Prince Is Sick. =X

prince is back home yesterday after his dental. after extracting his tooth. wisdom tooth i suppose? and he say he's having fever after that. =X sorry baby i couldn't be there for you, i was working until just now. i just got home like, 2:30am? i'm sorry.

i woke up today at around 11:30am. by prince's message saying that he met mr.jais, my former band conductor at nee soon camp. well, obviously he'll see him there cause mr.jais is under SAF band, where the training is held there. -.- LOL. couldn't sleep after that so i decided to clear my room, change my bedsheet. hahas. ^^ now my room looks better, still messy though, with my sister's stuffs. >.< was working at 3:30pm. but i got up too early, so i was slacking at home, until it's time to leave home for work. reach cathay at 3:30pm. start work straight and had my break at 7pm. and so i called prince, to check on him. but he was sleeping. -.- so i didn't wanna disturb him further and i hang up. just hope he can really rest well bahhs. hais. :(

anyway, today quite a few people actually came to visit me. first was maria and jiasiant. then was eddy, sky, javier, ziwei and gavin. hahas. they're all here to catch movie. LOL. yupps. and worked until 1:10am. waited for the transport until 1:50am! OMG lahhs. it took them so long to drive from vivocity to cathay eys? -.- lame lahhs. HAHA! that explains why i got home so late. plus the transport didn't leave immediately after it arrived. cause there's this girl who's having car sick, and she got down the car just when the car arrive and she vomitted. so got hang there for like, 15 minutes? before we eventually head home. hais. so late sia. hais. well well, less than a month, i'll bid farewell lers. bear with it kat. ^^

and later part of today, it'll be my turn to see doctor. -.- got to go for a follow up at CGH at 1pm. hais. just hope doctor don't extend my MC anymore. 24th Feb until now, 4 months already lehhs. so long lers. hais. good luck to myself. i'm gonna sleep soon i suppose. gotta wake up early eys? (: upload some photos k? (:

*baby i hope you're getting better. take good care of yourself. love you.

enjoy the photos. LOL.

this is what happens after sunburn! PEEL!!!!!

look at all the skins!!!

and he's still dota-ing. -.-
-prince&princess-




inline culture - katong.
oink and meow.

dinner at 5-stars chicken rice.

kang kong. LOL.

the chicken. LOL.

my sliding queen and princess. (:

my baby. HAHA.

my sliding princess.
my sliding queen.

the next day, worse! -.-

my abrasions. :(

look at the peels, damn disgusting, i swear!

but i still love him and take a photo with him before we sleep. (:
sunday morning, he sends me to work. (:

starbucks cathay, goodbye.

that's all people. nights. (:

Happy 71st Month Anniversary.

happy anniversary prince! (: next month will be our 6th year anniversary lers. hahas. hope it'll be a good one. (:

anyways, didn't do much thing yesterday. sunday cause i was too tired, i went to sleep after blogging etc. then sleep until yesterday's noon time. so got up around 12pm. sent my sister to school and fetch my sister from school. hahas. then went to had lunch with my sister at the coffeeshop nearby her school. had chicken rice. then home we go. took a nap and sleep until 3pm. then was sitting in front of the laptop until 4 plus and i went to get ready to meet prince. reach his place 6:30pm. and stupidly seated in front of the TV and wait for him to end his stupid dota match. which took like, half an hour? knowing i don't like to see his grandma's attitude face yet still ask me to go up and wait for him. -.- he said it's isn't his fault for spoiling my day by asking me to go up to his place. but why ask me to go up and let me see your grandma's face? anyways, i thought he was all ready to go when i reach there. cause he asked me if i left my house already, etc. so i thought as soon as i reach his place, he could come down to meet me instead of i go up to his palce. but ohh well, end up........... okay. fuck that.

head to east coast after that. then pass by katong and we decided to eat chicken rice, again, for me. had dinner there and we skated to east coast. sky and javier was there already. so i gave javier a call, and they're at lan shop. -.- LOL. i stayed at rink and skate. and eddy arrive not long later. sat down and grumble a bit to him. sorry eddy. =X then continue to skate. but at the end of the day, me and prince is okay lahhs. sometimes i just feel, prince don't understand a person's needs. he don't know how to judge when and what to say things at certain point of time. and when a person needs console, he's in a joking manner. i wonder, how long will it takes for him to be a better understanding person. another 6 years? cool~ sucks to be me then. -.-

anways, skated until 11pm and headed to prince's place again, THANK GOD HIS GRANDMA IS ASLEEP. so i don't have to see fucked up face. dota one round. then meet my buddy for supper at the prata place at geylang serai, our usual place. then head back to prince's place again, watch buddy and prince dota. the whole game took about an hour sia. -.- wth. then after the game, we had the smoke session and i went home.

home around 6:30am, took cab. hahas. then my queen PMS again. fuck. made my sister cried and stuffs. fuck the KNNPCB. i seriously hate her when she's having her PMS. scream and yell the whole house etc. keep saying i'm always with boyfriend. everything boyfriend come first. only care about boyfriend. well, for god sake, there are times when i'm not with him also, i was working. and she said i prioritized my boyfriend more than anything else. WTF?!?!?! i didn't want to argue back. so i went to shower, and i went to my room straight. LOCKED THE FUCKING DOOR. and i don't wish to talk to her. before i sleep, i heard her saying that she wants me to move out in one month's time. ha. in my dreams.

PMS QUEEN = KNN FUCKED UP QUEEN.

well, i'm vulgar. i don't give a fuck. not even my queen. even though she's my mom, and i OUGHT to love her. but when she's behaving like a nuisance, NO WAY i'm treating her right. it goes the same to anyone. cause if queen doesn't get the privilledge, who should anyone else get?

okays. i think i've ranted enough. i wanna get ready and go out. and have dinner, probably with prince? -.- he needs to book in tonight.

bye people, till i update again.

My Knees Are Hurting.

i've got two abrasions on both my knees. and it's damn painful. :( today when i was working, wear the three-quarter pants, i almost wanted cry already. T.T the pants was rubbing against the wound, which hurts like mad. :( well, i have no one else to blame. :( cause i forgot to bring my knee guards last night for training. :(

well, i think i'm having my PMS already. i'm sorry prince, i gave you attitude last night, and even today. even though i really really don't wanna admit. but yeah, in fact i did give him attitude. during the time of the month, everything little things just irritates me so much. i just feel like locking myself at home, in a room, alone. i don't feel like going out, don't feel like doing anything. but now, i feel like skating. like, NOW! ohh well, my knees forbid me. =X can't skate now. :( well, i shall be a good girl and stay home. anyways i'm really tired. just feel like sleeping early.

kinda getting emotional. just now when i was walking back home from the MRT station, listening to my mp3 playing all the songs, under the folder ' memories '. just this song happens to remind me of someone. which makes me really think of the past. i'm not wanting to go back to the past. just suddenly think about the past. somehow, memories just can't be erased. no matter how hard i try. everything will still be engraved in my heart and never be able to remove. just suddenly feel like crying. and hoping prince can be by my side. but too bad, he's at east coast. hais. suddenly felt loneliness in me and wishing to have a companion. but no, prince is not with me. and i walked the journey home, myself. which i have always been doing, but, today was much lonelier than before. just felt that my heart is so empty suddenly. yes, emotinal, i am. and i think prince is gonna say i this and that. ( but i think he better keep quiet cause i'm having my PMS. ) cause i don't even know what will happen next. hais. just feel so lonely now. even though my queen is at home. but.. the feeling is so different. :(

my eyes are really closing. OMG. okays. i think i shall stop here. i'll update again when i wake up k! (: sorry people. =X

Queen's Fallen Off the Chair. :(

when i was working half way, just about two hours before i end work, i received three missed calls. it displayed ' QUEEN '. so i called her back. three calls, but no one picked up. so i called ' PALACE '. my sister picked up and so i asked for my queen. but my sister tell me that my queen is lying on the bed, can't move. and i got a shock and ask her what happened. she told me queen fell off a chair and fall on her back. and she can't move. then my sister ask me to hurry home cause she was frighten and don't know what to do.

but after that call, i went back on floor, cause it was really busy. and it was slamming. so i stayed. until i received another missed call from ' PALACE '. then i went into the office to return the call and queen tell me she injured her spine. and i was like, SPINE? ARE YOU OKAY? WHAT YOU DO? HOW COME FALL DOWN? GOT SEE DOCTOR? GOT APPLY MEDICATION? STILL PAIN? i keep shooting her with questions. well, she didn't have time to answer though. so i stopped asking and let her answer my questions. eventually queen has short term memory, so i still gotta repeat the questions to her. -.- and she tell me she's lying on the bed etc. and so i feel it's really serious and i told my manager about it. then she let me clock out half an hour early. i messaged prince about my queen's thing. and hurry home.

and when i was back home, talk to queen a while, she seems breathless. :( then she's having dificulty to even siting up. so tomorrow i'm gonna go to doctor with her. :( hais. jialat. just hope she's fine bahhs. *pray. :( i'm not gonna go work tomorrow lers. working opening. i'm sorry janice. :(

now i'm waiting for prince to come over to my place. hais. he's busy in forum, i wonder what time will he reach. -.- hais. never mind. wait bahhs. oh yeah, last night i did something to a photo. hahas. done it for prince. (:

for baby. (:

hahas. looks at this, 817, what does it stands for? (:

I Feel So Bad. :(

i vent anger on prince last night cause i was pissed with my queen. but, not really venting. just that my attitude towards him was nasty i suppose. :( sorry baby, i didn't mean to do it. it was all my queen's fault.

queen's like having PMS. recently, she has been like, yelling and screaming at us ( not only me ) for no reason every night. and last night she just suddenly came into my room when i was talking to prince on phone, yelled at me and say i spoiled the cordless phone, claiming i dropped it on the floor. then i'm like, WTF? and i scolded her back. cause i've never, i emphasize, NEVER, ever dropped the phone on the floor before. and she keep accusing me. and i hate people to accuse me. so i talked back to her. i yelled at her too. cause it's never my fault. how can i possibly dropped it on the fucking cb floor when i talk with the phone on my BED?? yeah, i drop it on my bed. fuck. and how can i drop it on the floor when everytime i finished using it, i put it on te table next to my laptop? it's like, she's pushing all the blames to me. fuck that. so i screamed at her and say " since you say i used the phone that why i'm the one who dropped it, but you also used the phone before, so i'll say YOU ARE THE ONE WHO DROPPED AND SPOILT IT YOURSELF. " and when i was screaming and yelling at my mom, prince was still on the line. :( hais. i hate it when my queen acts like this. she's having her menses soon and she'll always behave like this. fucked up. cb. but it's being TOO unreasonable, fuck. so what if you're my queen? it doesn't gives you the right to just come into my room and yell at me, pushing all the blames to me for your stupid phone. don't force me to buy a new phone and fucking throw it to you. GRR! thinking about it now and i'm still pissed.

okays. i shouldn't think about it anymore. anyways, i messaged prince and apologised. hais. he's so gonna tolerate even more when my queen give me more shits. poor prince. but still, i love you still k. (:

okays. finally i'm gonna sleep. (: done changing my blogskin, done editing everything. done with everything! time to zZz. (: night night. ^^

David Cook - The Time Of My Life

new song, enjoyy. (:

David Cook - The Time Of My Life

I’ve been waiting for my dreams
To turn into something
I could believe in
And looking for that
Magic rainbow
On the horizon
I couldn’t see it
Until I let go
Gave into love and watched all the bitterness burn
Now I’m coming alive
Body and soul
And feelin’ my world start to turn

And I’ll taste every moment
And live it out loud
I know this is the time,
This is the time
To be more than a name
Or a face in the crowd
I know this is the time
This is the time of my life
Time of my life

Holding onto things that vanished
Into the air
Left me in pieces
But now I’m rising from the ashes
Finding my wings
And all that I needed
Was there all along
Within my reach
As close as the beat of my heart

So I’ll taste every moment
And live it out loud
I know this is the time,
This is the time to be
More than a name
Or a face in the crowd
I know this is the time
This is the time of my life
Time of my life

And I’m out on the edge of forever
Ready to run
I’m keeping my feet on the ground
My arms open wide
My face to the sun

I’ll taste every moment
And live it out loud
I know this is the time,
This is the time to be
More than a name
Or a face in the crowd
I know this is the time
This is the time of my life
Time of my life
More than a name
Or a face in the crowd
I know
This is the time
This is the time of my life.
This is the time of my life.

Dinner At Pris Love's House. (:

yupps. i had dinner at pris's house today. it was awesome! (: she cooked four dishes and one soup. hahas. took the pictures, you guys shall see later. (: hehees. anyways, i enjoyed the dinner. (: after the dinner we had fruits. prepared by our Mr.Eric. hahas. he's a hard working banggla k! LOL. he washed all the dishes and cut the fruits for us. hahas. (:

OMG! i just realised something. this whole thing seems to be deja vu! i dreamt of this before. and it's like, damn long ago? -.- can't believe my soul actually travelled pass time and go to the future, which is like so freaking far away from then on. wtf? -.- sometimes deja vu is really freaky. but well, i had a lot. and just hope only the good ones come true bahhs. not the bad ones. =X *pray.

anyways, after the dinner went to causeway point. pris they all is going for a movie. but i'm not joining. cause all couples then kinda feel left out there. if only my prince is there, then we'll catch the movie together. tripple date! lol. (: but too bad, prince is not there. yeah. :( and so after pris collected the tickets at the box office, we went to civic centre's starbucks and had a drink there. (: as usual, i had my iced double tall four pumps vanilla latte. hahas. i forgot to bring my partner's card. if not i'll have my 20% partner discount. LOL. (: but well, too bad. :( and at there, i was busy asking them to send me their personal photos, so i put them in my phone as their contact photo. hahas. so each time i contact them, i'll see their face! (: hehees. (: yupps.

really had a very good time today. i always never fail to enjoy myself when i'm with them. hahas. (: which is a good thing isn't it? (: and yeah, really had a LOT of catch up today. michael is preparing for his firing competition, good luck to him. (: he's having one in august. Pris is gonna take her 2B, bike license. so good luck too! (: and, eric, busy with his navy, jiayou! and jaslyn, hais, changing job. just hope she'll learn to stable down soon bahhs. i'm not gonna nag so much at her anymore. she's old enough to think. she's mature enough i mean. and she's a stubborn person, pointless telling and nagging at her. i think best is let her learn everything herself. she still have a lot to learn and have a lot to explore in this entire world. but well, i just hope everyone is doing well. (:

and, had a chat with them about my car license. i'm gonna take my car license this year, by hook or by crook. i MUST! so i need to go and register soon, real SOON! michael is doing his BTT at 6th August. hope he pass with just once. and hope myself too! (: hope everything is good and smooth for our license taking. hahas. (:

and, recently had a lot of plans with prince about our future. i just hope everything will be fine for us and we'll go by our plans smoothly. well, i have the thought to settle down. and yeah, we did plan of settling down by next year, if everything is going smoothly. (: but everything will be finalised after prince ORD. which is 22nd February 2009. seven more months to go. (: of course, good luck to us both! (: iloveyoubaby. (:

hmm, i'm working tomorrow at 1pm. until 11pm i think. always so late. so yeah. hais. and i'm having two openings on weekends. tired + tired = super tired! but well, it won't last long anymore. so i'll just do my best. good luck to me at work. and wish me luck in talking to my manager about my resignation. :(

alrights. i'm gonna upload some photos to photobucket and i'm gonna sleep. (: need to wake up like, 11am tomorrow? hahas. nights people.




all these was already here when i step into the house. (: hahas. so sweet right?


eric is helping to scoop rice for all o us.


pris love's room. it's damn huge lahh! (: i wished i have this big room. :(


her bed is damn nice too. (:


living room. (:

all the dishes. (: yummy! thanks love!! ^^








her slipper for home. damn huge lahh! hahas. monkey!


that's how big this monkey is! =X


hahahahas. so funny.


dessert after meal. (:


michael. LOL.


the husband and wife being a very good host. hahas. (:




so sweet right they all? i hope me and prince can always be like them. (:


STARBUCKS! my all time favourite. (:





our chatting session. (:


waiting for train home.


woodlands. (:


okays, that's about it for today. i wanna look for new skins. (: byebye! (: