Oh.

Apart from that much of happiness about Ben's return, let me just update on yesterday. =)

Woke up late. =\ So went to work myself. Sian. After work Pris Love dropped me off at Tiong Bahru to take train to Clarke Quay. Supposed to meet Terry Buddy but he was late! So I went to the interview myself. =\ Waited for an hour before I could actually start being inerviewed. LOL. And then the interview took like another hour. -.- LOL. Everything went out well just that I'm required to pay for the portfolio. =\ Grr. I'm interested cause their projects sounds fun and I wanna gain some experience! =) Messaged Shan to ask her about iModel. Not that bad afterall! Haha. I need to find new things to do, remember? Yeah I found one. -.- Freelance Modelling. LOL!!! I'll get the photos of the Portfolio. So when I post them up don't LAUGH! -.- Hahaha. Will be dressed in 6 different images. Haha. Which includes, ELEGANT. -.- Elegant? The word elegant on me? HAHAHAHA. WHY NOT?! Maybe I'll be more girly. -.- Eeee I can't imagine that. But well, I need to do some changes to myself. =\ ANYWAY, Buddy waited for me for more than an hour! Cause he was late for meeting me and when he almost arrive, I started my interview! -.- Wth. Yeah so after the interview we head to Powerhouse for a while. Met up with Cheryl and Wendy. Sean came much later. But I left at 11-ish cause I'm darn tired. Buddy left with me too. =) Home about 12:45am. Then stone at my living room, bathed and sleep. 2-ish I think. Hahaha. That's all for yesterday.

And today! I don't know yet. Working just started about 4 hours ago. But I've nothing to do now. Boss went out for meeting with my in-charge. So I'm god damn free. -.- But effing bored. Like wasting time. -.- Omg. Grr. Lunch time soon! YAY! ^.^ hungry hungry! Hahaha.

Oh!

FOUR

MORE DAYS TO BTT!

DAMN IT.

I'm too smart to sit for the test. =X
heh heh. ^^

Ewks. I'm going to a strange place tomorrow.
East Coast Park.
It sounded super strange to me.
Sounds as though it's somewhere I've not been for decades. -.-
Oh where's my skates?
Need to look for it tonight.
Probably thrown somewhere at home.
Ohh well..... -.-

Saturday I'm going to help Ang to do coaching.
And then again, it's a freaking time to find my heel brakes.
Where's it?
I have no freaking idea. -.-


Have fun finding, Kat. -.-
Grr.

Bleahs! =P

3rd July 2009, Friday.
I was sleeping at home all the way. -.- Until about 3-ish my Queen woke me up and ask me to get ready to go Granny's for lunch. Got up and Terry Buddy messaged me asking me where am I etc. He wanted to meet up. Cause he got fired from Expo. -.- Wth. Went to meet him up at Far East after lunch, get ready etc. Which was about 5-ish. Buddy gotta go for work at Mustafar so I went to meet my Girlies. =)) Met Steph at Plaza Singapura. Sherine and Marie was late. Haha. Then went to walk around for a while and had dinner at MOS Burger. =) It has been some time since I ate MOS Burger. Before that went to get our Rings. =) Four of us wearing the same ring. With all our names lasered in it. ^.^ Can't wait to see the rings! =) After dinner went to have a drink at Starbucks - Cathay. I really miss starbucks a lot. Hell a lot. =( Miss the smell.. Miss the working environment. =( Even Steph agree with me that F&B line is better! More fun! =( I mean, I've nothing against office job. It's just too plain and boring. -.- A person like me won't like it. I'm like Queen, we like to be doing things, moving around and doing things we love.. Not something that needs us to sit, do nothing and stare blank. -.- That's just to dull and boring. Haha. Maybe not at my age? Like Steph said? Steph said that at my age it's time to explore different kinds of jobs and of course, doing something that I like instead of dislike. But.. Hais... =( Will think about it. Went to meet some friends at Yishun after that and Nicole joined us for a while. Slacked and talked and etc. Yeah, Slept at 6-ish 7? I don't know. I just can't sleep. Insonmia. =(

4th July 2009, Saturday.
Woke up about 1pm. Had lunch until about 3pm. Then get rest for another while. Bathed get ready then went over to Granny's for dinner. Then head to Powerhouse to meet up with Angel Darling and Sean etc. Huiyun was there a little later than me. Aziz signed her in and we went to the Members VIP on the second floor. Sean booked a table cause it's his birthday celebration. Angel Darling was moody. Hais.. Every week I see her, she's sad.. I just don't like this feeling. I don't like to see her hurting herself with alcohol and seeing her doing all the silly things to herself. Hais.. Sean's sisters brought her back and Sean MIA for a while. When I see him again, he puked in front of Powerhouse. -.- What's wrong with them? Omg. Sean then left for home after some Drama at Powerhouse and I continued the party with Cheryl and Wendy. Went to meet up with the ICians. But I was gone soon after I met them. LOL. Went to find some friends and went to the dance floor with them. Haha. MARCUS CAN WALK! OMFG. I CAN'T BELIEVE IT! MARCUS WAS WALKING!!!!!!!!!!! AND WILSON, THE BOTAK IS OUT! hahahaha. =x Dance etc. Then went upstairs with the girls and drink a bit. And it's almost 4am. Went to the smoking terrace a while then head to supper with Matt and Cheryl. Before I left, my friend, Chris said something to me. He tapped me on my shoulder and said " Kat Kat. I hope you find me cute okay? " HAHAHAHA. EFFING FUNNY. I think he's drunk or something. He was so funny. The whole night at Powerhouse he saw me, he kept pushing my head. Damn retarded. James was like, ' Kat, I think Chris wanna jio you lahh. ' Yeah he said it in front of Chris. -.- Hahaha. Even if it's real, I don't think Chris will dare to admit. So embarrassing! If it's me, I would feel that lohh! LOL. But yeah, Chris was a bit weird. Supper was at Macdonald's. Chris and Sebast and one guy joined us after that. LOL. The whole supper we were all listening to Chris saying ' Eh I fucking cute sia. ' He was sitting beside me, so I turned and face him, gave him that -.- look and asked him ' eh you never take medicine is it? ' Haha. Then he claims that he's sobber etc and still say he's cute. -.- Me and Cheryl was like, WTF. Oh Wendy finds him cute and got his number from Matt. LOL. And we were all teasing him about that. Cause they have been messaging since then. LOL. After eating, Me and Cheryl went over to Sean's place. Yeah, slept about 6:30am? -.- Tired!

5th July 2009, Sunday.
Woke up about 1pm. Then left Sean's place about 1:45pm? Cause Sean's going out for lunch with family. LOL. Then Cheryl, JY and me went to have lunch over at one of the India store near Kembangan Mrt. Haha. Food's not fantastic. Head home after that. I was feeling cold the minute I went on the train. Until I'm home, bathed etc, I'm still cold. Slept after I bathed. But was effing cold then. =\ Woke up about 10pm and went to downstairs coffeeshop with Queen and my Princesses to have dinner. Back home after dinner and hide under my blanket. Feeling cool thus, don't dare to leave my bed. =\ After tossing and turning for a while, got up and went to the living room and watch a show with my Family. Went to bed soon after the show ends. Talked to Dear Friend for a while. Sleep after that.

6th July 2009, Monday.
Didn't go work cause I wasn't feeling well. Was feeling cold since the night before. Am afraid I'd get fever and get send back home. So I'd rather stay home. -.- Rot at home the whole day. Yeah, I literally sleep the whole day. Didn't eat lunch. Which is good? I wanna lose weight! =\ Feeling fat recently. =( Got up, got ready and went to Granny's for dinner. Back home, rot again. Then now, sleep. And it's 3am. -.-

Goodnight people.
=)

Updates. *Edited.

Okay. Let me just do an update on my life. =\

Been lazy to blog. Feeling tired and lazy. *bleahs*

Okay. Last week was more on MCs. First was fell down then was sick. -.-

Friday, went to work half sick then back home and went out with Dennis and Jaslyn to have dinner at Spize. ( Is this how it's spelled? -.- ) Then Dear Friend came over to meet us after dinner. Went over to Walter's chalet for a while before heading to Dear Friend's. Dear Friend changed and we went to St James. Clubbed and went back to Dear Friend's.

Saturday, Woke up at 9am and get ready to go out while Dear Friend sleeps. Wheelock by 10:10am. Waited for the two KUKUs. But end up I gave up. Cause it's almost 11am. -.- So I went up the tattoo shop to discuss the design etc with Deon and when he just nice finished drawing the design, they both just reached. -.- Idiots. Appointment was suppose to be at 10am! Wth. Yeah, went for a puff before heading back and start everything. I got a bit freak out when I first hear the sound of the machine and needle! -.- For outline there's only one needle and it's so loud! Damn scary. -.- At first it wasn't painful. Not until it reaches my hip bone area! That area is the most paindful one, bearable though. For your information, I'M SUPER SUPER SCARED OF PAIN! But after I done this body art, I realise it's not that painful actually. =) haha. Now, I've overcome my fear of needles, but I'm scared of tissue now. -.- Jaslyn and Dennis will know why. They saw how I shivered when the tissue is wiping on my art. -.- And that look on my face. Anyway, thanks for accompanying me. If not, I think I'll be more timid than what I usually is. After everything, Dear Friend meet up with us at Cineleisure for lunch and we watched a movie. A damn retarded and stupid show. -.- Monster VS Aliens. It's good for laugh. But don't watch it on weekends. Don't bother wasting your 10bucks. Then all of them came to my place and slack while I bathe and get ready. Left home at 8-ish and head to Dear Friend's. Was listening to all the different ' Apologise Remix ' and chatting to Terry Buddy. LOL. Funny. After Dear Friend took forever to change then we head to St James to meet up with some friends. Clubbed until 5? Then back to Dear Friend's.

Sunday, woke up close to 3:30pm then use computer. =x Dear Friend said : ' wake up only computer. ' Haha. =\ Then had lunch, watch TV a while and went to watch Bleach with Dear Friend. Can't remember how many episodes we watched. But it's the longest Espada fight! -.- Grr. Cannot die one. Wth. LOL. Stop at the episode where the Hollows are gonna go into the real world. -.- Then dinner with Dear Friend's family at Station Kitchen. Back to Dear Friend's after and Dear Friend get ready to go out. Dear Friend dropped me off at Pasir Ris. Thanks a lot. =) Then I head back home to meet up with Dennis, Jaslyn and Yun. They came up my place for a while then we head to Yishun Dam to slack. Slack until about 12:30am then Dennis send me home. Thank you! Slept about 4am cause I couldn't really sleep. Hais. Insonmia. LOL.

Yesterday, thanks to Dear Friend's message and I got up on time for work. LOL! Damn random. =x Cause my sisters are having holidays and no one wake me up. And I've got this bad habit of offing my alarm clock and continue my sleep. Greetings from Dear Friend in the morning do helps. Haha. Worked then head to Plaza Sing to send Dear Friend's bracelet for repair. Then get my book! FINALLY GOT IT OKAY! hahahaha. =) Damn happy. Then head to City Hall to meet up with My Babes. Been so long! Six of us! =) Nice meeting up with them! Love all my girls! =)) Was supposed to meet up with Dear Friend but since Dear Friend's tired so didn't. I went home and had a birthday Dinner with my family since it's my sister's birthday. Back home after dinner, upload photos to facebook then I went to bathe. Sleep after bathing, about 2am.

Okays, that's about it. =)
And ohh!

ZAC LIM, LISTEN UP.
I'VE NEVER THOUGHT I'D SAY THIS TO YOU.
BUT NOW, I WILL AND I WON'T REGRET.

" FUCK OFF FROM MY LIFE. "

GOODBYE.

Double O.

Last night Double O was......................................FUN. =)

FAVOURITE DRINK OF THE NIGHT = JAGGER BOMB.
Ohh, the first time I had this drink was..... Never mind, shouldn't think of sadness.

Anyway, yesterday A LOT of people turn up and I'm really really very happy/thankful! =D
From Inline Culture, there is Vivian, Lynn, Jaslyn, Maria, Cheryl, Ah Pu, Marcel, Aloy, Tai, Jeremy, Wilson, Javier. I THINK that's all. LOL.
From MTS only Ziyi. =((((((((((((((((
And WG, I have Edison, Vincent, Charlene, Mic, Desmond, Edward, Jojo, Nick.
And Last but not least, My Buddy, Terry! =D

22 People excluding me! =)
I'm soooooooooooooooo Touch! =D Thank you! I really enjoyed myself a lot. =))
My Birthday, will be a blast. ^^
And not forgetting, I'M NOT DRUNK! I'M JUST TIPSY! =DDDDDDDDD
Wilson, you lost to me! =)
And Lynn Baby! Thank you! YOU DRANK FOR ME LAST NIGHT! =) I love you so much!
*Note : Lynn Don't drink! But she drank shooters for me last night! =)
And Charlene too! =) Thanks for drinking half of that disgusting drink Edison gave me. LOL. =D

ALRIGHT~ I escaped last night. But tonight, I think I'm gonna die. =\ Darn! I don't wanna get drunk. I wanna dance and don't get drunk! -.- Ohh talking about dancing, OMG OMG I CAN'T SHUFFLE LIKE HOW I USED TO ANYMORE. =(((((((( I'm so rusty now. I need to practice more now. Edison was shuffling so well last night. Ron was asking me ' Kat that group of shufflers your friends? ' and I said yes he was ' WOW! ' hahahaha. I wanna shuffle again! =((

I'm sorry if I made anyone of you worry about me. But I'm okay. Don't worry! =D

OH! I felt so ' expensive ' last night. =X
Cause on my neck, there are lots of Diamonds ( REAL DIAMONDS! ) and I was carrying a LV bag ( REAL LV K! ). I don't usually go out being so darn ' expensive '. =X So I was rather worried about my stuffs. =\ I'm afraid I might lose it. =\

Haha. Talking about stuffs. MY QUEEN BOUGHT ME THE SAME NECKLACE MY FRIENDS BOUGHT FOR ME! How Coincidence. And Queen made me wear all the pendants together in one necklace. =)) I FEEL SO PAMPERED. And I really haven't felt this for damn long. =)

THANK YOU QUEEN, FRIENDS WHO PAMPERED ME JUST LIKE A PRINCESS. =)

Yes, I wanna be Pampered. And my Darling is already doing so. One Birthday, Three presents. One Hand-made, One for me, One for US. =) How sweet. =D Thank you Darling. I love you! =D LOLOLOL!

Ohh! Thanks *ahem* for the Birthday Kiss. =) shhhhhhhhhhhhhh. =X

Okay, I'm suppose to get ready for Mic to come and Pick me up for my chalet! =)
AND AND AND, being a birthday girl is great! Cause people dote on me so much! =D Tsktsk.

OHH! some photos from last night first! =D




My Darling and I.


Birthday Girl!


Desmond, Kat, Edison. ( HAHA. THEY WERE MY...... =\)


FAVOURITE OF THE NIGHT! ^^


I wanna take with Vincent. Edison Extra! -.-




BYE!~

Sentosa!

i miss sentosa. and i wanna go sentosa before i go back malaysia!

so, everyone, grab your bikinis and beach wear!

TUESDAY, 16TH DECEMBER 2008.
MEETING TIME : 9AM AT HARBOUR FRONT HAWKER!


calling all those who wanna go sentosa!
ziyi, ask jireh along also! cause i'm asking IC's boys to go also. jireh can be close to them, but not gay k! =)
ICIANS, IF YOU HAPPEN TO SEE MY BLOG,
PLEASE RESPOND! =D
thank you very nice! ^^


bevan beh called me just now. and told me about his first day in tekong. -.- he cut his hair again.. not short enough mehhs? haha. ohh well, guys with short hair are nicer. =) don't fancy long hair guys. damn gay.. unless your face features fits the hair lahhs.. but still, i prefer short hair. looks fresher. =) i don't like to see guys with sloopy and listless face. guy suppose to looks as vibrant as possible. then it's show their confidence level and like the chinese said, forehead for guys must be seen so as to see brighter future. =D good. so all the army boys got bright future? have yet to be tested and proven eys? LOL.

well, glad that everything is fine for that brother of mine. just hope he'll be strong enough to go through everything. =) jiayou brother! =) he may not be able to see this but he will when he's out on christmas's eve. so yeah brother, be strong for this two years and you can go back to aussie for your uni k! jiayou jiayou! =)

alright, today is 12 december, so meaning i'm left with 8 more days in singapore. and i'll say byebye singapore for about 3 months. and i think by then when i'm back, bevan already POP and got posted to his unit. HAHA. not to worry, it's not very long.. it's just three months. =) i'll enjoy myself and keep you all update about me k. =) of course, i'm gonna miss my mom, my sisters and friends here. =(

ohh! my NCO friend wilson just call me.. ask me if i'm going to any clubs tonight. -.- why is there so many people asking me to club this today? lOL! i told him if it's next week then i'll go. not today. too tired already. woke up so early. -.-

and ohh! i fell in love with someone................ KIM SUN JIN! like two years since i last saw him???? =) he damn cute i swear! i asked him to take photo with me.. he just smile and knod his head... AWWW~ mesmorised by him. LOL. i'm so in like with him lahhs!!!! =D okay, that's beside the point. he's world slalom champion. maybe i should start learning to meet his standard. lOL. it's impossible man! i don't really fancy slalom.. a bit the gentle for me ah.. -.- okays, I SHALL START TO BE A GENTLE GIRL! =) when i'm back from malaysia, everyone shall see the different me. let me think of what i wanna do to myself.. =) of course, gonna have a different hairstyle.. hehees.

eh, i just realise i took so long to type this entry. -.- cause here and there got people call and message me. -.- and bevan just called me, again. so funny lahhs he. was talking to him about his day there and suddenly he said ' fuck light out already. ' then he was asking him campmates what to do for tomorrow. that blur cock. -.- stupid blur boy. -.- just hope he's gonna be used to the life soon bahh. if not he's losing out.. ohh and queen bet with me that he's gonna be an officer. -.- i say he might be in guards. HAHA. let's see who's closer. HAHA. lame sia my queen. but she's cute and i love her! =)

okays i wanna hurry type finish and get some rest. =D
actually, i don't what else to type already. -.-
damn it.

okays, byebye.
update soon.




if you only just get to realise i'm good to you,
it's a little too late.
cause i've been doing all these little things,
yet you never even realise.

Byebye Beebenggg.

last night went to double o and rebel. =)
great! =)

wanted to go to phuture. but was too late and so the tickets were sold out. =(
so we went to double o to drink.. was only me, bevan and calv at the beginning. jaslyn join us shortly after. bevan order this don't know what bomb drink. -.- asked me to drink. hmm, it's not bad lahh. but it looks scary.. =/ hahahaha.

before that had a few henessy shooters and drank tequilla pop with bevan. and order some side drinks lke vodka cranberry etc. drink quite a bit last night. haha. left double at around 1am. then walk over to zirca. but zirca for guy is 21 years old. so we went to rebel instead cause marvin and kai was there. not bad.. =) last time MOS's smoove. haha.

calv got damn high i swear! haha. everyone agree right?????? =) hehes. then stay there all the way until 4:30am then head to macdonald's. eat a bit then went home at 5:15am. home almost 6am. sleep 6:15am after bathing. haha.

that's about it for last night. i'll upload the photos later at night. cause i'm going out! =)

and ohh!
i saw a lot of old friends! =)





does other people even envy us?
you made it impossible..

Double O-ed. =)

sorry for the lack of updates. ohh well, i'm gonna be away for a long time, so get use to it. =D

gone to dblO on friday night. been there with quite a few people. =) and, it's nice meeting up with friends i've not seen for very long.. and i miss them too. =)

surprised to know marvin is going also. and, met kay and aloysius. cool eys. been so long since i last saw them all. i miss all the late night hang outs. i want to meet them soon! before i go back to malaysia for a damn long time. well, i'm pretty sure i'm gonna enjoy myself in malaysia eys. =P hahas.

gonna be away for about 2 months? cool. =) gonna meet my area's MP on monday night. to ask help from him. heard he's a darn nice guy. GOOD. =)

saturday;
went to funan to get my ipod then to his place to get back all my songs. then to east coast and skated my night away. that's all. i'm lazy to type. so i shall let the pictures speaks. =)

party = crazy kat. HAHA.

getting ready. =)

done with my eyes. ha.

make up fully done, ask QQ to take photo with me. LOL!

outside dblO.

kat// pris love. ^^

kat//jaslyn.

kat//charmaine.

charmaine//pris love.

kat//kay. double K! LOL.

marvin//denise ( Marvin's Girlfriend. )

kat//nash.

kat says : ' lynn, i love you. will you be my girl? '

teqquila shots. =S

ladies...

gosh, so unglam.. but it was sour + salty. so imagine you're me.. -.-

who took my sexy back? LOL!

jaslyn//lynn

sister law and brother beh. LOL!

my queen wants him as god-son OR boyfriend. wtf? -.-

a kiss for you baby! =)

hi BROTHER. -.-

we took so many photos cause i ask him to take properly but he's trying to be funny. -.-

now i'm trying to be funny. heh.

bevan : bleah. kat : GRRR!

hey, marvin, red bra is hot right? LOLOL!!!!!

eh smoker siam! LOL! =P

stick to the wall. lOL!

bevan you failed to imitate me! -.-

mine's longer! =)

bevan beh was high after this photo. lOL!.

my fat legs. -.-

bevan : yayy... lynn : _|_

aloysius. lynn say he's cute. LOL!.

kat//aloysius. =)

bevan : got me or not got me or not. got me can already.
wtf?

double O says goodnight.

stairway to hell.

group photo. =)

clubbing makes me feels like i'm in the heaven just for that little few hours. and once the music stops and i've gotta go back to hell. why?

i felt like i'm being push into the hole of suffering. i'm suffocating, but i'm don't know how to make myself feel better other than going to clubs. perhaps this is the only places where i can get crazy and forget about all unhappiness.. even if it was just that little while, at least for a moment, i forget everything else.



i'm sorry i know i've hurt you. do understand that at this point of time, i need what i think could help me forget about unhappiness and not someone who just know how to find faults in me and scold me. stop comparing yourself with others or me cause it's not worth it. it only gives the opposite result of what you wanted. don't make me stay away from you forever. let me breathe. since things are already like now, please just give me my own time to breathe. don't bother about me just like the way i did to you. i need my own space to breathe, just like you need yours.