shuffle before you club. LOL.

EDISON AND VIN. AT BRIDGE.

DUSTY X SHO'DOWN..

next WG free party.. i might not be going already...

ED-IS-ON's best shuffle video. =]

EDISON_SEDUCTIVE's best shuffle video. pattern liao liao. LOL.

recap recap.. think think..

recently, did a lot of thinking. well.. i hate thinking.. i seriously hate to think.. about anything.. i just want a simple and happy life. but here and there.. new people came into my life.. making it better or perhaps worse. well, that's life and i ought to face it i know. it depends on how well i can lead my life and how well i handle the situation. those who know me will know i hate to vent my anger on people.. and i will try to find another way to vent my anger.. or sadness. and i hardly wanna talk to people about my problems unless i can't take it anymore. i have been trying hard to lead a happy life ever since bev left and i guess everyone knows. there's just too much that is happening in my life recently.. and i don't seems to be able to cope. i need someone.. and where is that someone? he's far in perth. hais....

feeling stress, sad, moody and angry recently..

stress about family and zac.. sad about edison.. moody cause PMS.. and angry about myself. i need time now. to readjust my life. so people.. don't ask me why and stuffs. leave me alone. i don't need anyone.. i need time.. I'M FUCKING PISS AT MYSELF FOR NOW BEING ABLE TO COPE!! KNNCCB!!!

don't feel like going out this few days. other than meeting leon for supper.. i go no where else. stayed at home the whole day.. yes. and every night.. me and leon chatted a lot. heard a lot and know a lot more things which i've yet to know last time. disappointments.. really disappointed.. utterly disappointed....

hais.. let me do a short recap bahhs.

sunday..
stayed at home and rot. did nothing other than tidying my fucking room. and yupps. now i have my own room to myself.. cause my fucking sister is being chased out. fuck care. whatever.

saturday ..
supposed to go shoot with maria. but i reached home in the morning. with my tummy feeling uncomfortable and headache. cause i was drunk at VD. sorry baby.. i can't make it.. i know i made you disappointed.. but pardon me. i don't want to go and end upp i wasn't feeling well and the shoot is like some kinda fuck. i don't wanna spoil the shoot. sorry. was suppose to meet upp with james they all but they can't make it. so it was cancelled. home the whole day. fuck shit. hell boring. until evening went down to padang to meet upp with terry and zac. cause zac going for confinement.. i promised to let him see me before he serve his confinement. so i was there to fulfill my promise. yarh. stayed with zac after terry left.. watched fireworks with zac and his camp mates. watching the fireworks reminds me of the time me and bev watched together. hais. zac told me a lot things today.. expected. well.. it's him.. ARGHH! terry told zac about what happened on friday at VD. okay.. and he asked. okays.. i answered. that's about it. home about 10:30pm. online all the way.. sians. HELL BORING. someone stab me to death please. i don't wanna live.

friday..
went to meet leon at yishun mrt then go chinatown meet upp with edison and vin. had dinner there then walk to velvet dragon. terry came to meet us too after we eat.. free flow starts 9pm. ends at 10pm. by the time of 10:30pm. i think i'm almost gone. drunk.. i think quite a lot. tah-ed whiskey drive and on the rock with edison. james and leon also. and some other people. i don't know what the fuck i did after that. all i know is i'm drunk and i puke like fuck. was moody.. don't wanna blog down the reason but yeah, moody.. have been feeling upset. so yeah.. GRRR! whatever. fuck those shit. leon forced me to cry out.. and i cried like a little baby.. and this is bad. i made a lot of WG people worried for me. sorry all.. and thanks to those who looked after me.. sebastian.. shanon.. stephy.. edison and vin.. not forgetting leon. sorry everybody.. i'm drunk in club again. fuck it. so sorry.. ARGHH!!

thursday..
went to whosgoing's first anniversary.. met upp with deathmaster and snoopy at yishun mrt station.. then meet sebastian at ang mo kio mrt station.. took cab to liang court. had a fun night there. err.. yupps. darren and lynn they all came. nice to see them.. =] danced with them.. wilson also came.. my NCO friend. long time never see him lers. he give me face come support me. how nice. cool. hmm.. desmond also was there. nice seeing you there boy. i miss my whosgoing friends.. wanna see them.. =[ hais.. after that went to meet upp with edison they all at macs. then left with leon they all.. home around 7am. sleep around 10am. tired. yarh. life as a clubber yeah? stupid. whatever.. but i'm happy out with them. whenever i'm not feeling okay.. club is the best place to go. distress. loud music stops me from thinking. but wanna groove myself to the music. whatever. fuck my life stories.

the ones before that i already updated. yupps.

i'm still alive.. NOT DEAD YET. but can someone just stab me to death? i don't wanna live..

bev, where are you? =[ in perth, i know.. hais..

nights all. i wanna sleep lers. BYE!

photos..post later.. =]

TERTIARY FLING 8 @ MOS..

WHOSGOING.SG 1ST YEAR ANNIVERSARY @ MOS..

AMBASSADOR APPRECIATION NIGHT @ VELVET DRAGON..

SPOTSHOTS FROM WHOSGOING! FOR BOTH THURSDAY AND FRIDAY! =] WOOTS!

busy week! especially weekend! -.-

just came back home from MOS. was with the seductive members. went to celebrate leon's birthday. (: tah ah tah ah! lol. tah-ed with leon. birthday boy mahh! lols. it's a belated birthday celebration. hahas. his actual birthday was on the 24.. o.O

well.. saw edison today.. he's weird today. not his normal self. but i didn't wanna ask much cause i think i roughly know the reason why. yupps. hope to see the usual edison tomorrow at the event! =] hahas. be happy yeah boy.. (: hahas.

anyways, let me do a short summary of what i've done and what i'm gonna do for this week. LOL

MONDAY & TUESDAY - rot at home. did basically NOTHING! lols.

WEDNESDAY & THURSDAY - MOS night.
wednesday is to celebrate leon's birthday.. thursday is to celebrate whosgoing's one year anniversary.. =] super looking forward to it lahhs!!! i wanna play the traffic light game!! hahas. i wanna get the yellow wristband.. it stands for ' if you're hot, i'll consider ' lols. green stands for ' i'm single and available ' and red stands for ' don't come near me '. LOL. cool right? =] and i hope to get all three actually. HAHAHHAA. greedy kat! lols.

FRIDAY - VELVET DRAGON.
whosgoing's ambassador appreciation night. lols. free flow from 9-10pm. lols. sure super long queue. lols. lalala. i think i'm going off after the free flow. lols. damn realistic lahhs. hahahas. i need rest for the next day manN! =]

SATURDAY - BOOKED BY MARIA VALENCIA YAP!
morning gonna meet maria at harbour front at 8:30am. going to sentosa for photoshoot. lols. cools. then gonna meet upp with james they all and i suppose i'm gonna thon the night out. :( no rest... shit.. but never mind.. i miss all of them.. worth going! =]

SUNDAY - SKATING DAY BOOKED BY VIN_SEDUCTIVE.
lols. vin asked me to go east coast. lols. okays.. i've already MIA for so long.. time to go back. hahahas. =] yupps. and you know what? VIN KNOWS MOOMOO! perfect! time for them to meet upp again. =] cools. hahahhas. leon might be coming with us too. and so is TERRY! hahas. =]

yupps. that's my schedule for this week. lols. pack yeah? lols. anyways, had fun with the seductive members today. hahas. =] went to PURE. and watched edison and vin dance trance. OMG i wanna learn lahhs! GRRR!! lols. damn cool lahhs. edison and vin is the shit! =] hahas. love their dance move. so nice. hahas. edison's spin is best. lols. vin.. err.. shuffle damn nice. hahas. =] teach this little girl here please. =]

BEV GO LEARN MELBOURNE SHUFFLE!!! =]

hahas. anyways, TRANCE IS THE SHIT NOW. but i don't know how to dance. :( how pathetic. lols. :(

lalalas.. went to main arena with vin and edison.. see them dance .. then leon came over.. then van came.. lalalas. then vin and edison don't know disappear to where.. -.- me and leon and van went back to smoove. hahas. R&B! WOOTS! (: hahas. then the whole night there... drinking and stuffs. dance of course! hahas.

after MOS went to macs. didn't eat. hahas. MY UNCLE SAY I GROW FATTER! LOLS. is this suppose to be good or bad? good for me? lols. =] hehees. urmm.. then left with leon cause he stay near me. he send me home. thanks leon! =] hahas. then i'm online until now.. ohh! send my sister to school too. =] how nice of me right? =] hahahas. KAT IS NICE. yes she is. =] hehees.

terry buddy.. i hope you're feeling better yeah? have fun tonight and distress a little. =] don't brood over unhappiness.. not worth it.. think for yourself.. i used to be like you.. somehow i can understand how you feel.. i'm not a guy.. so don't compare me with zac.. you always like to say only zac knows your feelings. but to me, i bet there're people who understands too. just that you don't know. i somewhat knows your feelings right now. i thought through.. and came to realise that life is not just about having a person by your side to make yourself happy. it's you who controls your whole life. not anyone else.. like bev told me.. it's your life.. whatever trouble.. you are the one who make the decision.. the final one. and remember this, ' letting go may not be the best solution.. but it COULD be the beginning of happiness. ' you need to think hard. and make the right decision. and of course, don't regret. i've told you umpteen times.. given you ample advises. it's upp to you now. remember, it's your life. one life, live it well. =] things will never be perfect.. but the least you could do is not to make it worse. kai xing shi yi tian.. bu kai xing ye shi yi tian.. wei he bu kai xing de guo ri zi? =] this is what i've learnt.. and thanks to bev, i learnt to think. well, the rest is upp to you lers buddy. =] anything i'm here. take cares. =]

hmm.. i think i'm gonna sleep lers. not gonna be late for tonight! woots! can't wait mann! =]

NIGHTS ALL. =]

(: celebrities.

the last time kat! (:

it was this close..

but not anymore.. cause of HIM. the thought of HIM stops everything..

i shall let pictures speaks. yupps.

and i'm happy with my final decision.. =]

this is the other libra that i've been talking about. EDISON_SEDUCTIVE. he's as nice as bev. but still i end upp giving upp cause of some reasons.. and definitely, one of them is bev. cause afterall, edison is still not bev. (:

edison, we had happy times in club. witht the rest of them.. yupps. thanks for taking care of me.. (: all the best to you in the future. remember, anything need help i'm still here for you.. as a friend.. (: take cares yeah? hahas. see ya around.. most likely i'll see you on thursday bahh! whosgoing one year anniversary! (: lols.


BEV I NEED YOU! (: i realised.. (: after much thinking.. you're still the one in my heart.. (: five more months to your return.. i await the day you call me and me, jumping upp to answer your call. (: (: august is on his way! so is december! (: the day is getting nearer and i'm happy with my life now.. (: definitely, i'll be happier when bev is back! (:


okays.. i'm done with this post. (: feel much better now. (: hahahas.

happy kat again! (:

but still, one fact.. LIBRA IS LOVE!!!!

edited photos..

cool rights? (:


Glitter Graphics

VIN_SEDUCTIVE AND EDISON_SEDUCTIVE.

hahas. THEY'RE COOL.. I LIKE. (: i wanna learn also!! hehees. TRANCE is the shit! (: hahas.

the person in red is edison and the person in black is vin. (:


shuffle by VIN_SEDUCTIVE AND EDISON_SEDUCTIVE. (:

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