hahas. now at kris's house. she's helping miee with the blog skin thingy. hahas.
hmm, darling, thank youu sooooooooo muchh for this. hehees. buy youu yourr ice cream next time kayys? new year coming, must go my house bai nian!!! hahas.
err, i was forced to write this entry before i go home!!! hehees. okiees. darling, my job is done! i cann go home lerx!!!! :)
anyway, thanks a lot!!! i love youu!
Sunday, January 22, 2006
kristeena*
haha. life is sooooooooooo boring. was raining today, like so very heavy. and while i'm typing this, someone is staring at ME. haha. shall not say who that someone is, yet. enjoy the suspense ! =)
we played this very super lame game just now. soccer ~ i was the arsenal team, and SHE, controlling the Man United players. and the game ended with a draw la. but i swear i could have won the game hands down ! (she said LOL !) but it's true what. i had two one on one chances with the goal keeper. haha. except that i squandered my chances away. wasted.
it's pretty much obvious by now that i am not that IRRITATING CHEE SIM LA. (she said LOL again, haha) it's kristeenaaaaaa here. don't have as much stuff to write as the original blogger, so i shall LOL LOL LOL my way through this entry and bore all of you out there. what else should i write to fill up this entry ? hmmmmm. ahhhhhhhhh. ehhhhhhh.
anyway, back to business, irritating girl is at my house now. she's sooo tired. and i'm not letting her return back home ! nothing much already, except for watching my bro play resident evil 4 ! damn scary.
haha okay bye ~
kristeena.
we played this very super lame game just now. soccer ~ i was the arsenal team, and SHE, controlling the Man United players. and the game ended with a draw la. but i swear i could have won the game hands down ! (she said LOL !) but it's true what. i had two one on one chances with the goal keeper. haha. except that i squandered my chances away. wasted.
it's pretty much obvious by now that i am not that IRRITATING CHEE SIM LA. (she said LOL again, haha) it's kristeenaaaaaa here. don't have as much stuff to write as the original blogger, so i shall LOL LOL LOL my way through this entry and bore all of you out there. what else should i write to fill up this entry ? hmmmmm. ahhhhhhhhh. ehhhhhhh.
anyway, back to business, irritating girl is at my house now. she's sooo tired. and i'm not letting her return back home ! nothing much already, except for watching my bro play resident evil 4 ! damn scary.
haha okay bye ~
kristeena.
Thursday, January 19, 2006
i'm happy finally! :)
hellos. hahas. i'm back again!! with the news of miee playing maple! hahas. remember miee saying that i don't like it whenn dada they all kill the cute monster? err, well, i still think the same but... no choice lahh. i'm playing too. hehees. so cute. :)
hmm, saw maria's tag today, asking miee whyy my blog so sad. well, my dear daughter, it's because of daddy. anyway, the unhappiness time has come to an end. it's timw for miee to be happy now yeaa? hahas. hmm, maria, must message miee and tell miee whenn youu're going ecp okiee? then i'll have dinner with youu alright? hahas. i bet it'll be at weekends right? never mind. i'll be there. :) haix, i just hope daddy and miee won't have anymore unhappiness then won't make maria curious whyy my blog so sad alright? keep smiling my darling, don't worry about mummy. :) youu arhh, better study hard alright? o level is important. time pass very fast. so youu must really make good use of all the time youu have to study. studies comes first. kayys? don't be like mummy last year, slack until last mimute then realise the importance of studies. mummy regret it lohh. haix. :( never mind. it's over and i tried my best lerx. :) maria, youu know whatt? i love youu! hahas. :)
dada, it has been almost a week since youu start schooling. hopefully yourr life in college east is good. we haven't been chatting since yourr school starts. well, i miss youu. a sad thing to say, i dare not tell youu personally. i keep having my feelings kept within my heart and dare not tell youu. writing in my blog, i don't know if youu'll get to read this but even if youu do, i don't mind. i just hope, i'll be more open upp with youu about my feelings when the time pass. i don't deny i'm afraid youu'll flirt in college east or maybe to the extend of betaraying miee. whatever it is, i hope it won't happen. dada, don't betray my trust towards youu. remember whatt youu promise miee? i thought of being selfish and suspect youu of having another girl but after asking myself, ''do youu choose to care about yourself or his future?'' i decided to choose yourr future. yourr future is muchh more important than anything else now. so i tell myself, no matter whatt happen. i must at least trust youu for the very least. even when i suspect youu of anything, i mustn't kick upp a big fuss over it without checking out the truth. dada, i'll try my best to compromise with youu and meet yourr needs. but i hope, for as long as i give in to youu, youu won't take miee for granted. okiees? love and miss youu always. muacks. :)
well, want to continue with maple lerx. take care everyone. :)
hmm, saw maria's tag today, asking miee whyy my blog so sad. well, my dear daughter, it's because of daddy. anyway, the unhappiness time has come to an end. it's timw for miee to be happy now yeaa? hahas. hmm, maria, must message miee and tell miee whenn youu're going ecp okiee? then i'll have dinner with youu alright? hahas. i bet it'll be at weekends right? never mind. i'll be there. :) haix, i just hope daddy and miee won't have anymore unhappiness then won't make maria curious whyy my blog so sad alright? keep smiling my darling, don't worry about mummy. :) youu arhh, better study hard alright? o level is important. time pass very fast. so youu must really make good use of all the time youu have to study. studies comes first. kayys? don't be like mummy last year, slack until last mimute then realise the importance of studies. mummy regret it lohh. haix. :( never mind. it's over and i tried my best lerx. :) maria, youu know whatt? i love youu! hahas. :)
dada, it has been almost a week since youu start schooling. hopefully yourr life in college east is good. we haven't been chatting since yourr school starts. well, i miss youu. a sad thing to say, i dare not tell youu personally. i keep having my feelings kept within my heart and dare not tell youu. writing in my blog, i don't know if youu'll get to read this but even if youu do, i don't mind. i just hope, i'll be more open upp with youu about my feelings when the time pass. i don't deny i'm afraid youu'll flirt in college east or maybe to the extend of betaraying miee. whatever it is, i hope it won't happen. dada, don't betray my trust towards youu. remember whatt youu promise miee? i thought of being selfish and suspect youu of having another girl but after asking myself, ''do youu choose to care about yourself or his future?'' i decided to choose yourr future. yourr future is muchh more important than anything else now. so i tell myself, no matter whatt happen. i must at least trust youu for the very least. even when i suspect youu of anything, i mustn't kick upp a big fuss over it without checking out the truth. dada, i'll try my best to compromise with youu and meet yourr needs. but i hope, for as long as i give in to youu, youu won't take miee for granted. okiees? love and miss youu always. muacks. :)
well, want to continue with maple lerx. take care everyone. :)
Saturday, January 14, 2006
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Well, now is almost 4am. i'm still wide awake. Yupps. Have to wake upp in an hour time so no need to sleep lerx bahh. Hahas. Working later. Haix.
Went to swensen again yesterday. However, the outcome isn't nice. I was rejected! Reason is that I couldn't work at least half a year without studying. Haix. i'm so sad. :( like so shit-ty now. Darling! Help! They said will be okiee but in the end I got happy out of nothing. Haix. Like so sad yeaa?
Hmm, finally, after a long period of quarrel with dada, things turn out to be better. We talked out and it's so dramatic lohh. Dada asked miee to choose between yes or no. yes stands for I want to leave him and I must leave him immediately, never to come back to him anymore. And no stands for we'll start all over again. At that moment, I was crying like waterfall, my mind is messy and heart isn't clear at all, how am I to make decision? He wants miee to give him the answer in one hour time and I doubt it's possible lohh. I didn't give him the answer still. Until the next day, which was a Monday, I gave him my answer at night after giving a serious consideration. Yupps. I never thought of leaving him from the start, all I need was time to make myself feel better so I could accept him again, but he's forcing miee to make a decision. I have no choice but to make upp my mind. Honestly speaking, at the spur of a moment, I did think of disappearing for a while but my heart don't allow because I know I couldn't let go of this relationship. Haix. But now, there's a promise between us, and it is that if he ever repeat the same mistake again, I will never think of going back to him, the only consequence is that I will leave him! He promised he wouldn't do it again. Now it's time for him to prove his sincerity by keeping his words well. I trust him not to cheat miee and I hope he really won't disappoint miee again.
Yesterday after going swensen, I went to meet dada at his house. He was playing maple, as usual! Like killing all the cute cute monster fun mehh?? I don't like. Irks miee whenever I see them killing the monsters. Haix. Then went to take dinner with dada and his brother at KFC. Then after that I go home and dada went to his boss's father's wake. Yupps. Then I make him go home before twelve cause he's having running nose. Want him to rest well mahh. Hahas. Thank god he's a good boy and he reach home on time. Hehees.
Haix, dada is starting school next Monday. i'm kind of worry for him. About his determination to study hard. I really hope he will really study for his own future and he won't be fooling around, wasting his time at college east. If that's the case, I rather he join the workforce now. Haix. Whyy bother to waste time there and in the end learn nothing at all. Haix, don't know how to open my mouth and tell him face to face. But, I know I will have to say it out soon no matter whatt. I will tell him soon, hopefully I will feel better after that. Dada, if youu ever read my blog, please, don't blame miee for being strict with youu now, I don't want youu to regret next time. youu've regretted once, I don't want youu to feel the same again. Please remember, my support will always be with youu no matter whatt. If youu're feeling stress or troubled, please, tell miee. I might not be able to help youu much, but, at least I know whatt is going on in your life, i'll be more relieve. And I know, by telling miee, youu won't be feeling that unhappy anymore. Lastly, if youu need miee by your side, let miee know and i'll be there for youu, now and forever.
Okiee lahh, enough of crapping. I need to get ready to go to work now. Will blog again de. Everybody, take care! Hahas.
Went to swensen again yesterday. However, the outcome isn't nice. I was rejected! Reason is that I couldn't work at least half a year without studying. Haix. i'm so sad. :( like so shit-ty now. Darling! Help! They said will be okiee but in the end I got happy out of nothing. Haix. Like so sad yeaa?
Hmm, finally, after a long period of quarrel with dada, things turn out to be better. We talked out and it's so dramatic lohh. Dada asked miee to choose between yes or no. yes stands for I want to leave him and I must leave him immediately, never to come back to him anymore. And no stands for we'll start all over again. At that moment, I was crying like waterfall, my mind is messy and heart isn't clear at all, how am I to make decision? He wants miee to give him the answer in one hour time and I doubt it's possible lohh. I didn't give him the answer still. Until the next day, which was a Monday, I gave him my answer at night after giving a serious consideration. Yupps. I never thought of leaving him from the start, all I need was time to make myself feel better so I could accept him again, but he's forcing miee to make a decision. I have no choice but to make upp my mind. Honestly speaking, at the spur of a moment, I did think of disappearing for a while but my heart don't allow because I know I couldn't let go of this relationship. Haix. But now, there's a promise between us, and it is that if he ever repeat the same mistake again, I will never think of going back to him, the only consequence is that I will leave him! He promised he wouldn't do it again. Now it's time for him to prove his sincerity by keeping his words well. I trust him not to cheat miee and I hope he really won't disappoint miee again.
Yesterday after going swensen, I went to meet dada at his house. He was playing maple, as usual! Like killing all the cute cute monster fun mehh?? I don't like. Irks miee whenever I see them killing the monsters. Haix. Then went to take dinner with dada and his brother at KFC. Then after that I go home and dada went to his boss's father's wake. Yupps. Then I make him go home before twelve cause he's having running nose. Want him to rest well mahh. Hahas. Thank god he's a good boy and he reach home on time. Hehees.
Haix, dada is starting school next Monday. i'm kind of worry for him. About his determination to study hard. I really hope he will really study for his own future and he won't be fooling around, wasting his time at college east. If that's the case, I rather he join the workforce now. Haix. Whyy bother to waste time there and in the end learn nothing at all. Haix, don't know how to open my mouth and tell him face to face. But, I know I will have to say it out soon no matter whatt. I will tell him soon, hopefully I will feel better after that. Dada, if youu ever read my blog, please, don't blame miee for being strict with youu now, I don't want youu to regret next time. youu've regretted once, I don't want youu to feel the same again. Please remember, my support will always be with youu no matter whatt. If youu're feeling stress or troubled, please, tell miee. I might not be able to help youu much, but, at least I know whatt is going on in your life, i'll be more relieve. And I know, by telling miee, youu won't be feeling that unhappy anymore. Lastly, if youu need miee by your side, let miee know and i'll be there for youu, now and forever.
Okiee lahh, enough of crapping. I need to get ready to go to work now. Will blog again de. Everybody, take care! Hahas.
Tuesday, January 10, 2006
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Haix. I'm back lerx. Well, like before. i'm unhappy today. Yupps. Still because of dada. Haix.
My heart seems to be bleeding since that day. I don't wish to write out whatt has happened but, I don't know. I cried again. :( Haix. Anyway, I hope I can pack all my unhappiness upp and carry on my happy life. I don't want to always cry or etc. Haix.
Well, don't know whatt to write lehh. Like very empty in my mind. Could it be because I haven't been blogging? don't know. Haix.
Went back to band for the CCA fair on last Friday. It was such a let down. Haix. So disappointed lohh. The band was less than 35 members! i'm extremely sad. And the marching squad. i'm more or less like, give upp? Haix, anyway, i'm out of band. Should be like, stay away from band stuffs? Maybe I really should. But one thing i'm happy about that day was, i'm back to BDS!!!!!! :) hahas. Nevertheless, my happiness could never cover upp my sadness. Never compare a moment of happiness to the long period of sadness cause this moment of happiness will mean nothing in the end. Haix.
Hmm, I don't know whatt to say lerx. Hope i'll update soon. Yupps.
Wednesday, January 4, 2006
malaysia days.
hi all. i'm back. now in malaysia. yupps. at the cyber cafe. wasn't feeling happy actually.
haix. feeling really sad. i've cried for the past three days, because of dada. some problems crop upp between the both of us and, it's a long story. just hope everything will be fine. and i seriously need time now. everything happened so fast until i couldn't get myself prepared to face it. i'm just too sad to comment on whatever things that has happened. don't wish to say
dada has been with miee in malaysia until yesterday night. we had happy days until 1st Jan 06. he went back to singapore on monday night. we had dinner with my family before sending him off. he went back with abiel, my sister's boyfriend. i said something very harsh to dada. at that moment, i wanted to cry but i hope back my tears. at that spur of moment, i really wish a car could just run pass miiee and i'll just die like that. i couldn't stop myself from having all those negative thinkings. i doubt i have a clear mind bahh. i just couldn't control myself. really can't.
haix. don't know whenn i want to go back. don't feel like going back actually. but, i can't. haix. don't know lahh. feeling so damn sad lohh.
haix. ,don't know lahh. don't want to blog lerx. take care to all.
haix. feeling really sad. i've cried for the past three days, because of dada. some problems crop upp between the both of us and, it's a long story. just hope everything will be fine. and i seriously need time now. everything happened so fast until i couldn't get myself prepared to face it. i'm just too sad to comment on whatever things that has happened. don't wish to say
dada has been with miee in malaysia until yesterday night. we had happy days until 1st Jan 06. he went back to singapore on monday night. we had dinner with my family before sending him off. he went back with abiel, my sister's boyfriend. i said something very harsh to dada. at that moment, i wanted to cry but i hope back my tears. at that spur of moment, i really wish a car could just run pass miiee and i'll just die like that. i couldn't stop myself from having all those negative thinkings. i doubt i have a clear mind bahh. i just couldn't control myself. really can't.
haix. don't know whenn i want to go back. don't feel like going back actually. but, i can't. haix. don't know lahh. feeling so damn sad lohh.
haix. ,don't know lahh. don't want to blog lerx. take care to all.
Sunday, December 25, 2005
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Hi! Today is Christmas Eve. i'm celebrating this day with dada. Also, today is dada and miee 41st month anniversary! Dada, HAPPY 41ST MONTH ANNIVERSARY!!! :)
Hahas. i'm at home now. Waiting for time to pass by miee so I could get ready to go out and mee t dada. Yupps. Haix, don't know where to go lehz. Orchard? Hmm, don't know lehz. Maybe there bahh. Hahas. But it will be super crowded lohh. How? Haix. don't know lahh. Ehh, don't even know where to have our dinner still think of where to go. Aiyoo. Hehees. Well, I still don't know! Kekeke. :p
Yesterday went out with huiwah. Went to Tampines mall. Buy present for mom and dad. Manage to get mom a present but not dad. Haix. How? Like, tomorrow is Christmas lerx lohh. God! Tomorrow is a celebration for the birth of Jesus Christ. :) Hahas. Ohhh yeshh, talking about Jesus, I just realized that Samuel was from cornerstone. Hahas. Like so coincidence arhh? Hehees. *yawns* I'm so tired! Feel like sleeping lehx. How arhh? Moreover, the sky like going to rain lerx. Like whatt sia. Christmas Eve and it rains. Hope it doesn't rain bahh. If not like so sianz lohh. Hahas.
Aiyahh, okiee lahh. Lazy to blog lerx. Will blog again. Hahas. Sorry to those who visit my blog very often, didn't update regularly. Paiseh. Hehees. :p
Hahas. i'm at home now. Waiting for time to pass by miee so I could get ready to go out and mee t dada. Yupps. Haix, don't know where to go lehz. Orchard? Hmm, don't know lehz. Maybe there bahh. Hahas. But it will be super crowded lohh. How? Haix. don't know lahh. Ehh, don't even know where to have our dinner still think of where to go. Aiyoo. Hehees. Well, I still don't know! Kekeke. :p
Yesterday went out with huiwah. Went to Tampines mall. Buy present for mom and dad. Manage to get mom a present but not dad. Haix. How? Like, tomorrow is Christmas lerx lohh. God! Tomorrow is a celebration for the birth of Jesus Christ. :) Hahas. Ohhh yeshh, talking about Jesus, I just realized that Samuel was from cornerstone. Hahas. Like so coincidence arhh? Hehees. *yawns* I'm so tired! Feel like sleeping lehx. How arhh? Moreover, the sky like going to rain lerx. Like whatt sia. Christmas Eve and it rains. Hope it doesn't rain bahh. If not like so sianz lohh. Hahas.
Aiyahh, okiee lahh. Lazy to blog lerx. Will blog again. Hahas. Sorry to those who visit my blog very often, didn't update regularly. Paiseh. Hehees. :p
Thursday, December 22, 2005
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As usual, i'm back to blog. Well, kind of a little unhappy. Haix. don't know how to say.
I woke upp very early today. Like, 8am? Yupps. Then went to the market and buy glutinous rice flour. Go home and make glutinous balls. Every year did this but this year, I got everything done faster than before. Hahas. Like happy lohh. Whole family is eating the glutinous balls I made. Of course, I couldn't have got it done so fast without someone's help lahh. My sister helped miee. But I did almost everything. she's just too slow! Next year must make her make faster. :)
Yesterday went out with Kris, Susu, Jaryl and saiful. Went to marina square. Bought Christmas presents. Hahas. I bought for my two younger sisters yesterday. Hehees. Have yet to buy mom's and dad's present. Ohhh gosh. Like so rush. Maybe tomorrow go and buy bahh. Hahas. After shopping with them, I went to meet mom at around 8+. Then go to plaza Singapura. It just so happen that ms shek call miee and spoke to miee about dada's thing. It totally spoils my mood for the day after the phone call. While talking to her, I feel so upset that I nearly cry. She told miee that dada couldn't go back to school because of his last year's N level result. Thinking back, it seems to be my fault because I had a serious quarrel with him last year and ended upp I went back to Malaysia for a period of time and this has caused him to give upp on his studies. If not for miee, he wouldn't have this ending. If not for miee, he could have scored well and continued his studies. Ms shek also tell miee that NS that side has called dada and want him to report to NS next year if he's not going to study. Now, he wants to study but he couldn't get into a school. NS, i'm really paranoid by these two letters! This really reminds miee of someone whom I shared my opinion on NS with him. I think I know whyy dada want to go back to school lerx. Cause he doesn't want to go NS now. Haix. Well, if he's going to study, he has to take upp private and his determination for studies has to be very strong. I feel so guilty. If only I have spend more time talking to him about going back to school once more. Haix. Feel like crying now. Haix. Yesterday, soon after mom had her dinner and we went to spotlight to get some stuff. I was so tired and I sit at one corner and wait for mom to get all the stuffs. I message alson and he called miee. I told him whatt happened and I really couldn't control myself, I finally cry while talking to him. He consoled miee and ask miee not to cry and that he'll call miee back again because he's working. So I said okiee and we hang upp. After mom gets all her things, we went home by cab. On the way home, I was thinking of whatt ms shek has told miee and because I cried, I fall asleep. Then I waited for alson's call until around 11:30pm. He called and talked to miee. Haix. So I told him all my unhappiness. I didn't tell dada that I was feeling unhappy. Cause he's out with Edmond and Terence. Like, how nice can alson be. Haix. Then we hang upp and i went to do my chores and got back to alson around 1:10am. He talk to miee until around 2am then both of us is off to bed on our own. Yupps. At least I feel better after talking to him and he made miee smile! :) Hahas.
Haix. Today, I tried to contact dada but he seems to be indifferent. So I got pissed. I never like people to be like this and he knows! i'm just worry about him that's whyy I bother to message him and call him to check where is he. At least I feel more relieve when I know his whereabouts. He don't reply my message never mind, I take it as he didn't see my message but when I call him, he just say, I can't talk now. Bye. I just want to know where he is, is it so hard to tell miee? My mood for today has fall to -100 from 100! Haix. I slept the whole day today. Well, like anyone care like that right? Haix. Feel like going back Malaysia now. i'm really unhappy!!!!!
Okiees. I think that's about all lerx. can't think of anything else to blog.
JARYL TNG!!! YOUU BETTER TAKE YOURR O LEVELS BEFORE ENTERING NAFA!! O LEVELS IS YOURR PASSPORT IN YOURR ENTIRE WORKING LIFE!!!
I woke upp very early today. Like, 8am? Yupps. Then went to the market and buy glutinous rice flour. Go home and make glutinous balls. Every year did this but this year, I got everything done faster than before. Hahas. Like happy lohh. Whole family is eating the glutinous balls I made. Of course, I couldn't have got it done so fast without someone's help lahh. My sister helped miee. But I did almost everything. she's just too slow! Next year must make her make faster. :)
Yesterday went out with Kris, Susu, Jaryl and saiful. Went to marina square. Bought Christmas presents. Hahas. I bought for my two younger sisters yesterday. Hehees. Have yet to buy mom's and dad's present. Ohhh gosh. Like so rush. Maybe tomorrow go and buy bahh. Hahas. After shopping with them, I went to meet mom at around 8+. Then go to plaza Singapura. It just so happen that ms shek call miee and spoke to miee about dada's thing. It totally spoils my mood for the day after the phone call. While talking to her, I feel so upset that I nearly cry. She told miee that dada couldn't go back to school because of his last year's N level result. Thinking back, it seems to be my fault because I had a serious quarrel with him last year and ended upp I went back to Malaysia for a period of time and this has caused him to give upp on his studies. If not for miee, he wouldn't have this ending. If not for miee, he could have scored well and continued his studies. Ms shek also tell miee that NS that side has called dada and want him to report to NS next year if he's not going to study. Now, he wants to study but he couldn't get into a school. NS, i'm really paranoid by these two letters! This really reminds miee of someone whom I shared my opinion on NS with him. I think I know whyy dada want to go back to school lerx. Cause he doesn't want to go NS now. Haix. Well, if he's going to study, he has to take upp private and his determination for studies has to be very strong. I feel so guilty. If only I have spend more time talking to him about going back to school once more. Haix. Feel like crying now. Haix. Yesterday, soon after mom had her dinner and we went to spotlight to get some stuff. I was so tired and I sit at one corner and wait for mom to get all the stuffs. I message alson and he called miee. I told him whatt happened and I really couldn't control myself, I finally cry while talking to him. He consoled miee and ask miee not to cry and that he'll call miee back again because he's working. So I said okiee and we hang upp. After mom gets all her things, we went home by cab. On the way home, I was thinking of whatt ms shek has told miee and because I cried, I fall asleep. Then I waited for alson's call until around 11:30pm. He called and talked to miee. Haix. So I told him all my unhappiness. I didn't tell dada that I was feeling unhappy. Cause he's out with Edmond and Terence. Like, how nice can alson be. Haix. Then we hang upp and i went to do my chores and got back to alson around 1:10am. He talk to miee until around 2am then both of us is off to bed on our own. Yupps. At least I feel better after talking to him and he made miee smile! :) Hahas.
Haix. Today, I tried to contact dada but he seems to be indifferent. So I got pissed. I never like people to be like this and he knows! i'm just worry about him that's whyy I bother to message him and call him to check where is he. At least I feel more relieve when I know his whereabouts. He don't reply my message never mind, I take it as he didn't see my message but when I call him, he just say, I can't talk now. Bye. I just want to know where he is, is it so hard to tell miee? My mood for today has fall to -100 from 100! Haix. I slept the whole day today. Well, like anyone care like that right? Haix. Feel like going back Malaysia now. i'm really unhappy!!!!!
Okiees. I think that's about all lerx. can't think of anything else to blog.
JARYL TNG!!! YOUU BETTER TAKE YOURR O LEVELS BEFORE ENTERING NAFA!! O LEVELS IS YOURR PASSPORT IN YOURR ENTIRE WORKING LIFE!!!
Wednesday, December 21, 2005
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Hi. i'm back. today's outing is cancelled. Because they say, they couldn't make it and therefore, it is cancelled.
Luckily, I still haven't got out of my house. If not i'm really going to get pissed and blast at jun Rong on the phone!! Haix. Feeling tired actually. I couldn't sleep until early this morning. Around 7.30am. don't know whyy. Maybe because of dada bahh. Haix. Today dada is going to Edmond's house to stay until Friday, or maybe Thursday night. For whatever reason it may be bahh. Just hope that he's well and I know with Edmond around, nothing bad will happen to him.
Got to know from dada yesterday that ms shek called him and told him that he's being rejected for going back to school and reason being was that he didn't do well for his N level last year. Like whatt bullshit lohh! Whatt nonsense!!! Bedok south is bullshit with that fat ass penguin as the principal lohh! she's a principal who breaks promise and never gain the student's trust like Mr Tay used to. In fact, nobody would want her to be our principal, if we have a choice! She can never communicate as well as Mr Tay with us. Mr Tay is just a few billions better than she is! she's just a fucking useless penguin!!! Arghh! Really very pissed off with whatever nonsense she has lahh. Like all craps lohh! she's only good at ruining people's future lahh! that's the best she could do out of nothing mann! Now Edmond say he would want to help dada, i'm more relieved lahh. With Edmond around, I doubt he couldn't do whatt he wants to.
Kayys, let's drop this. Haix. Miss dada. Will be spending my Christmas eve with him. it's our 41 months anniversary too! Hahas. Hmm, okiee lahh, lazy to blog lerx. Hope I update soon. Hehees. :)
Luckily, I still haven't got out of my house. If not i'm really going to get pissed and blast at jun Rong on the phone!! Haix. Feeling tired actually. I couldn't sleep until early this morning. Around 7.30am. don't know whyy. Maybe because of dada bahh. Haix. Today dada is going to Edmond's house to stay until Friday, or maybe Thursday night. For whatever reason it may be bahh. Just hope that he's well and I know with Edmond around, nothing bad will happen to him.
Got to know from dada yesterday that ms shek called him and told him that he's being rejected for going back to school and reason being was that he didn't do well for his N level last year. Like whatt bullshit lohh! Whatt nonsense!!! Bedok south is bullshit with that fat ass penguin as the principal lohh! she's a principal who breaks promise and never gain the student's trust like Mr Tay used to. In fact, nobody would want her to be our principal, if we have a choice! She can never communicate as well as Mr Tay with us. Mr Tay is just a few billions better than she is! she's just a fucking useless penguin!!! Arghh! Really very pissed off with whatever nonsense she has lahh. Like all craps lohh! she's only good at ruining people's future lahh! that's the best she could do out of nothing mann! Now Edmond say he would want to help dada, i'm more relieved lahh. With Edmond around, I doubt he couldn't do whatt he wants to.
Kayys, let's drop this. Haix. Miss dada. Will be spending my Christmas eve with him. it's our 41 months anniversary too! Hahas. Hmm, okiee lahh, lazy to blog lerx. Hope I update soon. Hehees. :)
Tuesday, December 20, 2005
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Now is almost 5.30am. I'm feeling unhappy. that's whyy this entry is here.
Argued with dada just now. Over little stuffs. Haix. I want him to sleep earlier because Edmond wants him to wake upp at nine in the morning. But he refuses. Therefore, I threaten him. By saying that i'll go out with someone whom he doesn't like. And it works! But he ask miee whyy I want to go out with that person and I told him that it was suppose to be a threat to make him go to bed. My intention was to make him sleep earlier so that he won't get scolding from Edmond. But ended upp he got angry. I apologized and everything was okiee after that. Until he suddenly mention the threat again and he got himself angry over it. He then pushes the blame to miee and says I was the one that started it. I mean, whatt cann I say? He said it that way and whatt cann I do? So I kept quiet. He then scolds miee for keeping quiet. Like, I talk also cannot, don't talk also cannot. Whatt does he want miee to do? Then I wanted to hang upp but he doesn't want. So I continued to keep quiet and he demand miee to say something nice to him. But I told him I can't because I don't like to talk when i'm unhappy. Then he keep asking miee to try but the problem is, I CAN'T!!!!! Like, whatt cann I do? Then I got frustrated and insist that I want to hang upp but he doesn't want to! And that really irritates miee!!! At last we finally hang upp because his battery is running low. Now i'm here blogging to make myself feel better. Hopefully after blogging, i'll feel much better and I could fall asleep cause there's a banditx outing today! Hope that he can sleep earlier so that he won't get scolding from Edmond for being tired today. Haix. Whyy can't he understand this? I don't want him to be scolded.
Everything was fine yesterday. We went to bugis, I bought the Christmas presents, and we went to have dinner at Breko cafe before going home. Whyy must unhappiness came in at the end of the day? Haix. Like so sad lohh! Sobs. Kayys lahh, feel better now. will blog again. Tatax. Take care.
Argued with dada just now. Over little stuffs. Haix. I want him to sleep earlier because Edmond wants him to wake upp at nine in the morning. But he refuses. Therefore, I threaten him. By saying that i'll go out with someone whom he doesn't like. And it works! But he ask miee whyy I want to go out with that person and I told him that it was suppose to be a threat to make him go to bed. My intention was to make him sleep earlier so that he won't get scolding from Edmond. But ended upp he got angry. I apologized and everything was okiee after that. Until he suddenly mention the threat again and he got himself angry over it. He then pushes the blame to miee and says I was the one that started it. I mean, whatt cann I say? He said it that way and whatt cann I do? So I kept quiet. He then scolds miee for keeping quiet. Like, I talk also cannot, don't talk also cannot. Whatt does he want miee to do? Then I wanted to hang upp but he doesn't want. So I continued to keep quiet and he demand miee to say something nice to him. But I told him I can't because I don't like to talk when i'm unhappy. Then he keep asking miee to try but the problem is, I CAN'T!!!!! Like, whatt cann I do? Then I got frustrated and insist that I want to hang upp but he doesn't want to! And that really irritates miee!!! At last we finally hang upp because his battery is running low. Now i'm here blogging to make myself feel better. Hopefully after blogging, i'll feel much better and I could fall asleep cause there's a banditx outing today! Hope that he can sleep earlier so that he won't get scolding from Edmond for being tired today. Haix. Whyy can't he understand this? I don't want him to be scolded.
Everything was fine yesterday. We went to bugis, I bought the Christmas presents, and we went to have dinner at Breko cafe before going home. Whyy must unhappiness came in at the end of the day? Haix. Like so sad lohh! Sobs. Kayys lahh, feel better now. will blog again. Tatax. Take care.
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