HAPPY BIRTHDAY LYNN BABY!!!! ♥

She's Lynn. My silly billy baby! :)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY!!
I LOVE YOU! 

He's my twin cousin. :) 

My Uncle's ex-worker.

My twin cousin!

She's my Queen.

It's been a while since I took photo with them! :) 

So sweet right! :) 

Queen and us! :)

Change my fringe parting! :)

Do I have a slimmer face now? ):
I know my eyebag is very bad. I have been having bad nights!

Ready for 2012! Thank you Sharon Darling for the cute organizer! :)

Keep having this feeling to cut my hair. Yes, CUT. Not TRIM. -.- But I'll do that after Chinese New Year, like maybe a new hairstyle. 

Two more weeks and 2011 is gonna come to an end. 2012 is rumoured to be the year that the world will come to an end, how true is that? No idea. 

If you were asked ' Would you want the world to end? ' and ' Why? ' What will your answer be? 

Or like maybe, ' If you only have today to live, what will you do? ' and  ' Why? ' 

There are a lot of things in life that we can't really control. 

So what are we of control? None actually. Not even when we want to end our life. 

It's okay. I will find something that I can control next time. :) 

Going off to meet the lovelies! :) 

Byebye! 

Update tomorrow! 

xxx

Do, And Say.

Okay.. I know I haven't blog for like damn long. And I know I didn't keep up to what I've said earlier on; blog everyday. -.- I can't say I'm too busy to blog but I'm just too lazy to TYPE. -.-
I've drafted this post since two weeks ago. -.- so yeah, see how lazy I am. >.<

Emilyn say I look weird when I let my fringe down.

So, BLEAHS!

Purposely take photos cause Emilyn will read my blog! :D

Another :p for you lyn lyn! >.<

With my fringe!

My real lash, without any mascara. Long? HAHA.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELIN!! :D

Happy Birthday Ivy and Elin!

Two Birthday girls!

Wishing !

Blow candleeesss!

Cut cake loh!

Painted my nails blueeeeee.

Badminton with Boyfriend and friends on Saturday evening!

Really appreciate that they fit into my school timing and play from 6-9. (:

Thank you James and Lenne for organising! <3

Bought this is Bali. Ate it yesterday during lesson. I was so sleepy. Stupid Econs.

My lecturer. Hahaha.

Cut my hand accidentally while swinging it. ):
Super careless!

Lunch with Seb this afternoon and he brought me and Lyn Lyn to this super nice duck rice at havelock road. Next time bring Boyfriend go there eat with me! :D

Had this with my Cousin and family the other time, at 11pm.
Fattening much. ):

乐乐锅 with Emilyn and Sunnyy!

Wifeys. (:

Cam whore that day cause I had a clip! (:

Pulau Ubin with awesomes! (:

Feast after everything. -.- I was full quite fast though. HAHAHA. (:

Alright, this is pretty much what happened. Meeting a lot of people doing healthy things. And of course, I've been such a good and lovely girlfriend by not going out when my Boyfriend is in camp for reservist for two weeks. I've corrected my sleeping hours from midnight 2-3 or something 4am to like 11+pm - 12mn. HUGE difference. But the funny thing is, I've been waking up half way through my sleep and it's like every night. Sleeping disorder? No.. Insomnia? Noooo.. Then what's that? I just keep waking up and I hate that part. Because each time I wake up, I won't go back to sleep immediately! T.T I'll have to wait like half an hour to 1 hour.

I have weird dreams lately. Or maybe, just this two months I've been dreaming. My granny told me before that when someone dream, it means that they're not really resting because the mind still keep thinking. I don't know. My dreams are scaring me perhaps. And because I used to have dejavu, that's why I'm kinda frighten.

You know, funny thing about life is that when it comes to love, it really kills people. Young or old, pretty or ugly, it's diversified and it happens to everyone and anyone. It just kills, in any kind and form. But despite how disappointing that can be, we know it and yet, we still fall for it. Silly? Maybe. But who can judge or tell what's right to do and what's wrong to do in love? Your honour? High court? Woman's Charter? Then what? Seriously, I don't know.

This 7 lessons of Business Law groom me into a much more practical and realistic person. Good for the girls and too bad for the guys, that's all I can say. What my lecturer said made a lot of sense and in fact, it is true. In this world, or rather, it SHOULD be in EVERYONE's world that things MUST be just YES or NO, MALE or FEMALE, BLACK or WHITE, PASS or FAIL. Nothing in between.

So why is it that we always say love is a love-hate situation? It should be just LOVE or HATE. Isn't it? Irony.

Great for me because maybe I've learnt to accept the fact that there are people who are bound to disappoint you, no matter how much you wish to believe and have faith in them. They just never fail to fail you, seriously. Friends, family, partners and even best friends. Trust me, it's just the matter of time you're gonna face disappointment from the people you least expect would. Because it happened to me. What do I feel? Disappointments. Not exactly angry anymore after some thoughts but just very disappointed. What can I do? STOP EXPECTING. But seriously, I'm not those kind who will ' stop expecting ' cause come on, be realistic, everyone expect something for certain things.

Too often shit happens and too often people apologise without realising the value of 'sorry'. Maybe I should just give up hope trying to believe and have faith. Maybe I should just completely stop caring. Maybe I should just not be bothered, do my own things, love myself, make myself happy and do everything solely and only for myself. Then again, we always say ' Then who's gonna spare a thought for me when everyone only care about themselves? ' Honestly speaking, does anyone really care about you anyway? 70% people don't care. The 25% wish shit happens on you. 5% is just your family. So in conclusion, no one cares.

I'm not trying to say that what I say is true but this is just my own opinions. You can go ahead and argue with me or disagree with me. Because in fact, I don't give a shit. -.- Get it? I guess I'm really getting pretty pessimistic about everything around me.

Maybe I should just try to believe that my life's gonna be beautiful. Try..
And not to set expectations. Other than yourself.

I miss Jeorgina. She's probably one of the most angelic person around me. She's pure and she's just amazing. Everything I see in her is just so beautiful because she can only show her true self at her age and that's the most precious thing anyone can ever have. You don't see it in teenagers much less to say when it's adult. I wish everyone is just a toddler cause that's the only time they're being real.

On a side note....

Credits Express Oh!

Credits Express Oh!

The amount of divorce rate... is high.... -.- more and more every year..

I'm very impressed by the underwater wedding shoot by Patrick. It's amazing how a marriage started and it's amazing how a marriage end as well. I really wonder when people divorce, do they actually remember the vows they made to each other on their wedding day? If you can't commit then why go through the hassle to even get married? 

These days, it seems to be a trend for couples to get married because of unwanted pregnancy. I've seen as young as 15 years old girl getting married because she's pregnant and claims that they love each other so much etc etc those kind of bullshit and what happens to her a year later? They're now divorced. Who suffer? The baby. It's super embarrassing if you notice and it's so shameful that people is taking marriage so lightly. Marriage is supposed to be sacred, supposed to be once in a lifetime, supposed to be something so important and something so meaningful. But no, that's not what I see in people nowadays. Marriage has been tarnished, destroyed and completely ruined by young people. 

In the olden days when match-making was a norm, people make sure they nurture their love and make sure no matter how unhappy, upset or even going through hardships like war etc, they never leave their partners. Marriage used to last until the day both of them die. At least I see this still exist on my Granny. She's already prepared her tomb, just next to Grandpa, with her name engraved and every year, she never fails to go there and spend hours clearing the tomb for 清明节. Grandpa left her when my Queen was really little and Granny was the one who raised them all. I salute my Granny..  Really. 

Marriage these days, are just marriage for the sake of marrying. It doesn't have anymore values. Marriage is cheap. In Singapore, like what everyone said, just pay $20 and you're married. Yeah, no doubt why the value is low. Even the mindset is cheap. 

Am I taking marriage too seriously here? Think again.

Is it you who is taking it too lightly?

Or is it me who took it too serious? 

And now I'm wondering, do I still want to get married? 

Reminisce! (:

I've not been really active on my blog. I'm sorry. Lol. Been rather busy. Busy with a little bit of JCI, busy with niece, busy with sleeping early and getting up early and of course, busy with gym. I've been trying to be on time everyday. Or rather, not be late for anything by getting up really early. Fuck my life that I'm sucha slow person in getting ready. 

Oh well, I'm working toward my ' resolutions ' of the year. -.- 

Next was, I've been checking out schools. Private schools to study and get my certificates. Let's be realistic for once. Without a proper certificate, you get to no where. Even if you get a certificate but it's not recognized, also no use. -.- So yeah, I've been checking out schools that provide certificates that are recognized. And I guess, I'll be settling for Kaplan. 

Photos and Updates now. More talks later. (: 

SHARON'S UNOFFICIAL FAREWELL DINNER. 

7TH JANUARY 2011.

Ding Tai Fung. I just had that....... -.- 

8 of us. (: 

Dinner was just the 8 of us. All us girls because Sharon requested? Haha. It was a nice dinner cause I've always loved girls outing. All the bitching and laughters and gossips. That's what girls do right! Hahaha. We will continue to have outing like this! :D 

POLY OPEN HOUSE.

8TH JANUARY 2011.

Sharon's very big cheesecake. -.-

My $5 manicure. LOL

NYP!

See her stupid face! HAHAHA!

Mine. Lasagna.

SP.

Sharon and her Boyfriend.

Sharon met up with me at Yio Chu Kang MRT then we head to NYP together. Walked around and went to their course consultation hall. Basically I'm not very attracted to NYP. I don't know why but yeah, I don't think NYP is the one for me. Gone to SP, they do have courses that I'm interested in and because I want to study part time, I think it's kinda like a waste of time. -.- 4-5years to complete a diploma? No way. -.- Sharon's lecturer actually did gave a suggestion but for some reasons, he said it's not really suitable for me to take the course. So yeah, that's why I'm looking at Private Schools. (: 

BABY TIFFANY 1ST BIRTHDAY!

8TH JANUARY 2011.

Birthday cake. Hello Kitty! :D

Banner.

Birthday girl and her cake!

Lina and her familyyy.

Daddy, Mummy & Baby.

They are playing with helium balloons!

Boyfriend and I. Haha.

WG!

He was looking for pocky.

It was Baby Tiffany's on the 8th. (: Boyfriend met up with me and Sharon at SP then we head to Pasir Ris for Baby Tiffany's birthday after that. Saw a lot of my old friends. And it's good because everytime I see them, there's laughter. Hahahaha! :D After a lot of jokes and laughters, we hitch a ride home from Kei who stays in Toa Payoh too. (:

GYM AND BOAT QUAY WITH STEPH.

11TH JANUARY 2011.

For the two of us.

Steph and I went for a gym tryout last week. And after much exercise, we went to eat steamboat at Boat Quay. -.- Which basically I ate all the VEGETABLE. cause Steph don't eat! -.- After that I slowly going home by taking bus. Lol. Nowadays I'm back to taking bus. I love bus rides. :D  

SHARON'S LAST DAY IN RAFFLES.

12TH JANUARY 2011.

Chalk Restaurant!

The long long stairs that gave me a shock. -.- 

It was Sharon's last day on the 12th. Had a dinner at Chalk Restaurant. The place has nice view, it's at the Old School. Hmm. Food is okay but the price is a bit expensive. Haha. Overall okay la.. (: So BYE SHARON PHANG, I KNOW YOU MISS US. LOL. All the best to your future endeavour! (: 

TERRY BUDDY DAY! :D

15TH JANUARY 2011.

The new pouch I bought for my polaroid!

Stupid Buddy!

From Steph.

New Lanyard for my camera!

I was trying very hard to figure out what's this stick shit. -.-

I met up with this stupid Buddy of mine and had a good talk with him! HAHAHA! You know I always love talking to my Buddy. Because he's the one who taught me to realized how fucked up a guy can be. He's the one who smack me fucked hard straight to my face and let me see clearly what guys can become. I'm not penalizing all the guys, neither am I being bias or prejudice. It's just, I'll never know how fucked up a guy can really be, without my Buddy. He been through a lot with me, taught me a lot and made me see a lot. Yeah the way we talk can be like ' eh fuck you la cb. ' But we ended the day with ' bye Buddy, see you soon! ' Yeah, it's a blessing in disguise when I got to know him. I only know, everytime I meet him/ talk to him, I learn something. (: Nonetheless, it's the same for this time. Haha. (: 

So yeah, Buddy. I'm glad to have you and thank you, for being that special friend who means a lot to me until now. (: <3

And oh, I'm glad you've finally seen my Boyfriend. So when am I seeing yours? Heh! :D 

IKEA WITH BOYFRIEND.

15TH JANUARY 2011.

MEATBALLSSS!

I wanna buy book shelf!

Haha. Ended with a decent photo. (:

LORONG 5 BAN MIAN! 

I still love ban mian too much! -.-

Boyfriend met me up at Tampines and we head to Tampines IKEA. Boyfriend supposed to be looking at beds as he wants to change to a queen size. Lol. Too bad IKEA doesn't have Super Single. We both are skinny and it's enough to fit us? LOL. Okay not the point. We reached IKEA about 4ish 5? Then had our meatballs first before starting to see see look look. Haha. We went to the show room first and saw a lot of different designs of bed, bedframes, this and that and that and this. But still we didn't settle for anything. LOL. After that was looking around at other things, nonsense stuffs and talking a lot of stupid things along the way. LOL. Was damn funny cause I had a lot of imaginations. LOL. After that we went to eat Ban Mian at Lorong 5 again. LOL. I'm like hopeless, love Ban Mian so much. -.- LOL. 

JCI OFFICER TRAINING.

16TH JANUARY 2011.

I felt like i was schooling! -.-

Baby Chloe!

We had our training. " Back to Basic " training conducted by Sen Jane and Sen Pearlyn. (: Haha. Training was from morning 10:30 to about 5 pm. The whole training was rather a fruitful one, to me at least. So thank you those who came and attended the training. (: 

REVAMP MY ROOM!!

16TH JANUARY 2011.

I decided to pack my room. LOL.

Some stuffs I took out from my book shelf.

From my cupboard.

I kept all my skates in the boxes already. LOL
Not gonna wear them anyway.

Those books etc from Ngee Ann Poly.. Haha. All quite new lor!

BDS Year Books. Haha. So many years ago..

My Princess Jiamin did this for me.. (:

Princess Jiayi did this for me. (:

My old diaries. LOL. Read some of them, felt so fucking stupid in the past. -.-

Love in my Secondary School Days! :D

I think this was given by an admirer in Malaysia. LOL.

I don't know who gave me this. -.-

Mess!

LOVED THIS PLAQUE! :D

I came to realised I have quite a few trophies. -.-

I don't remember who gave me this. -.- But it has a smell so I throw away.. Lol

I threw this away... Lol.

Threw away a lot of things and this is the leftover. (:

See how board she is!

I brought my sisters to this in 2006? I can't remember. -.- And we all got sunburn. -.-

My own music stand! :D

I threw this away. Don't know from where and who. -.-

Damn messy! -.-

This is love la!

All our hard work! (:

Packed. (: 

The invitation back in 2004. Haha. :\

After packing. (:

I got these from SP's Open House. LOL.

All my earrings and necklaces! (:

I decided to clean my room. And to my surprise, I seems to have forgotten I once had all those things. If I had not dig them out from those boxes, I think I won't even know they existed. LOL. I threw away a lot of things which are not of my needs anymore. Or I don't remember who gave it to me. LOL. Packed my skates in boxes and kept them on top of my cupboard, a place where I don't normally go and touch anymore. Threw away a lot of old books and those notes that I wrote back in Poly days and Secondary School days. Lol. It's a good thing because I've always love to keep old things with me. And now that I've made this decision to throw away everything, it means something too. I'm gonna let go of my past, completely. (: Whatever happened, I'm gonna forgive, forget and don't fucking remember. (: Good people stay, true friends stay. I don't begt for friends to stay neither will I stop you from leaving. If there comes a time you feel you should leave your friends then so be it. I'm not the kind of person who would say ' Hey, I need you. Can you please stay with me? ' Nah no. To let go of my past, get out of my comfort zone, is a tough tough job to do but this is the least I can do for myself now - to walk out of this shadow. (: And I suppose I'm doing really well. :D Kudos to myself. (: Aikes. New year, new start, new beginning. ^.^ 

POLAROIDS! <3

NYE dinner with Boyfriend at Zen. (:

This is a candid.

This is the proper one. (:

NYE! Just about to reach Boyfriend's house.

01/01/11

02/01/11

My parcel from Love, Bonito! (:

TALK ABOUT IT. I'M VERY SAD. I didn't see the description clearly and now I have to sell away this pair of heels at a cheaper price because it can't fit me. ): And NO, do not ask me to GIVE it to you. It's brand new, I only tried it ONCE and that's it. Plus I don't give shoes to anyone who's close to me. -.- Now I'm selling it to my close friends.. I think this size fits like Lynn or Kris kind. It's really nice.. But I can't wear it. ): So girls, you want?? 

Description

A unique and extremely gorgeous pair of heels. Dress it with an edge or go chic with this versatile pair.

Made of suede & PU leather. Take one size up as sizing run smaller than normal EURO sizing.

Measurements: Height of Heel 4.75", height of platform 0.75"

Size: 37 - 9.25" 

Original Price: $39.

Selling it off at $35.

 Pasta Day!
19th January 2011.

I got a little too bored and like sick of fast-food. So I decided to try out what Lynn Baby said on her blog long time back. HAHA. There, I got my chicken and mushroom vegeroni. (: Nicely done. <3333333! Who say I can't cook?! I can. Just that I don't want. -.- And yes, because of my past. -.- But I'm slowly opening up again. I cooked for my family last Saturday before going to meet skaters and my Princesses are so happy. Princess Jiayi was like ' Omg 姐姐你很久没有煮给我们吃了咧 ' Haha. I think the last time I cooked a meal for them was like 2006/2007? I can't remember. But yeah, that long by the way. (: Though I did some baking last year or something like that. Haha. (: Baking is much easier compared to cooking a decent meal. 13 February! I'm challenging myself to cook Carbonara! Heh. (: Bless me! Gonna try it out one of these days. Bleahs! 

SKATERS DAY! ^.^ *Pardon me for the size of the photos cause I'm uploading using Photobucket as my blogger account is full.*
Been to Skypark the second time. (: It's different from the first time I went there. (: A lot more things now. (:


Hahahaha. They looked so suaku from here!


Love the view, as always!


(:


Aikes. (:


They added the chairs here. (:


More and more construction.


Barrage!


Whole view!


Trying to take us with the scenery!


YAY! ^.^


Like we're gonna fall and die. LOL


Lift Lobby.


Maria.


Jaslyn & Maria.


Bleahs.


ME!


<3


Vivi & Jas.


My Baby!






YUMM!!! 

Lynn Baby took this Polaroid with her so I had to snap it first!

JJaslyn took this with her too. Lol.


Vivi got this too. (:


And so is she! ^.^


<3!


<33333333!


The remaining 9. (:


:D


Me baby!

Always the four of us. (:

Met up with my lovely skaters on Saturday for a steamboat session at ECP. Had a lot of fun laughing and all. Love to see them once in a while. Used to see them quite often until I decided not to organise anything anymore. Haha. But I do that once in a while though and that's when I really meant to gather like, mainly the old birds who don't really skate anymore. (: Haha. And most of the time, I wanted just us girls but it seems that there's always guys. -.- Lol. Never mind, we're all happy after seeing each other. Good also! ^.^ Hehe. Gotta meet up with Vivian soon cause she's gonna be away for work during CNY! :|


Basically life.. is pretty much on track. (: I'm going back to school, that's for sure. And I'm still gonna be in JCI until god knows when. I'm still gonna work the shit out of my life and earn some big bucks. I'm still gonna get my driving license no matter how old I get. I'm still gonna wanna tryna be yet another rich and powerful woman who owns a fucking BMW 120i convertible. I'm still gonna have my own family, my own kids and my own house. LOL. Okay I'm getting dreamy here but well. At least I have something I wanna work towards to. People always think they work for the sake or working or they work for the sake of money. It's half true. We work, for the sake of money. Because living in Singapore, you don't have a penny and you're so dead. Truth be told, this is fact. It's just like, people look down on you when you don't have a cert. Generally, I mean. No? In Singapore, this is your fate, your life. You need to depend on your cert to bring you somewhere. (: Yes, Ugly Truth. And the other half? You work for what you dream of, your goals, your life. If you decide to just leave it, you have nothing. You're nothing but just an empty shell. (:

I'm really scared that one day I would totally have no time for my friends and family with the amount of things that are piling up on me. The commitments, the works and everything else that's coming to me. I'm kinda looking forward because as of now, my life is just way too monotonous and I dread a life like this. This is so not me. Being told to have to adapt to this life makes it worse. I just don't seems to be very ready to accept the fact that I'm more than just myself now. There's way too many things to be in consideration. I've heard too many and seen too many things that's far beyond what I thought would be. But no, I'm glad I know because at least I know what to take note of in the future.. (: I guess, I'm just too afraid that changes might take place because I love what I have now. The things and people I have in my current life, I don't want to lose any of them. Too dear to lose, too dear to lose.. ):

Shits aside, I'm please that HR department announced that office will be closed on 2nd Feb and we'll have an Off day on 7th! Woots! 6 Days of rest! (: YAY!

Anyways,

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!

新年快乐，万事如意！！

I better remember to do what I forgot last year! >.< 

P/S: One more month Ling, and we're out of this place to another with just us. (: <3