IRA'S BACHELORETTE NIGHT.
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| Preparing at Ira's House. |
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| Final look. Haha. I know I looks weird. |
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| At The Arena. |
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| Finally, Rebel and we saw friends. HAHA. |
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| Want some kiss? PAY ME. LOL |
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| End of the night. Legs are like jelly and super pain already. |
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| Can't capture any clear group photo cause my camera dropped and spoilt. ): |
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| No I'm not the bride. HAHA. |
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| FINALLY. :D |
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| My Baby! (: |
GENTING.
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| My Little Princess just woke up. (: |
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| Now she knows how to walk on her own, she doesn't want us to help her anymore. ): |
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| My old man. (: >.< |
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| Princess Jiamin's hand. (: |
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| Old Man tired want to sleep. LOL |
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| I love Jeorgina. She can just make me laugh to my screen. LOL |
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| Granny! (: |
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| (: Outdoor Theme Park. |
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| Spaceshot. We didn't sit this cause the queue was ccccrrrraaaazzzyyyy! -.- |
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| I think queuing for the dinosaur boat or something. -.- Damn stupid. |
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| Yes, I'm scared of cold. -.- |
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| Not very haunted actually. LOL |
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| Dinner at Hou Mei. Super expensive. LOL |
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| Queen. |
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| Boyfriend taught her the '7' sign now she keep doing it. -.- wth. |
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| Queuing for her ride! |
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| Love her! |
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| Still queuing for her ride. LOL. |
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| See she smile until so happy! |
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| Little girl wanna help with the luggage! |
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| Our Lunch. |
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| My Baby Lynn and my hair before I cut, trimmed and rebond. LOL |
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| Aftermath. :\ I cut my fringe to bangs without rebonding it and trimmed about 3inches of my hair length. :\ Previously it was almost touching my ass crack already. :| Heh. |
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| New addition to our Lai family, 阿吉! (: |
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| He wants to go out when everyone is leaving.. So he's like ' begging ' my cousin to bring him along. LOL |
And so as you saw, I went to a few places and an event. A short vacation back to hometown and a night crash at different clubs the night before. It was totally tiring and no, I'm still suffering from the accumulated amount of tiredness for the like more than one week? -.- Great. Let me just update a little bit here and there. I've quite a few things in mind lately, all random and doesn't really link but I just feel like blogging it down. Or maybe before I publish I shall re-read again and see if I should move some of the content to my private blog instead. Hmmm.
I'm probably gonna get lengthy here in this post but meh whatever. Doesn't matter if you like it or not. IT'S MY BLOG SO TAKE IT OR LEAVE IT. >.<
Ira's Bachelorette night was a blast. We started with dinner at highlander then go around the clubs at Clarke Quay. It was really crazy and funny. Imagine having to walk on the 4inches heels and carry signboards and like all the barang barang with us walking around with the sexy outfit. -.- Yeah we wore corset top and a flarry skirt with gutters stocking. LOL It was damn funny because we're like flashing our ass to everyone. I have perky and big ass so that makes it even more obvious to be shown. But well safety pants we wore. Hahaha. So yeah. The night was crazy and Ira was gone at like 1am? HAHA. :\ So we ended the night having ourselves at Attica before going home and my poor poor Boyfriend was waiting for me at home cause he couldn't get me on my phone as it's on silent and was in the car boot! :\ And no, I didn't sleep. I napped for 15mins and had to get up to go to Genting. Sucks to be me. But oh well.. -.-
Genting wasn't as fabulous as I thought it would because the weather was good on the day we arrived but not the subsequent two days. -.- Outdoor Theme Park was like a waste because couldn't play much. But thankfully for the indoor theme park that we spent most of our time on cause we had Jeorgina with us. (: So in fact we spent like almost the whole time sitting at those kiddy rides with Jeorgina. But seeing her smiling and laughing really made my day even though the queue was like !$%^&* long. -.- And with the fact that my menses came right on the day we go to Genting, I wasn't really enjoying myself there. And at the same time, some stuffs happened when I was there so yeah. The trip was quite a down one other than having Jeorgina to be so happy. Meh whatever. But yeah still at least I don't have to go to the bloody office to face those adulterous and fake people. -.- Lalalala. >.<
And so I've got some thoughts lately in my head going round and round. Firstly, I don't know why but thoughts of my very bastard ex-boyfriend kept rushing in. For some reasons I think somehow I guess I still do care about whether he's dead or alive. LOL. Well, I meant it in a friend way but weird thing is, I just don't have anymore topics to talk to him about. -.- So I also don't know why the thoughts of him. I even asked myself, 'Am I gonna still be with him if he wasn't attached one month after I reject his patch-up request and actually waited for me?' It's funny cause I guess that was the only reason why I would wanna never go back to him ever again. Because he bullshit me. -.- If he had actually kept to what he said when we broke up, I guess I would probably still be with him. But oh well, I will never forget the day I cried so badly in my office after seeing the photos of the girlfriend and him back then, in his room. He told me 'Not I go after her one' But fact is, you two are together already so why the need to tell me who go after who? That's not even the point. -.- But honestly speaking, just today, I miss my youth days. Or maybe I miss our past, I miss us, I miss everything I used to have. Yeah, very 犯贱 but hello, I'm sure everyone will miss their past. Be true to yourself. -.-
Secondly, I was reminded of how dramatic my past relationship with my ex was like when I saw something. It reminded me of my break-patch relationship with my ex. Too dramatic and too much talking and preaching about how to make it better etc etc etc but end of the day? Still break up. -.- I don't know and I know I'm in no position to say or comment anything but I feel that when you feel that a relationship makes you keep crying and feeling upset, it's time to let go. Regardless of the amount of happiness you both once shared. Holding on will only cause more hurts in the future, this was said by someone to me. But whether the person who said this to me still think the same or not, I don't know. We all say, human change, true enough, I changed too. Just like everyone else. No doubt I miss my past a lot. Hmmm.
And lastly, I thought of my Boyfriend too. >.< Heh. He's not someone with very good looks, neither is he the smartest or the richest guy. He's just an average looking, average guy. But he has one thing that my past doesn't have. A heart that only do things for me. He's not someone who can give me the luxury I desire but he try to give me what he can best give. He's not the most good looking guy (among my ex-boyfriend la) but he has a character that is more beautiful than them. He's not the richest(among my ex-boyfriend too) but he's always working hard to give me the best that he can. And he, by far is the only one who can tolerate all my nonsense, temperamental character and always giving in to the male personality in me. And by the way, I'm not saying things to put my Boyfriend down and I bet with you a lot of girls are jealous of me because I have such a faithful, caring and willing-to-do-anything-for-me Boyfriend. He may not be the most good looking boyfriend I've had nor is he the richest boyfriend I've had but he is indeed one special Boyfriend I've had. I don't normally praise my Boyfriend but just cause of my recent thought I'm actually having thoughts like these. Haha. It's funny I know but I love my Boyfriend. >.< I have always love him. Just that sometimes I guess it's my ego playing me out that I don't want to admit how much I do love him. Okay fine, I guess he loves me more than I love him. HAHA. But that's not the point because the point is I love him. HAHA! And hunny, I'm glad I have you. (:
Time flies so fast that I'm going to be in Raffles for the second year in no time. It's just like how time flies and I'm with Boyfriend for a year already though in between so many things happened. Heh.
In life, we always hear people saying things like ' it comes a point we realized who is worth it, who isn't, who will always stay, who wouldn't ' those kind of thing. I guess it's a phrase in life, it's about how we look at life and how much we've seen in life. But one thing for sure is that every minute we're learning something. Everyday we're learning something. Today I learnt that no matter how bad things are, a smile warm our heart.
Guess the level of perfection in life, will and has always been up to an individual judgement.
Uhh~ I miss Ben gong gong and his girlfriend. (: