In case you're wondering, I actually watermarked my photos the past few entries because a lot of my girlfriends got their photos stolen and being imposed on other blogs and even facebook. -.- I'm not saying I'm worthy that people take my photos to impose me. If they use my photos for bad things, like using my face to borrow money from people, then I think it's not good. -.- Yeah get that drift.
ANYWAY, PHOTOS AND UPDATES.
This is gonna be a long entry full of emotions or maybe vulgarities etc. HAHA.
By the way, I CHANGED THE FONT OF MY TEXT. Kinda looks nice. LOL. Best view in IE. Firefox like cannot see clearly for the font. :\ But I like this one so heck.
From Kris's Camera.
The butter cookies I made! (:
I realised I've actually blogged about this day but didn't post the photos in the last entry. HEH. So yeah, here's the photos. (:
This photo damn epic. Everyone looking so blur one!
My most important girls. (:
It was supposed to be a full day event planned by Kris Darling. Morning was Wild Wild Wet and then was dinner and after was Bowling at E-hub. Love every bit of the day. Be it the company, the places, or the things that we're doing. I'm happy and everyone is too. (: The night ended with KTV at Cash Studio. It was a long day hence I was pretty tired with not enough sleep the night before. *I'm trying very hard to remember what happened 3 weeks ago so please pardon me if I leave out anything for those who knows what happened* Just not long before our time is up at Cash Studio, Boyfriend, Lynn Baby and Kris Darling went to toilet together. In a very tired and blur state, I didn't even find anything suspicious or what. -.- I just sat there and listen to the rest of them singing. (: Lynn Baby and Kris Darling came back first and the next thing I know is, Boyfriend carrying a birthday cake walking in to the room. I was totally caught off guard. -.- Was damn shocked. Heh. Thank you everyone. The efforts took to surprise me and spent your entire day with me. (: Thank you Lynn Baby for choosing a cake that I'll eat. ♥ I don't really eat chocolate. So yeah, they got me a strawberry one. And actually I'm not a berry person as well. But I'm eating cause it's not really very berry and it's their thoughts that count that's why I ate. (: But really very thankful for all those who were there that day. (: ♥
The next day after Wild Wild Wet, Boyfriend brought me to Crystal Jade La Mian Xiao Long Bao at Holland V. It's the only Crystal Jade that has the Xiao Long Bao Buffet. How it works is like this; It's a steamboat actually but you can order as many xiao long bao as you want. (: Honestly, the food was great. Just that with only two of us eating, there's too much to take. :\ They have time slots so if you want to eat, you have to make reservation! (: Be early okay! Weekend is $24.80 ++ per pax if I don't remember wrongly. After dinner, was too full to go home immediately so we walked around for a bit and walk to the bus stop which is further down the road and took a bus home. It has been so long since I walked so far to a bus stop. LOL. But it was okay cause it was walking together with Boyfriend. (:
We share the same Birthday! (: He's Sunny.
His Birthday card. (:
My Birthday card. (:
My second year celebrating birthday with them on 29th April. But lucky this year I have a companion who share the same birthday as me and that's Sunny! :D I've looking for someone with the same Birthday as me! And I realised it last year that I have two person who are of the same birthday as me. One is Sunny, the other one is Li Hui, my skating friend. Heh. Now, my friend's daughter, Eva is of the same birthday as me too! (: Yeah, my Birthday is forever a public holiday, Labour Day. (: The night was great until just before it ended. Don't wish to elaborate on what happened but still, thank you everyone who was there, thanks Emilyn for the Birthday Card. Thanks Geoffrie for planning. Thanks for everything. Thank you Becky, Seb and Vernon who came despite busy schedule. (: I really enjoyed myself though I was still sick that day. (:
My very kind classmate, Shida bought me a cake and had a little celebration with me during our 15mins break on the 30th. Haha I've only known them for a month and I'm really touched when she actually remember my Birthday when she only asked me ONCE. (: Though I don't really like chocolate cake but they don't know.. So again, it's their thoughts that count and I ate a piece of the chocolate cake. After that, I have headache. -.- BOO. But really thank them for doing all these little gesture because knowing me for a month really doesn't let me deserve the attention given. (: So yeah, really appreciate and thank them. (:
Counting down my Birthday was with my group of skating friends together with my Kris Darling at Marina Square. Caught the movie ' Fast and Furious 5 ' with them. Hmm, I would say the movie is okay. I'm not a very action/horror/ghost/mind fuck/gore or whatever disgusting movie person. So watching this was okay.. I used to be able to watch horror movies but I don't know since when have I totally NOT want to watch at all. Since final destination that the girl got stuck in the tanning machine and die? Fuck until now I still remember that bloody scene. -.- I spent the entire night with them from supper to movie to playing dota and after that I took my own sweet time to get home and reach home at 7am, slept at 8am when I think everyone slept at around 6ish 7am? Lol. Queen sort of waited for me at home cause she asked me a few times if I'm going home that night and I didn't expect it to be next morning actually. Tsk. Thank you Queen, I love you and sorry to have made you stay up waiting for me. (:
The perfume set and bracelet is from Sharon. ZA foundation is from Princess Jiayi and ZA blusher is from Princess Jiamin. They know I like ZA stuffs so they bought for me all ZA things and that's because they can't find Dior's stuffs! LOL Damn touch by them. They actually wanted to buy me Dior's stuffs. (:
This was last Tuesday. My Belated Birthday Dinner that was supposedly with Queen. Boyfriend followed so yeah. Dinner at New York New York, and HONESTLY, I'm sick of NYNY. -.- After dinner, Boyfriend came to my house for a while and left at about 11. And I went to sleep after that.
Super sinful lunch.
Mine! Nice!!
Becky and Emilyn's. They said it's good! (:
We shared the food. Was good! (:
My brownie.
Becky's Raspberry Cheesecake.
Finally had dinner with Becky, that busy girl. Haha. (: Dinner was at Marche. It was good and I kinda like the talks we had. Haha. More to come! (:
My little naughty bitch. (:
This little naughty bitch is giving me a lot of funny nicknames when I ask her to call me 姨妈! She first call me ' Eh ma. ' now she's calling me ' Eh-mama ' -.- Idiot. She knows how to call me properly! I heard her calling me properly before! She just don't want to! Lol. But she's super cute. No matter how bad my day is, I reach home and she's made me day a lot better. (:
Okay, by now some of you might have already know what's happening lately. I have a story to share. I've shared this on my Old Blogger back 2 years ago and now I'm sharing it again because I want people to learn why ' Sorry ' shouldn't be said too often.
七个对不起，让你懂得什么是爱。
男孩和女孩从小就认识，男孩经常约女孩一起去村外的池塘边捉小虾，每次男孩总是满载而 归，女孩却是两手空空，女孩总是失落的含着眼泪，独自一个人回到家，然后闷闷不乐。晚饭前，男孩敲响女孩家的门，女孩一见是男孩，扭头就走，男孩追上前， 对女孩说：“对不起，我把你的虾都捉走了，给，我把它们养在小鱼缸里，送给你。”女孩眉头一放，慧心的笑了，就这样反复着他们纯纯的童年，转眼，他们各自 成长着。
——纯纯的“对不起” 。
男孩总是喜欢戏弄女孩，经常会把女孩逗到哭，然后又去哄女孩到她笑为止，直到长大后，也是如此。
男孩经常偷偷的把女孩的自行车轮胎的气放到没有，然后躲在远处，看女孩着急的走投无路，等着女孩拨通他的手机，然后破口大骂他的小贼行为。可男孩，依旧那 么喜欢这样的女孩。他窃窃的从远处走来，灰溜溜的为女孩推着那辆没了气的自行车，任由女孩在一旁发牢骚，男孩却暗自窃喜，然后委屈的对女孩说：“对不起， 我知道错了。”随即，女孩便会柔弱下来，告诉男孩下次不允许那样，男孩点头，于是，那时的他们每天都充满着笑容。
—— “对不起”的快乐 。
大学毕业后，男孩和女孩各自有了工作，男孩的工作总是很忙，有时一个月都休息不到一次，而女孩总是抱怨男孩冷落了她，终于，他们有了第一次的吵架。女孩委 屈的哭起来，可男孩却很理直气壮的告诉女孩：“这是为了我的工作。”这场冷战持续了很久。终于，女孩还是忍不住，主动和男孩和好了。后来很多次男孩和女孩 都因为这样的小事而吵得不可开交，可每次，都是女孩先妥协。
那年，女孩生日，男孩答应女孩要给他过一个浪漫的生日，女孩欣喜不已，她在家精心打扮，等着男孩回来陪她渡过这个美妙的生日，这一等就是凌晨，女孩在睡梦 中醒来，脸上挂着泪痕，男孩见到女孩，心疼的为女孩擦去脸庞的泪痕：“对不起，嫁给我好吗？”于是男孩拿出一枚戒指。
—— “对不起”也是一种承诺。
婚后，男孩的事业大有成就，经常有许多应酬，而女孩已经成为一个专职太太了，每天在家为男孩准备热菜热饭，把家里收拾的干干净净，她经常会去菜场买回一些小河虾放在鱼缸里养着，男孩总问他为什么，女孩却总是慧心的一笑。
慢慢的，男孩每次回家，身上总是充满了不同的香水味道，而每次没等女孩问，男孩总是忙着解释说应酬太多。女孩黯然，那时起，女孩不太爱说话了，也不像以前 那么开朗了，她总是喜欢成天的呆在家里，抱着枕头看韩剧，然后随着剧情哭泣，夜深时，就会疯狂的大哭。以后的日子里，男孩回来时，身上的香水味只有一种味 道了，女孩从来不问，可是男孩依旧说：“对不起，今天又去应酬了。”
—— “对不起”，谎言的开始。
渐渐的，男孩开始不回家，或总是在外出差，男孩的事业越来越好，身边都是奉承的人，他每天都在别人的恭维下自豪的笑着，而女孩，几乎不出门了，她总会去超 市买上很多方便面，和一些必要的日用品，然后把自己关在家里，这一呆就是很久。从前，女孩会经常和男孩一起聊聊天，而现在，她孤身一人，身边没有一个可以 说话的人，每次打电话问男孩什么时候回家，男孩总是仓促的回答到：“对不起，我太忙了。”女孩，失落的扣上电话，那以后她再也没有问男孩什么时候会回家。
—— “对不起”，只是个敷衍的方式。
女孩学着电视上的样子，开始打扮自己，她觉得男孩不回家，也许是看腻了她，她决定不再颓废，自己的幸福应该靠自己争取，而不是无谓的后退。
那天，女孩心血来潮，按照地址去了男孩工作的地方，那是女孩第一次去，也是唯一的一次。女孩涩涩的按下电梯，来到这个男孩经常说忙的地方，她细细的观察这 个公司的每个角落，这里的一切，她都觉得很好看。终于，绕过长长的办公走廊，她来到男孩的办公室，轻轻的推开门……女孩愣住了，眼前看到的不是自己的丈 夫，也不是那个经常弄坏她自行车的那个贼小子，更不是那个把虾放在小鱼缸里的男孩，而是一个正在和别的女人做爱的男人。那个女人坐在桌子上，****** 的发出微弱的呻吟声，那个男人，仿佛山林里饿极了的野兽……
许久，男孩才发现了女孩，男孩惊慌失措，忙把衣裤捡起来穿好。可女孩，转身离开了。男孩飞奔出去，追着女孩，那晚，大雨袭击了整个城市。女孩不顾男孩的叫 喊，径直往前跑，往回家的方向跑，男孩在女孩后面大喊：“对不起，我还是爱你的，对不起，我真的只爱你。”可女孩，始终没有听见。
—— 这样的“对不起”太伤人。
男孩一直都没有找到女孩，女孩失踪很久了。男孩的世界已经一片黑暗，无心工作，无心花天酒地，他想不到女孩可以去哪里，因为女孩没有朋友，她唯一的朋友就是男孩，男孩终日守着电话机，手机24小时不关机，怕错过了女孩的电话。这一等就是半年多。
快递为男孩送来一个盒子。
男孩打开一看，里面是许多河虾的标本，有的在树叶边休息，有的在水草里躲着，各式各样的河虾标本，旁边放着一封信。
“ 我始终没有勇气再见到你，可能是我太懦弱，也或许是我根本不想见到你，我想这些『警告：注意文明用语！』应该过的没什么两样吧，我很好，我学会了离开你怎 么让自己存活，我懂得了怎样赚钱养活自己，而不用每天等着你回家，为你烧一桌热腾腾的饭菜，直到凉了也不见你的人，我的手机已经不用了，因为我已经不会再 为你24小时的不关机，让自己饱受辐射的折磨。我懂得怎样去爱惜自己，珍惜自己的本来应该美好的生活。我想，我是可以忘记怎么去爱你的，因为你把我的爱弄 得遍地麟伤。
离婚协议书，就压在鱼缸的底下，你签完字，按照地址给我寄过来就行了。
对不起，我想我是真的累了。”
男孩按照地址找去，他满心希望能够见到女孩，然后让女孩原谅，并且告诉女孩自己不能没有她，可是打开门的却是女孩的父亲，而女孩就站在她父亲的身后——是女孩的遗像。
女孩的父亲告诉男孩，女孩在写完这封信后，跳楼自杀了，血肉一片模糊。
—— 原来“对不起”也可以是种结束。
那一年，男孩疯了。
每个人在自己的生命里头，一定会遇到一个自己真正该珍惜的人。请你好好的珍惜那一个人，不是每一句的对不起，都可以换来每一句的没关系……千万不要辜负了自己心爱的人，那对谁，都不好……把这个故事传下去，让你的朋友们知道，不要随意地说出对不起......
看了有什麽感觸嗎?
心疼?
傷心?
Okay, tell me how you feel after reading this story. Tell me how much will you value a ' Sorry ' from now on.
I know everyone have their shitty days and everyone will have a limit to everything. What if one day, the one you thought would keep trying everything in life decided to stop trying? What if your partner tells you one day ' I'm tired of everything and I want everything to end. ' Honestly, I'm tired of everything, yes me. Maybe I've enjoyed my single-hood too much that I don't actually like having any arguments. At least not with someone who's so dear, so important, so close to me. I believe everyone knows how it feels like to have an argument with your best friend and everything turned ugly.
Like I said before, I may be the most unreasonable, the most willful, the most rebellious, the most spoilt, the most princessy, the most bitchy. I believe the true one stays. And those who stays deserves better treatment from me. To get my trust, you need to earn it. You need to prove yourself. Not using your fucking mouth to sweet talk. Don't tell one person this thing about me then tell me another thing. I'm not an idiot. I've said before, there are things that I know which I didn't want to say or ask. That's because I want to know how honest can you be in front of me. I'm not dumb. I don't say, doesn't mean I don't know. You have brains and I have too. I'm just too sick of everything now alr. I'm shifting my priority and focus to something else instead. Hate it when we have to argue over trivial matters. Hate all the unnecessary fucked up attitude. Hate all the coaxing after getting me all pissed. Hate all the assumptions. Hate having the need to fucking see a fucking black face at the end of the day when I've been sick the entire week, feeling weak and still have to stay strong until the end of the night. Hate why do I have to even care when I shouldn't be. Hate every shit of a relationship.
Being in a relationship can be something so sweet, so beautiful, so nice and so great. But once it's long enough and it's starting to become a habit, everything changes. And when there's an unnecessary arguments, please spare me whatever that's gonna happen because I'd rather get out of it. Period. Think about it before asking me to think about it.
This year's Labour Day, was indeed one of the worse.
But thank you Ben, you made it a lot better. ♥
Okay, done updating.
Update soon, I hope.
