永别了吗？

Came home to realised that whatever belongings that you left here, my mom asked my sis to throw them away over the weekend.

The heart got a bit of stung feeling when my sis told me that but somehow I should be glad my mom made that move.

The strap on the watch from you broke last week. I'm still contemplating whether to have it fixed or just get a new one.

The necklace from you will be replaced by a new one soon.

Speechless. I don't know what to say suddenly.
I wish for Mr.I to be here so I could ask him for a comforting long hug.

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Paths.

Walking on the paths that you've walked.
Creating my own memories without you.
That's a really good experience! :)
Like Mr.I said, I should be brave to face everything.
I'm trying to and I will! :)))

I've been away for a few days and I'm feeling all good now except that I've been thinking of Mr.I my whole trip and can't wait to be back. :(

Mr.I has been so so so so busy that he doesn't even have time to pick up my calls or return my missed call. :( been almost two weeks since I last saw him though I spoke to him on the phone last week before I flew. I'm missing the smell of his car, his perfume and all his silliness that made me smile. :( basically I just miss seeing him. Arghhh! :'(((((((

He told me he's gonna work until 1am tonight and he woke up at 6am for work today. I hope work won't be too taxing on him and he watch his health too. hope to see him soon cause I bought stuffs for him. :/ But he has told me beforehand that March and April will be really busy for him with the amount of projects he has on hand. But still... :(((( endure Kat endure!

Sometimes I really wish I have car license so that I could drive the very tired Mr.I home so he can rest in the car instead of having to stay focus while driving. Sigh. I need to get that soon! It's in my wishlist for this year!

Update soon!

P/S: I hope I can have Mr.I to myself for ONE WHOLE DAY soon. :( and I miss you.

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Goodbye.

Tata SG.

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Memories.

11 Nov 2010.

11 Nov 2011.

4 Mar 2012.

I trusted you.

I trusted your words.

Someone.

I want someone like this. :)

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Bliss.

Happy girl going to JB in Mr.I's car. :)

Trimmed my fringe. :)

Baby dyed her hair and I trimmed my hair. 

Thanks to Mr.I. My initially not-so-obvious blue black became so obvious!

Mee Sua! :) Favourite!

Hello with the new hair. :)

Hahahaha!
I received a call immediately right after I finished reading the last text!
Hehehe! 

In our life, there will always be someone we love more, we care more about.
There will always be someone we love lesser, we care lesser about.
But who is this person, have you realised?

Weekend was simple and lovely. Went to JB with Mr.I and my friends. :) Well, we always do the same thing whenever we go JB. Seafood, massage, eat, walk etc. Haha. Wanton mee was nice and the 7-up game that we played cause we couldn't finished our food was funny. Hahaha. 

Hmm, went in about 3+pm and reach SG about 3am. Gosh. 12 hours. Everyone was dead tired but I guess Mr.I and Jek were more tired cause they're the driver. :\ I can't be of much help to Mr.I cause I can't drive. During the jam to JB he was teaching me how to deal with the gears and clutch etc etc and he kept grumbling to me about how sore his foots are. LOL. Other than that the almost 45mins of jam, he told me about his work, what happened and what he did etc. I think I kinda like listening to him telling me about all these stuffs cause I can see how happy he really is with his job. His eyes are shining and he's smiling as he talks about it which I think it's a very good thing! I guess as long as he's enjoying it, it's what that matters. Though he's kinda getting busy this month yet he's still trying to fork out some time to meet me whenever I call him or text him. >.< I hope he takes good care of himself cause I really don't like to see him being sick. :\ 

And so, that day our 7-up without any food was truth and dare. I got the truth and Rick was asking me ' Are you happy today? ' a very general question and what I think was really great was I answered ' Of course I'm happy ' without any hesitation. Well, I'm always a happy girl with Mr.I around! ;) So yes, truth be told, I love being around him cause I don't have anything else in mind except for smiles and laughter. :) He makes me happy and that's what matters I guess. :) Thanks for being with me when I needed someone the most. :') 

Eddy was back from Taiwan on Sunday and we went to fetch him to get our loots from him. HAHA. I got my Tai Yang Bing from him as well as my facial wash that he helped to buy from DFS. Why am I spending so much money on my face?! Meh! But I think that's important! LOL. Hmm, first I think I need to sleep more cause without enough sleep talk is useless. But I'm getting really busy this coming two weeks! My schedule is fully packed until end of the month already! -.- Gosh. It's a good thing actually, better than locking myself at home and restricting myself. I'm a happier me now which I think all my friends have been wanting me to be. :) 

I had this conversation with Jason the other day and he was telling me to do things following my heart and not what others want me to do. Just like my friends want me to be happy but if my heart doesn't want to feel happy or be happy, I will never truly be happy. So he told me that if I do things by listening to what others want me to be, I will never ever truly be happy because that way, I'm leading a life that others want and not what I wanted. Having to thought through it, I think it makes a lot of sense. I always listen to others in the past and do what they wanted me to do. But was I truly happy? No I'm not. It's just like what Mr.I told me as well. He told me to be myself and just be happy. Do what I want and let those burdens go away from me. 

I guess I've straighten out my thinking and that's why I'm smiling much more now. :) 

I'm finally leading MY OWN life rather than someone else's life. 

Thank you Jason, thank you Mr.I. :') 

<3 XOXO

Hello Weekend! :)

Hello Friday, it's Saturday tomorrow and I'm looking forward!

Saw this on facebook last night and it's totally true about me.

Darling boy has been with us for about 2 weeks now. Super cute!

I shall not let what happened in one day dampen my mood for the rest of the days. I shouldn't fail everyone's efforts in making me a happier me. :)

I'm loving my weekends! Cause I'll get to see Mr.I for almost one whole dayyyyy! And it's kinda bad cause I feel that I'm starting to rely on him.. quite a bit. Take for example what happened yesterday, I had the urge to call him and talk to him and whine to him etc etc but I didn't cause he was sick the day before and I thought maybe I should let him rest more. Hmm. 

I can't wait for tomorrow now!!! I'll be seeing happy pill and we're all gonna have a great day out! :D

Maybe I should just ask Mr.I for a tight tight hug. 

It has been a long time since I got one. 

Okay, I'll do that tomorrow. :p

Unexpected Call.

Received an unexpected call from you yesterday which I hesitated for quite a while before I pick it up. Well, technically I was expecting NO CALLS/TEXTS or whatever forms of contact. Having to block me on facebook, MSN, Yahoo etc etc which I don't know why the need to do that. Why would I even expect a CALL/TEXT? 

Mixed feeling when I saw the name appeared. Disappointed was one of them probably cause I thought it's someone else. -.- But well, I picked it up anyway and you asked how am I. Hmm, what a weird question when 3 weeks ago you can't give a fuck about me and asked me to fuck off. But later I realised you needed my help, that's why the call. Getting your stuffs is the secondary and helping you to restore your contacts is the primary. I was actually a little shock but then I thought to myself for some time and figured that you're just trying to make use of me, again. If you would go to such extreme extend to block me on everywhere, you expect me to treat you normally? I have no idea what's on your mind, what are you thinking, what is your motive and what are you trying to do. 

Didn't it come to your mind that going to such extreme extend like blocking me everywhere will lead to me not wanting to associate myself with you? Didn't it come to your mind that treating me this way will only make me not want to be nice to you anymore? I used to do a lot of things for you because you're my boyfriend. Who are you now to ask help from me after all that you've done? Is that what you call ' friends '? I think right now we're worse than strangers. You think I'll be nice to strangers? Honestly, do you even have to go until this extend? It's not like I'm gonna strike any conversations with you anymore since you said that's what you wanted. Are you thinking by doing all these will make me hate you? lol. I don't know but I feel you need to have a lot of changes in your mentality. And of course, no offense but you need more matured friends who will think and act their age. 

You said ego is very important to you. Then you must have put down quite a bit of ego to make that call to me. But I can only tell you your stuffs are ready for you to collect and I will be very busy for the coming future. 

You still do affect me a little somehow. 

But I won't let you become my weakness anymore. 

I Love Surprises! :)

Movie date last Friday! :)

Went to pray on Sat and I got a good one!! ^.^

Pleasant surprise in the morning!
In case you're wondering why I said he's early..
That's because he don't normally wake up this early for work!
His working hours is like 3pm-5pm though it's supposed to be 9am-6pm. -.-
Yesterday was because he had site show the whole day from 10am.

Mr.I reach an hour earlier and waited for me downstairs. :\ 

Aiyo why so sweet.
Always accommodating me.
Sweetness overdose!

Went for lunch at Ah Chiang!
My favourite porridge!

Mr.I was afraid that I'm not eating enough and bought this for me as my tea-break snack!

I had a great Friday evening eating my favourite dry Mee Hun Kuay at Lorong 5 and then was movie Jack The Giant Slayer followed by bowling at downtown and ended the night with Jalan Kayu prata! I managed to clear half of the prata! Which is already better than the 3mouths of prata the week before! :) 

Spent my Saturday afternoon with Lynn and the night at Liquid Empire where Mr.I gave me a surprise! Hahaha. Thank you! I love how you surprise me! ^.^ 

Sunday was spent chilling at Bliss for 4 hours. 

I had a pleasant monday morning having Mr.I's text to go for lunch together and he's being a total sweet dope by always being so accommodating and pampering me! He reach an hour earlier which resulted in me going for early lunch cause I didn't want him to wait for too long though he told me to 慢慢来. And upon getting up his car he handed me my tea-break snack! Hahaha. It has been a longgggggggggggggggg time since anyone been this thoughtful and sweet towards me. Lunch at my favourite porridge and Mr.I share the same taste as me, we both ordered the same thing. >.< As I left for early lunch, we went back to the coffeeshop at downstairs for a drink before he go for his one of the many site show for bidding. I had a lovely afternoon! :) 

Can't wait for Saturday nowww! We're going JB!!! 

Happygirl_88. 

I'm waiting for Mr.I to bring me to Garden by the Bay for night view! 

He said it's very beautiful!

X

While Waiting...

TGIF but I'm in office waiting for Mr.I to pick me up. 

It's 7:06pm now and I'm still waiting for Mr.I to reach my office. Times like these I always tends to over-think a lot. Like, is he driving safely? Is he rushing here? Cause if he is I hope he don't cause I don't want him to drive recklessly and I don't want anything to happen to him. I will wonder if he's too tired to drive or if he's okay. All these thoughts will not go away until I see him standing in front of me. I guess I've always been like this.. As long as the person is out of my sight, I will always over-think. Maybe because of the insecurities in me, I always worry too much. No point worrying for the inevitable but I just can't help it. It's just in me. 

So now, I'm hoping you can reach here safely and we will have a good night today! :) 

Please drive safely and be safe. 

X