hahas. blog got song lerx!! :)

hellos everybody!! i'm back. hahas. today is qianhui's birthday!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY GIRL!!! finally 17 lerx worx. don't be childish anymore huhh. hehees. :)

hmm, so many things happened recently but i don't think i want to blog them all down. i just want to say something to the following people. so please, for those who reads my blog, to bear with my 'loso-ness' now. hahas. :p

to kris darling : sorry darling, i haven't been spending much time with youu. hope youu won't mind. cause nowadays, it's either my work schedule. sorry darling. i'm sooo sorry. even when i have the free time, i know i went to skate and not accompanying you. cause i've been too involved in skating lately. sorry darling. all i can say is sorry. hope youu won't mind miee. sorry.

to maria : baby. thank youu for always being there when your daddy gives miee problems. thank youu for telling miee to stay by his side and etc. but sorry if one day i have to leave him for good. i know youu won't want to see us end upp like that. but baby, mummy have no choice. hope you understand why okiee? :) anyway, just want to thank you for being there always. i love you plenty!!

to zhanyu : i know you won't visit my blog, but one day if you do, you will read this little entry here for you. seriously speaking, hahas, hope you won't mind miee always telling you things that you don't like. i need someone to talk to sometimes. but now, i need to tell you something seriously. sorry, if one day i leave you. hmm, somehow, it's seems to be fated that we can only meet and not be together, you get what i mean here? meaning, somehow we are only suitable for each other as friends. :) that's whatt i think lahh. many a time, you make miee feel as though you really want miee to leave youu. honestly speaking, if youu really wants it so muchh, i will really leave youu. just to please youu, get whatt i mean? hahas. maybe it's really time for miee to let go. i'm feeling tired youu know? feeling really sick of our quarrels and stuffs. yes, youu want miee to be independent, but do youu know youu made a person who rely on youu so muchh now? it's youu. and now, i'm picking myself upp again, for myself. not youu anymore. cause, I LIVE FOR MYSELF AND NOT OTHERS. i've got this into my head and i want myself to be able to do it. sorry i'm being harsh here but they're facts. yupps. :) i'll carry on my life happily and i hope youu will too. i know i said until as if we broke upp already. but well, in fact, we didn't lahh but somwhow, i keep having a feeling that this relationship cannot be continued. it's youu that's why i feel like that. the words youu said made miee feel this way. haix. okiee lahh. that's all for youu now. :) take care

to chuti and yuzhen : hi darlings. just want to tell youu all i enjoyed myself being with youu all all the time and i love youu all sooooo muchh!!! really!!!!! hehees.

tO my birthday girl, QIANHUI!!! hahas. : hellos girl. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! finally turn 17 lerx hor. hahas. must grow upp already okiee? don't always like, miid swing? not happy call miee, i talk to youu. :) hahas. like, i miss youu though youu're just so near miee now. hahas. anyway, happy birthday and i love you! :P

hahas. that's all for now. take care to all. :P

hahas. blog got song lerx!! :)

hellos everybody!! i'm back. hahas. today is qianhui's birthday!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY GIRL!!! finally 17 lerx worx. don't be childish anymore huhh. hehees. :)

hmm, so many things happened recently but i don't think i want to blog them all down. i just want to say something to the following people. so please, for those who reads my blog, to bear with my 'loso-ness' now. hahas. :p

to kris darling : sorry darling, i haven't been spending much time with youu. hope youu won't mind. cause nowadays, it's either my work schedule. sorry darling. i'm sooo sorry. even when i have the free time, i know i went to skate and not accompanying you. cause i've been too involved in skating lately. sorry darling. all i can say is sorry. hope youu won't mind miee. sorry.

to maria : baby. thank youu for always being there when your daddy gives miee problems. thank youu for telling miee to stay by his side and etc. but sorry if one day i have to leave him for good. i know youu won't want to see us end upp like that. but baby, mummy have no choice. hope you understand why okiee? :) anyway, just want to thank you for being there always. i love you plenty!!

to zhanyu : i know you won't visit my blog, but one day if you do, you will read this little entry here for you. seriously speaking, hahas, hope you won't mind miee always telling you things that you don't like. i need someone to talk to sometimes. but now, i need to tell you something seriously. sorry, if one day i leave you. hmm, somehow, it's seems to be fated that we can only meet and not be together, you get what i mean here? meaning, somehow we are only suitable for each other as friends. :) that's whatt i think lahh. many a time, you make miee feel as though you really want miee to leave youu. honestly speaking, if youu really wants it so muchh, i will really leave youu. just to please youu, get whatt i mean? hahas. maybe it's really time for miee to let go. i'm feeling tired youu know? feeling really sick of our quarrels and stuffs. yes, youu want miee to be independent, but do youu know youu made a person who rely on youu so muchh now? it's youu. and now, i'm picking myself upp again, for myself. not youu anymore. cause, I LIVE FOR MYSELF AND NOT OTHERS. i've got this into my head and i want myself to be able to do it. sorry i'm being harsh here but they're facts. yupps. :) i'll carry on my life happily and i hope youu will too. i know i said until as if we broke upp already. but well, in fact, we didn't lahh but somwhow, i keep having a feeling that this relationship cannot be continued. it's youu that's why i feel like that. the words youu said made miee feel this way. haix. okiee lahh. that's all for youu now. :) take care

to chuti and yuzhen : hi darlings. just want to tell youu all i enjoyed myself being with youu all all the time and i love youu all sooooo muchh!!! really!!!!! hehees.

tO my birthday girl, QIANHUI!!! hahas. : hellos girl. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! finally turn 17 lerx hor. hahas. must grow upp already okiee? don't always like, miid swing? not happy call miee, i talk to youu. :) hahas. like, i miss youu though youu're just so near miee now. hahas. anyway, happy birthday and i love you! :P

hahas. that's all for now. take care to all. :P

VALENTINE DAY!!!!! =)

today is valentine's day!! hahas. back to blog finally after so long.

haix, so sad i didn't get the results i want for Os. i scored 18 for L1R4 and 24 for L1R5. haix, can get into business course though. but have to fight with people like mad lahh. haix.!!!! so sad lahh

hmm, today is valentine's day. so don't talk about sad stuffs. hahas.

I WANT TO TELL ALL MY FRIENDS, ESPECIALLY MY BELOVED DADA, THAT I LOVE ALL OF YOUU SO MUCHH!!!!!

well, he's on his way to my house. then we wanted to eat sakae sushi. yahh. hahas. hmm, don't know whatt to say leh. just registered for my JAE. hahas. hope i can get into the business course i want bahh. NGEE ANN POLY!! I WANT YOUU!!!! hehees.

ermm, okiee lahh. enough ler bahh. gotta go lerx. meeting him soon. hahas. :) take care to all. :)

VALENTINE DAY!!!!! =)

today is valentine's day!! hahas. back to blog finally after so long.

haix, so sad i didn't get the results i want for Os. i scored 18 for L1R4 and 24 for L1R5. haix, can get into business course though. but have to fight with people like mad lahh. haix.!!!! so sad lahh

hmm, today is valentine's day. so don't talk about sad stuffs. hahas.

I WANT TO TELL ALL MY FRIENDS, ESPECIALLY MY BELOVED DADA, THAT I LOVE ALL OF YOUU SO MUCHH!!!!!

well, he's on his way to my house. then we wanted to eat sakae sushi. yahh. hahas. hmm, don't know whatt to say leh. just registered for my JAE. hahas. hope i can get into the business course i want bahh. NGEE ANN POLY!! I WANT YOUU!!!! hehees.

ermm, okiee lahh. enough ler bahh. gotta go lerx. meeting him soon. hahas. :) take care to all. :)

haix. maple on urgent maintenance..

haix, like, so sad. playing maple half way then maintenance. so sianx lohh.

haix, andrea ask miee not to go east coast cause it's raining again. but i'm feeling damn lousy lohh. getting results tomorrow and i'm damn nervous. whatt if i didn't get the results i hope for? or i fail my exam? ohhh god. i'm feeling so terrible.

haix, i must get prepared for the worst. haix. like, I"M SO SCARED!!!! sobs. sobs. how i wish he will be by my side now to clam miee from my nervousness. haix. but he's not here. not even a single console. or a message. so sad. sad. sad. sad.

really don't know whatt wrong with him. like, suddenly change to another person whom i don't know. haix. don't feel like talking to him now. maybe should just let nature take it's courses bahh. yahh. haix, if he wants to talk to miee, he will. i force also useless. i lead my life and he lead his for now bahh. if he thinks that he needs miee, he'll come to miee to explain. if not, i think i'll just leave this way.

hahas. maple is back. i shall continue with my maple!!! :)

haix. maple on urgent maintenance..

haix, like, so sad. playing maple half way then maintenance. so sianx lohh.

haix, andrea ask miee not to go east coast cause it's raining again. but i'm feeling damn lousy lohh. getting results tomorrow and i'm damn nervous. whatt if i didn't get the results i hope for? or i fail my exam? ohhh god. i'm feeling so terrible.

haix, i must get prepared for the worst. haix. like, I"M SO SCARED!!!! sobs. sobs. how i wish he will be by my side now to clam miee from my nervousness. haix. but he's not here. not even a single console. or a message. so sad. sad. sad. sad.

really don't know whatt wrong with him. like, suddenly change to another person whom i don't know. haix. don't feel like talking to him now. maybe should just let nature take it's courses bahh. yahh. haix, if he wants to talk to miee, he will. i force also useless. i lead my life and he lead his for now bahh. if he thinks that he needs miee, he'll come to miee to explain. if not, i think i'll just leave this way.

hahas. maple is back. i shall continue with my maple!!! :)

chalet at east coast with skaters.

hahas. i'm back. hehees. yahh. hmm, yupps. had fun recently. :)

but unfortunately, unhappiness happened on friday night when i was at east coast. haix. dada made edmond and miee heartbroken and disappointed. especially edmond. i saw him skating away, sadly. i feel so terrible. haix. then i went back to the chalet and drink a lot. i got myself drunk and the next day, i'm hang over! hahas. cause i feel so sad. i cried again lohh. haix. like, whyy can't i be happy? whyy? he was having his class barbecue. so i didn't disturb him or whatt. but, he like, don't want to let his friends know about my presence. was so sad lohh. he like don't want ot acknowledge miee as his girlfriend like. like, am i really that un-seen-able? LOL. but i fuck care already lahh. i enjoy myself with the rest of the skaters. hahas. since he always like to hackcare miee, whyy should i bother? and he made edmond so sad. which i think he ought to apologise to edmond lohh. edmond dotes on him so muchh and is willing to make any sacrifises for him. but he still don't want to change for himself. whatt edmond say is true, if he don't want to help himself, nobody will be able to help him. so i think i better let him do tithings on his own and i do mine. haix, but i know i'm only good at talking but not doing. end upp i will still care a lot about him de lahh. haix. so sad. sobs. :(

well, went to the chalet and it was quite fun lahh. see them play XBOX. hahas. like so cute lohh. then gamble a bit. but no money lahh. just casual playing. hehees. :) i won once in two rounds. hahas. maria went there too. had fun with her. ohh yahh! CONGRATS TO MARIA AND WILSON!!! hahas. wish them all the best lohh. :) may their relationship last. hahas. :) yupps. just came back from the chalet just now. book out at 11am. then skate around at rink until 1.30pm. then go home. later going down again after playing maple bahh. hahas. :) like, so FUN!!! hehees. love skating now. hahas. kekeke.

know quite a lot of new friends recently, all from inline culture. kekeke. they're so funny and entertaining. hehees. like so good right? entertain you when you're bored etc. fun and fun and fun!!

yesterday qianhui they all came over to my house. hahas. karaoke lohh. for a few hours. then leave lerx. :) hmm, then i go east coast. yupps. like, spent this few days at east coast lahh. and i just love it now! except for the day when edmond got sad because of him. haix. so sad. :(

okiee lahh, want to play maple lerx. take care everybody.

chalet at east coast with skaters.

hahas. i'm back. hehees. yahh. hmm, yupps. had fun recently. :)

but unfortunately, unhappiness happened on friday night when i was at east coast. haix. dada made edmond and miee heartbroken and disappointed. especially edmond. i saw him skating away, sadly. i feel so terrible. haix. then i went back to the chalet and drink a lot. i got myself drunk and the next day, i'm hang over! hahas. cause i feel so sad. i cried again lohh. haix. like, whyy can't i be happy? whyy? he was having his class barbecue. so i didn't disturb him or whatt. but, he like, don't want to let his friends know about my presence. was so sad lohh. he like don't want ot acknowledge miee as his girlfriend like. like, am i really that un-seen-able? LOL. but i fuck care already lahh. i enjoy myself with the rest of the skaters. hahas. since he always like to hackcare miee, whyy should i bother? and he made edmond so sad. which i think he ought to apologise to edmond lohh. edmond dotes on him so muchh and is willing to make any sacrifises for him. but he still don't want to change for himself. whatt edmond say is true, if he don't want to help himself, nobody will be able to help him. so i think i better let him do tithings on his own and i do mine. haix, but i know i'm only good at talking but not doing. end upp i will still care a lot about him de lahh. haix. so sad. sobs. :(

well, went to the chalet and it was quite fun lahh. see them play XBOX. hahas. like so cute lohh. then gamble a bit. but no money lahh. just casual playing. hehees. :) i won once in two rounds. hahas. maria went there too. had fun with her. ohh yahh! CONGRATS TO MARIA AND WILSON!!! hahas. wish them all the best lohh. :) may their relationship last. hahas. :) yupps. just came back from the chalet just now. book out at 11am. then skate around at rink until 1.30pm. then go home. later going down again after playing maple bahh. hahas. :) like, so FUN!!! hehees. love skating now. hahas. kekeke.

know quite a lot of new friends recently, all from inline culture. kekeke. they're so funny and entertaining. hehees. like so good right? entertain you when you're bored etc. fun and fun and fun!!

yesterday qianhui they all came over to my house. hahas. karaoke lohh. for a few hours. then leave lerx. :) hmm, then i go east coast. yupps. like, spent this few days at east coast lahh. and i just love it now! except for the day when edmond got sad because of him. haix. so sad. :(

okiee lahh, want to play maple lerx. take care everybody.

back for A WHILE! :)

hahas. well, today is back here. yupps.

spend my time training maple lohh. whatt else? hehees. hmm, ehhh, arhh, hahas. don't know whatt to write lehh.

update again. hahas. take care to all.

back for A WHILE! :)

hahas. well, today is back here. yupps.

spend my time training maple lohh. whatt else? hehees. hmm, ehhh, arhh, hahas. don't know whatt to write lehh.

update again. hahas. take care to all.