When We're All Too Complacent.

Little Chloe is now grown up! (: So cute to see her drawing and writing!

I had JCI meeting on last Friday. Aunt Jess and Little Chloe came. It's been so long since I've seen them. Aunt Jess is slimming down and it's good to see them both in good health. (: 

Dad's Chicken Rice and MBS.

Happy Baby and her Daddy.

My Old Man. <3

 

Model-to-be. HAHA. =)

Credits: Michelle Photography.  

Never too old. LOL

Oldest and the youngest. 12 years apart, same Zodiac.

ZOO!

Say Hi to crocodile. =)

Happy Girl! :D

I spent my weekend with my family cause cousin Ben came to Singapore for a visit. We went to take photo at One Fullerton and to the Zoo. (: The last time I went to Zoo was like 2007 I think? HAHA. Damn long ago. Honestly, Zoo has changed quite a bit. Be it the animals or the place itself. It brought back memories when I went there the last weekend. :| The whole trip was good other than the stupid 10mins rain after the animal show! I was so excited over the show I swear that in the longest time of my life, I've not felt so excited over animal show. LOL. Maybe cause I didn't catch the animal show the last time I went there. But my weekend was really good and well spent with everyone who was there. (:

Now the next thing I'm looking forward to is Genting & Hometown trip on 1st September! (: Going with Boyfriend and my Family. (: Can't wait can't wait! (: 

Last night while I was watching my drama on PPS, Boyfriend suddenly rolled his chair to my side and tell me ' Let's go to Australia. ' I was looking at him in shock then said ' When you can leave Singapore then say. ' Cause clearly he was just joking. Though I did for a second thought that maybe it would be real but yeah, back to reality, it won't happen. Just so happen at the same time, Vivian gave me the contact of her friend who's in Aussie working in Hotel line. I hesitated. I don't know if I should contact her because I still haven't sort out things within myself. Or maybe I did, just that lack of the courage to carry out. But as of now, I think I'll just leave it first since my course only finish next year January. Plus I have plans to continue with my Degree.. So yeah.. ): Dilemma. 

Apart from that, while we're both lying on the bed going to sleep, Boyfriend suddenly said ' Can we sleep with Jeorgi for one night when we go to Genting? Like she sleep in the middle.. ' LOL I was like ' hur? ' But it was damn funny. LOL. When he said that of course. I can't even be sure if Jeorgi is gonna even want to sleep with us. I'm scared she'll just cry damn loudly when she wake up in the middle of the night and then only see me and Boyfriend, no Grandma. HAHAHA. It will be a damn funny scene. I think end of the day we still have to bring her back to my Queen. LOL. Nonetheless, we can still try.. (: I know he's super excited over this trip cause it's the first time going on a vacation with my family and includes Jeorgi. (: 

Exam is on this Saturday. It's so fast. And my Law's result will be out in a jiffy as well. Praying hard that my result will be good. :\ For F&B, it's by far the most dead and dry module ever. But still, have to pull through this times and get everything done and over with. Tomorrow is assignment submission and I'm gonna let my lecturer go through my assignment tonight to see if there's anymore changes to make! (: 

Okay, I shall stop here now. 

Update soon. 

xx

Reminisce! (:

I've not been really active on my blog. I'm sorry. Lol. Been rather busy. Busy with a little bit of JCI, busy with niece, busy with sleeping early and getting up early and of course, busy with gym. I've been trying to be on time everyday. Or rather, not be late for anything by getting up really early. Fuck my life that I'm sucha slow person in getting ready. 

Oh well, I'm working toward my ' resolutions ' of the year. -.- 

Next was, I've been checking out schools. Private schools to study and get my certificates. Let's be realistic for once. Without a proper certificate, you get to no where. Even if you get a certificate but it's not recognized, also no use. -.- So yeah, I've been checking out schools that provide certificates that are recognized. And I guess, I'll be settling for Kaplan. 

Photos and Updates now. More talks later. (: 

SHARON'S UNOFFICIAL FAREWELL DINNER. 

7TH JANUARY 2011.

Ding Tai Fung. I just had that....... -.- 

8 of us. (: 

Dinner was just the 8 of us. All us girls because Sharon requested? Haha. It was a nice dinner cause I've always loved girls outing. All the bitching and laughters and gossips. That's what girls do right! Hahaha. We will continue to have outing like this! :D 

POLY OPEN HOUSE.

8TH JANUARY 2011.

Sharon's very big cheesecake. -.-

My $5 manicure. LOL

NYP!

See her stupid face! HAHAHA!

Mine. Lasagna.

SP.

Sharon and her Boyfriend.

Sharon met up with me at Yio Chu Kang MRT then we head to NYP together. Walked around and went to their course consultation hall. Basically I'm not very attracted to NYP. I don't know why but yeah, I don't think NYP is the one for me. Gone to SP, they do have courses that I'm interested in and because I want to study part time, I think it's kinda like a waste of time. -.- 4-5years to complete a diploma? No way. -.- Sharon's lecturer actually did gave a suggestion but for some reasons, he said it's not really suitable for me to take the course. So yeah, that's why I'm looking at Private Schools. (: 

BABY TIFFANY 1ST BIRTHDAY!

8TH JANUARY 2011.

Birthday cake. Hello Kitty! :D

Banner.

Birthday girl and her cake!

Lina and her familyyy.

Daddy, Mummy & Baby.

They are playing with helium balloons!

Boyfriend and I. Haha.

WG!

He was looking for pocky.

It was Baby Tiffany's on the 8th. (: Boyfriend met up with me and Sharon at SP then we head to Pasir Ris for Baby Tiffany's birthday after that. Saw a lot of my old friends. And it's good because everytime I see them, there's laughter. Hahahaha! :D After a lot of jokes and laughters, we hitch a ride home from Kei who stays in Toa Payoh too. (:

GYM AND BOAT QUAY WITH STEPH.

11TH JANUARY 2011.

For the two of us.

Steph and I went for a gym tryout last week. And after much exercise, we went to eat steamboat at Boat Quay. -.- Which basically I ate all the VEGETABLE. cause Steph don't eat! -.- After that I slowly going home by taking bus. Lol. Nowadays I'm back to taking bus. I love bus rides. :D  

SHARON'S LAST DAY IN RAFFLES.

12TH JANUARY 2011.

Chalk Restaurant!

The long long stairs that gave me a shock. -.- 

It was Sharon's last day on the 12th. Had a dinner at Chalk Restaurant. The place has nice view, it's at the Old School. Hmm. Food is okay but the price is a bit expensive. Haha. Overall okay la.. (: So BYE SHARON PHANG, I KNOW YOU MISS US. LOL. All the best to your future endeavour! (: 

TERRY BUDDY DAY! :D

15TH JANUARY 2011.

The new pouch I bought for my polaroid!

Stupid Buddy!

From Steph.

New Lanyard for my camera!

I was trying very hard to figure out what's this stick shit. -.-

I met up with this stupid Buddy of mine and had a good talk with him! HAHAHA! You know I always love talking to my Buddy. Because he's the one who taught me to realized how fucked up a guy can be. He's the one who smack me fucked hard straight to my face and let me see clearly what guys can become. I'm not penalizing all the guys, neither am I being bias or prejudice. It's just, I'll never know how fucked up a guy can really be, without my Buddy. He been through a lot with me, taught me a lot and made me see a lot. Yeah the way we talk can be like ' eh fuck you la cb. ' But we ended the day with ' bye Buddy, see you soon! ' Yeah, it's a blessing in disguise when I got to know him. I only know, everytime I meet him/ talk to him, I learn something. (: Nonetheless, it's the same for this time. Haha. (: 

So yeah, Buddy. I'm glad to have you and thank you, for being that special friend who means a lot to me until now. (: <3

And oh, I'm glad you've finally seen my Boyfriend. So when am I seeing yours? Heh! :D 

IKEA WITH BOYFRIEND.

15TH JANUARY 2011.

MEATBALLSSS!

I wanna buy book shelf!

Haha. Ended with a decent photo. (:

LORONG 5 BAN MIAN! 

I still love ban mian too much! -.-

Boyfriend met me up at Tampines and we head to Tampines IKEA. Boyfriend supposed to be looking at beds as he wants to change to a queen size. Lol. Too bad IKEA doesn't have Super Single. We both are skinny and it's enough to fit us? LOL. Okay not the point. We reached IKEA about 4ish 5? Then had our meatballs first before starting to see see look look. Haha. We went to the show room first and saw a lot of different designs of bed, bedframes, this and that and that and this. But still we didn't settle for anything. LOL. After that was looking around at other things, nonsense stuffs and talking a lot of stupid things along the way. LOL. Was damn funny cause I had a lot of imaginations. LOL. After that we went to eat Ban Mian at Lorong 5 again. LOL. I'm like hopeless, love Ban Mian so much. -.- LOL. 

JCI OFFICER TRAINING.

16TH JANUARY 2011.

I felt like i was schooling! -.-

Baby Chloe!

We had our training. " Back to Basic " training conducted by Sen Jane and Sen Pearlyn. (: Haha. Training was from morning 10:30 to about 5 pm. The whole training was rather a fruitful one, to me at least. So thank you those who came and attended the training. (: 

REVAMP MY ROOM!!

16TH JANUARY 2011.

I decided to pack my room. LOL.

Some stuffs I took out from my book shelf.

From my cupboard.

I kept all my skates in the boxes already. LOL
Not gonna wear them anyway.

Those books etc from Ngee Ann Poly.. Haha. All quite new lor!

BDS Year Books. Haha. So many years ago..

My Princess Jiamin did this for me.. (:

Princess Jiayi did this for me. (:

My old diaries. LOL. Read some of them, felt so fucking stupid in the past. -.-

Love in my Secondary School Days! :D

I think this was given by an admirer in Malaysia. LOL.

I don't know who gave me this. -.-

Mess!

LOVED THIS PLAQUE! :D

I came to realised I have quite a few trophies. -.-

I don't remember who gave me this. -.- But it has a smell so I throw away.. Lol

I threw this away... Lol.

Threw away a lot of things and this is the leftover. (:

See how board she is!

I brought my sisters to this in 2006? I can't remember. -.- And we all got sunburn. -.-

My own music stand! :D

I threw this away. Don't know from where and who. -.-

Damn messy! -.-

This is love la!

All our hard work! (:

Packed. (: 

The invitation back in 2004. Haha. :\

After packing. (:

I got these from SP's Open House. LOL.

All my earrings and necklaces! (:

I decided to clean my room. And to my surprise, I seems to have forgotten I once had all those things. If I had not dig them out from those boxes, I think I won't even know they existed. LOL. I threw away a lot of things which are not of my needs anymore. Or I don't remember who gave it to me. LOL. Packed my skates in boxes and kept them on top of my cupboard, a place where I don't normally go and touch anymore. Threw away a lot of old books and those notes that I wrote back in Poly days and Secondary School days. Lol. It's a good thing because I've always love to keep old things with me. And now that I've made this decision to throw away everything, it means something too. I'm gonna let go of my past, completely. (: Whatever happened, I'm gonna forgive, forget and don't fucking remember. (: Good people stay, true friends stay. I don't begt for friends to stay neither will I stop you from leaving. If there comes a time you feel you should leave your friends then so be it. I'm not the kind of person who would say ' Hey, I need you. Can you please stay with me? ' Nah no. To let go of my past, get out of my comfort zone, is a tough tough job to do but this is the least I can do for myself now - to walk out of this shadow. (: And I suppose I'm doing really well. :D Kudos to myself. (: Aikes. New year, new start, new beginning. ^.^ 

POLAROIDS! <3

NYE dinner with Boyfriend at Zen. (:

This is a candid.

This is the proper one. (:

NYE! Just about to reach Boyfriend's house.

01/01/11

02/01/11

My parcel from Love, Bonito! (:

TALK ABOUT IT. I'M VERY SAD. I didn't see the description clearly and now I have to sell away this pair of heels at a cheaper price because it can't fit me. ): And NO, do not ask me to GIVE it to you. It's brand new, I only tried it ONCE and that's it. Plus I don't give shoes to anyone who's close to me. -.- Now I'm selling it to my close friends.. I think this size fits like Lynn or Kris kind. It's really nice.. But I can't wear it. ): So girls, you want?? 

Description

A unique and extremely gorgeous pair of heels. Dress it with an edge or go chic with this versatile pair.

Made of suede & PU leather. Take one size up as sizing run smaller than normal EURO sizing.

Measurements: Height of Heel 4.75", height of platform 0.75"

Size: 37 - 9.25" 

Original Price: $39.

Selling it off at $35.

 Pasta Day!
19th January 2011.

I got a little too bored and like sick of fast-food. So I decided to try out what Lynn Baby said on her blog long time back. HAHA. There, I got my chicken and mushroom vegeroni. (: Nicely done. <3333333! Who say I can't cook?! I can. Just that I don't want. -.- And yes, because of my past. -.- But I'm slowly opening up again. I cooked for my family last Saturday before going to meet skaters and my Princesses are so happy. Princess Jiayi was like ' Omg 姐姐你很久没有煮给我们吃了咧 ' Haha. I think the last time I cooked a meal for them was like 2006/2007? I can't remember. But yeah, that long by the way. (: Though I did some baking last year or something like that. Haha. (: Baking is much easier compared to cooking a decent meal. 13 February! I'm challenging myself to cook Carbonara! Heh. (: Bless me! Gonna try it out one of these days. Bleahs! 

SKATERS DAY! ^.^ *Pardon me for the size of the photos cause I'm uploading using Photobucket as my blogger account is full.*
Been to Skypark the second time. (: It's different from the first time I went there. (: A lot more things now. (:


Hahahaha. They looked so suaku from here!


Love the view, as always!


(:


Aikes. (:


They added the chairs here. (:


More and more construction.


Barrage!


Whole view!


Trying to take us with the scenery!


YAY! ^.^


Like we're gonna fall and die. LOL


Lift Lobby.


Maria.


Jaslyn & Maria.


Bleahs.


ME!


<3


Vivi & Jas.


My Baby!






YUMM!!! 

Lynn Baby took this Polaroid with her so I had to snap it first!

JJaslyn took this with her too. Lol.


Vivi got this too. (:


And so is she! ^.^


<3!


<33333333!


The remaining 9. (:


:D


Me baby!

Always the four of us. (:

Met up with my lovely skaters on Saturday for a steamboat session at ECP. Had a lot of fun laughing and all. Love to see them once in a while. Used to see them quite often until I decided not to organise anything anymore. Haha. But I do that once in a while though and that's when I really meant to gather like, mainly the old birds who don't really skate anymore. (: Haha. And most of the time, I wanted just us girls but it seems that there's always guys. -.- Lol. Never mind, we're all happy after seeing each other. Good also! ^.^ Hehe. Gotta meet up with Vivian soon cause she's gonna be away for work during CNY! :|


Basically life.. is pretty much on track. (: I'm going back to school, that's for sure. And I'm still gonna be in JCI until god knows when. I'm still gonna work the shit out of my life and earn some big bucks. I'm still gonna get my driving license no matter how old I get. I'm still gonna wanna tryna be yet another rich and powerful woman who owns a fucking BMW 120i convertible. I'm still gonna have my own family, my own kids and my own house. LOL. Okay I'm getting dreamy here but well. At least I have something I wanna work towards to. People always think they work for the sake or working or they work for the sake of money. It's half true. We work, for the sake of money. Because living in Singapore, you don't have a penny and you're so dead. Truth be told, this is fact. It's just like, people look down on you when you don't have a cert. Generally, I mean. No? In Singapore, this is your fate, your life. You need to depend on your cert to bring you somewhere. (: Yes, Ugly Truth. And the other half? You work for what you dream of, your goals, your life. If you decide to just leave it, you have nothing. You're nothing but just an empty shell. (:

I'm really scared that one day I would totally have no time for my friends and family with the amount of things that are piling up on me. The commitments, the works and everything else that's coming to me. I'm kinda looking forward because as of now, my life is just way too monotonous and I dread a life like this. This is so not me. Being told to have to adapt to this life makes it worse. I just don't seems to be very ready to accept the fact that I'm more than just myself now. There's way too many things to be in consideration. I've heard too many and seen too many things that's far beyond what I thought would be. But no, I'm glad I know because at least I know what to take note of in the future.. (: I guess, I'm just too afraid that changes might take place because I love what I have now. The things and people I have in my current life, I don't want to lose any of them. Too dear to lose, too dear to lose.. ):

Shits aside, I'm please that HR department announced that office will be closed on 2nd Feb and we'll have an Off day on 7th! Woots! 6 Days of rest! (: YAY!

Anyways,

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!

新年快乐，万事如意！！

I better remember to do what I forgot last year! >.< 

P/S: One more month Ling, and we're out of this place to another with just us. (: <3