just to say,
I MISS MY SCANDALS!
TS! <3
ohh and maybe a D is on the way too! =)) LOL!
Friday, April 17, 2009
Thursday, April 16, 2009
<3
I want to fall in love.
I miss the feeling of taking care of people.
I miss holding someone's hold and grab it like I might lose it.
I wanna be hugging someone so tight that he can't breathe.
I wanna be told, WOAH YOU'RE ATTACH.
I wanna be told, I LOVE YOU BABY.
I wanna be told, I MISS YOU BABY.
I wanna be told, YOU'LL BE THE ONLY ONE I WANNA BE WITH.
I wanna be like a little kid.
To be loved and pampered sometimes.
I wanna throw tantrums.
I wanna be like an attached girl. =)
I miss the feeling of taking care of people.
I miss holding someone's hold and grab it like I might lose it.
I wanna be hugging someone so tight that he can't breathe.
I wanna be told, WOAH YOU'RE ATTACH.
I wanna be told, I LOVE YOU BABY.
I wanna be told, I MISS YOU BABY.
I wanna be told, YOU'LL BE THE ONLY ONE I WANNA BE WITH.
I wanna be like a little kid.
To be loved and pampered sometimes.
I wanna throw tantrums.
I wanna be like an attached girl. =)
ARRIVED!
Why do you arrive today?
Why can't you be here earlier?
I seriously hate you.
I really do.
Thank god I know you so well.
Thank god I'm prepared.
I hate you so much, you moron, asshole!!
GRRRRRRRRRRR.
But well, Lucky you didn't arrive any later. Or else I'll seriously Hate you forever! -.-
My menses just came. -.-
LOL
Why can't you be here earlier?
I seriously hate you.
I really do.
Thank god I know you so well.
Thank god I'm prepared.
I hate you so much, you moron, asshole!!
GRRRRRRRRRRR.
But well, Lucky you didn't arrive any later. Or else I'll seriously Hate you forever! -.-
My menses just came. -.-
LOL
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
OMG!
OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!
HE LET HER HOLD HIS HAND?
LIKE HOW SHE HOLD OTHER GUY'S?
IS THIS TRUE?
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!!!!
OMGOMGOMG. I HATE HER.
as if. =)
THOUGH I CAN BE REALLY VICIOUS AND REVENGEFUL.
don't step on my tail.
HE LET HER HOLD HIS HAND?
LIKE HOW SHE HOLD OTHER GUY'S?
IS THIS TRUE?
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!!!!
OMGOMGOMG. I HATE HER.
as if. =)
THOUGH I CAN BE REALLY VICIOUS AND REVENGEFUL.
don't step on my tail.
=(
Ben's left.
So meaningless. =(
I miss Ben.
=((
He's only gonna be back in July.
So far. =(
I'm tired.
Gonna sleep.
i need a shoulder to lean on.
So meaningless. =(
I miss Ben.
=((
He's only gonna be back in July.
So far. =(
I'm tired.
Gonna sleep.
i need a shoulder to lean on.
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
^^
I'm happy today.
Cause I met up with my Gong, Ben. =)
Met him after work at Far East. Then shop around and told him about my 21st Birthday. I wanted him to be in Singapore, but sadly, he can't! =(((
And so,
HE GAVE ME A BE-EARLY BIRTHDAY PRESENT! =))
A new wallet! =) From Billabong! Love it so much! Thanks Gong! =))
My BIG calendar! =)
One of my company's product. Ben&Jerry's Sticky. =)
The Present from Wilson! ^^
Queen bought this for my Work. LOL!
& This too!
This morning's sky. Nice..
I DON'T REALLY LIKE HER.
CAUSE SHE'S DAMN DAO. -.-
MY NEW WALLET!
Pink colour! I love! =)
OHH!!! lastly, let me share something.
Someone call him DOG. -.- and It's none other than his QINLIU. -.-
goodnight.
Cause I met up with my Gong, Ben. =)
Met him after work at Far East. Then shop around and told him about my 21st Birthday. I wanted him to be in Singapore, but sadly, he can't! =(((
And so,
HE GAVE ME A BE-EARLY BIRTHDAY PRESENT! =))
A new wallet! =) From Billabong! Love it so much! Thanks Gong! =))
My BIG calendar! =)
One of my company's product. Ben&Jerry's Sticky. =)
The Present from Wilson! ^^
Queen bought this for my Work. LOL!
& This too!
This morning's sky. Nice..
I DON'T REALLY LIKE HER.
CAUSE SHE'S DAMN DAO. -.-
MY NEW WALLET!
Pink colour! I love! =)
OHH!!! lastly, let me share something.
Someone call him DOG. -.- and It's none other than his QINLIU. -.-
goodnight.
Visit.
I worked half day today and went to tanjong pagar complex to do my permit stuffs. Home about 4pm. Was playing Facebook with Sky. LOL!!!! =\ AHEM! hehe.
Terry called me at 7-ish. Asked me out for dinner. But I'm home already so I don't wanna go out. And so, he was nice enough to come all the way to Yishun to find me. =) Thanks buddy. ^^ Met him at Yishun MRT to fetch him at around 8pm. We sat and chatted for about an hour then walked to my place. My Queen is already expecting him. =) SO AGAIN, my Queen talked and joke with Terry like as if they're very good friends. -.- Always. LOL. Buddy visited my Queen and talked to her. LOL. He left about 11pm and I send him to MRT Station again. =) I'm nice okay! ^^
Watched TV etc. Until now.
I'm lazy to update.
Update soon. I wanna sleep.
I WANNA MEET BENEDICT BEH WEI HAO!!!!!
and ohh!
someone publicly announced that he has FOUR girlfriends. WOW. IMPRESSIVE.
then i think i should start having more. =))
Terry called me at 7-ish. Asked me out for dinner. But I'm home already so I don't wanna go out. And so, he was nice enough to come all the way to Yishun to find me. =) Thanks buddy. ^^ Met him at Yishun MRT to fetch him at around 8pm. We sat and chatted for about an hour then walked to my place. My Queen is already expecting him. =) SO AGAIN, my Queen talked and joke with Terry like as if they're very good friends. -.- Always. LOL. Buddy visited my Queen and talked to her. LOL. He left about 11pm and I send him to MRT Station again. =) I'm nice okay! ^^
Watched TV etc. Until now.
I'm lazy to update.
Update soon. I wanna sleep.
I WANNA MEET BENEDICT BEH WEI HAO!!!!!
and ohh!
someone publicly announced that he has FOUR girlfriends. WOW. IMPRESSIVE.
then i think i should start having more. =))
Monday, April 13, 2009
BEN!
My Gong is back in Singapore!!!!
I Miss Him so much! =((
He sent me a message on Facebook. And I call him in like, ONE MINUTE! =))
Gonna meet up with him soon!!! =)
I Miss Him so much! =((
He sent me a message on Facebook. And I call him in like, ONE MINUTE! =))
Gonna meet up with him soon!!! =)
Updates.
Thursday
Work in the morning to evening. Then took the Company Bus to Joo Koon MRT to go to east coast. Reach east coast around 7-ish. But floor was quite wet so I didn't wanna skate to Safra yet. Waited for Taitai but since the floor wet and he's waiting for his dinner so I asked him not to come down. Skate to Safra myself at 8pm. Reach there about 8:40pm. Skated slowly.. Listening to my iPod, memories flashed back as I pass by those places.. Hais.. Just kept telling myself not to think, not to think. Reach Chalet, see all my old friends and it's a good thing. =) Put aside all my unhappiness and enjoy the night with them. =) So we eat, drink, talked etc. =) Drank quite a lot that night. Considering the fact that all I drank was pure liquor and no mixer. So drank a lot of shots. -.- I think counting everything it's about 20+ 30 shots. -.- And wow, call me a pro please. I'm the last person! All were gone and I could still ran out to fetch Maria at the gate. =) and yes, I RAN! not walk. It's nice getting high and tipsy at times. Chatted with Mich's parents for about an hour at the gate. -.- Went back to chalet, sat down and chat with the rest and slept at 6am.
Friday
Woke up at 9-ish. Skated to C3 with Maria. Then went to eat Breakfast with Maria and Eddy. Skated for another while and I left to meet Terry buddy. After meet Terry went over to 91 to meet his Mom. Chatted with his Mom for about 2 hours plus. She told me a lot of things. And I could see tears at the corner of her eyes. I told her a lot of things as well.. Full of emotions and I'm trying to control my tears as well. What she said is true.. Maybe if I'm feeling so terrible, I shouldn't look back. But... I don't know. Is it worth all the these while.. That I've done so much.. Or it is just my own stupidity? Maybe. Shalln't think about all these.. Left the house 7-ish to meet Wilson and hitch a ride from him to east coast. He pass me this cute little cat purse. =) It's a gift from his Japan trip. =) Thanks Wilson! Team meeting at 9:10pm. Skate until about 12-ish then go to MacDonald with Shawn, Jaslyn, QQ, Tingfei, Sky, Quanyang, Taitai. I can't remember. =/ Eat then sit outside and smoked. Someone called and wanna talk. I didn't want to but ohh since Shawn kindly picked up the call for me.. -.- I was like, Who's that. -.- Chatted for a while and I got damn agitated with what that person said over the phone. Couldn't care less so I hang up the phone. Thanks Maria for the hug when I really need it. Yes, I cried. Cause I've been putting all my tears aside. Be it my Queen's problem or other things. With what that person said, I couldn't control further. Thanks for making me cry, well done.
Saturday
Woke up at 10:30am when we're supposed to wake up at 9:30am! -.- hurried wash up and rush to the Hello! event. Met Skye on the way at Kembangan MRT. Then head to Plaza Sing. Event was from 1-4pm. Went to eat at my all-time-favourite Malay food at PS's B2. =) Then head to HOP ( Home Of Pool ) for Dota session. East Coast at about 9:30pm. Slack cause floor was wet and there's no training. Went to watch movie with skaters. The shinjuku incident. Hmm, overall, 3/5? went home after movie.
Sunday
Woke up at 3:30pm. Eat and use com. Check on Queen. -.- I'm like a nanny of hers now. Then get ready and go over to 91 to get some stuffs from his father, for my Queen. Chatted for a while and I left. Been there for less than 30 minutes cause he's at home. Don't feel like even seeing him. Head to east coast to get some stuffs and went to eat with Steven, Eddy, Jordan and Jonas. Head home after eating. That's all.
Updates on my Queen:
Previously her hand that was used for IV drip was swollen after she accidentally hit the area where the needle was inserted. And now, her wrist area are all blue black, and it's quite a bad one. Hais. I don't know what to do with it. =( Really want to scold SGH doctor. Putting her appointment so late! Idiots. What if anything happen to her! =( Will update on her conditions again. Thanks for people who cared.
Now, I'll upload some photos.
trying to be funny. -.-
Kat/Mabel/Nicole/Jasmine/Shina
Kamae/Kat/Rachelle (Nigel's Girlfriend)
Chicken is nice! =) Jaryl say I looked like pig! -.-
TAH! I tah chicken! LOL!
Afterall, This is the Real me. Fu Keong says I'm emo. Ohh Well.
Work in the morning to evening. Then took the Company Bus to Joo Koon MRT to go to east coast. Reach east coast around 7-ish. But floor was quite wet so I didn't wanna skate to Safra yet. Waited for Taitai but since the floor wet and he's waiting for his dinner so I asked him not to come down. Skate to Safra myself at 8pm. Reach there about 8:40pm. Skated slowly.. Listening to my iPod, memories flashed back as I pass by those places.. Hais.. Just kept telling myself not to think, not to think. Reach Chalet, see all my old friends and it's a good thing. =) Put aside all my unhappiness and enjoy the night with them. =) So we eat, drink, talked etc. =) Drank quite a lot that night. Considering the fact that all I drank was pure liquor and no mixer. So drank a lot of shots. -.- I think counting everything it's about 20+ 30 shots. -.- And wow, call me a pro please. I'm the last person! All were gone and I could still ran out to fetch Maria at the gate. =) and yes, I RAN! not walk. It's nice getting high and tipsy at times. Chatted with Mich's parents for about an hour at the gate. -.- Went back to chalet, sat down and chat with the rest and slept at 6am.
Friday
Woke up at 9-ish. Skated to C3 with Maria. Then went to eat Breakfast with Maria and Eddy. Skated for another while and I left to meet Terry buddy. After meet Terry went over to 91 to meet his Mom. Chatted with his Mom for about 2 hours plus. She told me a lot of things. And I could see tears at the corner of her eyes. I told her a lot of things as well.. Full of emotions and I'm trying to control my tears as well. What she said is true.. Maybe if I'm feeling so terrible, I shouldn't look back. But... I don't know. Is it worth all the these while.. That I've done so much.. Or it is just my own stupidity? Maybe. Shalln't think about all these.. Left the house 7-ish to meet Wilson and hitch a ride from him to east coast. He pass me this cute little cat purse. =) It's a gift from his Japan trip. =) Thanks Wilson! Team meeting at 9:10pm. Skate until about 12-ish then go to MacDonald with Shawn, Jaslyn, QQ, Tingfei, Sky, Quanyang, Taitai. I can't remember. =/ Eat then sit outside and smoked. Someone called and wanna talk. I didn't want to but ohh since Shawn kindly picked up the call for me.. -.- I was like, Who's that. -.- Chatted for a while and I got damn agitated with what that person said over the phone. Couldn't care less so I hang up the phone. Thanks Maria for the hug when I really need it. Yes, I cried. Cause I've been putting all my tears aside. Be it my Queen's problem or other things. With what that person said, I couldn't control further. Thanks for making me cry, well done.
Saturday
Woke up at 10:30am when we're supposed to wake up at 9:30am! -.- hurried wash up and rush to the Hello! event. Met Skye on the way at Kembangan MRT. Then head to Plaza Sing. Event was from 1-4pm. Went to eat at my all-time-favourite Malay food at PS's B2. =) Then head to HOP ( Home Of Pool ) for Dota session. East Coast at about 9:30pm. Slack cause floor was wet and there's no training. Went to watch movie with skaters. The shinjuku incident. Hmm, overall, 3/5? went home after movie.
Sunday
Woke up at 3:30pm. Eat and use com. Check on Queen. -.- I'm like a nanny of hers now. Then get ready and go over to 91 to get some stuffs from his father, for my Queen. Chatted for a while and I left. Been there for less than 30 minutes cause he's at home. Don't feel like even seeing him. Head to east coast to get some stuffs and went to eat with Steven, Eddy, Jordan and Jonas. Head home after eating. That's all.
Updates on my Queen:
Previously her hand that was used for IV drip was swollen after she accidentally hit the area where the needle was inserted. And now, her wrist area are all blue black, and it's quite a bad one. Hais. I don't know what to do with it. =( Really want to scold SGH doctor. Putting her appointment so late! Idiots. What if anything happen to her! =( Will update on her conditions again. Thanks for people who cared.
Now, I'll upload some photos.
Chalet.
trying to be funny. -.-
Kat/Mabel/Nicole/Jasmine/Shina
Kamae/Kat/Rachelle (Nigel's Girlfriend)
Chicken is nice! =) Jaryl say I looked like pig! -.-
TAH! I tah chicken! LOL!
Afterall, This is the Real me. Fu Keong says I'm emo. Ohh Well.
Sunday, April 12, 2009
New Songs.
Uploaded Two New Songs. Enjoy.
They're not exactly new though. But I've been listening to them.
And yes, they're in chinese.
I'll update blog at night.
我的最爱 - 张韶涵
像一场梦却醒不过来
另一个我在看着我
她问我值不值得
为你付出所有
只要一想起你的温柔
就会让我看不清楚
你想做的你
没有谁强迫我坚强
我却都忍的住
清醒的孤独
你永远是我的最爱
不管爱你有多难
我的心只想属于你
无法预知的未来
你试着抱起我
我的最爱
却看见远方寂寞
爱将会克服一切
在我心中
我不会停止爱着你
握着你温热的手
就算偶尔透露
你的不安和放纵
我总是相信你
另一个你在看着我
他问我愿不愿意
给你更多自由
只要一想起你的忧愁
我想做的我
梦里的孤独
你永远是我的最爱
天空 - 蔡依林
听着自己的心跳
没有规则的跳跃
我安静的在思考
并不想被谁打扰
我们曾紧紧拥抱
却又轻易地放掉
这种感觉很微妙
该怎麽说才好
时间分割成对角
停止你对我的好
瓦解我们的依靠
在你离开之后的天空
我像风筝寻一个梦
雨后的天空
是否有放晴后的面容
我静静的望着天空
试着寻找失落的感动
只能用笑容
期待着雨过天晴的彩虹
听着自己的心跳
没有规则的跳跃
我安静的在思考
并不想被谁打扰
我们曾紧紧拥抱
却又轻易地放掉
这种感觉很微妙
该怎麽说才好
时间分割成对角
停止你对我的好
瓦解我们的依靠
在你离开之后的天空
我像风筝寻一个梦
雨后的天空
是否有放晴后的面容
我静静的望着天空
试着寻找失落的感动
只能用笑容
期待着雨过天晴的彩虹
oh～～～
在你离开之后的天空
我像风筝寻一个梦
雨后的天空
是否有放晴后的面容
我静静的望着天空
试着寻找失落的感动
只能用笑容
期待着雨过天晴的彩虹
在你离开之后的天空
我像风筝寻一个梦
我静静的望着天空
试着寻找失落的感动
They're not exactly new though. But I've been listening to them.
And yes, they're in chinese.
I'll update blog at night.
我的最爱 - 张韶涵
像一场梦却醒不过来
另一个我在看着我
她问我值不值得
为你付出所有
只要一想起你的温柔
就会让我看不清楚
你想做的你
没有谁强迫我坚强
我却都忍的住
清醒的孤独
你永远是我的最爱
不管爱你有多难
我的心只想属于你
无法预知的未来
你试着抱起我
我的最爱
却看见远方寂寞
爱将会克服一切
在我心中
我不会停止爱着你
握着你温热的手
就算偶尔透露
你的不安和放纵
我总是相信你
另一个你在看着我
他问我愿不愿意
给你更多自由
只要一想起你的忧愁
我想做的我
梦里的孤独
你永远是我的最爱
天空 - 蔡依林
听着自己的心跳
没有规则的跳跃
我安静的在思考
并不想被谁打扰
我们曾紧紧拥抱
却又轻易地放掉
这种感觉很微妙
该怎麽说才好
时间分割成对角
停止你对我的好
瓦解我们的依靠
在你离开之后的天空
我像风筝寻一个梦
雨后的天空
是否有放晴后的面容
我静静的望着天空
试着寻找失落的感动
只能用笑容
期待着雨过天晴的彩虹
听着自己的心跳
没有规则的跳跃
我安静的在思考
并不想被谁打扰
我们曾紧紧拥抱
却又轻易地放掉
这种感觉很微妙
该怎麽说才好
时间分割成对角
停止你对我的好
瓦解我们的依靠
在你离开之后的天空
我像风筝寻一个梦
雨后的天空
是否有放晴后的面容
我静静的望着天空
试着寻找失落的感动
只能用笑容
期待着雨过天晴的彩虹
oh～～～
在你离开之后的天空
我像风筝寻一个梦
雨后的天空
是否有放晴后的面容
我静静的望着天空
试着寻找失落的感动
只能用笑容
期待着雨过天晴的彩虹
在你离开之后的天空
我像风筝寻一个梦
我静静的望着天空
试着寻找失落的感动
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