I'M SOOO HAPPY. (:

hahas. happy... firstly because I TALKED TO BEV AGAIN! nicely.. hahas. i love talking to him.. nicely.. hahas. feel so relax. hahas. (: no stress but laughters. hahas. whatever he said is so funny. (: of course, when we talk nicely lahh. he's the sweety pie of mine. hahas. (: (: (: (: (: *LOVES.

secondly.. cause.. i skated today. hahas. =D lols. life has been GREAT. other than missing his presence. hahas. the rest were perfectly GREAT. i love my life now. missing someone and.. being myself. (: hahas. this is the life i want.. hahas. enjoy my everyday.. hahas.

hahas. before i go work yesterday.. i was telling my mom about zac and chloe. cause i was told that chloe's gonna drive him to his camp.. then i told mummy. mummy laughed. and both of us is like, laughing together? hahas. like mother like daughter. I LOVE MUMMY! her birthday coming. hahas. and i guess me being who i am now is the biggest and happiest present she receive from me bahh. cause i'm happy almost everyday? HAHAS. gonna bring her out for dinner i guess. so not gonna spend too much i guess. MUMMY IS MY LOVE. (: also.. i talked to her about bev.. hahas. she wanna see him.. hmm.. very interested in him. hahas. lols. i'll bring him home.. IF only we're back together? which i don't know whether it will happen right now or not. haix.. well.. what comes may. (: i'm glad mummy accepted the presence of bev in my life and knowing the facts about zac. now.. i've got NOTHING to hide from my mom. hahas. she knows basically everything about me. (: hahas. relationship has got far much better for us. hahas. (:

well.. tuesday.. should be meeting eric for lunch and catching a movie together. hahas. if nothing goes wrong.. then will be meeting the ICIANS for round 2 celebration. hahas. skating i guess. hahas. (: lols. but before that should be meeting maria, wil, mel and james for dinner.. maybe at parkway? hahas. -i love them!- they're always with me. loves loves. they're the cutest creatures on earth.. INCLUDING BEV! (: hahas. tsktsk. hehees. then should be skating until late. hahas. thanks moomoo for celebrating my birthday.. (: hahas.

listening to '' love it when you call '' by The Feeling. hahas. cute. ya.. i love it when bev call. hahahaahhaas. hilarious eh? yes. okays. time to reply.. my girl.. (:

to: steph
girl.. i'm glad somehow.. we seems to be better.. (: at least you call me and stuffs. thank you for making me feel that this friendship of ours is still going strong. i love you! (: well, everyone has their bad times.. so don't expect yourself to be strong all the time.. i've been through so much with you.. don't hide yourself from me. i wanna know what's going on. we have our weak times and this is unavoidably. you should know this.. so don't hide your true feelings. and girl.. sometimes it's not good to always putting a strong front.. we want to be there for you too. it can't you the one who is always be there for us. we wanna love you the way you love us. if you don't know.. we want you to know now.. if you know.. please open upp and let us be there for you. cause we're best pals don't we? best pals laugh and cry together. don't cry alone.. don't bear the pains alone. we'll feel painful knowing this. we're here.. we've always been here. it's just one more step to reach us. you know.. as for you and john.. since you said you've given him a chance to explain.. then i have nothing more to say.. cause whatever it is.. i know both of you have your own reasons. and i don't wish to interfere much now.. least you think i'm influence by him or what. cause right now, what bothers me more is US. just the four of us. we love you and you know it. (:

ohh wells, didn't meet upp with daniel. don't feel like. skating is more important than him. hahas. but bev seems more important than skating. LOL. cause when i'm with him. i MIA from the rink. hahas. spending almost everyday out with him. it's only after he went back to australia then i go back to rink. LOL. so yarh.. he's in front of skating. HAHAS. -bleahs.

okays.. ADVERTISING TIME.
2ND JUNE SCANDALOUS AT PAVILION. CALL ME FOR TICKETS. TELL ME HOW MANY YOU NEED. I CAN HELP YOU GET. (: HAHAS. DETAILS WILL BE UPP SOON. (: (:

woohoo~~ i've been wanting to do this.. I DELETED ZAC FROM MY FRIENDSTER. HAHAS. (: yarh mann. (:

alrights.. i'm tired.. nights. bye all~