This is my eyelash extension after like close to two weeks? Cause it started dropping so I pulled some of them out, resulting in me pulling off my REAL lashes as well. Look at the left side's corner, it's swelled up. T.T By the way, ignore that stupid pimple there. LOL. Anyway I had those lashes taken out and went to another place to do my extension(BECAUSE MY EYE IS BOTAK) and this time it's much better! =)
1st Feb was spent with Boyfriend after work cause it's the last day of work before Chinese New Year. (: Went to Vivo to buy some stuffs (hoping) and in the end, nothing. -.- But Boyfriend got a pair of shoes from Zara though. Dinner at SuperDog was great other than it reminds me of Sean Ng cause he was the one who brought me there for the very first time. Tried calling him recently, wanting to say hello to him and probably like ask how's he doing etc. But both his old and new lines has been terminated so yeah, I don't know what happened and don't wish to know either. I hope he's all good and well then.
After dinner was to Home Facial with Boyfriend then went home. (: Quality time spent! (:
Woke up in the noon and realised both my Princesses are back from school. So decided to get myself up and bring them out for some last minute shopping. (: Brought them to Sembawang Shopping Centre, shopped at Giant and had lunch at Fish&Co cause they've never been there before.. Last stop was at Northpoint, got my Princess Jiayi a pair of shoes cause she haven't got one for the New Year.. After that was home to rest for a while before I go out to meet Deon at her house's downstairs to collect my Contact Lens. (: Then rushed to Grandma house for reunion dinner. Dinner finished at about 9pm then I rushed home to get ready to go out and meet Boyfriend and his friends for the movie, Homecoming at Bishan. (: Thank you Boyfriend's friend, Vailant who sent me home that night! ^.^
3rd February 2011.
Woke up in the morning, went to Shop&Save and NTUC, trying to find Maple Syrup cause I was gonna prepare pancakes for my Princesses as breakfast. But I failed to find. ): So in the end they had to use honey, which is not exactly what they like.... Sorry! I tried to find the syrup! T.T Then I prepare myself to go to Dr Derek Goh's open house. Met up with Boyfriend at Newton and hitch a ride from Sen Pearlyn's car. (:Thank you Sen Pearlyn! ^.^ Then was rushing to Woodlands to meet my Princesses and go back to Malaysia. (: Boyfriend rushed home to pick his mother up and go to his relative's house. Arranged at Kluang Bus Interchange about 6pm. Got my Malaysia SIM card fixed then head for my reunion dinner with my Maternal side. (: It has always been this way. (: Because the eve was always spent at Grandma's house. (: Dinner was great, a lot of laughters etc! Love how it feels! :D Then was back home to play with fireworks, fire crackers and 孔明灯! (:
5th February 2011.
Spent the entire day at home with my family. Then had supper with some friends at night and carry on to play with fireworks etc again. Simple yet relaxing life! ^.^
Woke up by my Uncle in the morning at 9:45am cause we're all supposed to have breakfast with An Tong, my Uncle's ex-worker. Cause he's going back to army until mid March before he can return. Lol. So yeah, had breakfast with him at 10ish and back to Uncle's house and slacked until about 2-3pm before we head to Kluang for a last day of shopping. Didn't buy anything cause I was feeling tired, didn't have the mood to shop. -.- Haha. Settled dinner at some famous Restaurant and yes, the food was good damn delicious! :D Back home close to 10pm and was like dead tired! :\
7th February 2011.
Last day in Malaysia..... T.T I dread going back to Singapore with such a heavy heart. I don't like going back to Singapore and face those hypocritical people like every single day. Those that try to bootlick people for the sake of benefits, those that will like ' por ' people until can suck their dicks and lick their pussy. Yes, I'm saying all these because I've seen too many of such people. They totally don't have a sense of humiliation. They totally don't feel ashame at all. -.- Crappy people whom I detest, look down on. I dread the life of going back to those fake life. -.- But oh well, life sucks to a certain extend. Haha. So yeah no choice but to go backkk! -.- Due to all the bus tickets are sold out from all the buses companies, my Uncle has to drive us from Kahang to JB custom. Left Kahang at about 2pm and reach custom about 3ish. (: Home earlier enough and went to Boyfriend's house to visit his family after I got ready etc. (: Been a while since I saw that stupid face. HAHAHAHA! >.<
12th February 2011.
There was a theme to this GMM(General Members Meeting) this time. (: And it's ' My Favourite Hawker Food ' so each of us have to bring food which is good for 3 person. I got the ' Hokkien Mee ' from Food Republic at VivoCity. Met up with Sharon at Vivi taxi stand and head to Aunt Jess house. (: Didn't really take a lot of photos cause I think you all see the photos of the house until boring already. LOL. So yeah a lot of talks, yeah women. (: And I love talking to them all! :D Chloe was there.. Still so cute as ever. Ben beh beh joined us for some talk as well before he head out to meet Mahesh. (: Miss seeing him though.. Haha! And it was nice talking to him. After GMM was Sen Pearlyn sending us out to Harbour Front then I made my way to Boyfriend's house slowly as he was at his friend's ROM. Reach there about 5pm and get changed then talked to Boyfriend for a while about GMM and we head out to Bishan to meet his friends. (: It's their yearly steamboat which is held at one of their friend's dad's shop at bouna vista. Good food, nice people, great company! :D The night ended with the movie, Green Hornet. It's not exactly my type of movie.. But yeah, I enjoyed seeing a Bugatti Veyron appearing here and there in the screen. Jay Chou should have driven that awesome beautiful car instead of that square square antique kinda car. LOL.Okay, those who likes Jay Chou, I'm sorry to say, he's not a good actor, his songs are not bad, just that all about him. (: Thank you Leon for sending Boyfriend and I back home. (:
13th February 2011.
Woke up early in the morning when Boyfriend was still sound asleep! (: In the end I woke him up and we talked for quite a bit cause Sharon fell back into sleep. -.- Meanwhile while waiting for her, we talked. LOL. And just before I left for home, Boyfriend handed me my Valentine's Day present! ^.^ It's the coach wristlet I told him before that I wanted! HEHE! :D But cause it's limited edition and Singapore doesn't have it anymore.. He got his friend to buy it from US. (: <33333333!!!! Sharon reached my house at 12ish and we started cooking at about 12:30pm. Finished cooking at about 1:45pm and everyone was eating the Mee Hun Kuay happily! ^.^ Then was baking cookiesss! Hahaha. Failed the first few times and finally got everything right! ^.^ Packed my stuffs, went to Cold Storage at night to get some baking stuffs and then went to Boyfriend's house just nice at 12mn and HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY LOVE! :D Bought him a few stuffs and put them in the box. (: Heh. Slept about 1am cause I was too tired. :|
14th February 2011.
It was Valentine's Day on 14th. And yes, it was spent with my Valentine. (: We didn't exactly celebrate.. Just had a simple dinner arranged by Boyfriend at Pasir Ris's Summer Breeze. It was funny when Boyfriend told me that he brought a girl there back like 5 years ago. LOLOL!! Well, I was there with one of my ex last time too. Not summer breeze but Pasir Ris Park. Or have I been there with both my exes. Arghh can't be bothered much to recall. Anyway, so dinner it was. It was a cold, hungry, tired and long waiting time. ): But when the food came, I became a happy satisfied girl. HAHAHA! Okay, yes I love eating. -.- Thank you Boyfriend for the effort made! From the present to the dinner to everything you did to make me smile. (: I love you for everything! :D Happy Valentine's Day again my love. (:
I know it's been a while since I actually pen down thoughts. Lately there are some incidents which triggered me and yes, in fact I've been just keeping quiet and just probably cursing and swearing hoping whatever whoever made me unhappy will just disappear from my life, literally. I don't care if they have to die or what, just fuck off from my life. I'm starting to feel that everyone around me are made of plastics. They're fake, they're vicious, they're cunning, they're heartless, they're weird. They don't seems to have a little bit of humanity, maturity and not even understanding. Granny always tell me ' 忠言逆耳 ', I've always remembered this. I don't hold grudges with adults who scolded me because I did something wrong. But I hate it when someone accuse me of something I've never done. Yes, I don't give a fuck who you are, what's your status whatever whatever. Fuck off. And yes, I can fake very well too. You want to fake with me, I can too. You're not Jesus Christ. Even if you're Jesus, you can't change people or even manipulate people. People who think too highly of themselves, fuck off. People who try to climb over my head, fuck off. People who thinks they can tell me to do things, fuck off. YOU'RE NOT MY MOTHER, MY FATHER, MY RELATIVES, MY BOYFRIEND, MY CLOSE FRIENDS AND NOT EVEN MY BOSS. If you don't fall under any of these fucking categories, fuck off. You're definitely not welcome in my life.
I believed all the while I've treated people with sincerity. If I have an attitude towards you, ask yourself, what have you done. I won't treat people nastily without a reason. I don't hate(hate is too strong a word so I guess dislike is better) someone for no reason. Let me take some examples of people whom I dislike.
- People who abused authorities - Yeah so you think you have a higher rank you're some big fuck? Oh fuck off. Because you're not the boss of the company. If you're that big fuck, have your own company.
- People who thinks seniority means every fuck shits - Oh are you older than the oldest people in the company? If you're not, shut up. I give respect to people who earn them.
- People who expect respects to be given first before it's given - FUCK OFF. What makes you think you deserve some bit of respect when you're disrespectful?
- People who try to create politics and still thinking they're right - Oh yeah? Double fuck yourself. You don't know you're kinda digging your own grave.
- People who abused the beautiful word ' Friend ' - So you think I'm spare tyre? Why not you just don't find me anymore? I think my life wouldn't make much difference without a person like you.
- People who have a thing with someone who's attached/married - May Karma befall on you. Your partner fuck you hard enough for you to learn that lesson. Learn to fuck off from attached people.
- People who bootlick - You are just a loser and I hate losers. Because you only know how to cheapen yourself, put yourself down to gain benefits. You're just like a dog to lick it's owner balls just to please him/her. Useless fucktard.
There are a lot of people in this world. Countless of people. I know too that a lot of people is not happy with me being too straightforward and honest. But hey look at yourself, you're plastic. Which is worse? Plastic not as in plastic surgery, but as someone who fakes everything you do! If you can be that fake, you seriously haven't found a goal in life. And if you're older than me when I'm blogging this and still have not enlighten about life, you're a god damn loser.
I'm not trying to refer or pin pointing anyone in my post but just voicing out my own unhappiness. If you're not happy reading this post, so have your guilty conscience hit you? Are you offended? If you are, it's then too obvious you belong to one of them. I'm sorry, I've been too straightforward and I'm sorry, I've been too honest with my thoughts. You don't like the way I am? Neither do I like the way you are. So if that's the case, fuck off. Thank you very much.
There's too many 小人 in this world, let alone Singapore. Singapore is already so small and the amount of 小人 is also so many. So yeah, I can only say, faking is just one of human's nature. You can fake and so can I. It's just I choosed not to. I fake to be happy when I'm sad, that's what I do. You fake when you needed help, that's what you do. You're different from me. You're far behind me so don't try to catch up because you're not even anywhere close to me. (:
Queen always tell me ' 防狼之心不可无 ' and that goes the same to all those despicable low down people. =)
And yes, I don't care if you're hurt reading this post. If you are, too bad for you. If you're not, good for you.
All the buay song things aside. (:
Counting down to Bkk with my love, 8days. (: Tsk.
Counting down to school start, 43days. :D
P/S: Thanks for everything. From loving me with all you have to tolerating me with all you can. (: Iloveyou! <3<3
