and i'm moody.
it was just a report. yet it's so important.
i'm not usually like that. i hate it when i'm not going smoothly at work now. it makes me miss starbucks. it makes me feel coming into sales line is a wrong choice.
from someone who knows nothing about sales but only F&B. to someone who tried to struggle her way to learn about it, know about it and fully understand it. but i think i'm a failure at sales. maybe F&B suits me better. but.. i don't believe there're things that i can't do well. i don't believe i can only excel in F&B. i don't believe i can't do well for sales.
crap. this is fuck up.
i'm not in the right mood eys. feel like exploding. feel like venting my anger out. feel like doing things which are crazy. feel like punching someone.
my mood now, is just like the WHOLE WORLD owes me a living. darn fuck up i know. but fuck, i'm moody, didn't i mention?
and this is MY BLOG. i can't be fuck to bother about what others think about MY BLOG. don't like this blog, JOLLY WELL FUCKING HELL FUCK OFF FROM HERE CB! nobody ask you to come here and fucking kepo.
i need to cool down.
fuck. everything.
Friday, August 15, 2008
i'm so very sad. :(
micheal helped me reformated the laptop, with all my photos and music files transferred to his hard drive. but yet when i transfer it back to my laptop, i deleted the files PERMANENTLY, without checking if everything is transferred. :(
and now, i lost quite a lot of my photos. and i lost all my music files. :( that's the sadest. PHOTOS!!!!!!!! :(
and now, i've no mood to blog.
bye.
and now, i lost quite a lot of my photos. and i lost all my music files. :( that's the sadest. PHOTOS!!!!!!!! :(
and now, i've no mood to blog.
bye.
Thursday, August 14, 2008
sometimes...
sometimes i just wish i could turn back time to when i was just a student. it'll be so much easier for me. i wish i'm going back to school. i wish i'm still studying. i envy people who's still studying now. their life so free..
not like working, you gotta fork out so much time and affords. be it in whatever industry you're working at. working just takes up a lot of time. working as part time still okay cause you can choose. but as a full timer, you get to choose nuts. -.- and that's the sickening part. =/
hais. wish is just a wish. it'll never be true if i don't plan and do it. life sucks eys. -.-
anyways, good luck to those who's taking part in the competition, SNFC i mean. has. i don't pin high hopes, but i'll do my best. after all, i'm old already. time to let those young kids take over. their pride and ego very high, everything also much win. old birds like me can just sit one side and watch already. haha.
how time flies. now my main concern is not the competition actually. for that stupid competition falls on my prince's birthday. so i'm thinking what should i get for him. -.- i think i shouldn't buy him anything. cause he didn't buy me any on mine. =/ HAHA. craps. i think he don't deserve a present from me lehhs. -.- always piss me off and make me so unhappy. plus my birthday he also never buy me anything. -.- hmmmmmmmmmmmmm.......................
and also, he's flying off to thailand for his training in a week's time. next thursday is his flight. =x good luck darl. i'll take care of myself. you have fun there eys. (: LOL. i'll be good and be naughty at the same time when you're away k. HAHA. no lahhs. i'll be a good girl. ^^
and, to that person who sort of gave a warning that day. reporting your guy's whereabouts is not my duty. getting permission to enter his house is also not from you but his mom. you made it sounds as though that house is yours. note : boyfriend's house is not yours. and, i didn't like your attitude that day when you gave me that 'warning'. don't make it sounds as though i met your guy was for fuck or something. you jolly well know what i was there for. and he didn't 'report' to you, is none of my business? cause it's actually communication between you both? it's not i didn't tell him to think through things and sort it out with you. and since he treats you like this, don't you find something is amiss? both of you don't trust each other at all. this is from what i see. if there's trust, there's no need to 'report'. last time me and prince used to does that. but we don't do that anymore cause we know it ourselves what we're doing is right or wrong. we don't need frequent reminders to 'report' to each other. sometimes we hardly even have a call or message. cause both is busy with our stuffs. holding on is not a way to maintain a relationship, unless both parties really love each other deeply, not a one-sided matter. but are you both like this? do you both love each other deeply? how deeply is your deep? comments i made about you, most of them was negative because i saw my friend, from a cheerful person, became a person who's always unhappy and frowning. who would like to see their friend like that? and also cause of what you did to him last time. it's unfair and bias, i know. but this is life isn't it? show me you can make him a really happy person. then probably i can change my impression about this relationship of you both. i said all these doesn't mean i'm declaring war with you trying to tell you i don't want you as friend. but to let you know these are some of the problems i saw in you both. and it's not just one person's fault. so stop pushing blames to each other. you say he's in the wrong and he say you're in the wrong. so who's in the wrong? i don't like to see you both like this for both is my friend. think, we as outsiders will get sick and tired of seeing both black faces whenever you guys aren't happy. we would worry as well.. why make life so difficult for each other?
not like working, you gotta fork out so much time and affords. be it in whatever industry you're working at. working just takes up a lot of time. working as part time still okay cause you can choose. but as a full timer, you get to choose nuts. -.- and that's the sickening part. =/
hais. wish is just a wish. it'll never be true if i don't plan and do it. life sucks eys. -.-
anyways, good luck to those who's taking part in the competition, SNFC i mean. has. i don't pin high hopes, but i'll do my best. after all, i'm old already. time to let those young kids take over. their pride and ego very high, everything also much win. old birds like me can just sit one side and watch already. haha.
how time flies. now my main concern is not the competition actually. for that stupid competition falls on my prince's birthday. so i'm thinking what should i get for him. -.- i think i shouldn't buy him anything. cause he didn't buy me any on mine. =/ HAHA. craps. i think he don't deserve a present from me lehhs. -.- always piss me off and make me so unhappy. plus my birthday he also never buy me anything. -.- hmmmmmmmmmmmmm.......................
and also, he's flying off to thailand for his training in a week's time. next thursday is his flight. =x good luck darl. i'll take care of myself. you have fun there eys. (: LOL. i'll be good and be naughty at the same time when you're away k. HAHA. no lahhs. i'll be a good girl. ^^
and, to that person who sort of gave a warning that day. reporting your guy's whereabouts is not my duty. getting permission to enter his house is also not from you but his mom. you made it sounds as though that house is yours. note : boyfriend's house is not yours. and, i didn't like your attitude that day when you gave me that 'warning'. don't make it sounds as though i met your guy was for fuck or something. you jolly well know what i was there for. and he didn't 'report' to you, is none of my business? cause it's actually communication between you both? it's not i didn't tell him to think through things and sort it out with you. and since he treats you like this, don't you find something is amiss? both of you don't trust each other at all. this is from what i see. if there's trust, there's no need to 'report'. last time me and prince used to does that. but we don't do that anymore cause we know it ourselves what we're doing is right or wrong. we don't need frequent reminders to 'report' to each other. sometimes we hardly even have a call or message. cause both is busy with our stuffs. holding on is not a way to maintain a relationship, unless both parties really love each other deeply, not a one-sided matter. but are you both like this? do you both love each other deeply? how deeply is your deep? comments i made about you, most of them was negative because i saw my friend, from a cheerful person, became a person who's always unhappy and frowning. who would like to see their friend like that? and also cause of what you did to him last time. it's unfair and bias, i know. but this is life isn't it? show me you can make him a really happy person. then probably i can change my impression about this relationship of you both. i said all these doesn't mean i'm declaring war with you trying to tell you i don't want you as friend. but to let you know these are some of the problems i saw in you both. and it's not just one person's fault. so stop pushing blames to each other. you say he's in the wrong and he say you're in the wrong. so who's in the wrong? i don't like to see you both like this for both is my friend. think, we as outsiders will get sick and tired of seeing both black faces whenever you guys aren't happy. we would worry as well.. why make life so difficult for each other?
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
(:
awesome? (: hahas. it was comments from the video i posted on youtube for prince last year. if you're wondering which one is it... this is the link. (:
though me and prince is not zac and kate hanson. but i'm sure we're gonna be like them. (: happy ending. ^^ hahas.
alright, update soon bahhs. (:
byebye.
Monday, August 11, 2008
Quick
i gotta be quick cause i'm meeting micheal to pass him my lapyop. and i gotta make sure i really have enough battery to last until then. -.- lame lahh.
anyway today went to skate with steven and all. didn't really skate much cause of my wounds. still hurting. :( and the one on my palm is like, 'split' open and start bleeding again. -.- lame lahh! -.- and instead of training, we went to play dota. LOL.
and stuid joonjek took my drow ranger. idiot. -.- if not i would have own him flat flat. RAHH! ohh! talking about dota.. i forgot i'm suppose to help CY play dota against one fulleton. -.- well, wait till they contact me then. HAHA!
and, i need to shit. =/
byebye. update when my com is ready for use again. (:
anyway today went to skate with steven and all. didn't really skate much cause of my wounds. still hurting. :( and the one on my palm is like, 'split' open and start bleeding again. -.- lame lahh! -.- and instead of training, we went to play dota. LOL.
and stuid joonjek took my drow ranger. idiot. -.- if not i would have own him flat flat. RAHH! ohh! talking about dota.. i forgot i'm suppose to help CY play dota against one fulleton. -.- well, wait till they contact me then. HAHA!
and, i need to shit. =/
byebye. update when my com is ready for use again. (:
Sunday, August 10, 2008
Fuck.
my laptop is down. something's wrong. i can't off it. if i do, it'll not be able to on. fuck. and now i got it on, like finally, i can't off it. FUCK! thanks to my sister and her boyfriend. don't know what the fuck they do. i THINK, they watched porn or some illegal sites. -.- well, i don't really care. and that boyfriend of hers, should just keep his mouth shut. this is MY family, NOT his. yes, he himself already said he don't have the right to interfere. then why in the first place talk so much shit?
ha. he said i didn't treat my sister right. well, why did that happen? CAUSE SHE FUCKING WHACK MY MOTHER! if she don't, nothing will happened. yes, i don't care about this sister of mine. if he wants to blame me for the reason why my queen chased my sister out, so be it. i don't care. she deserves it. probably that time i should just call the police and send her to girls home. she ought to go. let her get whack inside. until she learn her lesson.
besides that, her that 'very incredible' boyfriend CLAIMS that i took his thumbdrive, when, i my freaking have TWO??? JOKE. just because that thumbdrive looks like his? fuck that. i got that thumbdrive like, two years back. and wilson helped me bought that. what's worse was, when i ask him when he lost it, he doesn't know. CRAP. my sister day she brought it home and put it on the table next to the laptop, question is, why does she even bring it back home when it's not hers? nonsense. both and them can just get out of this house. queen already said that she doesn't want them to be here for nothing anymore. everytime they're here, something is bound to happen. HA. when they're not here, everything is fine.
oh, thank god i have micheal to help me with the laptop, depend on them = CAN DIE. two idiots who think they're very great. let's see when is queen gonna burst and chase them out of this place again. i think i would ask my queen to change the padlock. so they'll never be able to be here. seeing them just spoil my day.
yes, i know i shouldn't be like this to my sister. but i don't treat my the other two sisters like that. she's the exceptionally one. cause she abused my queen. that's my i hated her. i don't care about what she's doing outside. she wanna get fuck or whatever, it's her problem. i shall see how many times can she do that. and hopefully, she don't come home one day, crying to us for help.
okays. enough about this two idiots who spoiled my laptop. assholes.
and, prince just told me that his family wants to move back to circuit road. and is asking me to move in with them as well. -.- i didn't expect this. hmm, should i? or should i not? i don't know. =/ i'll see how it goes.
last night had urban skating from east coast to marina square. missed the fireworks. but it's fun and thrilling cause we were trying to find ways to get out of the freaking carpark so we can see the fireworks. it's exciting though! ^^ hahaha. skating with ICians is always fun. hahas. (: and we skated back to east coast, to big splash. HAHA. (: but i didn't stay there for long. went to KFC adn then after eating, i went back to shop to get my stuffs then go home. missed the last bus. so i cab home, tired and painful everywhere. :( sobs sobs.
last night, home, pissed. and when shits happens again at home, more pissed. so i met micheal at his place to let him repair my laptop. and while he was repairing the laptop, i fall asleep. -.- told you i'm too tired. i was looking at the screen. then the next thing i know is micheal calling my name. -.- what the hell. it seems like a long weekend for me. :( sad. hais.
been home the whole day today. supposed to go wild wild wet with the skaters. but this morning when i got home, all my wound just hurts, without even touching water. -.- so i can't imagine what will happen if i touches water. =/ so i message zhuzhu say i'm not going down. but i woke up at 1pm, wanting to go for work. then bong message me and tell me to rest at home. he say he could handle it. so i stayed home and rest. but it ended up the crowd was overwhelming and bong couldn't handle the crowd. vivian called me just now, got a bit of lecture from her. and yeahs, like this now. hopefully by tuesday, everything will be fine bahhs. ^^ i mean my wounds of course. -.- just feeling sorry.
sorry vivian, this won't happen again. =x
been home the whole day myself. feeling lonely. i missed having queen at home and having to hear her voice. even though sometimes it's annoying. >.< hahas. and missed my two younger sister making noises. just miss.. having someone dear with me. i even missed the two BEHs who are far away. :( miss all my friends. miss chong pang nasi lemak. miss everything. :( missed starbucks. miss coffee. :( hais. well, this is what happen when i'm alone for too long. -.- perhaps i'm so used to having at least that one person with me. yeahs.
alrights, i'm gonna get ready to go out soon. fetching prince from mrt station.
*thanks baby for coming over to accompany me when you were told that i'm alone. though you always pissed me off. but i thank you for everything you've done for me and being there when i needed you. (although sometimes you can't.) but i still thank you. and i really do appreciate everything you've done for me. thank you very much. and stop pissing me! =x iloveyoudarl.
ha. he said i didn't treat my sister right. well, why did that happen? CAUSE SHE FUCKING WHACK MY MOTHER! if she don't, nothing will happened. yes, i don't care about this sister of mine. if he wants to blame me for the reason why my queen chased my sister out, so be it. i don't care. she deserves it. probably that time i should just call the police and send her to girls home. she ought to go. let her get whack inside. until she learn her lesson.
besides that, her that 'very incredible' boyfriend CLAIMS that i took his thumbdrive, when, i my freaking have TWO??? JOKE. just because that thumbdrive looks like his? fuck that. i got that thumbdrive like, two years back. and wilson helped me bought that. what's worse was, when i ask him when he lost it, he doesn't know. CRAP. my sister day she brought it home and put it on the table next to the laptop, question is, why does she even bring it back home when it's not hers? nonsense. both and them can just get out of this house. queen already said that she doesn't want them to be here for nothing anymore. everytime they're here, something is bound to happen. HA. when they're not here, everything is fine.
oh, thank god i have micheal to help me with the laptop, depend on them = CAN DIE. two idiots who think they're very great. let's see when is queen gonna burst and chase them out of this place again. i think i would ask my queen to change the padlock. so they'll never be able to be here. seeing them just spoil my day.
yes, i know i shouldn't be like this to my sister. but i don't treat my the other two sisters like that. she's the exceptionally one. cause she abused my queen. that's my i hated her. i don't care about what she's doing outside. she wanna get fuck or whatever, it's her problem. i shall see how many times can she do that. and hopefully, she don't come home one day, crying to us for help.
okays. enough about this two idiots who spoiled my laptop. assholes.
and, prince just told me that his family wants to move back to circuit road. and is asking me to move in with them as well. -.- i didn't expect this. hmm, should i? or should i not? i don't know. =/ i'll see how it goes.
last night had urban skating from east coast to marina square. missed the fireworks. but it's fun and thrilling cause we were trying to find ways to get out of the freaking carpark so we can see the fireworks. it's exciting though! ^^ hahaha. skating with ICians is always fun. hahas. (: and we skated back to east coast, to big splash. HAHA. (: but i didn't stay there for long. went to KFC adn then after eating, i went back to shop to get my stuffs then go home. missed the last bus. so i cab home, tired and painful everywhere. :( sobs sobs.
last night, home, pissed. and when shits happens again at home, more pissed. so i met micheal at his place to let him repair my laptop. and while he was repairing the laptop, i fall asleep. -.- told you i'm too tired. i was looking at the screen. then the next thing i know is micheal calling my name. -.- what the hell. it seems like a long weekend for me. :( sad. hais.
been home the whole day today. supposed to go wild wild wet with the skaters. but this morning when i got home, all my wound just hurts, without even touching water. -.- so i can't imagine what will happen if i touches water. =/ so i message zhuzhu say i'm not going down. but i woke up at 1pm, wanting to go for work. then bong message me and tell me to rest at home. he say he could handle it. so i stayed home and rest. but it ended up the crowd was overwhelming and bong couldn't handle the crowd. vivian called me just now, got a bit of lecture from her. and yeahs, like this now. hopefully by tuesday, everything will be fine bahhs. ^^ i mean my wounds of course. -.- just feeling sorry.
sorry vivian, this won't happen again. =x
been home the whole day myself. feeling lonely. i missed having queen at home and having to hear her voice. even though sometimes it's annoying. >.< hahas. and missed my two younger sister making noises. just miss.. having someone dear with me. i even missed the two BEHs who are far away. :( miss all my friends. miss chong pang nasi lemak. miss everything. :( missed starbucks. miss coffee. :( hais. well, this is what happen when i'm alone for too long. -.- perhaps i'm so used to having at least that one person with me. yeahs.
alrights, i'm gonna get ready to go out soon. fetching prince from mrt station.
*thanks baby for coming over to accompany me when you were told that i'm alone. though you always pissed me off. but i thank you for everything you've done for me and being there when i needed you. (although sometimes you can't.) but i still thank you. and i really do appreciate everything you've done for me. thank you very much. and stop pissing me! =x iloveyoudarl.
Saturday, August 9, 2008
happy national day!
yes, singapore's 43rd birthday. haha. congratulation.
anyways, yesterday was quite a long and tiring day for me. the day before yesterday, which is a thursday, i stayed over at IC cause yesterday gotta be in shop like, 7am? -.- need to go for an event at north vista secondary school. IC has got a demo there. the crowd was damn huge and the cheering was damn loud! they're like, all over the school and we perform like, in the middle of the parade square? which is in the center of the school building. hahaha! cool man! it was fun lahhs. to have lucas jumping over all of us. and sky too. HAHAHA! (:
then went back to shop with vivian and leon. was super tired. slept on the journey back to shop. =X then had to work at 12pm. by the time i reach shop from north vista.. it's already 11:30am. so i just took a shower and start work after that. -.- so it was kinda rush. hais. that explains my tiredness. and work all the way until 9:10pm cause a customer came in at 8:30pm when i'm supposed to close at 9pm. but you know, customer service? so i continued serving them and thank god they bought two pair of skates. (: HAHAHA! and a protective gear. ^^ closing sales wasn't good. not gonna reveal the amount cause i'm being sensitive. well, truth is, i will never know which day, other skating company might just pass by my blog and found out IC's sales. and do something about it. save all shits eys. -.- it's not i purposely don't wanna let you know. but if you were to be me, will you tell me? don't be so dumb. this world is full of cunning, scheming, fucked up, hypocritical, idiotic etc people. i've learnt my lesson the hard way. so yeahs, not gonna fall for it again and i'm gonna protect myself. main priority = myself.
question of the day :
why should you even care about others when they don't give a shit about you?
crap, i know. but this is life. face the reality and stop avoiding facts. competitors everywhere. and why do you think sometimes people restrict themselves from saying things? like, what have they learnt and stuff? when you used to always blog about it and just because certain people is reading your blog so you keep restricting yourself from posting? one word to describe the situation, fear. if you're telling me you've been told, or taught since last time, i would have nothing to say. but not many people is eys? rubbish.
alright and so after work.. i went to simong's place to get knee guard. cause i lost mine. :( so i got zhuzhu's from simong. (: thanks leon for waiting for me at shop, knowing you're gonna be late for training! so nice of you. not like somebody, only think of playing. -.- yes i meant HIM! so we reach rink at about 10:05pm when training supposed to be there by 8pm. cause yesterday was games day. -.- well, every friday is wadd. -.- haha. yupps. when i arrived, i'm the only girl from the team cause zhu and jaslyn went back already. and lynnee has yet to reach. so yeahs, skated for a while then i rest. and saw uncle edmond and dion, so i went to chat with them. ^^ hahaha. slack and slack. LOL. when competition is like, next week? HAHA! hmmmmmm..... i'm a slacker. LOL. and after like, one hour of slack, i decided to be a good girl and started skating. cause lynnee say she wanna take photos. LOL. if not because of that, i think i would have slacked all the way. =X hahaha. kidding lahhs. but, a bit true only. =P hehees.
after training, we went to have supper at 5-star chicken rice at katong there. then wilson dropped me and prince at prince's place. and i went home from there. was kinda pissed with prince. cause he's always so playful and his playfulness sometimes just pissed the hell out of me. it's like, he started this stupid thing by throwing water bottle into the dustbin from the rink. and see who's most accurate. -.- and they stayed there and play like freaking half and hour or more when i keep calling him and telling him let's go! yet he like don't understand human's language and keep playing. imagine how irritating can it be when you have to CONSTANTLY do this. it's not like once in a while, but almost all the time!!!!!! i don't like it. and he said i does the same to him as well, give me an example then! plus i was really tired, i just wanna quickly eat so i can go home and rest. but this moron don't seems to see how tired i am. well, he'll be self-defensive and say he's as tired as me. what the hell. yes he woke up early. but i also. and i skated early in the morning! and i'm already very tired. plus i worked. then went down for training and he gave me shits. what the fuck lahhs. every time only know how to say ' it's just a small matter '. yeahs, it's a small matter initially. but gradually, when time passed, and when i have to do it so often, it's irritating me. and it's no longer something ' small '. you know it like blowing a balloon? initially you blow air into it, nothing will happen. but you continue doing it and it will burst one day! GRRR! why are some man so stupid? idiots.
anyway, got home almost 4am. slept straight away after bathing. didn't even bother to message him i'm home. you know what's cbf? CAN'T BE FUCK. especially when i'm pissed with him.
reach shop at 10am this morning. open shop and i just served a customer. well, it's almost twelve. and IC is having urban today. i don't know if i can make it down to urban. i might have to extend until 6pm. and urban starts at 4pm. hais. :( i'd missed two consecutive years of national day urban. :( sad sad sad. i missed last year's cause, i think i was clubbing? LOL. but i had fun lahh! ^^ clubbing, i'll never say no! LOL. unless i'm not free. and, talking about clubbing, i missed reginald's birthday celebration at DXO last night. =x sorry. i can't go. hais. if it were to be the last year's kat, i'd be there and club and drink until i'm high and happy. =/
okays, i'm a good, GOOD girl. ^^ at least i know it myself i don't freaking fuck around when i'm clubbing. though sometimes i got drunk. but after half and hour or so after a sleep, i'll be okay. sobber and clear! though people always tell me not to sleep when i'm drunk else i'd be gone. but the fact that a sleep makes me sobber is true! -.- okay i'm weird. but it's true wadd! -.-
okays. i'm done blogging for today. LOL. bye people.
and ohh!
I LOVE BEN, THE SEXY GONG.
and,
ben says :
I LOVE THE GONG KAT!
hahahahahahaha! see, we love each other so deeply. ^^
and, and and and and,
KAT WANNA DYE HER HAIR!!!!!!
anyways, yesterday was quite a long and tiring day for me. the day before yesterday, which is a thursday, i stayed over at IC cause yesterday gotta be in shop like, 7am? -.- need to go for an event at north vista secondary school. IC has got a demo there. the crowd was damn huge and the cheering was damn loud! they're like, all over the school and we perform like, in the middle of the parade square? which is in the center of the school building. hahaha! cool man! it was fun lahhs. to have lucas jumping over all of us. and sky too. HAHAHA! (:
then went back to shop with vivian and leon. was super tired. slept on the journey back to shop. =X then had to work at 12pm. by the time i reach shop from north vista.. it's already 11:30am. so i just took a shower and start work after that. -.- so it was kinda rush. hais. that explains my tiredness. and work all the way until 9:10pm cause a customer came in at 8:30pm when i'm supposed to close at 9pm. but you know, customer service? so i continued serving them and thank god they bought two pair of skates. (: HAHAHA! and a protective gear. ^^ closing sales wasn't good. not gonna reveal the amount cause i'm being sensitive. well, truth is, i will never know which day, other skating company might just pass by my blog and found out IC's sales. and do something about it. save all shits eys. -.- it's not i purposely don't wanna let you know. but if you were to be me, will you tell me? don't be so dumb. this world is full of cunning, scheming, fucked up, hypocritical, idiotic etc people. i've learnt my lesson the hard way. so yeahs, not gonna fall for it again and i'm gonna protect myself. main priority = myself.
question of the day :
why should you even care about others when they don't give a shit about you?
crap, i know. but this is life. face the reality and stop avoiding facts. competitors everywhere. and why do you think sometimes people restrict themselves from saying things? like, what have they learnt and stuff? when you used to always blog about it and just because certain people is reading your blog so you keep restricting yourself from posting? one word to describe the situation, fear. if you're telling me you've been told, or taught since last time, i would have nothing to say. but not many people is eys? rubbish.
alright and so after work.. i went to simong's place to get knee guard. cause i lost mine. :( so i got zhuzhu's from simong. (: thanks leon for waiting for me at shop, knowing you're gonna be late for training! so nice of you. not like somebody, only think of playing. -.- yes i meant HIM! so we reach rink at about 10:05pm when training supposed to be there by 8pm. cause yesterday was games day. -.- well, every friday is wadd. -.- haha. yupps. when i arrived, i'm the only girl from the team cause zhu and jaslyn went back already. and lynnee has yet to reach. so yeahs, skated for a while then i rest. and saw uncle edmond and dion, so i went to chat with them. ^^ hahaha. slack and slack. LOL. when competition is like, next week? HAHA! hmmmmmm..... i'm a slacker. LOL. and after like, one hour of slack, i decided to be a good girl and started skating. cause lynnee say she wanna take photos. LOL. if not because of that, i think i would have slacked all the way. =X hahaha. kidding lahhs. but, a bit true only. =P hehees.
after training, we went to have supper at 5-star chicken rice at katong there. then wilson dropped me and prince at prince's place. and i went home from there. was kinda pissed with prince. cause he's always so playful and his playfulness sometimes just pissed the hell out of me. it's like, he started this stupid thing by throwing water bottle into the dustbin from the rink. and see who's most accurate. -.- and they stayed there and play like freaking half and hour or more when i keep calling him and telling him let's go! yet he like don't understand human's language and keep playing. imagine how irritating can it be when you have to CONSTANTLY do this. it's not like once in a while, but almost all the time!!!!!! i don't like it. and he said i does the same to him as well, give me an example then! plus i was really tired, i just wanna quickly eat so i can go home and rest. but this moron don't seems to see how tired i am. well, he'll be self-defensive and say he's as tired as me. what the hell. yes he woke up early. but i also. and i skated early in the morning! and i'm already very tired. plus i worked. then went down for training and he gave me shits. what the fuck lahhs. every time only know how to say ' it's just a small matter '. yeahs, it's a small matter initially. but gradually, when time passed, and when i have to do it so often, it's irritating me. and it's no longer something ' small '. you know it like blowing a balloon? initially you blow air into it, nothing will happen. but you continue doing it and it will burst one day! GRRR! why are some man so stupid? idiots.
anyway, got home almost 4am. slept straight away after bathing. didn't even bother to message him i'm home. you know what's cbf? CAN'T BE FUCK. especially when i'm pissed with him.
reach shop at 10am this morning. open shop and i just served a customer. well, it's almost twelve. and IC is having urban today. i don't know if i can make it down to urban. i might have to extend until 6pm. and urban starts at 4pm. hais. :( i'd missed two consecutive years of national day urban. :( sad sad sad. i missed last year's cause, i think i was clubbing? LOL. but i had fun lahh! ^^ clubbing, i'll never say no! LOL. unless i'm not free. and, talking about clubbing, i missed reginald's birthday celebration at DXO last night. =x sorry. i can't go. hais. if it were to be the last year's kat, i'd be there and club and drink until i'm high and happy. =/
okays, i'm a good, GOOD girl. ^^ at least i know it myself i don't freaking fuck around when i'm clubbing. though sometimes i got drunk. but after half and hour or so after a sleep, i'll be okay. sobber and clear! though people always tell me not to sleep when i'm drunk else i'd be gone. but the fact that a sleep makes me sobber is true! -.- okay i'm weird. but it's true wadd! -.-
okays. i'm done blogging for today. LOL. bye people.
and ohh!
I LOVE BEN, THE SEXY GONG.
and,
ben says :
I LOVE THE GONG KAT!
hahahahahahaha! see, we love each other so deeply. ^^
and, and and and and,
KAT WANNA DYE HER HAIR!!!!!!
Thursday, August 7, 2008
this is crazy.
my sister is drinking barcadi. -.- stupid. and she's crying on the phone. with don't know who lahhs. i don't really care. don't bother me can already.
alrights, i'm gonna sleep. gotta go work early. =X
and, recently a lot of people is getting emotional and upset. over silly things. hais. why why why?
and nowadays, why do people actually care so much when no one is talking about them? a bit too ' kepo ' isn't it? like, we comment on someone's comment they also wanna ' chap siao '. like as if it's their problem.
know what? it just makes me feel that that certain someone is actually close to the person who commented. -.- accomplices. LOL. but well, freedom of speech. (: i don't really care. ^^
alrights, nightty nightty night. (:
photos soon lahhs k. (: i'm sorry i haven't been uploading photos. was really tired from work, thus lazy to do so. HAHA! soon lahhs. (:
and,
*baby, thanks for going to IC just to wait for me to off work. though i don't like the way you rush me to do things. but i love the way you want to wait for me. (: hahas. just that i don't like the part you keep rushing me cause you should know when it come to work wise, i don't like to give half hearted. and by rushing me, mistakes might be made. so do understand k. partly was also because i wasn't inform that you're coming over to meet me. that's why i wasn't kinda prepared to go off with you. =x but whatever it is, thank you. (: and thanks for the chicken rice. it was awesome. (:
OHH! i just came home. -.- my sister, after drinking the barcadi, ran out of the house after an arguement with her boyfriend. how stupid. then her boyfriend ask me to look for her. but when i reach downstairs, she's no where to be seen. and from what the passerby said, she would have gone to look for her boyfriend cause the direction she's going is towards his place. -.- hais. actually i won't side my sister. cause she's been jobless for like, damn long. and expecting the boyfriend to like, fully support her with his 1k salary? -.- 1k for both of them? gosh! my sister is not say those who will save a lot one lohhs. -.- so yeahs, imagine eys. plus she haven't been behaving herself. so.. i'm not siding her. even though she's my sister. i'm no being unfair. but stating the facts. which guy can stand a girl, who's like freaking not even 18, expecting the boyfriend to fully support her and she's doing nothing AT ALL! -.- if it were to be prince, i think he also can't take it. hahas. what more to say when it's my sister. -.-
okays. nights!
sugary dreams. ^^
alrights, i'm gonna sleep. gotta go work early. =X
and, recently a lot of people is getting emotional and upset. over silly things. hais. why why why?
and nowadays, why do people actually care so much when no one is talking about them? a bit too ' kepo ' isn't it? like, we comment on someone's comment they also wanna ' chap siao '. like as if it's their problem.
know what? it just makes me feel that that certain someone is actually close to the person who commented. -.- accomplices. LOL. but well, freedom of speech. (: i don't really care. ^^
alrights, nightty nightty night. (:
photos soon lahhs k. (: i'm sorry i haven't been uploading photos. was really tired from work, thus lazy to do so. HAHA! soon lahhs. (:
and,
*baby, thanks for going to IC just to wait for me to off work. though i don't like the way you rush me to do things. but i love the way you want to wait for me. (: hahas. just that i don't like the part you keep rushing me cause you should know when it come to work wise, i don't like to give half hearted. and by rushing me, mistakes might be made. so do understand k. partly was also because i wasn't inform that you're coming over to meet me. that's why i wasn't kinda prepared to go off with you. =x but whatever it is, thank you. (: and thanks for the chicken rice. it was awesome. (:
OHH! i just came home. -.- my sister, after drinking the barcadi, ran out of the house after an arguement with her boyfriend. how stupid. then her boyfriend ask me to look for her. but when i reach downstairs, she's no where to be seen. and from what the passerby said, she would have gone to look for her boyfriend cause the direction she's going is towards his place. -.- hais. actually i won't side my sister. cause she's been jobless for like, damn long. and expecting the boyfriend to like, fully support her with his 1k salary? -.- 1k for both of them? gosh! my sister is not say those who will save a lot one lohhs. -.- so yeahs, imagine eys. plus she haven't been behaving herself. so.. i'm not siding her. even though she's my sister. i'm no being unfair. but stating the facts. which guy can stand a girl, who's like freaking not even 18, expecting the boyfriend to fully support her and she's doing nothing AT ALL! -.- if it were to be prince, i think he also can't take it. hahas. what more to say when it's my sister. -.-
okays. nights!
sugary dreams. ^^
Wednesday, August 6, 2008
???
why are there so many people viewing my blog now? like, NOW? and all are anonymous. -.- gosh. -.- crap, i felt like i'm being stalk. RAHH! stalkers!
well, i don't really care. blog is meant to be read. yupps. (: they read cause they care. or other than that, they fear. (:
and at this point of time when i'm blogging, i'm still at workplace. not gonna go home today. :( hais. don't wanna waste money going back home cause i stayed behind and do stock take. =x hais. what vivian said is true. i can't true anyone. not even someone whom you know for long. RAHH! yes.
i'm so tired. :( gonna rest a while then get up to meet prince at outram for breakfast. he gotta go SGH again today for his wrist appointment. yupps.
two more weeks to SNFC, meaning prince's birthday is coming too. =X o ohH! haven't think of any plans yet. HAHA. bring him go eat kopitiam. LOL. thinking of it, my birthday this year he also didn't get me anything eys? =/
hais. and arrival of SNFC means the day prince going to thailand is getting nearer too. he's gonna be away for a month and i won't see him till then. :( hais.. those of you who have your boyfriend with you now, better be glad and thankful. it's not easy to go through the phrase of NS. but i', determine to go through with prince. and i believe we will walk through all difficulties. ^^
okays, i'm tired. hais. how i wish SNFC will never be here. so prince won't have to go away.. :(
i wish i'm not taking part in the competition...
Monday, August 4, 2008
byebye beh brothers.
ben and bevan flew back to australia in the evening just now. :( gonna miss them so much. hais. though it's just 4 days. but it's nice seeing them. (:
thanks guys for always trying so hard to make me laugh, especially ben. ^^ sorry i didn't send you guys off. it's kinda weird if i'm the only one sending you all off. =x. see you guys when you're back.
skated on friday and saturday. yeahs.
spent most of my time with prince except yesterday cause he booked in so i met up with ben to find shan at toa payoh. then headed back to katong to play dota. all the way until this morning. =x damn tired. didn't sleep at all. :(
then met prince at boon lay mrt. i reached there at 7:30am. then waited for prince until 8:30am. GRR! he's late, but never mind. while waiting for him i bought a magazine to read. cause i'm really falling asleep already. =x. i need something to keep me awake. travelled to SGH after that. was damn grumpy cause i'm tired. sorry prince, i know i'm very VERY grumpy today. accompanied him all the way. then went to cathay to visit my ex-colleagues. took a nap at starbucks. hahas. was too tired. xD then had lunch at the sushi restaurant downstairs. hahas. forgot the name. LOL. then head back to SGH again for prince's bone scan. after everything went back to prince's place to rest. he played dota while i sleep.
woke up at 6pm. went to meet skaters at esplanade for happy pot. ^^ had an enjoyable dinner. but was feeling bad cause i was grumpy due to tiredness and kinda threw tantrum at prince. but he does the same as well.. but not as bad as mine. =x but still he went to happy pot with us but he left earlier cause he gotta book in. i stayed there until 9 plus and i head home.
gonna sleep soon. working tomorrow. nights people. (:
thanks guys for always trying so hard to make me laugh, especially ben. ^^ sorry i didn't send you guys off. it's kinda weird if i'm the only one sending you all off. =x. see you guys when you're back.
skated on friday and saturday. yeahs.
spent most of my time with prince except yesterday cause he booked in so i met up with ben to find shan at toa payoh. then headed back to katong to play dota. all the way until this morning. =x damn tired. didn't sleep at all. :(
then met prince at boon lay mrt. i reached there at 7:30am. then waited for prince until 8:30am. GRR! he's late, but never mind. while waiting for him i bought a magazine to read. cause i'm really falling asleep already. =x. i need something to keep me awake. travelled to SGH after that. was damn grumpy cause i'm tired. sorry prince, i know i'm very VERY grumpy today. accompanied him all the way. then went to cathay to visit my ex-colleagues. took a nap at starbucks. hahas. was too tired. xD then had lunch at the sushi restaurant downstairs. hahas. forgot the name. LOL. then head back to SGH again for prince's bone scan. after everything went back to prince's place to rest. he played dota while i sleep.
woke up at 6pm. went to meet skaters at esplanade for happy pot. ^^ had an enjoyable dinner. but was feeling bad cause i was grumpy due to tiredness and kinda threw tantrum at prince. but he does the same as well.. but not as bad as mine. =x but still he went to happy pot with us but he left earlier cause he gotta book in. i stayed there until 9 plus and i head home.
gonna sleep soon. working tomorrow. nights people. (:
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