HAPPY NEW YEAR. ^^

yeah. finally it's 2008. a year had gone. and so much memories for 2007. yeah.

break ups. sadness. Whosgoing. gelare. cedele. starbucks. clubbing. drink drank drunk. hahaha. so much of memories. happy and sad. (: :(

rahh.. did so many things last year. know so many friends. so much shits happened. and things seems to be in a cycle. -.- rather stupid having things is cycle. LAME. hahahaha.

thanks to those who came into my life last year.. made me a happy person. made me a cheerful person. (: thank you to those who pampered me and loved me! (: I FELT LIKE A LITTLE PRINCESS. (: really. (: all those who cared and concern about me. asking how am i everytime. talk to me online when i'm bored. entertain me.. hahas. those memories.. never be erased.. it's in ---> ("V")--> my heart. (: and those who made me cry.. YOU BETTER WATCH OUT. cause i think i'm gonna make you pay back DOUBLE THIS YEAR. hahaha. *curse you*. hehees.

well well.. i like whatever that happened last year.. (: new life experiences for me. cause these are things you never know how is it if you don't try them yourself. (: yupps. getting to know friends on webs. getting to go out with them. clubbing with them.. all these.. are fond memories. yupps. (:

I FEEL LIKE DOING A SHORT RECAP FOR THE PAST 12 MONTHS. (: they're past.. :(

JANUARY:
broke up with zac. and met bevan. (: he turn me into the happiest girl ever in my life. (: hahahas. i broke zac's heart.. well, at this point of time.. i felt hurt too. -.- cause he calls me a....... ( shall not mention ). and days with bevan is so nice and sweet. haha. (: though the time is short but he's so nice to me. (: pampered me the way i've never been. felt so loved that time.. (: but soon.. he left me.. back to australia on 27th. and i cried.. :( hahas. but he's back there to study. i should be happy for him. on the surface though. :( RAHH! we're still friends. (: that's the good thing. we didn't turn things nasty between us. yupps. i'm glad to have known him. (: though i grieve over his leaving. red rose, movie tickets, dxo, baby chloe, vivo..

FEBRUARY:
patched with zac. so much shits happened still. well.. we promised to give it a shot. try things out. but.. we ain't happy.. cause i was still having bev in my heart. so it's kinda hard for us too.. :( hais. nothing much happened.. working at gelare.. was fine initially.. well well.. look where am i now.. -.-

MARCH:
broke up with zac AGAIN. cause he lied. -.- and again he calls me a...... i cried again.. hais. called mom to tell her what happened. met him the next day to return the presents i owe him. -.- what the hell.. okays. then home i go. sleep! (: then few days later henry call me up to go and find him. i remembered i was at party world with steph. then i was telling her what happened and i was crying. :( then henry ask me go east coast.. end up i went.. zac ask for one last chance. and he cried.. which makes me feel soft hearted. -.- got back with him again.. -.- like every month must break up once then happy. -.-

APRIL:
went to batam with skaters. ivan, zhu, ron, zac and chee mai. had fun there. played sports like go cart and ATV. hahas. so fun. (: and again, me and zac broke up. just before he enlist.. whatever that happened after that night.. i don't wish to say. people who knows know. people who doesn't, too bad. ahaha.

MAY:
i'm leading my clubbing life. left gelare. and got to cedele. yupps. know a lot of friends in WG. a place i call 'heaven' cause i feel happy with my clubbing kakis. (: they're so funny and cute. hahaha. -bev days...-

JUNE:
hmm.. left cedele.. and still clubbing away.. couldn't count how many times i clubbed. -.- edison.. desmond.. vin.. HAHAHA. (: those people. nice and cute. HAHA. gone back to malaysia. hahas. well, yeah. had fun though. haha.

JULY:
back to singpore a few days before WG anniversary. hahas. nice! clubbed with the usual people. fun fun and fun! (: i love my clubbing life. (: my nightlife. YEAH! zac started to contact me again.. well, i ignored him at first.. CAUSE HE'S ATTACHED. -.-and he's telling me things that he told people how he feels about me. -.- met up with him & terry. cause promised him to see him before he goes to confinement. -.- i regret meeting him. cause it's not fun at all. -.-

AUGUST:
patched with zac. -.- i know i shouldn't. and my mom also don't agree. but again, he cried in front of me.. makes me soft hearted. i enjoy being single though.. we were supposed to be trying out for a month. things were sweet at the beginning. no problems.. nothing.. just sweetness. FIREWORKS FESTIVAL. (: and, STARBUCKS.

SEPTEMBER:
things were still alright.. i promise zac i'll try to let go of bev. though i know it's kinda impossible. but i still ask myself to try.. yeah.. cried over that. hais. over bev i cry again. :( hais. went to sentosa with zac for the FIRST TIME. lols. had fun though. ^^

OCTOBER:
well, nothing much happened. just that zac has got a lot of MCs. -.- meet him almost everyday. -.- like damn what lahhs. see each other everyday.. -.-

NOVEMBER:
club on the 7th. -.- once a MONTH. what the fuck. asking someone who clubs almost everyday last time to club ONCE a MONTH! dying.. really feel like dying.. -.- but i was working like mad also.. wanna find time to club also hard.. :( SO SAD. i miss my clubbing life and friends. :(:(:(
national freestyle competition.. i got 3rd.

DECEMBER:
went back to malaysia. bev's back. met up with him. catch up. it's a nice feeling. (: he grew FATTER. hahaha. double chin. LOL. the first sentence i told him was " you grow fatter! " LOL. and after he's back.. zac quarrels with me so often.. :( hais. went back to malaysia. cut my hair.. dyed my hair. went for hair show. pub with mom, uncle and aunt. cool right? SENTOSA with zac, aloy and amy. yeah..

that's the rough idea. LOL. whatever happened, it's part of my life. and i love them all. ahahaha. even the sadness. cause it's something that allows me to grow. grow to become a better person and know people from different angles. (:

okays. time to zZzzZzzz

bye alls. (:

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