Monday, March 14, 2005

Sry Dear..

back agn.. hahaz.. well.. tis week din reli haf much things tat happened.. hmmz.. ya.. got.. i made Qianhui cried ytd.. so sad.. sry dear.. don mean to hurt u.. if u get to c my blog.. den.. here i apologise.. sry dear..
well.. Fri X-country.. nv go sch.. went to c doc.. den went to watched a concert at nite.. Bishan Park Symphonic Band's Concert.. Spirituoso III.. hahaz.. :).. nice one.. hahaz.. went wif Kriz.. heez.. den.. hmmz..dono la.. lyk dono leh.. nv talk to zhanyu for abt a wk lolz.. hahaz.. enjoying myself wif frenz.. haiz.. there's reason behind why i ignore him.. my close frenz noe.. but not those hu is not close to mi.. hahaz.. but tis 'ignoring' thingy will end soon.. i guess.. hahaz.. haiz.. band's SYF date is confirmed.. 14th april.. 8am.. tats early.. father say wanna stay overnite.. or else we'll be late for competition.. haiz.. if stay overnite.. i tink i cant slp lolz.. nervous until cant slp.. haiz.. but hopefully everything goes well lolz..
yay!! band camp coming!!! hahaz.. next Tues & Wed.. overnite camp.. so hapi.. aft so long.. finally got one overnite camp b4 i leave BDS.. heez.. looking forward to it man!!
err... dono wat to say le.. next tym update agn.. haiz.. sian.. got so many holiday hw to do.. holiday lyk sch day lyk tat.. stupid!!!
Agn.. sry qianhui.. very sry..
take care pplz..

Monday, March 7, 2005

harlo.....

hey.. back here agn.. each tym im back here.. sure a bit sad sad de.. coz recall how tat person scolded mi & zhanyu.. haiz.. nvm.. its over now.. hahaz.. i'll still lead my hapi life from now onwards..
hmm.. well.. recently many things happened.. band kena scolding from Mr. Roskhaider.. coz of attendance.. haiz.. those who did not went thru SYF.. i don reli blame them if they din turn up.. but for those hu went thru once.. they upset mi.. to the core........ haiz.. rmb how our seniors & us(Sec 4s).. fight for the bronze medal.. but now.. i only c some of them trying their best.. working hard lyk the seniors last tym.. i guess.. if tis yr SYF include the previous batch seniors.. band surely can get silver.. but now.. wif all these kind of attitude.. come late.. absent.. etc.. i don even noe if we can get bronze.. 2003 we got a higher bronze.. short of 2 pts to silver.. but tis yr.. don even noe if we can get a lower bronze anot.. we're having band camp in march holidays for all SYF participants.. its made compulsory.. hopefully all will turn up bax.. hahaz..
hmm.. haiz.. tis week kinda boring.. wanna practice for SYF.. so brought home my baby (Flute).. hahaz..hmm.. so long since i last brought her home.. hahaz.. eh.. k la.. lazy to write le.. update next wk bax.. go visit other blog first.. heez..
To Qianhui Dear dear.. sry dear.. recently keep making u worry for mi.. don worry k? i'll be juz fine.. Smile!! i don lyk to c u sad sad de... :)

Sunday, February 27, 2005

low days.......

haiz.. back agn.. den c all those stupid stuffs on my tagboard.. kills my mood.. pplz all there who is involved or got into tis.. sorry.. i oso wanna find out who tat person is & settled it once & for all.. me & zhanyu together oso kena so many things.. haiz..
ya.. zhanyu has become 'ah beng'.. so wat??? he's still the one i luv.. don tel mi the person hu scolded mi.. when you found out the guy u luv most smoke den u gif up on him?? tats not call luv.. u lyk tat person not coz u LUV him.. but for the sake of fame!! bodoh!! anti-cheesim account.. hahaz.. go ahead.. if one day.. u found out tat there's an A/C lyk tat for u.. u'll noe how i feel.. i act chio??? in wat way do u tink i act chio?? did i put make ups on my face? did i do those nice nice hair style to sch?? don say illogical stuffs in my blog la.. wanna penalize me oso no nid to lyk tat de.. juz go straight to my face.. & tel me.. don be lyk some thieves lyk tat.. do things behind pplz back.. tats call backstabbing.. u'll noe how it feels when ur frenz do tat to u..
my eng has not been gd all the while.. fail o level.. mabe.. mabe not.. but i guess pplz hu curse mi will get retribution.. i don care wat kind of retribution u're gonna get.. it's either on urself.. ur family or on ur children in the future.. tats wat mdm tan has always said.. & i believe tat.. everyone will go thru ups & downs.. mine is here le.. while urs is not here yet.. til the day urs come.. i guess u'll regret wat u did today.. i've regretted for wat i've done in the past.. & is trying hard to mend it.. to the person hu scold mi.. its up to u to say mi for all i care.. im not gg to retaliate anymore.. im sick & tired of all ur nonsense for the past months.. i'll put an end to it by taking out the tagboard.. if u dare.. i dare u to scold mi rite in front of my face... (face the challenge??) im not afraid of u.. im sure u're not afraid of mi either.. so lets juz mit up & get the problem solved!!
i noe u're a bdsian.. its obvious from all the things tat u've said.. mabe oso a prefect.. coz.. onli prefect will be able to c how i react when im late.. let mi ask u.. if u're late.. how will u react? i've choosen to smile.. coz even if im late.. life still goes on.. i guess u'll choose to cry.. rite?.. coz i smile u not hapi.. den u muz be waiting for mi to cry.. rite?.. tats stupid to cry when u're late.. hahaz.. i'll nv be sad if im late.. sad to tel u tis.. i've concluded.. u're someone hu is not matured.. aft so mamy yrs of education.. u learnt nth from ur family or teachers.. coz u've been showing mi tat u're an ill-bred child.. (juz lyk wat mdm liew said.. but dono if u were taught by her once..)
well.. its a fact tat i DID NOT visit my blog for a long tym.. firstly.. im lazy.. 2ndly.. don wish to c all those childish nonsense from u pplz.. imagine pplz did tat to u in ur blog.. i bet u'll find it a dismay.. or even sad.. i don lyk to c any of these prob.. oso.. when u scold mi.. pls don involve innocent pplz.. lyk peilin & alyssa.. alyssa is NOT a bitch.. when u scold someone a bitch.. look into the mirror.. ask urself if u haf the rite to scold.. pplz are born wif parents.. if ur parents were to noe tat u're being called a bitch.. how will they feel?? r u telling mi u're gonna tel mi ur parents are those indecent pplz?? no rite? ded don call ppl bitch.. be more understanding & tink further.. do tink of the consequences sft an action.. i believe in retribution.. do u??? :)
pls do not scold zhanyu.. all the while.. i noe tat rite from the start of tis 'scolding' session.. it started coz i broke up wif zhanyu & be wif iskandar.. if u wanna tink tat im flirt.. up to u.. im clear conscious.. i noe wat im doing.. wat i wan..at the begining.. u made mi feel as though u lyk zhanyu.. but i guess if zhanyu were to noe.. u're here scolding him.. i guess he cant be bothered wif u.. anyway.. tink twice for all ur actions.. im back to zhanyu now.. in contented.. iskandar is hapi.. but i feel guilty towards him.. coz i left him for zhanyu.. here wld lyk to apologise to him..
Is.. Im Sorry..
love is sth tat we cant use force.. i guess u noe it rite?? when u're totally crazy over a person.. u'll do wat it takes to be with him.. & im sure u wun mind sacrisfising.. tym to be more matured.. tink thru bax.. today.. im here telling u how i feel.. hope u get things out.. but still.. i wld wanna hu exactly u r.. find mi in sch.. thx..
to qianhui.. zhen.. hanifah.. mabel: sorry.. recently upset u guys.. but its uncontrolleable for mi to do tat.. sorry...
pplz out there.. take care.. c ya arnd..

Monday, February 21, 2005

Back to blOg... hahaz..

hi..ppl.. back agn.. sry.. last tym nv update.. lazy.. & oso bz wif band stuffs... hahaz..
recently stress over studies.. haiz.. feel lyk backing out for band & concentrate on studies.. haiz.. stress stress & stress!!!!!
SYF coming.. even more stress.. wanna quit le la.. but ppl will say i irresponsible if i juz leave lyk tat.. stupid.. boring.. haiz.. nvm la.. don care..
hmm.. nth to say le.. gtg.. update agn.. tatax.. take care pplz...