Chronicles.

17June. Princess M's ballet performance!

Cousin & I. :)

My mama!

Popo!

& E!

22June. 

Little precious is here. :)

Cannot resist her!

Sooooo cheeky!

V!

Shanghai Dolly.

7July.

On the way to Kukup.

Shopping.

Our beer. -.- 

Lunch.

Night!

E & A.

S & C.

C!

E's poly friend's wedding lunch.

One of the weekend. Super cute. hahaha.

18July. Raffles Annual Bowling.

B & E.

YK, SP & XJ.

My winnings this year.

Dinner with S!

22July. MBS for R's birthday!

L!

L! together with infinity pool. :)

NDP rehearsal fireworks.

Avalon.

K's birthday!

J. K's sister.

with a blink of an eye, it's already august.

so many things happened in the past two months. 

happy, not really because of E but my friends.

sad, none other than because of E. 

too much emotions have been filling up my mind, heart and probably soul that i think i forgot how to even smile.

okay, back to my updates first. 

so JUNE. 

i've not been going out too often other than staying home and doing nothing. -.- 

went for my little princess's ballet performance as well as bringing her to SOTA to settle her registration issues. 

went clubbing with V & her friends.

spent my anniversary day at sentosa.

nothing fanciful. 

and JULY. 

yeap, i've spent most of my days being home too. don't really feel like going out because i'm always feeling tired. 

went to Kukup with E & his friends.

Attended raffles's bowling for the 2nd time in almost 3 years.

meet some old friends for dinner and watch a movie.

went avalon for the first time with my WG friends whom i didn't party with for super long.

nothing much. just catching up with old friends. 

yeap, very short update. 

i don't really want to get too wordy. 

so yes, my mood these days are pretty unpredictable but most of the time it's not exactly good. the only time when i'm always feeling good is when baby J is around. E is definitely not very much helping to make me feel better so yes, i have to help myself.

somehow i feel i'm feeling tired to always having to live for someone.

and yes, i'm gonna start living for myself again. until i'm proven things are worth much more.

end of story. 

update soon.

i'll be away for bangkok from tomorrow till saturday night. goodbye!