Nothing Makes Me Happier.

I'm a happy girl. :D

Its Not Who You Want To Spend The Friday Night With..

It's who you want to spent the whole of Saturday with.

I'm loving my Saturdays so much now. :) we have been spending Saturdays together and being happy about it.

Simple but happy.. That's all I want and I'm having it. Be it just sitting in the car watching him drive or just having little eye contacts. I can watch him all day and do nothing. I don't mind just watching him drive or being completely obsessed about telling me his work and what happened at work. Seeing his passionate attitude towards his work motivated me to work harder for my career.

We have been talking about cars lately cause he wanted to sell his car and maybe drive his company's car so as to save money but I could tell he really can't bear to sell his love away. Haha. So I told him last night that if he really love his car so much then just continue to drive until COE ends, which is in about 3years time. He smiled and said that's what he thought and added he might even think of extending the COE if the condition is good after 3years. Well, I agree with him that if the car is still in good condition, he should extend.. His road tax, insurance and inspection are all coming soon. Another sum of money. Sigh. Cars... I know he can afford them all but as much as I hope he could save more money so that he can start his business soon but I can't bear to see him struggle so much for his love for his car. So I just hope he can be happy. :) and I know that driving his car makes him really happy.

Other than that, we have been talking about me going to take my car license. Haha. He has always been driving and times when he's tired he will still send me home first before he eventually drive himself home. =( looking at him being so tired yet still needs to drive.. I feel the ache. So yes! I'm gonna sign up for driving license soon! Probably after my Bangkok trip next month. He's going to Vietnam next month with his friends.. it's has been months since he took a good break. He deserves it. =) I foresee myself being really busy until I'm on leave. Been doing OT the last one week and still have so many things to do. =( hopefully I can get to see him on weekend as much as I can. We both agreed on working hard on weekdays so that weekend will be good for us. So far it has been like this and we are both happy about it. =) quality time spent together and that's enough for us. =) even though it's just once a week but it's really enough.

Simplicity, that's what we are looking for. Trust him, I do. Believe him, I do. Miss him, I do. Care for him, I do. Faith in him, I have. We are more like each other's pillar of strength to become a stronger person in life. Be it work or daily live. And I guess that's already enough for us both. =)

I don't want to care about what others are gonna say anymore. We know what we are doing and in what position are we in. We keep our appropriate distance and we clearly know how to deal with this. I'm gonna be selfish this time cause I'm done being selfless. Fighting for what I want cause I know what I want. People who don't know what happened will judge but I don't care anymore. Be judgmental and go ahead and judge. I'm not gonna be bothered anymore.

Like he said 'pls don't be bothered by anything. I love your smiles.' So I'm gonna smile for him. =)

Okay! Ending today's post with photos.

What Is Precious..

I don't mind waking up next to you every morning.
I don't mind holding your hands forever.
I don't mind sharing my life with you.
I don't mind whatever that's gonna come between us as long as we get through them together.

things haven't been smooth.
But Thank you for whatever that has happened and how you helped me in so many ways.
Thank you.

I Can't..

I thought I could slowly let you go..
I thought I could slowly forget you with a sub.
I thought I could keep my feelings for you.

But when I saw you last night..
I just want to drop everything and run into your arms.
I doubt I can ever run away from you.
You will always be that someone special in my eyes.
So special that the moment I see you, there's nothing else I want in this world.
I wouldn't mind being lost in your eyes for the rest of my life.

Pack Of Bullshit.

Needed a thumbdrive to let me store my photos which I'm gonna print. 

Happen to use the one that you put the slideshow in. 

Itchy hand opened it and saw what you wrote inside. 

Give you a chance? To destroy my life.

Never abandon me even if the whole world did? Bullshit.

Give me a life that I want? A life that you want me to have no life. 

Hold my hand forever? You had the chance, but you destroyed it, or I should say, your friends. 

We've been through a lot? Not exactly. Not enough for you to listen to me rather than your friends. 

Want to be part of my life? You did and you got out of it! Congratulations! :D

Anyway, the slideshow was a duplicate of what you've given to another girl so I guess I was just a backup plan. Maybe I should view things this way so that I can feel better. Shouldn't have been touched by that slideshow back then. It was a mistake, huge mistake. 

I want to watch all your friends fall. And I will because they deserve it. :) 

And now, it's time I continue to go and print my photos to be place in my office. :)

Gonna bake rainbow cake later. It's something that Mr.I like and I want to master it before his birthday! :)  

Hugs & Kisses.

Everytime I type 'xoxo' to you I wonder if you know What that means.
Everytime I greet you goodnight I wonder if you know I hope you'll dream of me.
Everytime I calls you 帅哥, I wonder if that makes you smile.
Everytime I calls you on the phone, I wonder if you know hearing your voice makes me smile.
Everytime you work until so late, I wonder if you know I stayed up and wonder if You're home.
Everytime you said You're tired, I wonder if you know I can be your pillow.
Everytime you smile, I wonder if you know I'm so Happy to See your smiles.
Everytime you talk to me about your work, I wonder if you know I'm so proud of your achievements.
Everytime you clinch a deal, I wonder if you know How Happy I am for you.
Everytime You're there when I needed you, I wonder if you know How thankful I am to have you with me.
Everytime when I watch you drive, I wonder if you know I feel it's a kind of happiness for me.
Everytime I get to See you, I wonder if you know I feel so peaceful and calm.

You are such a wonder.
And I wonder if you know.

And I miss you so.

Habit.

Since I started this new job, I seems to have inculcated a new habit.

I don't really like to look at my phone or expects my phone to ring as often other than seeing texts from Mr.I or when 'right here waiting' is ringing. Other than that I hope my phone doesn't have any sound.

And I came to realise how much time I spent in office everyday. It's almost 12hrs on daily basis. Or I aid to say yes it 12hrs and sometimes more. Mr.I said it's good cause I'm still young and I should spend my time working. -.- he's turning me into a workaholic like him. -.-

But I love my job! Just the way he loves his. So I understand why he said that. :)

Okay, goodnight. Tomorrow will be another long day. I hope to leave work on time though. XD 

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Replaced.

Mom bought me diamond bracelet and necklace this year as birthday present. Additionally she bought a Pearl pendant for me as fortune teller said I lack of water and godma said Pearl is good for people who is lack of water and it helps to tame me in terms of temper.

My loves bought me a Chanel earring cause they know my mom got me necklace and they want me to wear what my mom bought for me. How thoughtful can they be right?! Super love them. I know it's a pricey present since it's only shared among 3 of them. Thank you loves! - Sharon, Francis and Kenneth. Thank you all so so much. Thank you for buying me something from Chanel so that I can replace the Chanel necklace that I had. Yes, it's now sitting back in the box and in my drawer. I've never touch it since I got mom's present. Now that I have another Chanel I'm please to say he's totally replaced. I know my friends care a lot more about me than his. And I know my friends just want me to be happy, whatever I do or whoever I'm with, they showered me with undying supports. Thank you! :D

As for him, he can continue to live with his cheating friends who made him into a cheater and continue cheating his whole life. And he can continue to be with his group of immature, egoistic and nosy friends. Birds of a feather flock together, that's so true. And I know no matter what, he and his friends WILL always think and say they're right. seriously? Right my fucking ass. This world doesn't revolve around only you. Get this into your head. A bunch of useless egoistic guys who only like to put girls down just because they have a dick. Guys think with their dicks and that's just perfect to describe them. I'm sorry to be crude but this is them in my eyes and it will never change.

Okay I should stop raging Cause Mr.I once told me that I shouldn't be. :)) YES, EVERYTHING IS ABOUT MR.I NOW, I KNOW. But I can't deny just the thoughts of him can make magics work on me. To me, he's a magician. And you know why magician does? They make things that seems impossible possible. And they make people really happy just by watching them. :)

They say that if you're a good friend you have good friends who will be there for you always. But it's Not a two way traffic all the time. I'm glad at least I have some friends like this and this three friends are good example. No matter What happens/happened they are always there. I'm thankful for all that I have now.

Be it my job, my friends or Mr.I. 

I'm super thankful for what I have now. 

Setbacks either make you or break you.

I guess it made me. ;)

Gonna have lunch with Mr.I's parents tomorrow. I hope his brother can come. I haven't seen him in a longggggg time! Gonna give his cute mom a call later. :)))

I love my life now. ♥

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Appreciation.

Other than thank you I really don't know what else to say to you.

Thank you for coming down last night and sending my sister, my niece and nephew back to Malaysia. Without your help I think it's a huge problem to us.

Thank you for always never saying No to whatever I asked.

Thank you for offering a job to my sister in your company and I know you're just trying to help her and take care of her needs.

Thank you for sparing a thought for my family.

Thank you thank you thank you.

And I can never be any happier and thankful now that mom has been so concern about you. What have you been doing and how have you been doing..

:')

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30th May.

Today is 30th May.
It marks the day I had my tattoo done 4 years ago..
Happy Birthday, 1.4.