit the band.. (if u wan).. help to encourage them.. okie?? hahaz..

anyway.. to those banditz who read my blog.. hmm.. there will be band TOMORROW..(8TH APRIL).. SATURDAY.. MONDAY.. TUESDAY & WEDNESDAY.. tym will be informed agn.. plz do turn up.. thax.. :)

okie la.. i tink tats abt all for today.. gotta study for SS test tmr.. (not test bax.. kinda more to assignment.. hahaz.. diaoz.. dotz..) alrite.. take care pplz..

TO MY BAND MEMBERS:

i noe recently u guys heard a lot of negative comments abt us.. plz do not be dishearten.. lets work together hand in hand.. so we'll achieve our goal.. okie?.. now its tym to prove them wrg.. rmb our motto?? .. we will.. if we wan.. trust mi.. we can.. :) lets practice hard!! always rmb our GOAL---->SILVER

hahaz...

today.. hmm.. got band.. but.. haiz.. heard (-) comments by our frenz.. haiz.. sad sad sad sad..... hmm.. well.. 8 more days to SYF.. hopefully wif few more practices.. we'll haf gd results.. hahaz..

all tat i can say abt the practice today is.. we din do our best.. coz jais not here.. everybody is fooling arnd.. including myself.. (sorry band..).. haiz.. i very scared.. very very scared.. scared tat band cant get silver.. haiz.. i've trying hard to make myself bz wif works.. so i don or rather wont have the tym to even tink abt it.. haiz.. :( [band.. i reli hope we can do well for tis SYF.. u noe??] wif 8 more days.. wat can we do?? in order for them to improve?? or rather put in their maximun effort?? haiz.. anyway.. not tym to tink abt tis.. today here wanna thznk a few important person to mi.... :)

To: Qianhui

Gal.. thx.. for being wif mi.. i noe i owayz make u sad.. but.. sry.. okie? :).. u've been a great fren.. although at tyms.. u mood swing.. hahaz.. but its alrite la.. okie?? heez.. take care gal..

To:Faris

thx!!! so much.. for owayz trying to cheer mi up when im sad.. thank you so much!!! & oso.. keep mi awake when im falling aslp in class yeah?? hahaz.. :).. hmm.. well.. i hope u'll owayz stay hapi too.. okie?? take care wor.. :p..

To: Trevor

thank u too!! for owayz listening to my sorrows.. hahaz.. u're very very gd person to tel our sorrows to!!! lurve u for tat man!! hahaz.. oso.. thx for help mi wif my maths.. improving le.. heez... :p thank u horx.. anyway.. take care too horx..

well.. i tink tats abt all.. but i reli reli hope.. tat my dream will come true.. **14th ApRiL.. a DaY tO pRoVe oUr AbIlItY**

aloooo..........

hi... ppl.. back.. today checking infor for PW.. de got tym to update... hahaz.. my class damn enthu over tis PW lolz.. futureristic classroom'.. gonna pain the classroom wif the 'seven wonders of the world'.. hahaz.. cool man.. heez..

lata gg swimming wif my sister & qianhui.. den lata mabe studying.. wif qianhui.. kel.. & mabe some more ppl bax.. heez.. :).. err.. wat else shld i write?.. hmm.. well..ehh... tis few days.. kinda sad.. alot things happened.. haiz.. wondering wat will happen next.. haiz.. many many feelings arouse... i got to noe dear's ex.. Eliz.. tats long ago la.. from frenster.. den had a little conversation wif her in frenster's msg.. den... blah blah..[don wish to say].. den.. saw her blog.. recently saw one is got someone scold her.. haiz.. lyk wat happened to mi the other tym.. i TINK i noe how she feels.. but obviously.. when im not her.. i dono how she feels mah.. so can onli say TINK.. hahaz.. (no offence)..for those hu happen to pass by my blog.. juz don pass down any unnecessary comments.. coz it has got nth to do wif u.. thank you! keep ur comments to urself.. :)..i'll greatly appreciate.. :)

hmm.. now to SYF.. onli 11 more days.. haiz.. so worry.. if we get back a bronze.. how? but i haf no confident tat they'll get silver.. coz.. teamwork not there.. spirit oso not there.. everybody is playing the pieces as written..[surprisingly..never follow expressions] no feeling.. haiz.. i told ms alsagoff tat i wanna kick out those hu cant play.. she say okie.. but the ones who stay muz be strong enough.. haiz.. how?? wat am i suppose to do.. i don wan those hu cant play to bring the band down.. but how am i gg to make sure tat the rest is strong enough.. i don wan those hu put in effort to feel sad coz their efforts go down to drain.. i hope the band can get our goal.. SILVER.. i wan my band to get SILVER!!!! NOTHING LESS THAN TAT!!!! I WAN MY BAND TO MOVE TO A BETTER STANDARD.. I DON WAN THEM TO BE LOOKED DOWN BY OTHER CCA!!! i noe they can do it.. if they reli put in their heart & soul to play.. but.. im not seeing it now.. 11 more days to SYF.. still lyk tat.. im totally shocked!! the last SYF.. everyone was still practising lyk hell.. but this batch.. i don see the enthu-ness in them.. tis batch reli.. reli.. reli.. very disappointing.. hofully my sec1s tis yr will bring up the band.. [which i believe they will].. haiz.. drop this matter.. :(

well there are some very special ppl whom i wanna say a few words to..

To: Kelvin Tay [my Asst Drum Major]

Kel.. u've owayz been a great partner in band.. though sometimes we argued over some stuffs.. but it ended very soon.. thank god tat u're some hu don calculate so much.. heez.. :).. but oso thank u.. for guiding mi in my music world.. when im not sure of anything.. u're reli gd at music.. ten yrs trumpeter!! i take my hat off to u! but through the days to SYF.. since we become the leader til now.. i hope u trufully enjoyed being my partner.. rmb how much we hated maja?? how we gave him attitude?? tat day when he say we r late?? dotz.. hahaz.. had fun days wif u.. i've known u for abt 3 yrs.. ryt?.. hopefully our frenship will last til the end.. k? take care bro! lurbe ya!!

To: Yiling [my Band Major]

Yiling.. though tis whole yr.. alot of misunderstanding between us.. but to mi.. once its over.. its over.. & i don wish the same thing to repeat.. coz i noe how much hurt it will cause to create a misunderstanding.. i may not be lyk ur closest fren.. i mean tina & michelle.. but im someone whom i TINK u haf no one to turn to.. u can find mi.. ryt? rmb our days in NCO camp?? its a nice experiences to have.. thank god we were there ryt? hahaz.. but anyway.. thx for being my partner.. for a yr or so.. hmm.. rmb how we fight wif alsagoff for band camp?? den in the got it but some never turn up & we're sad?? den eating at backstage.. boi's toilet.....?? hahaz.. had fun wif u.. but may we be frenz foreva..

To: Faezah [my Asst Band Major]

Faezah.. u've been a great band mate & a great classmate.. hmm.. wateva it is.. hopefully when we graduate.. we'll still haf little gathering.. lyk wat we are now.. k? heez.. hmm.. i bet u're closer to Yiling ryt? coz u two haf to organise stuffs.. while mi & Kel is closer.. ryt? hahaz.. but we're in the same class ma.. tym had together is oso more ryt? heez.. well.. juz hope we'll reli keep as wat we are now.. god bless..

well.. i guess today i wrote alot.. hmm.. i'll update agn.. meanwhile.. take care ppl.. hahaz.. :) *gotta go swimming le..* heez..

back agn..

halo.. im back agn.. lazy to update.. hahaz.. lazy ppl lyk tat de.. heeez.. syf coming le.. 14th april.. kan cheong le.. i mean the whole band lolz.. haiz.. last tym tel them to practise don wan.. now panic le.. but gd oso la.. they started to be hardworking.. hahaz..

well.. to all my frens.. esp my closest ones.. sry.. srecently i not in gd mood.. everytime lyk sad sad de.. so sry.. coz in band stress.. [coz of tat maja la.. & jais].. sick man.. haiz.. i din go for band today.. stomach ache.. haiz.. don care la.. band still can move without mi de.. no worries.. hahaz.. got Kel.. my best work partner.. heeez.. still nid to worry mehz??..

hmm.. tat day band prac quarrel wif jais.. he scold mi for nth.. den i ask him to shut up.. its lyk.. damn fuck up lolz.. do nth oso kena.. basket sia... hackcare bax.. syf ends den can save myself from all tis things..

hmm.. tis week assembly was talk by last yr o level students.. tat stupid asshole came back.. & tot he made a gd speech.. as if everybody will listen to him.. [i don tink so].. pplpz got their own views & decisions.. not a few words from him den things can be amended..

recently hani.. lyk weird weird de.. nv talk to mi.. haiz.. frenz? izzit? i don sense any..haiz.. everything they say is correct de.. wateva!!

tis week was reli pissed off by the new sitting plan.. sux lolz.. tink creative?? not at all.. lyk pri sch lolz.. -_-.. stupid.. wanna be creative.. make a shape of sth else la.. shape of 'C' call creative.. its 'dotzz...' lolz... hack la.. ''.

tis week dear bz wif works.. but still got talk to mi la.. heez.. at least not tat bad lyk last tym.. if not i tink i'll hack care him agn lolz... but i oso learnt to be more patient wif him over tis kind of stuffs le la.. :) hahaz.. but never see him everyday miss him a lot.. (":)

haiz.. dono wat to write le la.. update next tym bax.. take care pplz.. sry.. write so short..