Thursday, October 17, 2013

What's Ahead of Us..


01 Oct - ECP Starbucks. I'm frequently there these days.
Together with Sky and Wilson. Haha. 

02 Oct - Nova's every Wednesday outing. The scamming gang. Haha.

02 Oct - Bought my calendar for next year! Gonna start planning trips!

03 Oct - Bought this killer heels for Xue Jing's wedding. Super pretty please!

04 Oct - I woke up to Love's good morning text, feeling super happy!

04 Oct - After the impromptu urban skate at Old Town ECP.

05 Oct - After almost 12hours of sleeping, we're out at 7:30pm on a Saturday. =)

06 Oct - Thank you for waking up at 11:30am just to send me to wedding lunch though you only slept like 3hours.
Muacks! xxx

06 Oct - Congrats Xue Jing!! This day is finally here!!

06 Oct - Gown from Bluebay, brings out the beauty in her even more.
Love said this gown is nice! =D

Reminisce. Year 2008. My two little sisters are so young!
This day, Love & I brought them out to ECP for dinner at Zen,
the restaurant that we used to love.

Reminisce. Year 2009, 14 February.
One of my best present received. =)


Reminisce. Year 2009, 14 February.
Favourite rose with a handwritten card filled with love. =')

11 Oct - TGIF!

Bruise from basketball.

11 Oct - The first time I get  5台自摸! Yes, I've been playing MJ. 

12 Oct - Breakie at airport with the two princesses and my prince.

12 Oct - After sending momsie off for her BKK trip and sending Princess Jiayi to Vivo, we're on the way home!

12 Oct - Supper at simpang.

12 Oct - Baby Red went hospital. =(

13 Oct - Love bought me this shorts about 7-8 years ago, surprisingly I could fit! =D

14 Oct - 一个能够让我依靠的男人 ♥ 


15 Oct - While Love was away for work, I took a break from work and went downstairs to feed them.

15 Oct - Helped momsie buy the drawers she wants from IKEA.

15 Oct - Watching Love's brother playing Dota 2 at 2:30am makes me wanna play too! xD

16 Oct - My day ended with you next to me. =D

I've been at the east side lately and I think Mom sort of got used to it. Haha. >.< But well, I did went home. I thought I would be able to maintain not seeing Love during weekdays (cause that's what we used to be before we were together) but somehow I think I'm starting to rely on him entirely. Rely on his presence, on his voice, on him, everything. =\ Bad thing but I think I'm addicted to my boyfriend. Hahaha. I can never get enough of him. The way he makes me smile, the way he makes me happy, the way he behaves etc etc. I can watch him all day and just smiling to myself like an idiot. LOL. Okay, I sounds like a lunatic but it's okay. Anything, as long as I'm happy. HAHA. 

Okay, let me updateeee....

01.10.13
Went to work and met insurance agent at Equity Plaza after work to listen to some policy before heading to Singapore Post for dinner with Love and his family. Sent his dad to AMK before we head to ECP starbucks to meet Wilson, Sky and Nicholas. Haha. Spent the night chatting there. Love sent me home about 2am.

02.10.13
Had bowling with Nova after work at International Plaza and went home after that.

03.10.13 
Went work and went home. 

04.10.13
Woke up to Love's morning text and feeling super happy. LOL. Went to ECP for skating but turned into an impromptu urban skating from town to Vivo which we left half way cause we're too tired and head back to ECP for coffee. After that went JB for supper with Wilson, Evan, Augustine, Geline and Tek. Back to SG and back to Love's place. 

05.10.13
Woke up late in the evening and after that met Wilson & Renji to go Rabbits to meet Rick. Head to ECP to meet Sky and Gavin for coffee at starbucks. Spent the night there talking and left about 2am  and back to Love's place to pick up his car before sending Rick home and me to take my stuffs. Back home (Love's) about 4am. 

06.10.13
Woke up at 10am to prepare for Xuejing's wedding lunch. Woke Love up at 11:30am and he sent me to Traders Hotel before going back home to pick his family up and go his Ah Ma's house. Love picked me up from Traders Hotel after my lunch and went back home for a shower before meeting Wilson and Rick for basketball near Macpherson CC. Jojo and Dennis joined us later and we head to 77 for dinner. Back home to shower and went to Breeze bar after. Haha. Back home about 3am. 

07.10.13
Met Love and QQ for dinner after work at 77 cause Love was working from home the whole day. MJ with Love, Evan, Augustine, Wilson and Jojo after that. 

08.10.13
Love picked me up from work and back home to shower. Dinner at 79 and went to meet Rick, Anli, Nam at Rabbits. Jojo, Wilson and Augustine joined us later at night. Left Rabbits at 2:30am with anger cause it was pouring very heavily and the staffs insisted us to leave the place even though we just needed a shelter before can head to our car. Very very bad service and doubt we're gonna go back there anymore. -.- Love sent me home after that. 

09.10.13
Went to badminton after work but didn't play cause I was having the time of the month and I don't really feel like moving, just feeling very tired. Love went out with Steve and I went home after the badminton session. The first thing Momsie told me when she see me home was ' Eh, why you come home? ' -.- HAHA. That should explain how often I'm home these days... 


10.10.13
Happy Birthday Kris. Though we used to celebrate this day in the past, like just the two of us but we don't practice that anymore. You have your reasons and I'm not gonna question you on that. " You don't have to know everything ", living my days with this now and I think I feel happier this way. Like Love told me " Let's not care about what other people is gonna say because it's their mouth and you can't stop them. Let's just be happy together. " Indeed, we're happier now that we care less. Love picked me up from work and went dinner at 77. On the way to 77 when we're in the car Love suddenly asked "要不要去拿BTO?" LOL. My reaction was 'Why leh?' and he said "因为我要娶你". he made me really speechless. I mean, what more can I ask for? The next question he asked was "以后如果要跟你求婚要怎样求?"HAHAHAHA. Where got people like that ask one?! Proposal suppose to be surprise ma!! >.< Rick called me when Love asked me that question and so I didn't answer him. LOL. But I'm happy just hearing that he actually have plans for our future. During dinner Love told me "一天没有看到你, 我很想念你" makes me go awwww~ hahaha. Went back home to rest after dinner. Actually I forgot whether we went out after that or not. LOL. It's indeed a happy day. =) My future-husband-to-be is a very not romantic but sweet guy. He just have his ways to melt my heart and makes me smile. =) <333333

11.10.13
Went back home for MJ cause Love tabao dinner for me. Spent the whole night MJ and then slept at about 5am. -.- 

12.10.13
Woke up 7am and head to pick Jiayi and Jiamin to meet Momsie at airport. Suppose to pick Momsie too but we were late! Woke up late >.< Had breakfast at airport before sending Jiayi to Vivo to meet her friends and then we head back to my place cause we needed to send Jiamin home. Love took a nap while I pack my room. Baby Red was in critical situation and we sent her for repair and check up in the afternoon. Rick came to meet us at the workshop and we went for lunch after leaving the car at workshop. Back to collect car after one hour and head home to rest which was about 5pm. It was a longggggggg and tiringggggggg day. Met Wilson for basketball at 8pm for an hour. Back home to shower before meeting Augustine and Evan for supper at Simpang Bedok at 11pm. Wilson and Jojo joined us after that. Back to Love's place for MJ but I went to sleep cause I'm dead tired. LOL. 

13.10.13
Woke Love up at 9:30am and he sent me to SSDC for my TTT and E-trial while he went back to my place to continue his sleep cause he MJ until very late. Went back home myself and bought lunch for him to eat together. After lunch we both KO until 6:30pm and I woke him up at 6:45pm after I'm done preparing. Love sent me to Bugis to meet BOB the cat while he went for family dinner at Singpost. Had dinner at MOF with Lynn, Kris, Maria and Tai then head to Ah Chew for dessert. Went to Breeze bar for some drinks, Jojo, Wilson and Joon Jek joined us after. Love came later to pick me up. Back home about 4am after supper at Fei Fei. 

14.10.13
Love picked me up from work at 6:30pm and went to meet Jojo & Wilson for dinner at City Plaza for ban mian. Then back home for me to shower and he play MJ with Augustine, Evan and his MJ kakis while I head to MBS for Dennis's birthday. Love called at 2:30am and said " 喂! 你玩到不用回家了hor! " HAHAHA. Damn funny. He came to pick me up from MBS at 3:45am cause I was having gastric pain for drinking too much Moscato. =( Back home, showered and KO while Love continue to MJ. Haha. Too tired. >.< 

15.10.13
Woke Love up at 3pm to go to work and his first reaction when he woke up was " 你打老公!" LOL. Super WTF but funny and it shocked me a little. Cause I woke him up by hitting his shoulder, not those punch kind la. Just like nudge him kind. LOL. He started my day by making me laugh. Hahaha. So he went to work and I woke up, talked to his brother and spent some time with his mom in her room talking to her before I start doing some work. Met jojo and Wilson downstairs after I feed the cats for some talks before going back up to finish my work. Love came home at 8pm, had dinner with him and we went to IKEA to buy mom's stuffs. Sent the cupboard home and we went to Geylang for durian. Home about 2am after eating and did some work before I head to bed. 

16.10.13
Love sent me to work and he went to work after that. Took time off cause it was my BTT day and I had one last TTT before my actual test. Love picked me up at 5pm and head to Yishun One to collect something before we went back to my house for me to change. He sent me to SSDC at 6:30pm and went to pick Geline up from Inno Plan then came back to SSDC to pass me my passport cause it was in his car and I was that forgetful to take. >.< Did my test at 8pm, came out at 8:20pm with a PASSED! =D First step to my Class 3! Hehe. Called Love and he was at Jurong site so waited for him to come over to pick me at 9:10pm. Went back home to have dinner with his Mom, Brother, Jojo & Wilson. Sent Love's mom and brother back home after dinner while I accompany Love to petrol station to pump petrol. Pass by V4 and it's actually quite a norm thing when we pass by V4 as long as Love go and pump petrol. Each time V4 will reminds me of Eric somehow, bad memories. But Love told me something about V4 which somehow made me change my impression of V4. He said he used to frequent V4 with Wilson cause there's a dancer who looks like me and he felt like he was looking at me whenever he goes there. HAHA. Something not to be proud of but very sweet. End the night after pumping petrol and checking some email. Lights off at 2am. =) 

Tadah! I updated! This week is moving office week thus have little things to do. Tomorrow we're all gonna stop work at 3pm to pack our computer and phone etc etc. Officially moving to UOB plaza on Saturday morning and starting work there on Monday. MEH. Very near to Eric's office but I don't really care. A lot of people asked me this question ' What if you see him? ' My answer? ' Then? What you want me to do? Just do my own things la. ' I don't really have hard feelings for him. But the sight of him reminds me of his bastard friends. Friends who cheat on girlfriends, friends who talk big, friends who are nothing but trash. Even he himself also belongs to those categories. Bahhh. Shall get back to work now. Kbyethx. Update soon!

Friday, October 4, 2013

I Love Your Smiles

15.09.13 - Penny University!




14.09.13 - Acacia's baby boy.

15.09.13 - I didn't make him cry on purpose! =( 

16.09.13


Brought Love to watch ' Now you see me ' at GV Gold Class cause he haven't watch it and it's an awesome movie! =D

18.09.13 - Dinner and chilling at Bishan Park. =)

Love's, Mine, Sky, Francis's.

First time Renji came out with us and it was a distance! 

19.09.13
Mid Autumn, my house almost caught fire. LOL. Kidding.

20.09.13 - 幸福的女人是最漂亮的.
现在的我很幸福所以我最漂亮! >.<

Nova's TGIF!

Farewell dinner for Wan Ngoh.



Dry bulk chartering manager.

We're a small team but we're very bonded. =)

21.09.13 - ♥ of my life.
You have no idea how complete my life is right now.
It's amazing what fate can do to us yet end of the day, it's still you.
"I can never love another the way I loved you"
This is something that will never change. 

22.09.13 - Skating with ♥.

23.09.13 - My Mondays are no longer blue because of you.

"I love your smiles"
Remember this. =)

So silly, yet looking at you makes me so very happy.
"I could watch you all day and do nothing"
Anything, with you. ♥ =)

24.09.13 - Salted Egg Yolk Prawns

Love's favourite.

Told Baby's brother that I wanna play Harvest Moon and tadah!
He sent me a while while Baby and I went out for lunch with Jojo & Michiyo.
It's done! I'm a happy and fortunate girl!

Our lazy Sunday was spent sleeping and walking Renji at night. =) 
This post has been on draft since last week. HAHA. Seems like all my posts are on draft nowadays. Really don't have time to sit down and blog entirely like the past. I barely even have time for myself now.. I guess my photos pretty much sum up what I've done last two weeks. Spent a lot of time with Love, or should I say he gave me his precious time. =)

14.09.13
Woke up early in the morning to go for TTT at SSDC and went home to rest for a while before meeting Love & Geline for lunch. Home for a short nap and settle some work stuffs while Love went back to work. Love pick me up at 8+pm and went to pick his Mom and Brother from his Grandma's house at Punggol before we went back to his place. Went to meet Acacia and Love's friends at Wild Oaks at Punggol Park and after that went to meet Rick at 283 for some drinks before going back to Love's place.

15.09.13
Woke up at 9;30am and went home to put my stuffs. Supposed to go for my TTT but ended not going cause I was late. =\ So went back home to rest a while before going back to Love's place to wake him up and go to Penny University. The cafe was nice, but the egg benedict is not as nice as the ones we had at Book Cafe. Went to town and walk around with Wilson, Sky & Shawn but we both are too lazy to even walk so settled down at Yakun for some coffee while waiting for Ivana and Acacia. LOL. Parted with the guys and went to catch movie at PS. Watched ' The Internship ' and I thought it was quite a silly and funny movie. But both of us thought it's actually quite inspirational cause it taught people not to give up on their dreams no matter what happened. =) Met up with Wilson after that and we went to JB for supper. Wilson drove and I went home after that. =) 

16.09.13
Work as usual and met Love for dinner and movie at Vivo. " Now You See Me " cause Love haven't watch it and I feel it's a damn good movie! Brought him to Gold Class cause the movie is showing limited timing and I want a timing that suits his schedule so yeap, Gold Class it is. =) Glad that he loved the movie and I love the look on his  face when we went in to Gold Class lounge and his curious face just makes me keep smiling, he's like a little kid so full of curiosity and being all happy about it. After movie Love sent me home and he went home. =)

17.09.13
I don't remember what I've done other than working. LOL. 

18.09.13
Met Francis at Bishan and met up with Wilson and Love then head to Bishan Park for dinner. Very nice ambiance and food is not bad. Nice place for wine which Love said we would go back there for wine next time. =D Wilson sent Love and I back to Love's place for Love to pick up his car to drive me home to take my stuffs before going back to his place for the night. 

19.09.13
I don't remember...... 

20.09.13
Went out with Nova for Wan Ngoh's farewell. Went for dinner at Secret Garden followed by singing at Kbox from 10pm-3am. We are god.... Sang for so long........ LOL. Went to Love's place after everything cause he was supposed to meet me for supper but because he was playing mahjong so I went over to meet him instead. 

21.09.13 
Took a nap from 6-8:30am and having Love to drive me to SSDC for my TTT while he went to work. =\ I didn't want to let him know I was taking my driving license until I pass my BTT actually. But... Oh wells. He made fun of me going for so many TTT. Hmm, I'm scared I'll fail okay! Which I failed once back in I think 2007 or 2009. LOL. Can't remember. I had 2 sessions of TTT and 1 session of E-trial before Love pick me up from SSDC and went home to take some stuffs. Had lunch at KFC and back to Love's place and KO after showering. LOL. I was that tired. I don't know how Love have the energy to play Dragon Nest after a whole night of mahjong. Woke up later at night going for supper I think? Cannot remember exactly. LOL. Spending too much time with Love already. 

22.09.13
I think I spent the day nua-ing at Love's place. Sleeping most of the time. LOL. 

23.09.13
Work and met up with Love after work for dinner and back to his place. 

24.09.13
HAPPY 1ST MONTHSARY BABY! Officially a month together and Baby took me out for dinnerrrrrrrrr! LOL. I've been seeing him almost everyday and I think that's a bad bad bad thing. He should have some time off from me.. Lol. I think after that we went out too but I don't remember where we went to. LOL. 

25.09.13
I had badminton with Nova and Love came to pick me up from International Plaza with Geline and we went back home (his place) to shower before we go to JB for supper and back to his place after that. Dead tired... 

26.09.13
I went home after work but Love came down with Rick to have dinner with me and I went back to his place after that. Funny that Love said he saw Mom downstairs while waiting for me and he called her but she didn't response. He was upset about that and thought Mom was ignoring him but I asked Mom about it she said she lost her glasses that night and couldn't see clearly plus she was listening to music of course didn't hear him. LOL. She asked me why did he park his car there in the middle block her way. HAHAHA. Told Love about it and he's happy already. Good thing for us both actually. =) 

27.09.13
Love pick me up from office after work and we went to pick his brother from NTU. Had dinner at Singpost Nihon Mura before going back home and call it a day for me. Love went out to meet Javier and Wilson for a drink later at night nearby his house while I sleep at home. Haha. I'm too lazy to go out and I feel that he should have his boys night out though he kept asking if I want to follow him. Nopeeee. I want my sleep. Hahaha. >.< And so, I slept soon after Love left home. =) I had no idea he came back and no idea what time he slept. LOL. 

28.09.13
Woke Love up for work at 9am but he fell back to sleep and only managed to wake him up at 11am to go for work. Woke up soon after Love left home and texted Jojo. Met her downstairs for a while before going back up to finish up the laundry then shower and prepare to go out for lunch with Jojo & Denise. Love pick Jojo & I up at about 2:30pm and we went to City Plaza for ban mian! Went home after that for afternoon nap while Love play Dragon Nest. Hahaha. I'm like a panda, having 冬眠 now. LOL. Keep sleeping I don't know why. -.- Mahjong with Love, Wilson and Augustine from 8-11:30pm before going in to JB for supper with Jojo. Reach home at about 5am. Dead tired and it was raining damn heavily... -.- 

29.09.13
Woke up in the afternoon and Love was still sleeping like a pig so I went to make myself a coffee. LOL. Well, that's a routine so.. Nobody was home so I decided to laze back in bed next to Love. We had dinner at home with Love's Mom cause she just came back from Malaysia and we went to ECP to look for Wilson, Sky and Nicholas later at night. 

Love's dad brought home brochure and application form for EC at Punggol and asked us to take a look. Hmm, I think he made it pretty obvious, asking us to consider EC. Honestly, I don't think I would want an EC. But I know Love's Dad wants an EC. Well, it's too soon for us actually. I know Love and I had been together for 7years last time and now that we're back together a lot of people are rushing us to get married, don't waste time anymore etc etc. And I know somehow or rather Love is committing himself into marriage already even though he don't say much. The things that he's been doing for me and this relationship, it's already committing a future to me. The plans that he has for us, what he wants to do for us and I'm really happy for all that he said and committed. We are pretty much on the same page now.. But marriage.. I'm not sure whether it's gonna be part of our plan in near future. I wouldn't mind being engaged first but marriage/wedding itself, hmm.. I should have a talk with Love on this. As far as I know, he seems to be eager to settle down soon. It's a good thing that he wants to cause I know he's being all serious about me and he has been doting on me like a princess since forever. HAHA. I could just lay in his arms all day and not do anything. Sometimes I feel like we're just so comfortable with each other now that we just don't even need to plan for any activities. I'm happy just being around him, not doing anything or just sleeping while he's playing games or hugging him the whole day. LOL. Sounds like some sticky girlfriend but actually I'm not. I just enjoy having him around me. Other than last week having him to 'kidnap' me for more than a week, we don't normally see each other that often. Haha. So yes, I cherish every moment spent with him and I'm super thankful for the time he gave me. You know, my husband-to-be-in-future is a very busy man who focus a lot on his career. He's gonna be even busier next year when he start his own business. I think I better spend more time with him now while I still can. =\ 

Someone who will have never left and will never leave. =')
You know, in life you don't always meet people who truly cares for you and will always be there for you. Francis is one example who truly cares and is always there. He's like an elder brother, a guardian angel for me. When Eric broke up with me early this year and I didn't want to let Love know about it, he was the one I turned to. Regardless of the time that I called, he never failed to answer my calls and listen to me. Times when I was crying he never failed to try and divert my attention and tried so hard to make me smile/laugh. Despite the fact that Eric doesn't let me contact him and I haven't really spoke to him in almost a year yet when I faced problems and I turn to him, he never at once reject me. He never left, just always being there silently and watching over me. It was a stupid mistake to even listen to Eric to not contact Francis. " Why the hell did I even choose to be with Eric in the first place? " This question pops up everytime I think of the 2.5years with him. Wasted my time, wasted my youth, wasted my good friends whom he wanted me to stay away from and all of all, wasted my life. I realised he never did became a better person when he's with me and neither have I. To begin with, it's already a mistake. We just prolong the mistake by thinking maybe it's okay to make mistakes. And I made one of the biggest mistake in my life which is to try and convince myself to love Eric, which obviously I don't because I don't even want to sacrifice anything more for him. I have to apologise to myself for being such an idiot for thinking that I'm in love with someone whom I actually didn't even like. I'm glad I've finally let this mistake come to a stop and I'm so happy now that I can contact Francis as and when I want to. What's more when Love is so accepting towards Francis that they can even go out together! =D What more can I ask for?! =) Thank you is all I can ever say to Francis, for never ending encouragements, never giving up this friendship, never stop trying to make me happy and always being there. Really, thank you. =') 

Apart from Francis, I'm so glad that Love and I are pretty much on the right track now. =) Appreciate his understanding, patience and time given towards me. He really spend a lot of time with me now, even if we're not doing anything and I'm completely happy about it. =) The amount of love and assurance he's giving me is more than what I expected him to provide. I know he just wants us to be happy and I know we are. Being happy together, being silly together and just being there for each other. Pretty much in our own world kind of feeling but of course not. LOL. More like the 老夫老妻 feeling. Haha. I don't even feel the need to ask him what's he doing or where is he. Yes, this is the amount of trust I have in him. And I know he's thankful for the trust I've given just like I'm thankful for the time he's given me. =) Sharon asked me how do I feel after being with Love, one word: ' Calm ' My heart feels calm and I don't even think I've ever felt this way before. So calm until I'm being happy about it. Thank you Love, you made things different. I wouldn't say you're different from other guys because in fact we all know you were an asshole last time. HAHA. But your changes really amazed a lot of people and that includes me. =)

" I'm her first boyfriend and will be her last boyfriend " - That's how you intro yourself to my friends and it's very sweet of you, really. =) I love how you make me feel so loved. Thank you. You told me before you won't tell anyone else you love them other than your family. Thank you, for telling me that you love me from time to time. =) And I know you mean it because even your Mom told me she can tell how much you really adores me. =) Ahhhh I'm feeling all so fortunate and lucky and blessed. =) 

It's Friday today! I woke up to Love's good morning text and that makes my day good already! =D 
FYI, this post took a week to finish. LOL