and so my friend said,

‘好好的想想看，如果真的不适合就快点分开’

True enough. 

Ending it might be the best for him since he only want to do things his ways. 

i'm pretty much done going things his ways and all he do was making me go his ways. 

having to do what he wants me to do all the time is draining me out. 

i'm tired.

and i don't feel like doing anything anymore. 

i've lost that special feeling he gave me on V day. 

since he's not going care about how i will feel, i'm gonna only care about my own feelings now.

i've not really spoken to him these few days but i guess that's fine with him too since he's not doing anything about it as well. 

i'm done having to always think about how he will feel.

warnings, i've given them but never at once he took my words seriously. 

i'm really tired trying so hard to make things work now when he's not even trying at all. 

i have my pride and ego too but i forsake them for him and i know he's not gonna do anything like this. 

no need to look too far, just by looking back in january and february, things changed way too much. 

i don't want to always be the one having being told to make changes. 

i'm who i am, i don't want to lose myself like my friends doesn't want me to lose myself. 

giving me all sorts of excuses and changing topics all the time doesn't help to make things better, i hope you understand this long ago but you never do. brushing things off won't make me feel any better but worse. 

i'm done listening to all your cock and bull excuses.

think about it, mr kuek.