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| Prive @ Keppel Bay. |
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| Happy Birthday Zell! :) |
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| My Chef! :) |
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| His first time cooking for me.. |
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| Seriously I hope for more to come! :) |
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| He's cooking my favourite celery! :) |
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| Curry Chicken!! YUM! |
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| Steam fish! :) |
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| Watercress Soup! |
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| Look at Baby J! She started eating before anyone of us starts! That shows how nice the foods are! |
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| Late at night, E is teaching Princess M her homework and teaching Baby J how to draw. Such a heartwarming sight. <3 |
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| Last night, Baby J came to my room and she lie on my tummy.. Then I pat her to sleep. :) |
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| She was only an infant when she last slept next to me! I miss this sight! |
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| Look how big she has grown! :) No longer the tiny baby! :) |
Last weekend was pretty much filled with love and happiness. :)
As seen from above, I went out with E's friends as a group, like finally.
I didn't want to meet any of his friends other than J & A for the past few months because of W & V's incident.
So like finally, I agreed to go for their group outing and it was total awkwardness. It feels weird in that crowd again. Familiar faces but I felt uneasy. I was a lot more quiet than the precious me who met them. Thankful for PX, if not for her, I really don't know how to even start talking to them. :)
So E stayover my place again, over the weekend and he cooked! :) I'm really happy though I was there to supervise his progress and making sure that things don't go wrong. I'm not afraid that the food is not gonna be nice, just afraid of accidents. :\ But so far so good, he did pretty well after following instructions! :) And I'm glad that he made these changes for me. I'm hoping for more meals from him now! ^.^ And seeing him spending so much time with my family, especially Baby J, I'm really thankful! :)
Up till now, somehow I still feel that both E & I still have a lot of obstacles in between. A lot about trust, the people around us whom we don't trust. The level of love we have for each other is high, but I guess majority is me. I can't trust completely and I always doubt because I can't see. I need to see it in order to believe it. Sigh. This is bad. Somehow I really hope that E could move to my place but I know that's impossible.. But I know it myself that as long as he's out of my sight, my thoughts will wander.
We enjoy each other's company, that's for sure. We love to laze around doing nothing or just bring Baby J for a walk downstairs. Our life now is more or less revolving things like these. Lazing around doing nothing and just watching drama on laptop etc.
I just want him to be around me, even if we're not doing anything.
Because only then I feel more secure..
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