We Just Gotta Make Do With What We Have.

It has been such a while since I've write something meaningful It's all like ranting(which is pretty much what I usually do. -.-) and like I'm always so busy with school nowadays. Everything is so fast-paced. And I'm not catching up fast enough. ): Sigh.

Anyway, photos first and I'll write more later. (:

My two very important girls. (: 

Lynn Baby and Kris Darling. <3

Birthday Girl. (: 

My three Princesses and brother-in-law.

Two pretties with two smilies. 

<3

Jeorgina! (:

Flyers.

(:

(Y)

Queen and her Princesses.

Kris! LOL

Group photo! (:

Then we started doing crazy things. HAHAHAHA.

Cold Rock before we end the day. (: 

Marche the next day after Queen's Birthday. (: We had a good time sitting in that place and stuffing ourselves with a lot of good laughs. HAHAHA. Love spending time with them all. (:

It was a date with my Loverboy to the museum. Spent the entire afternoon there and it was rather interesting! I like seeing all the old things and how things happened! HAHA. Shipwreck, popular pieces of Vincent Van Gogh and the famous structures by Salvador Dali. (: I like to see those funny things then slowly try to figure out what are those things! :D For those who's interested, I think it's worth the going. (: Eddy met up with us though after his work cause we're just there and he ends work at 6pm. (: So he brought us to this Casino Atrium whereby we can see what's happening inside the casino without having to pay that 100 bucks for entrance! (: HEHE. 

  

Boyfriend went to Wilmar for lesson and he got me Koi while on the way back. (:

FROG PORRIDGE!!!

I had this craving for frog porridge since forever and it's like Daryl actually went to eat with me not too long ago.. But but but...... IT'S NEVER ENOUGH!!! I love frog porridge!!! :D

Jailbreak my phone until like this. HEH. <3

We had swimming at Baby Maria's condo at Farrer Park on last Saturday's evening. I swear I fucking  exercised okay! -.- I'm like the enthu one who swam like 6 laps, though I'm not good at swimming and I'm struggling to swim and am still learning to swim at the same time. LOL. But still I'm proud of myself. And I'm glad that I can stay in the steam room longer than anyone else! HEHE. Super tank for heat! ^.^ LOL. Supper was at Mustafa cause it's like 5mins walk and then went home after that, Kris Darling came to stayover. (:

The soup I brewed. (: I was so nice to Boyfriend that I actually send him this photo when he wasn't here and he was like ' Knn I want also. ' HAHAHAHA. >.< every ingredients in the soup was so soft and yummy! (: 

My breakfast today, the Banana Walnut Loaf! :D

And Hello Bali, I'll see you next week! :D 

I like guys who have strong connection with their babies, like this. This is so sweet! Mad love! :D

Yeah, now you're more or less updated on what happened lately. Haha. I'm sorry that I've not been updating even though I said I'll try to update on daily basis. -.- I'm so tight up with a lot of things especially school. When I have time for this, I don't have time for that and vice versa. So yeah, I've been trying rather hard to balance up my time for family and friends and at the same time, Boyfriend. Seriously, I don't think I've been really nice to my Boyfriend because I always put my friends in front of him. -.- Yeah, don't ask me why but my friends come first. I guess only after I'm married to him then probably he'll have more of my attention. =\ Because after that he becomes a family and not just a Boyfriend. HAHAHA. Okay fine, I know I'm a mean girlfriend. But I never force him to stay with me okay! >.< Okay la I still love my Boyfriend la. LOL.

Okay, life has been good because I don't know how everyone else classify good as good and bad as bad. -.- To me, my life now is rather complete. (: Family and friends who are always there for me and a Boyfriend who loves me, supports me and dotes on me. Plus a smooth sailing life I'm having now, this is perfect. (: I know I always say the same thing like ' life's good ' and all but what else do you(blog reader) want me to write? LOL. This is my blog leh, get the situation right eh. I don't know but I find it funny if you come to someone's blog and then expect something that you want to see to be written. LOL. -.-Like what? ' I'm gonna die of cancer in half a year's time ' ? -.- LOL.

Anyway, there's a few things I've set my mind to. And pretty sure that I won't change my mind no matter what other people is telling me. Like maybe, I'm not gonna care about anything else that's gonna obstruct my study paths. If it doesn't benefits my studies, I will not bother anymore. I'm done living my life for others. Now that I've made up my mind to live my life for myself, nothing is gonna ever stop me. I'm done with the fear of people getting angry with me just because I'm not doing what I was told to do. I'm done living a life like I'm being manipulated in a way or another. I sort of want to break free. Yeah.. 

I guess this week is a PMS week. I'm feeling tired easily and my tummy is bloated. Or rather for the past few weeks, my tummy have been very bloated and filled with air. It's kinda killing me because I always feel like I'm hungry but I'm actually not cause I just ate not long ago. It's a misconception that my stupid tummy caused. -.- Thus I keep eating non-stop. I've been trying very hard to lose my fats and be slim like last time but what I hate is that when I lose weight, everywhere lose weight including my breast. -.- It's like what the fuck cause I already don't have very ideal figure and I will only have more fats on the front when I put on weight. So really fuck my life cause I'm never gonna have an ideal breast. -.- And seriously, I swear I'm gonna ask my future daughter to eat a lot when she's having her puberty next time. LIKE SERIOUSLY. I lacked of nutrients when I was younger because I refuse to eat. Why? CAUSE I SCARED PEOPLE SAY I FAT OR I HAVE TO GET IN THE TAF CLUB. -.- Wtf right? -.- zz. I know. T.T

I think assignments made me go bonkers. It's like 2500 words may not be a difficult thing for a lot of you but to me, it's like killing me. -.- I never had any practice to write so many words before, not even during my secondary school times. Unless you're talking about blogging which I wrote not so serious shits like ' What are the impacts of Globalization on Business Environment? ' or like ' Discuss that Mass Tourism is here to stay even though we see an increasing number of individualized vacation. ' Fuck. I'm given a topic to write and it's like my mind is blank after 1500 words. Am I too old or what? Like I can't think of anymore things to write eh. -.- Wtf la. Sigh. Damn demoralizing. T.T 

It's 3am now and I'm still awake. Doing my assignment and feeling stress about my another assignment. Really, I wonder how long more can I actually take all the stress coming to me. Work, school, friends, family and other commitments. Okay, I better off to finish up the rest of my assignments or else I'm gonna be a dead zombie later. Looks like it's gonna be a no sleep night today. Sigh. ): 

Goodnight everyone. I wish I'm lying comfortably on my bed as well. But I can't afford to do badly for my school. ): So yeah, exam on this Saturday. Please help me to say a little prayer to god and give me some luck. (: Thanks! 

Update soon.

Meanwhile, take care everyone! 

Much love,

xoxo.

8more days to Bali baby! (: 

IMYEKPC!

You Want To Type Type Type?

Yeah, no use to keep type type type on that bloody facebook when I've already warn you all right from the start. 

Since that day you all made my princess cried so badly I've already made up my mind that if any of these happens again, I will not hesitate to do anything. Now that your good friend/cousin or whatever whoever wanna start all these again, there's no point for you to apologise to me begging me to ignore what was said and done. No amount of whatever you're saying is gonna stop me from doing what I'm gonna do.

I'm all ready to see your form teacher, your discipline master or even your principal. You're stepping on the wrong person's toe. I'm sorry kids, you ought to be taught a lesson, a tough and hard one. 

Don't mess with the wrong person. 

Suck that.

Past. Present. Future.

I've been really lazy to update my blog and photos. Not updated on facebook nor anywhere. I'm just plain lazy. -.-

Queen's birthday was last Friday and we had a fruitful afternoon taking photos at Helix Bridge and MBS. Spend the whole time with my family and my two important girls. (: The trip was really good and I enjoyed every bit of it. (:

Over the weekend was rather simple. School and spending some time with my loved ones at town which is packed like crazy and filled with foreigners. -.- Sunday was spend dating with my Boyfriend at Art Science Museum. (: Me love the museum! (: Maybe you all find museum boring but I kind of like all these things! Like arts, science, olden days stuffs, like good old things. HAHA.

School's been good. I'm feeling the stress level, more and more. I really need to voice out soon because I don't want unnecessary stress anymore. School itself is more than enough to stress about.

And today;
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY PRINCESS JIAYI!!! (:
It's her 13th's birthday today. I hope she'll have a lot of fun and is happy about today. (: <3
Study hard my little lady. ILY. (:

I'll update with photos soon, just wait okay!
And I'm coughing again, together with running nose. -.-
Seriously, I think my health is deteriorating very badly.
I'm sick like almost every month this year. Never fully recover.
So please, whoever is sick, take your fucking medicine, be responsible to yourself and others.
The climate is already very horrendous! So please don't add on to the bad air/environment.

Update soon.
Meanwhile, take care everyone! (:

Some things are just meant to be left behind and never look back.

女皇驾到！

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BELOVED QUEEN!!!!

TODAY IS YOUR DAY AND YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU!!!

FUCKING DIRTY SLUT.

DISCLAIMER : I'M SUPER DULAN/BUAY SONG/PISSED.

YOU! You fucking dirty slut/whore/CCB. Fucking keep your hands off people's Boyfriend. I fucking don't like you. Got a problem? Talk to me you fucktard. 

Y Ese Fuego Que Quema Por Dentro Y Lento, Te Convierte En Fiera.

Yes, I know I've been away.. But please pardon me. My assignment is due in a week's time and exam is in two weeks time. ): I'm running with time. Though sometimes I really cannot concentrate on my assignments but when I do I really do okay! I need breaks too! ):

My classmates! :D


Shida!


Too bored in class during break. HAHA.



Have I mentioned that Alex will be in the same Bridging course as I am for the first 3 months? Heh. Yeah, I called him cause my lecturer wants him to come back from break! He's late! LOL.


I swear I'm becoming more and more aunty! I actually use 4 different IC to register for the NDP Preview and Actual Day tickets! -.-


KFC!!!


Cheesyyyyyy!



Daryl Chia!


Tiger Balm. Super effective when you sleepy and apply it on your upper lip just below your nose. (:

I've been lack of sleep. Bridging module on Sunday was good cause lecturer did his best to make the entire lesson entertaining. (: Other than that my headache is all my essays. I'm like not even half of what I'm supposed to do. I guess I just have to start to sit down, don't kepo on facebook and don't go out so often. -.- And I need to save a lot of money now cause I wanna bring Queen and Princesses overseas next year! Though not expensive places like Rome, Paris or London but at least I'm bringing them somewhere. (: If can I wanna bring Jeorgina too. But she's too young to travel. ): Next time when she's older! ^.^ 

Sometimes I guess my expectations of others are pretty high. I should learn to keep practicing what Queen has taught me ' 期望越大，失望越大。倒不如不要期望什么 ' Yeah, I should learn to NOT expect anything from ANYONE. The things people tell you, can be so god damn fucking misleading, can be so god damn fucking true but end of the day, they tell you ' I say only wad. ' Fuck you. Don't say when you won't do. 

I had enough of all the NATOs that I've been hearing for the past one year. 

Queen's Birthday this Friday. MBS here we come. Camera and Polaroid. (: 

不要问我，只要抱住我.

' i tell you next time you want to cheat on me better make sure that girl is way better than me not just better '

I'm taking a break from my 2500 words essay. Going bonkers reading the textbooks and etc. Really crazy and my head is spinning already. Need to distract myself and refocus again. -.- And I actually figured that I'm a NIGHT person to study rather than a DAY. I'm just gonna sleep when I look at books during the day time. -.- How funny, maybe cause my classes timing are all at night I guess? :\ Sigh, I'm just making my own life difficult you see.. ): But it's not what I want also.. It's just like when I was in Secondary School, burning midnight oil, sleep late or don't sleep then go to school the next day. Madness, I never knew how I did that. -.- So don't ask me.

Okay, more updates but photos first okay? I'm sorry I've not been updating. Been really busy cause of school. :\












How busy also got time to take photo one la! LOL! And so finally my eyelashes are almost all back! :D Dinner with Elize on Monday.

Stupid idiots who likes to crowd around the entrance's door. So what if you paid for the train service? Everyone in the station/train also paid for it. Be considerate motherfuckers.


<3


After mixing. (:


Tau Huay!


Before mixing! 
I've always loved this Mee Hun Kuay since the day Boyfriend brought me there the very first time. Cause it reminds me of hometown.. Really.. I've always love Mee Hun Kuay since young. (: So you see, I'm a lover of Mee Hun Kuay cause it's something that reminds me of my childhood times. (: So it was really nice seeing Elize and spending some time talking to her about our life, what we've been doing all these while, what happened all these time etc etc. It's nice to have this kind of talks and in fact I love it. A pity Felyn couldn't join us for the dinner cause of school but it's okay, there's always other time. (:

My classmate Randy drew this line on the table and marked his territory, I'm not allowed to cross that line! LOL But in the end he was the one who kept crossing the line so he erased the line. LOL.


Tourismmmm. I'm dying on this topic. So DRY!!!! 

I've been enjoying school. Have this group of classmates who are fun, cute and nice. Most importantly, HELPFUL!! :D Even though the class could be quite boring at times, at least they're there to keep me awake! (: HAHA. Thanks guys!

Polaroid.Rainy//Emilyn//Ivy 

It has been a while since I took polaroid with colleagues. Haha. (:

 

And so I prepared the butter cookies for baking on Saturday after class! (:

And yes, I've got a new laptop. (: YAY! Hoorayyyyy! It's ASUS and apparently people are telling me it's good! (: YIPPE! Has yet to try anything on it. But I guess it's important to have my Firefox, install my Power Twitter and then install MSN, Funshion and Skype! (: Shall do it over the weekend. :D

 

I tortured my colleagues by hitting them really hard on their arm and see what's the colour after that. Apparently it means different thing when it's different colour. (:

 

This is Pearllin, my HR Manager. Today is her last day in Raffles and I must say she's really a good Manager. I don't know, maybe cause I've always love interacting with different people and I love talking, she's easy to talk to. She does her job well and she's a really nice lady. Not forgetting when she just came to Raffles and just not long after is Christmas and she bought me a small gift. (: All the best to you Pearllin! (:

 

PLANKING. I heard of this when I was watching my Drama at Boyfriend's house last weekend. He said it caused a death in Australia when this guy tried to do planking. -.- Wtf. It's like what's all these people thinking? Training their abs or something? This may looks cool but hello, it's damn unglam when a girl do that on top of the stupid dustbin? -.- Boyfriend said this is for people who are ugly because they don't dare to face the people so they face the floor. LOL!

So lately I'm gonna be very busy with assignment because lecturer is gonna go through them during lesson. As in like, help us improve on it etc. (: nice right! Hahaha I know! (: 

Other than that, I've been feeling tired cause of the lack of time to rest and sleeping late at night. Really, I'm getting old. ): Cannot even don't rest enough anymore. I'll have pimples and bad bad bad eyebags if I don't sleep enough. But there's so many things to do yet so little time. 

School has been moving really fast. Every 10 lessons I attend, I'll have an exam. So yeah, 10months course, 8 exams. Tsk. I can do it! I believe I can at least. LOL. 

Okay, I'm gonna stop here. Running out of things to blog already. 

 

POK, YOU'RE THE MOST IRRITATING AND ANNOYING BOYFRIEND EVER. 

But I still love you, to a certain extend. 

HAHAHA.