Phuket 11-15 March 2012.

At the boarding gate!

E & I. :)

First time going overseas with them.. :)

3rd time going on place with him! :) 

Love the sky! Especially when I'm above the clouds! :)

Alfresco, our hotel! 

E unpacking his luggage! :)

  

The condiment bar that we didn't even touch. LOL

Cupboard! :)

Im in the toilet fyi. So yeah, People can see me when I'm showering!

Balcony! :) I love it when E and I sat there almost every night to talk. =]

Tuktuk! 

E & I on our way to tailor shop. :)

Poor girl was left behind by the owners. ):

 First day, Phuket Town Night Market!

Night Market! 

E needs to learn how to smile nicer! >.<

Princess A.

Princess M.

My cousin.

Do we look alike? >.<

Super cute!! 

The only group photo of the day!

Second Day, Island Safari, Animal Shows, ATV, Elephant Trekking, Waterfall, White Water Rafting and Fruit Garden.

It took us an hour to reach this place!

The man who would carry my bag for me the whole day. :)

=]

That's a baby elephant!

Monkeys are cute!

:)

Us on the elephant!

Queen and Princess M.

E and I, with my Queen at the background!

Princess M and myself!

Waterfall! :)

Princess M is injured so E and Queen helping her with the steps.

Jump shot!

After showering, all looked refreshed!

All of us on the tuktuk! ^.^

A pretty little girl came to me, put it over my head, asked for a kiss and she returned two kisses then she refuse to let go of my hands and I had to pay 100baht! -.- 

E, Princess M, my cousin and cousin-in-law.

On the tuktuk going back to hotel!

Third Day, Island Tour.

Phi Phi Ley, Maya Beach, Viking Cafe, Monkey Island, Phi Phi Don Island and Khai Island.

At the front of the speedboat!

Phi Phi Ley Island.

The only group photo! ):

Credits: My cousin.

Credits: Me. LOL. 

Credits: E. Sucha nice photo. 

The place where we snorkel.. A lot of fishes I swear! 

Monkey Island. E with the little monkey that we fed. :)

Khai Island, the hottest island among all and I couldn't even stand the heat.

E is pouring me a glass of moscato under the hot sun and we were sitting by the pool of Alfresco.

Fourth Day, Resting Day! And Water sports for my Queen and Princesses by the beach!

E & Me.

Princess A and myself! 

Looking good! :)

Out they go on a banana boat! :)

My Queen!

Princess A.

Princess M.

Farmer and Me. xD

E helping my Queen to cut the steak cause it's too hard. Potential Son-In-Law? HAHA

Day 5, Super depress day. Shopping at the only shopping mall there and went to airport. :(

E, myself and Princess M went to foot massage for an hour before departing!

Byebye Thailand!

4:35pm: 

The weather now is like my mood. Aggressive, unpredictable, angered, fierce and filled with fire.

I'm trying to pack my feelings now and start blogging about my Thailand trip now and talk about what happened later.

Thailand was a really good trip I must say. 

The photos are just selective ones cause total I took about 500+ photos and already minimise it to 400+ >.< And I'm pretty happy that my family enjoyed the entire trip! :) 

The activities that we do etc, if you have seen my facebook, you'll know by now.. Haha. 

There are in fact a few things that I gained from this trip..

1. Bonding with my family is stronger..
2. E and my family are closer as well..
3. E  & I have another progression.

Throughout the trip, E have been helping me and my Queen to look after the girls.. And I believe without him, Queen and I probably won't be enjoying just as much. He's always the one who accompany them to play all the things they wanna play, do all the things they wanna do. He's supportive and spontaneous and that helped me a lot in making sure they have a good time. :) 

And I could see in Queen's eyes that she's pretty much satisfied with him being able to take care of my Princesses and entertaining them throughout, just like what he does when he's at my house. :) Queen and E seems to have even more things to talk about. >.< 

Throughout the trip, E & I talked a lot about our future.. Cause we see people bringing kids to holiday and my cousin talking about bringing her kids to holiday.. About a lot of other things.. Everyone knows I want a dog.. And one of the conversation we had in phuket was something like this.. 

Saw some ang moh bringing 3kids to Phuket too. So I asked;

Me: Ling.. next time we have kids, will you still bring me go holiday? 

E: Of course go la! 

Me: Then baby leh? 

E: Bring together!

Me: But baby too small how?

E: Put at home.

Me: Put at home who take care?! 

E: Put together with our dog.

Me: -.- Then we need to train the dog how to make milk for baby, change diaper for baby and shower for baby? 

E: Yeah lor!

Me: Then who feed the dog? 

E: The baby lor. They look after each other! 

Me: -.- 

E: Don't worry la! I will bring you all go overseas! :)

So yeah, we had a lot of conversations like this over there and it's kinda like heartwarming whenever I see him being so attentive to my family.. No doubt he's clumsy etc at times but when it comes to us, he's pretty attentive.. :)

And lately we've been having a lot of talks.. Or maybe, more like discussions. Talked about which bank is best to open joint account. The account is meant for our future usage. We talked about if we're getting married then where are we having the wedding banquet etc etc. In the past when he mention anything about joint account etc, I'm always the one who shun away from all these topics.. But now it seems like I've already accepted  all these things that's gonna be coming my way. But first of all, I need to get my PR before executing a lot of plans. A lot of planning and discussions is needed now.. Haha. I'm like preparing to get married already but in fact, everything is just discussion and nothing is concluded yet. >.<

Oh well, I really enjoyed this trip a lot cause somehow it meant a lot to me to see that E is fitting himself into my family relatively well! :)

Next post shall be Shannon Ang's Wedding!
I'll try to do that soon! :\ 

I don't think I said anything wrong.

Yeah, I really don't think so.
Everytime you try to avoid or change topic whenever I'm angry etc. so I don't think I'm wrong to tell you in such cases it makes me not want to talk up you.

I don't like the way you think it's okay to leave the problem like that or like when the whole situation is not good and you just shun away. Wtf?

Don't talk to me?
Okay fine.

So now what you do is to keep avoiding?

Everytime you make me angry/unhappy/upset etc etc and when I talk to you about it, all you do is either keeping quiet or changing topic. Why do you keep avoiding things like this? It makes things worse. Because when I don't feel good about anything, I will argue about everything. 

I don't like SCH, since long ago. He's a motherfucking hypocrite and I think everyone knows. He only know how to POR LAMPA. Yes, I literally hate his presence because his impression for me has never been good. I hated him partially because you did complain to me about him before. You told me stuffs about him before to worsen my impression for him. Now that things are already like this and I DO hate him, you tell me you want to meet him? I don't like that idea. 

Even he himself telling people that he knows nobody likes him here. So the issue isn't with me actually, you see the problem? It's him. If you want me to change so much just so you could accept to be with me, why not ask him to change that much just so I could accept you to befriend him. 

He's not a good guy, not a good influence guy. 

To me, he's low down, fucked up hypocrite. 

And I don't like the idea of you, being someone whom I treat as a family member to be in ANY WAYS close to him. NO WAY I'M GONNA ACCEPT THAT. 

Fuck him. 

Curse the worse thing on earth could happen to him. 

KNNCCB.

Bits & Pieces.

Happy Birthday Darling!

Airshow with Lynn Baby & Kris Darl.

Seafood dinner with V and S.

Helipad with J, V and S.

First time to skinny pizza with K & E. 

Lor5 Ban Mian!!!! With S! :)

Helipad with V, S, J, C, TSY. 

  

Night Safari with E and my Family. <3

Baking class finally started! :)
Together with S, E & I. :) 

Picnic with the skaters/bestie/bestie's friend.

Quite a few events happened over the past one month. 

1. Met up with my secondary school friends for my dear girl's birthday.. :) Had a good catch up session with the very long never see classmates! :) 
2. Been to the Airshow for the second time in my life. The roaring sound from the jetplanes still makes me go gaga and I love it! :) 
3. I've been spending quite a bit of time with V & S. As well as J, C and TSY. :) Helipad became my next hangout place.
4. Satisfied my Lor 5 Ban Mian's craving with S. :)
5. Went to Night Safari.
6. Finally took up baking class, which cost a bomb every lesson but it's worth it. :)
7. And my very first picnic with my friends. :)

Generally, I think life has been on a quieter side for me. Everything has toned down and everything seems a lot more calm for me now. Other than E not having much time for me due to work, everything else seems okay for me.

As much as I enjoy the company of my friends and appreciate them for taking the time out to meet me etc, I realised nowadays I'm always feeling tired. I do enjoy myself whenever I'm out with them, but the energy level in me die very fast. I can't seems to stay up late like the way I used to and nope, I'm not surprise. :) I guess there will be more to come.. 

I'm happy now, somehow or rather. 

And there's probably only one reason for my sadness. 

I realised too, that I need a lot of E's attention. 

I love the way he treats me like I'm just a little girl. 

I love how he give me morning kisses.

I love how I wake up in his arms. 

I love how we just do nothing but lie around and about at my house. 

I love how open we are now in terms of talking about how we feel. 

But I hate it when he makes me feel like he doesn't care.

I hate it when he neglect me yet still throw his temper at me. 

I hate it when he pissed me off and after that tell me he wanna bring me to places I wanted to go.

I hate it when he makes me feel like I'm talking to great wall of china everyday in office. 

I hate it when he doesn't spend at least some time talking to me everyday. 

But I know, he loves me a lot. 

Just that I forgot how to trust and that's why I always doubt. 

I need to learn to believe again. 

But again, to me, seeing is believing. 

I always believe what my eyes see. 

And yes, that will be a problem because what I see may not be 100% true but that's just me. 

I can't stop myself from doing that, even though I really hope that I can do that.. :\ 

But slowly and surely, I'm falling deeper and deeper. 

Good sign? I don't know.