tired.

first day of work at IC is alright. but a little stress cause i think i expect to much from myself? expect myself to be able to cope fast enough to get everything right? but no. :( i'm not. hais. well, i will. fear not, i'm a strong girl. i'll be able to pull through all kinds of trainings. i'm sure of that. like what my learning coach in starbucks said, ' with your never say die attitude, i'm sure you can do it! ' yes i will. (:

cheer up little princess. *pat myself.* hehees. (:

anyways, was blog hopping just now. gosh i saw lynnee latest post about izzy ( SPG ) -.- like omg can! she blogs about her sex life, how she had sex with people and how many people have she had sex with etc. oh well, the way she puts it is cool. but, i don't think she should be doing this. even though girls having sex with their boyfriends is just a matter of time. but the way she put it somewhat disgusted me. and the way she say she like 'angmohs' for their big dick. it's like, so what's with the big dicks now? -.- personally i think there's no need for her to tell the whole world. she even asked her ex boyfriend to have sex with her girlfriends. how sick can that be please. i won't be able to tolerate this kind of nonsense. -.- ohh gosh, she don't mind being a whore. don't mind people see her as a whore. but again, how would his family feel when they first get to know all these truths? -.- she's not pretty. but she's doing all these shitty stuffs. somehow, i feels it disgrace the women. cause afterall, all these stuffs, you could jolly well keep it to yourself.

well, fuck that. as long as i know i'm not like her and that's good enough.

alrights. i'm gonna sleep. energy level = 0! too tired already. didn't have enough sleep. =X and i hope to see prince tomorrow. :( missed him so badly.