UPDATES. :D

ALRIGHT! Finally, I'm gonna create some 'life' to this dead place. Hahahaha. Been to a few nice events and did quite a few nice things. (: HAHA. After all, it's been like three weeks since I did a proper update. -.- Sorry to visitors who come here often. HAHA. Paiseh paiseh.

As usual, Photos then updates. (:

It was Baby Lebell's full month on the 15th. (: Went over with Queen, two Princesses and Boyfriend. (: Met up with quite a few WG friends there and the baby girl is so pretty! (: Hehe. She's so cute. Haha. And I'm glad that my two Princesses are comfortable with Boyfriend around them. Haha! (: After that, went to meet up with Boyfriend's friends for dinner at Yishun 925. (: And Boyfriend's friend sent me home. (: THANK YOU JAMES, if you see this. =x

It's Sharon Darling's sweet 23rd birthday. I burnt midnight oil just for her and made the card. Hahaha. It's my first time doing this so I don't think it's very nice. ): I'm gonna do better the next one. ): And I had photoshoot early in the morning so I practically didn't sleep until I got home from my shoot. :\ Boyfriend came over to my place while I rest for a while and after that head out with my family to Northpoint and go separate ways cause we're heading to Sharon's Birthday celebration. (:

It was a rather lazy sunday... As usual Boyfriend had a hard time trying to get me out of bed............. -.- HAHA. I'm sorry for being such a pig, always. >.< Then was basically me, slacking and slacking at my house after we reach my place in the afternoon and I dragged the time(actually is everyone dragged) of us leaving the house late. -.- Resulting in us, not able to have lunch with my family cause we gotta head to Boyfriend's friends birthday dinner at UE Square. Haha. Anyway, we had FUN with MY CAMERAAAAA taking the 5 multiple shots and leaving those happy memoriessss. :D Hmm.. Boyfriend has been spending too much time with my family! BOO! Hahahaha.

I took a photoshoot with Patrick and Yak. Both different styles and yeah, I like their works. It's my first time doing this sort of ' sexy ' shoot and yeap, it's a great exposure and experience. Haha. Okay... I know some of you may be thinking ' OMG WTF IS KAT DOING?! ' But hey, think of it this way, ' WOW KAT IS ACTUALLY DARING ENOUGH TO DO THIS. IT'S SOMETHING NEW. ' Yeah, it doesn't looks that bad already right. (: I wanna try new things, I wanna do new things, I like doing these and taking photoshoots has always been something I want to do but because last time I had a lot of restrictions. But now, I'm gonna go all out to try. Cause, at least I tried and I won't regret next time. (: My family and relatives are supportive of me. So hunny I hope you will too k. (: XOX.

Went to New Asia Bar on one of the Tuesday for this ' After Work Party ' with Jojo sweetie and some WG girls. (: The view is still amazingly superb. (: Love the view still and Boyfriend was in Medan for work! Hahahaha! (:

Boyfriend came back from Medan and we met up after my work to catch Step Up 3D. He bought my family Brownies from Medan. -.- I don't really eat chocolate but Queen got me to eat one piece and hmm, not that bad. Too chocolaty for me. :\ Hahaha. After all, it' s nice to have him around me after not seeing him for a few days. HAHA.

Went to eat Gusttimo with colleagues last Thursday. (: New colleague, Yong Xin went too. Hahaha. Had a good time laughing at stupid things and all the talking too. (:

Monday was on leave cause I had to attend JCI's Young Outstanding Singaporeans Press Conference. And knowing I'm gonna be drop dead tired after that so I went ahead with a day leave and go home. Lol. (: But the press conference was indeed a success. (: And hope to see more nomination pouring in in the next two months. :D

And so lastly, yesterday Taitai was flying to Korea for skating competition so we got a little gathering and have dinner with him then bid him farewell with well wishes. (: Had a good time seeing all the skaters again but err.. it's not really my kind of thing anymore.. The topics they talked about.. Is somehow, somewhat on a different frequency as mine alr. Hmm.. No one to blame actually. Haha. It's just moving on with life. But I'm glad Tai could make it this far and hopefully he will know soon enough what he should do next. (: All the best Tai. (:

 

And it was Princess Geline's 20th Birthday yesterday! ^.^ HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIS!! Hahaha. Yes, I know, Teachers' Day too. hahaha. :D

Today, Cousin Ben just flew to Taiwan this morning. ): He's gonna be there himself studying.. ): I hope all is well for him and I know my Uncle they all are very sad over his trip.. ): We all too.. Sigh.

I'M GOING TO BUGIS STREET TONIGHT. :D

The news I've heard, I thought it will never happen again. But, I was wrong. You should, just carry on your life and forget about me.

P/S: I hope you won't be affected by what I've told you because hunny, I just wanna be honest with you. (:

For You. (:

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This is so sweet. (:

Hunny, For you. (:

Forget What We're Told, Before We're Too Old.

Okay, I know I'm like leaving this space dead but yeah, I'm not really free to update and when I'm free, I don't feel like updating. -.- Anyway, blogging today's feeling according to the title of this entry.

" Forget what we're told, before we're too old. "

Having this deep feeling from within, after some thoughts of the past and yes, I couldn't agree less to when we loses something, we regret. Yet when we regret, we cannot get back. Be it when we were little and we were mischievous and shouted at our grandparents and now they pass away or when we loses someone we really loved, only to see them being with someone else happily and then forgetting you. We cannot turn back time. ' What it used to be ' Yes, USED TO BE are the keywords. I'm sure there's some sort of mistakes here and there in between that makes the 'used to be' to become 'no longer'.

When we loses someone close to us like our grandparents/relatives, we often then realized how much hard times have we given them and then we regret. Lately, my grandma was in Singapore for about a week. I looked at her, she aged. The wrinkles on her face, the double chin, she seems to have become thinner. And that upsets me.. Cause despite her not very strong body, everyday when I ask her ' 婆，你有煮饭吗?' and she will say ' 只要你想吃，我就煮给你吃. ' and for the past one week, she woke up everyday just before I left home for work and go to the market to buy the ingredients she needs for cooking. She even cooked dishes that I haven't tried before. And having to sit beside her and watch TV drama with her, looking at her tired eyes but yet still wanna watch her TV, somehow I'm feeling heartache. I wondered to myself, how long more am I gonna watch her when she's watching her TV. How long more am I gonna be able to eat her home cooked dinner? How long more can I still call her ' 婆婆 '? Suddenly, I'm afraid. I'm not afraid of death, I'm afraid of losing people I love.

Then suddenly, I realized I made a lot of mistakes in the past. And I told myself, from now onwards, I'm gonna take every chance I have to tell people I love how much I love them. (:

Yes, I have a very good life. Cause I have great friends and companies. I have a very outgoing personality that allows me to make friends easily, just like with a snap of my fingers. But.. this life I lead won't last me until the day I stop breathing. It will, eventually comes a day whereby I have to wake up to reality, knowing that I have to move on, move ahead with my life and do what I'm suppose to do and not just hanging here like what I am now doing what I used to do. It's like, moving on from songs that reminds you of people. Just like Right Here Waiting reminds me of Zac. No Promises reminds me of *. and a lot more.. I think the most heartfelt song I've ever listened this year was ' Starts With Goodbye - Carrie Underwoods. ' That song, walked me through a very tough time.. Walk me through a time I was so lost, the time I lost my smiles and everything..

I need to put aside all my past.. I have the tendency to think of my past when I listen to certain songs and I'll start to miss my past. I.. need to have a new playlist. I need to remove away old songs in my iPod or maybe.. Moving those old songs to another playlist. ): It's not very good to be so sentimental.. I need to learn to be less sentimental..

Just not too long ago, I threw away more than half of the clothes in my wardrobe. I used to want to keep those clothes cause they're either present from other people or it actually meant something. After so many years of ' collection ', I decided to just throw away.. It only meant that I'm willing to let go of those memories.. There are a lot more things I'm gonna throw away.. and yes, they are things which mostly reminds me of my past. I will.. Slowly throw away things...

And I've been telling myself to forget what used to affect me. Yes, I'm someone who can forget but not really forgive unless I receive sincere apology. And even if I do forgive, I can't trust. Yes, I'm learning to be open my heart and have a bigger heart..

我不要做一个心胸狭窄的女人.

P/S: You know where my heart is, you know ILY.

OOPS!

SORRY FOR THIS DEAD BLOG.

I'LL BE BACK, SOON.

I GUESS.

We Lead The Life We Want. (:

Sorry for the lack of updates cause I'm becoming a really lazy girl who love to eat and sleep, total PIG. -.- With a boyfriend who constantly ask me ' You hungry or not? Want to go eat? ' or tells me ' Good, eat some more. ' Makes me eat uncontrollably. -.- NO, I need to have some self discipline and eat lesser, exercise more. But.... My plan always failed. ): My boyfriend should stop reminding me of food! -.- Grr! Hahahaha.

Anyways, life's been good. All doing well and am glad. Haha. Ehh, had quite a few activities and hmm, had quite a lot of fun though it's a bit tiring. LOL! Pulau Ubin was great, SALT was great, MBS night  stay was great, National Day was great too! haha! (:(:

Basically, everything is perfect at this moment. (: Even that stupid boyfriend who loves me a lot is great too. HAHAHA. Joking about the ' stupid ' part. xD He's so gonna kill me for the don't know how many times for the past week one when he sees me tonight for dinner with my family. -.- Okay, see me on the obituary tomorrow. LOL. Okay, I'm too bored. ): -.-

I shall let photos do the talking. (:

Group photo!Girls. (:Mountain Top!

Pulau Ubin was great! Haven't been exercising for ages and the amount the we cycled made up for my loss of exercise. But... the feast after cycling was a killer. ): So much of exerciseeee. ): Though the whole day was either drizzling or raining, am still glad we still head on and thank god it's not heavy downpour. (: Hehe. Am thankful too for the attendance! ^.^ Everyone did a great job! (: And we had so much fun and laughter the whole day! :D:D

Orchard Ion.Ring from Cheryl. (:Hokkien Mee. (:Boyfriend.Guess who!Lynn Baby!Skater Girls.My girlfriend for 1year 2months! :D(:

Moive Salt on last friday with skater and boyfriend. Went to walk around after work since we had a few hours to kill. Settled our dinner at Wisma's Food Republic cause boyfriend wanna eat hokkien mee. Lol. I can't remember when was the last time I ate that. So after dinner we had a walk, sat outside Taka's fountain area and talk. And there, comes a pretty lady which I happily wanna intro to my boyfriend but he refused it. -.- HAHAHA. Then met up with zhuzhu and walked over to Cineleisure where she parked her car and we head to PS. Met up with the rest at Cathay at 12mn. Movie ended at 2ish and Joseph send boyfriend and I home. (: THANK YOU!

MBS.MBS's Model.Room.Sharon Darling.We're like couple going on Honeymoon! LOL:DSkypark + Swimming Pool. (:View from the 57th Storey. (:Us.Still Us.And still us. (:I WANT THIS DRESS FROM TOPSHOP. Lol.Ivy so pretty. (: Youth Olympic Park. (:With the two merlions. LOL.View from the bridge. (:MBS from the bridge.Me new heels from C&K. (:Haji Lane.

So Sharon, Ivy and myself had a night stay at Marina Bay Sands Hotel and we had fun! (: It's like by far one of the most wanted/dreamed/desired hotel that anyone would wanna stay in, in Singapore. It was a good experience and honestly, I'm a little disappointed with the skypark. It wasn't as impressive as I thought it would be. Sigh. But the pool was WOW WOW WOW. It's good to be out with the girls and I enjoyed my day/night with them. (: Afterall, everything was great, the people, scenery, the room, the food, the company, the food, the shopping, the time spent, the talks, and just everything. (: <3!

The Czech Republic guy who wore white and red and Singapore Flag over himself. (:Red//Grey//BlackLynn Baby//Myself//Jaslyn.Err....Geo Lens. It's Pink and Purple! -.- Gusttimo.Us. (:Mr.Driver, THANK YOU SO MUCH! (:Vivian. See how Chao Tah she is. :|

National Day afternoon/evening was spent with Lynn Baby and Jaslyn. Met up with Jaslyn at Yishun and we head to City Hall to meet Lynn Baby. So while waiting for Lynn Baby we did a little shopping. (: Bought some stuffs and after Lynn arrived we head for dinner then start to look for a place to watch the fireworks. (: After fireworks and we head to Orchard Ion to meet Dennis and have our Ice Cream at Gusttimo. (: Night ended after we head to Bishan to look for VIvian and the Inline Culture Team for supper at Upper Thomson. (: Joseph sent me home as well. Thank you!! ^.^

Tonight will be dinner with family and boyfriend. -.- Boyfriend asked for it. Zzz. Oh the weather is so nice to go home and sleep! Boo! ): I think boyfriend is gonna kill me tonight when he sees me. -.- I didn't meet up with him over the long weekend but went out with my friends. HAHAHA. And I took photo with random strangers on the road. -.- Boo. Never mind, I shall compensate by bringing him to Gusttimo and let him see the pretty pretty girl who works there. The girl is so cute please! (: *Drool*

 

P?S: ILY STUPID BOY! :D See you soonnn!

I WANT TO SEE YOU ALL. ):

I MISS BEN BEH, HENDRA CHANG AND TOH JIAJIN. ):

MEET UP PLEASE. IT'S BEEN AGES AND I FUCKING MISS YOU ALL.

MALDIVES! :D

This is my aim in the next 5years. I wanna go there with love. (:

M-A-L-D-I-V-E-S.

 

P/S: Yes, with you hunny, with you. (:

Thinking & Acting. (:

"When you can Act your age doesn't mean you can Think your age. Likewise, when you can Think your age, it doesn't mean you have to Act your age. (:"

Birds Of A Feather Flock Together; That Bunch Of Kids. (:

People commonly use this idiom but what does it define in depth? -.-

Explanation. - this is site that I got for the explanation, for those dumbos who doesn't know the meaning of it.
In case you are that lazy to google or check out what does congregate, it meant ASSEMBLE; To get together.
And please look at the definition of Politics.

As long as there are more than ONE person, politics are bound to happen. I don't deny this is a fact. It's how you want to prevent/handle it.

I, as a straightforward person DO NOT LIKE TO BE PROVOKE when I've done NO WRONG. Cause to me, I don't fucking owe you a living, you're fucking not the one who raised me up, you're fucking not the one who give me my salary. The people whom I will stand and give all my patience/tolerance to are my CLOSER FRIENDS, MY FAMILY, MY BOYFRIEND AND MY BOSS. The rest of you, double fuck yourself. Do some fucking self-reflection on why are people not appreciating you anymore. Do some fucking self-reflection on why are people giving you the attitude you're given now. Don't fucking always think that you're right and before you know it, you're just making a mockery out of yourself. You deserve what you get from me now cause in the first place I don't deserve what you've given me. Come on, we're all human so what makes you so special that I have to fucking give you a second chance to prove yourself when you ruined the first yourself. FUCK YOU, FUCK OFF. (:

You want to gossip about me and my clique, you should jolly well look in the mirror AND LAUGH TO YOURSELF. Because, that's what you all made me feel. You all are just like a bunch of monkey, putting up some retarded shows for me to mock at. (: So you think you've pissed me? So you think I'll be bothered much with what you said/think? LOLOLOL. You all are just a joke. HOW OLD ALREADY?! Goodness. Wake up your idea la. What the hell is being stored in your brain? I seriously think that before you further disappoint yourself, please just bite your own tongue. Stop behaving like kids, which I think is of my PRIMARY SCHOOL SISTERS level. Wake up.

I know some of you who are involved will be reading this post. Spread, spread to your clique, make a big fuss out of it and let me laugh at you all again. You all are my biggest entertainment, THANK YOU AND CONTINUE TO DO THAT. I APPRECIATE IT, A LOT. :D