She's a five when she drinks but she's a ten when she's on top of me.

Some time back, don't remember when. -.- 

First time playing Saboteur! (: SCOOPZ!

Shida!

Lynn Baby!

Sunday, after photoshoot.

This is one of the scariest I think!

Devils spinning. (:

Alright, let me just update in like, point form. -.- 

28th Oct 2011, Friday.

It's like Friday and it's Vernon's Birthday too. After work went to meet Sharon for dinner at Chomp Chomp together with Geoffrie and Rainy before heading over to The Chapter Entertainment. Was there for about an hour or so then Mic came to pick me up to meet the rest at Geylang for porridge. Didn't eat much cause I wasn't really hungry. After that we went to Chong Pang's Mac to chit chat etc and it was pouring like crazy. -.- Mic send me home at about 3am and I slept about 3:30? LOL Can't remember. Heh. 

29th Oct 2011, Saturday. 

Woke up at about 12noon. Slack at home, then get ready to go to school to meet Shida and the rest. Left home only at about 3:30pm? LOL. Went to get my threading done first before going to school to meet them for the last minute revision just about 1.5hrs before exam? The seating arrangement was fucked up. -.- names were missing and exam was delayed. -.- So my paper started 15mins laterrrrr! -.- Nevertheless, I finish my paper by 9pm and tadah, off to home I went. Suppose to sleep early but I guess I was feeling nervous for the photoshoot next day that's why I'm can't sleep. LOL And so I slept at 2am? 

30th Oct 2011, Sunday.

Woke up at 7am and started preparing for the shoot. Greg picked me up from my house at 9:30am. By the way, he was the one who shot me for the Clarke Quay one last year. Lol. We had Studio shoot this time and the theme is Sexy Cool. Will upload the photos once I get them. (: After that he sent me home and I took an hour nap before getting ready and going out to meet Boyfriend at TPY MRT to go to Tiong Bahru to meet  Geoffrie. Head to Vivo to meet Baby Lynn after and went to Food Republic for dinner. Waited for Stuart, Priscilla and Pris'c cousin to reach and we head to Sentosa for Halloween Night Horror. I swear I'm super amazed and impressed with USS. They made me go GaGa about the whole place! It's looks so different from the day time! And I love it! Though I was scared at the beginning but I got used to it and wasn't that scared anymore. Took a few rides. Went on the mummy and Cylon. Cylon was the first time and I swear the first free fall was the scariest. Worse than the zombies scaring me! -.- We went to both the haunted house and I hate the Peranakan one. The dark alley wasn't as scary to me. Haha. All in all, it was fun! Really. (: It was a really tired day. ): 

New week started and I started my new module as well. 

Having a lot of things in mind but I'm not sharing anymore.

11Nov is just next week and I still wish that day never existed.

I've been feeling rather down recently and I just don't really wanna let too many people know. I don't know but there are stuffs in my mind. :\ Sigh.

I'm lack of sleep and I've been feeling dead tired. T.T

Update soon.
Byebye!

DABC. Don't(s).

From time to time, we ponder how, we ponder why, we ponder what could have been done so things would be different. We are constantly wondering, thinking or even imagining. But now, chances for me to dream about all these, is quite difficult. Because I stop believing, not entirely though. Just majorly. Oh well~ Life~~~~!

CREDITS:

LIONEL NG.

CREDITS:

ANDREW TAN

CREDITS: 

JOSEPH LEAN.

YUJIN'S WEDDING LUNCH.

 Sharon and Ivy. 

Ivy and Me.

What hurts the most, was being so close.

You know what hurts? It's when two person get too close. When two person know each other too well. When two person get emotionally attached. Because only when you're this close, you start to care a lot. You start to want a lot, you start to feel a lot. And the more you care, the more painful it is when you're hurt. Keith once told me, DA, DB, DC.


Don't Ask.
Don't Bother.
Don't Care. 

It's not easy to just Don't ABC. How many of us can actually Don't ABC? Minimal I guess. I'll only be able to do it when I really give up. Give up wanting to care, give up wanting to know, give up wanting to try and give up wanting to give. I don't know why I'm blogging this but it seems like it's somewhat linked to my emotions. -.- Oh well~ ! So conclusion: Keep a safe distance and don't get any closer!

Why does men fuck women all over? It is because they were fucked all over once before. Why does women fuck men all over? Its is because they were fucked all over once before. - Quote from Shi Hui's Blog.

See, this is a vice versa. Things don't happen for no reasons and when it happens, it means something. It's like a ' you hurt me and I'll hurt you back game. ' And when is this gonna stop? It can never stop. Because in society these days, it's such a common thing. ' No string attached '. Seriously, I've seen too many girls having this kind of relationship issues. Boyfriend cheat, not being faithful, fucks around etc etc. Not to mention when I had an ex Boyfriend who is like this. Yeah shit happens. I'm sure a lot of us girls face the same problem. And it boils down to ' HOW MUCH YOU LOVE HIM? ' ' HOW LONG ARE YOU WILLING TO TOLERATE? ' ' HOW LONG CAN YOU PRETEND NOTHING EVER HAPPENED AND STILL LOVE HIM? ' Am NOT saying ONLY girls get this shits. Guys do too. So yeah, it seems like we're gonna continue hurting each other until we both die. -.- And that's sad because it seems like we're born, to die. And sadly, it's true.

So what happens when you can no longer do all that?
It then is time to say goodbye. (:
Then you'll learn that your expectation of a Boyfriend will start to change. 

Okay, this is a rather random post. -.-

Anyway, had a shoot at somerset skatepark on Sunday morning. With 4 other photographers. And I concluded, it's much more tiring compared to 1-1 shoot. But the shoot was fun and they're nice people. (: Nice working with them cause they have a lot of patience. (: Will be arranging another shoot with them in Jan. (: Looking forward. :D

P/S: Don't say you can when you can't. Don't say you will when you won't. Don't say you did when you didn't.