I think I really misses you. And this is totally unexpected. 

We Do What We Think Is Right.

Boyfriend's Birthday Cake! (: 

Boys.

Girls.

Pretty girl and Old man. HAHAHA

Cute right. I know. Only me. LOLOL

Vampire feel??

First time trying out Michelle Phan's vampire makeup. 

Fierce like vampire??

My tools. :)

This is how it looks like. LOL

Orchard Central.

Love the lighting!

Capt Phuah's birthday celebration!

This is not all! (: 

Emilyn!

Received notification fron HDB about the new BTO application yesterday! :\ 

This is a 10mins makeup. LOL

Practicing!

Michiyo and me. (:

Contest booth.

Top 3 practicing their runway. Lol

I've been feeling really tired. I've been rushing a lot of things and it's like my schedule is never ending. Photographers are arranging shoots but I can't really pull out much time. Trying to squeeze everything together but I'm afraid I might fall sick after that. -.-

Tomorrow is the competition and I'm feeling really nervous after knowing about the challenges that we're gonna face. It's like ' Omg kill me please '. I need some alcohol and hopefully, help me better in my performance. Those who is going down to show some support please don't scream and yell or call out to my name cause I'll do really badly! Just keep quiet until everything is over! :\ 

Exam is next week and after this competition, it's time I focus on studies. 

I've not been spending time with Boyfriend and I guess everyone is finding it weird. Fred not, we're still together. Just that I think things changed and situation is different now. This happens to all the couples doesn't it? Hur. Pfft. 

I'll update soon. (: 

Byebye! 

xoxo

CATS CLASSIFIED HOLIDAY EDITION FINAL VOTING.

http://www.cats.com.sg/car-nival/contest-start.html

 I KNOW THE PHOTO ABOVE IS RIDICULOUSLY NOT LIKE ME. 

BUT PLEASE STILL VOTE FOR ME!!!

I'M NO.5. 

TOMORROW IS THE CLOSING DATE SO PLEASE DO VOTE FOR ME AND HELP TO SPREAD THE WORDS!! :)

THANK YOU!!! 

XOXO

:D

P/S: I'll start blogging soon! I've been rather lazy and busyyyy! :\ 

Those who will stay, stays.

人的一生有多少人停留，就有多少人离开。可是谁为谁的真心停留过，或许只是陌路旅途为了下一站的转角而停留，那所谓的爱情，你何曾真心的为我停留过。时间会停留吗？爱情会停留吗？幸福会停留吗？如果可以我会不惜一切代价来让时间、爱情、幸福、都停留在这一刻！

Strictly Pancake with Shida! (: This is mine.

Shida's. Super nice!

Shida and her Yummy food! 

Cindy's Wedding on Sunday. The place have a special concept! Nice!

Table 15 at Mandarin Orchard.

Menu. (:

My stupid and duper irritating/annoying Boyfriend and me.

My all-time-favourite boy. (: 

It's been so long since I last saw him! I miss him so much!

Louis! One of the favourite boys. There's still Jiajin and Hendra. (:
Funny how we both always try to contact each other but failed cause we always mixed up the numbers. -.- 

I cooked this on Monday. First time cooking this. PASS I swear! I love celery! (:

Potato! First time cooking it without Queen's help. A bit fail. LOL But still edible okay!

My well-known soup. HAHA. My Princesses love it. So is Kris. (:

Curry Chicken. First time too. A little spicy but I think overall it's good! (: My potatoes are soft and chicken is just nice! Yum!

I got into the Semi-Finals, by luck. LOL. Or maybe like friends. HAHA. But I'm happy knowing so many new friends! (:

Michiyo and I. (: My makeup looks so fair. ):  And I look so fat. ):

Photoshoot with Greg on 30th Oct. 

I love my own eye makeup. HAHAHA

Cute right, I know. HAHAHAHA.

My last weekend was quite a quiet one. Haha. Saturday was class and I went back home early cause Queen and Princesses were leaving Singapore for Malaysia and I was told not to stay out late. :\ I'm like a small girl but meh. Only to my Mama.

So my Sunday was spent waking up early in the morning going to Sembawang with Boyfriend to buy his Chalet's Food. Spent lesser than I expected though Boyfriend was paying. But still not as expensive as the chalet I booked for him after much discounts. -.- Bleahs. Honestly, like I said last year, it's not gonna be as 'grand' as last year because last year was his first year spending birthday with me and it's his mid-twenty's birthday. And what more to say when my birthday this year wasn't really well spent anyway. Tsk. I may sound really calculative but heh, it's more than just birthday. Hohoho. ANYWAY. Sunday was Cindy's wedding at Mandarin Orchard and I went to meet Ben Behbeh after that. I miss him so much. The last time I saw him was like three months ago? Or more I think. -.- And I got to see Louis too! (:(: Super happy. And oh, Shan and Shao too. (: Love spending time with Ben Behbeh even though we could be really doing nothing and just chatting. (: Spoke to him about some issues and he's telling me that I need to do some changes perhaps. But I guess the only reason why I've become like now is because I'm just trying to protect myself more than before. 

This entire week was really restless for me. I've been feeling so very tired. I've been drinking glucose (葡萄糖) with water cause I hate water. And yes, I drink more than I normally drink with glucose in it. (: I've been on soft diet this week. Trying to lose a lot of weight AS SOON AS POSSIBLE. I'm glad I've lost about 7kg since September? I need to lose about 10kg more to MY IDEAL weight. I may sound insane but I want that weight. And I'm glad my Queen has been helping me with this cause she knows how badly I want back my previous figure. ): I don' mind seeing bones etc. But I want back my previous figure. ): The figure I had just 1.5 years ago. My Queen said I've gain weight ever since I'm together with my Boyfriend. -.- too 幸福? Meh. Not really. I think I'm too stress. LOL. That's why I keep munching. And office job makes me fat cause I'm always sitting! -.- BOO. Irritating. I love/hate my job. Cause when it's boring, it's really boring but when I'm busy, I'm really busy. -.- Good and bad I guess. Heh. 

I feel like I wanna look forward to something, but I don't know what to look forward to. -.- I'm supposed to be really excited over Boyfriend's birthday this weekend but I don't feel it at all. The only thing that is in my mind, I AM TIRED. WHY? My body is failing me? Or maybe my mind is. Getting tired of everything around me. Tired of the mind games that I have to play, AT TIMES. And tired of living this life. OKAY, negative thought but I'm cool. (: Nothing really takes me down. (: I'm too strong for shits. HEHE. 

ANYWAY, Baby Jeorgina's birthday is coming. And that marks the Christmas is here as well. And again, makes me feel OLD cause it's gonna be another year SOON. Damn it. -.- 

I've made new friends recently. And I'm happy! (: They're pretty girls but at the same time, they make me sad. ): They're so pretty, tall and skinny! !@#$%^&* where got such pretty girls exist one! BOO! I'm glad that I took part in the CATS-Classified cause it's really an exposure. Loving every bit of it. (: More of it soon! (: REMEMBER TO VOTE FOR ME! :D

Hope this weekend will be a good one. (: 

Update soon. 

Byebye. (:

XOXO

She's a five when she drinks but she's a ten when she's on top of me.

Some time back, don't remember when. -.- 

First time playing Saboteur! (: SCOOPZ!

Shida!

Lynn Baby!

Sunday, after photoshoot.

This is one of the scariest I think!

Devils spinning. (:

Alright, let me just update in like, point form. -.- 

28th Oct 2011, Friday.

It's like Friday and it's Vernon's Birthday too. After work went to meet Sharon for dinner at Chomp Chomp together with Geoffrie and Rainy before heading over to The Chapter Entertainment. Was there for about an hour or so then Mic came to pick me up to meet the rest at Geylang for porridge. Didn't eat much cause I wasn't really hungry. After that we went to Chong Pang's Mac to chit chat etc and it was pouring like crazy. -.- Mic send me home at about 3am and I slept about 3:30? LOL Can't remember. Heh. 

29th Oct 2011, Saturday. 

Woke up at about 12noon. Slack at home, then get ready to go to school to meet Shida and the rest. Left home only at about 3:30pm? LOL. Went to get my threading done first before going to school to meet them for the last minute revision just about 1.5hrs before exam? The seating arrangement was fucked up. -.- names were missing and exam was delayed. -.- So my paper started 15mins laterrrrr! -.- Nevertheless, I finish my paper by 9pm and tadah, off to home I went. Suppose to sleep early but I guess I was feeling nervous for the photoshoot next day that's why I'm can't sleep. LOL And so I slept at 2am? 

30th Oct 2011, Sunday.

Woke up at 7am and started preparing for the shoot. Greg picked me up from my house at 9:30am. By the way, he was the one who shot me for the Clarke Quay one last year. Lol. We had Studio shoot this time and the theme is Sexy Cool. Will upload the photos once I get them. (: After that he sent me home and I took an hour nap before getting ready and going out to meet Boyfriend at TPY MRT to go to Tiong Bahru to meet  Geoffrie. Head to Vivo to meet Baby Lynn after and went to Food Republic for dinner. Waited for Stuart, Priscilla and Pris'c cousin to reach and we head to Sentosa for Halloween Night Horror. I swear I'm super amazed and impressed with USS. They made me go GaGa about the whole place! It's looks so different from the day time! And I love it! Though I was scared at the beginning but I got used to it and wasn't that scared anymore. Took a few rides. Went on the mummy and Cylon. Cylon was the first time and I swear the first free fall was the scariest. Worse than the zombies scaring me! -.- We went to both the haunted house and I hate the Peranakan one. The dark alley wasn't as scary to me. Haha. All in all, it was fun! Really. (: It was a really tired day. ): 

New week started and I started my new module as well. 

Having a lot of things in mind but I'm not sharing anymore.

11Nov is just next week and I still wish that day never existed.

I've been feeling rather down recently and I just don't really wanna let too many people know. I don't know but there are stuffs in my mind. :\ Sigh.

I'm lack of sleep and I've been feeling dead tired. T.T

Update soon.
Byebye!