台湾之旅, Day 1.

Started our day at Terminal 1 at about 5am.

First time my air ticket is not just a piece of paper! It's like nicer than tiger and air asia!

Our breakfast!

First time eating a wrap. I never really like wrap cause it looks weird to me! >.<

I don't know why but this is our flight. LOL.

L! :)

Us! :) 

Jetstar!

Sunrise! 

Goodbye Singapore!

Arriving at Taiwan!

So much clouds!!!

The land is so hugeeeeee!

My just-woke-up-face.

Taipei!!!!

Our luggage!

Freego bus! :)

The newest SOGO!

Our cozy little apartment! :)

Dining table..

Connecting kitchen!

Masterbed room!

Bathtub!

Big toilet!

Guest room!

Shower room!

Common toilet!

Extra room! This became our laundry room!

First meal of the day!

Sharon's.

Mine! :)

I'm pretty amazed by their transport system, seriously!

Xi Men Ding! :)

Many mushroom! :) 

I LIKE THIS! But L say I can't eat too much! ):

Cheap and nice bun at 师大夜市!

Tired faces..

The bun is really nice, but the filling is erm... little. ):

  

路边摊! Food looks so yummy but I didn't try!

  

S & J.
J is S's friend.

   

Love love love this soup!!! Pig liver is one of my favouriteeeee! 

Their fried oyster! :)

  

Ended our day doing some grocery at the supermarket!

  

Itinerary for Day 1:

Arrive at 台北.

Make our way to 光复南路.

Took MRT to 西门町.

Met S's Friend and he drove us to 师大夜市.

It was a super tiring day for me because I didn't manage to catch any rest the night before my flight as I haven't really pack my luggage and baby J was being naughty not to let me pack! So I had to wait until she's fast asleep before I could do anything. And by the time when things are done, it's time to leave home to the airport. =X

S came over to my house the night before to stayover cause we're going to airport together. Initially, her boyfriend offered to send us to the airport until a last minute call from office for him to go on a short business trip. Thus we had to make our own way down. I didn't manage to talk to E before I fly because basically he was still sleeping when my plane took off. LOL. Yeap so E didn't bid me goodbye. ):

So after the plane took off, I tried to get some sleep. Managed to shut my eyes for about 2hrs but after that was just on and off awake and napping. Firstly because my seat couldn't be adjusted as it's near the exit doors. Secondly because it was such an awkward position to sleep in! -.- 

We arrived at Taipei Taoyuan Airport about 11:45am and made our way to the basement to take Freego bus to 忠孝复兴 and we had to change to take MRT to 国父纪念馆! The apartment is about 5mins walk from 国父纪念馆 station! :) After we settle down and they got ready, we went out for our first meal of the day at the Wanton Noodle stall. The wanton is OMG freaking hugeeeeeee! But it was really nice! The meat was super tender! The soup was greatttttt! 

A few things I notice about Taiwan, or rather, we ALL notice. 

1. Everyone queue to go on trains.
2. They keep to the right side.
3. The weather is humid in the morning, cooling in the afternoon and super cold at night.
4. It's hard to find dustbin.
5. It's even harder to find toilet.
6. You cannot flush the toilet paper down the toilet bowl, you need to throw into the bin.
7. They don't sit on priority seats.
8. When crossing the road, even with the green man flashing, cars and bikes horn you. -.- 

Yeap, we're all pretty amazed. They're really all very nice people other than the crossing road part. -.- So rude and there are times I felt like just kicking their bikes and make them fall. I AM SERIOUS. No joke. They're such a meanie! Why do they have to horn people who are legally crossing a road? Not like they are Jay-walking or something. 

We all mad love 西门町 cause the stockings/leggings there are mad cheap and I freaking loveeeeeee them! :) I bought the most leggings & stockings I guess! >.< They're all so pretty and I couldn't really resist them! :\ 

师大夜市 was just a soso thing for me. I didn't really bought a lot of stuffs there and apparently, the stuffs for guys seems much more appealing to me. >.< Thankfully for S's friend, if not we would be wasting so much time travelling to 师大夜市 cause it's actually quite outskirt, quite far for a drive. >.< 

I like the big 包 that we ate there though! Hahaha though the filling was really little. :\ 

We ended the day going to supermarket to buy some bottled water and I happened to find my Queen's kimchi that she has been bugging me for! YAY! :) bought two for her and I think that's already a killer for the luggage cause of the weight! But well, worth it cause she's happy. :) 

That's pretty much all for Day1. Something simple and short. Haha.

Alright, update soon on my Day 2! :)

10 Signs You're In A Good Relationship

I got this from here. 

It's kinda true here and there. :)

1. You are compatible lovers. Although it may not have come naturally the very first time you got together, you are now well attuned to each other's needs in the bedroom.

2. You want to see each other. You are comfortable with spending time apart from each other but you both really look forward to your time together. Your interest in him extends outside of the bedroom. It's not just sex.

3. The both of you are thinking about the future of your relationship. Making plans together is a good sign that the relationship is going well and moving forward.

4. You have inside jokes that only you both share as a couple. This shows you are on the same wavelength and have an exclusive bond. Having a laugh is a great way to make you feel good about each other.

5. He is a shoulder you can cry on, and he is not afraid to show you his vulnerabilities and share his worries with you either. You have empathy for each other and understand what you are going through.

6. You are comfortable enough to burp or fart in front of him because you know it won't make him love you any less. You find it endearing when he is being himself too. 

7. He is the first person you call to share good news with. And he cannot wait to cheer you up with his good news either. You are each others's priority in life. 

8. You are both generous and giving - you want to give all you can to your partner. It may not be in the form of lavish gifts, but you will see it in the little things, like when he gets you your favourite snacks when he's out grocery shopping.

9. You feel safe and secure with him. You don't feel suspicious or afraid. Trust is essential. If trust is broken, your heart is broken.

10. Life is not dramatic. Don't mistaken this for being in a rut, a relationship where you're not arguing and fighting all the time but can co-exist peacefully is actually a great one.

I Miss Taiwan!

I miss Taiwan already! We're only back here for a couple of days and I'm having thoughts of booking a one way ticket back to there already!!! 

Though this trip was a lot of shopping and it's not exactly my kind of holiday but I still enjoyed every little bit! My only complain is that there's too little sightseeing for me. I'm not a shopaholic so to me, this trip has too much shopping! >.< 

I'll update soon with more photos! 

Anyway, my trip was freaking awesome! :) 

Withdrawal Syndrome..

Don't know why..
But I'm having this feeling..
Walking away from everyone..
Distant myself from everything.

I just want to be all by myself.
Be with who I wanna be with and that's needless to say, my family..
I just want E to be with me all the time, like the way my family is.

I feel so moody now.
Most probably because of my period visiting me soon.
I'm feeling so tired.

Coming home from an awesome holiday doesn't make me feel any better.
I miss taiwan so much.
I wanna go back there with E! ):

Malaysia 6-8April.

Uncle's Salon!

Little boy!

Bleahs!

外婆！！

    

  

My handsome cousin!

  

Fried cockles! Yum!

Going back home in Malaysia was nothing new.. 

But this trip.. It's a little different. 

My father came to look for me. Yes, my biological father. 

I was staying with my Aunt and somehow or rather, my Aunt has been in contact with him and told him about my trip this time. So he took this chance to go over to my Aunt's place (because I was staying there) and was trying his luck to see if he could see me. 

I spent both nights at my Aunt's place because we were too lazy to move. 

I managed to shun him the first night cause the minute I'm told he's outside the house, I lock myself in the room and refuse to go downstairs.

But for the second night, my Aunt asked me to let him take a look at me. It has been years since I let him take a good look at me. I didn't want to actually. But my Aunt kept telling me that I'm putting her in a difficult position cause he kept calling her. I didn't agree to anything but Aunt called him to come over.

She knocked on the door when I was watching my movie and asked me to go downstairs because he's downstairs and there are some toys and gifts he wants to give Baby J and me. So I went down and he pass me some gifts and an ang pao. It was my Lunar Birthday last Friday, that explains the gifts and ang pao. But his main purpose is to see me. Yeah, I felt super uneasy for him to be looking at me. We exchanged glances and he aged. 

Since the last time I exchanged eye contact with him, he aged. A lot. 

I remembered he last called me on the phone and apologize to me for whatever that he has done to hurt me, my Queen or my family. He apologize and asked for forgiveness. He even told me that he knows that I'm angry with him and he knows that no matter what he said I might not forgive him. But I kept quiet. I didn't make a sound because I was crying silently. I don't know how to explain that feeling in me. I was utterly disappointed and upset with him. He was a man that I thought I could trust but no. He made me fear. I don't know what he would do if I were to still be in contact with him. Would he force me into prostitution just to make some money for him? Would he make me to sell drugs on his behalf to get that money for him? What would he do to me? And what would I become? I don't know. 

All I know is, he's aging now and I know he's been in contact with my Aunt lately. He asked about me and he's concern about me and E. I know, he cares. But my feelings for him, the warmth that I used to have for him, has harden, and is now cold. I've never imagined myself seeing him again. I've never intended meeting him again. I'm not heartless but I just don't have that heart anymore. I've lost whatever I had for this father. Even until now, he's still leading a useless life. Not doing anything big but just doing drugs, making people suffer. I don't know why but he is my father. No matter how much I want to deny this, my body runs his blood. 

I didn't tell my Queen that I saw him. Because she will be angry and upset. But I don't feel good keeping it from her as I've promised her before I'll never meet them..

Dilemma. Aunt asked me to forgive him but Queen doesn't want me to see him. 

I don't like to have things hidden from my family. 

What am I suppose to do?