COOLS~ i like. (:
Monday, July 23, 2007
the happiest day ever! (: *106
*106
this number is very special. hehees. it stands for 1 hour 46 minutes! and it meant that... I TALKED TO BEV FOR THAT LONG!!! ON PHONE!! (:(:(:(:(: we had a VERY LONG conversation. heart to heart chat.. over the phone. it's rather private.. so i'm not gonna blog down.
bev, i hope you know.. no matter what happens.. i will always trust you. and i believe whatever you do, you have your reasons. (: you have my trust completely.. (: and don't think so much kkays? don't smoke, don't drink and DON'T SIGH SO MUCH. later become old ah pek! (: hahas. i'm gonna quit smoking. for good.. so you too kkays? by the time you're back.. i think i would have stopped smoking already. (: or maybe become a REALLY SOCIAL SMOKER. only take one puff like you. (: hahahahas. you ask me to sleep early.. you also kkays. (: i said i follow your timing... so you must sleep early so i will kkays. (: hahahas. (: your timing = my timing. there's no difference in our timing. (: *LOVES. XOXO. (: i miss you so much. (: call me once you arrive at singapore kkays.. i promise i'll jump upp from bed to pick upp your call and talk to you. (: hehees. why? you know.. (: hugs. =D
anyways.. i CHANGED HAIR COLOUR! WANNA SEE MEET ME UP! (: hahahas. and i love my hai olour now.. WOOTS! (: hehees. uncle took photos of me again.. i mean.. doll me upp.. do new hairstyle and take photos.. help him advertise again lahhs. ohh~ i kinda miss have perm hair.. curly curly. (: maybe end of the year i'll perm it. (: hahahhas. and that will be after bev is back. (: my hair is straight now cause bev said he don't like curly hair. so okays.. i keep it straight. (: hahahhas. wanted to do rebonding also.. but was afraid that my hair will spoil.. so didn't.. only dye it.. (: yupps.
anyways.. i'm happier now.. after a week of being away from this messy place. this unwanted place.. i feel so much better. (: had a lot of thinking when i went back.. and i think.. i'm doing a good job. (: with what i am now. happy and simple life. no need to think.. and looking forward to everyday because each day meant that the day to bev's return is nearer. (: how i wish the day could jump from monday then friday the next day. then days will end faster and bev will be back soon. (: BEV! COME BACK SINGAPORE NOW CAN? I WANNA SEE YOU! I TOLD YOU THIS ON PHONE ALSO OKAYS! (: five more months.. days will pass soon. (:
hahahas. heard some news from vin. CONGRATS! to you-know-who. hahahas. (: he'll know it's himself when he reads my blog. (: *bleahs.
hmm.. vin ask me go MOS on wednesday.. celebrating leon's birthday. lols. hmm.. maybe? terry.. wanna go? hahahas. i was thinking of going to st james.. but.. but.. don't know lahhs. tomorrow then decide. or maybe on the day itself bahhs. (: hahahas. don't know. see how.. hahahas.
alrights. uploaded photos.. enjoy.. and pardon me for my self obsession. LOL. -.- hehees. ;P
take cares all.. BYE!
TRIP TO MALAYSIA. (:
this number is very special. hehees. it stands for 1 hour 46 minutes! and it meant that... I TALKED TO BEV FOR THAT LONG!!! ON PHONE!! (:(:(:(:(: we had a VERY LONG conversation. heart to heart chat.. over the phone. it's rather private.. so i'm not gonna blog down.
bev, i hope you know.. no matter what happens.. i will always trust you. and i believe whatever you do, you have your reasons. (: you have my trust completely.. (: and don't think so much kkays? don't smoke, don't drink and DON'T SIGH SO MUCH. later become old ah pek! (: hahas. i'm gonna quit smoking. for good.. so you too kkays? by the time you're back.. i think i would have stopped smoking already. (: or maybe become a REALLY SOCIAL SMOKER. only take one puff like you. (: hahahahas. you ask me to sleep early.. you also kkays. (: i said i follow your timing... so you must sleep early so i will kkays. (: hahahas. (: your timing = my timing. there's no difference in our timing. (: *LOVES. XOXO. (: i miss you so much. (: call me once you arrive at singapore kkays.. i promise i'll jump upp from bed to pick upp your call and talk to you. (: hehees. why? you know.. (: hugs. =D
anyways.. i CHANGED HAIR COLOUR! WANNA SEE MEET ME UP! (: hahahas. and i love my hai olour now.. WOOTS! (: hehees. uncle took photos of me again.. i mean.. doll me upp.. do new hairstyle and take photos.. help him advertise again lahhs. ohh~ i kinda miss have perm hair.. curly curly. (: maybe end of the year i'll perm it. (: hahahhas. and that will be after bev is back. (: my hair is straight now cause bev said he don't like curly hair. so okays.. i keep it straight. (: hahahhas. wanted to do rebonding also.. but was afraid that my hair will spoil.. so didn't.. only dye it.. (: yupps.
anyways.. i'm happier now.. after a week of being away from this messy place. this unwanted place.. i feel so much better. (: had a lot of thinking when i went back.. and i think.. i'm doing a good job. (: with what i am now. happy and simple life. no need to think.. and looking forward to everyday because each day meant that the day to bev's return is nearer. (: how i wish the day could jump from monday then friday the next day. then days will end faster and bev will be back soon. (: BEV! COME BACK SINGAPORE NOW CAN? I WANNA SEE YOU! I TOLD YOU THIS ON PHONE ALSO OKAYS! (: five more months.. days will pass soon. (:
hahahas. heard some news from vin. CONGRATS! to you-know-who. hahahas. (: he'll know it's himself when he reads my blog. (: *bleahs.
hmm.. vin ask me go MOS on wednesday.. celebrating leon's birthday. lols. hmm.. maybe? terry.. wanna go? hahahas. i was thinking of going to st james.. but.. but.. don't know lahhs. tomorrow then decide. or maybe on the day itself bahhs. (: hahahas. don't know. see how.. hahahas.
alrights. uploaded photos.. enjoy.. and pardon me for my self obsession. LOL. -.- hehees. ;P
take cares all.. BYE!
TRIP TO MALAYSIA. (:
Thursday, July 12, 2007
LIBRA IS LOVE. (:
LIBRA IS LOVE. this libra i know is funny. super funny. (: damn cute. just like bev. this is not an illusion i hope.. so alike to bev.. :( miss bev so much. hais. substitute or not?? ohh my godd.
i have to stop imagining things!!! he's not bev.. he's not. i start to fall for LIBRA half a year, close to seven months ago. and hopefully, my feelings for this LIBRA won't fade. he'll be coming back. end of the year..
recently, i just found out another LIBRA has been liking me for some time.. he has been very nice to me.. taking care of me.. i clicks well with this LIBRA. and he gave me a very nice feeling.. feels very secured when he's around me.. just like when bev is around me. ohh my godd.. what should i do? the feeling is so alike.. everything is so alike.. just that he's not bev.. h's not.. that's the bad thing.. hais.. maybe i miss bev too much? this friday.. 13th july is my third month of being single.. hais.. bev will be back in december.. five more months.. but.. what should i do to this recent LIBRA?
bev, i'm missing you..
for the past three months.. i do feel lonely at times.. feel i want someone with me. after all, i've been attached for so many years.. someone has always been there with me.. when i need a hug, i have it. when i need a shoulder to lean on, it's there. when i feel sad.. someone is there to tell me everything's gonna be fine.. i yearn for hugs.. yearn for companionship. but the one i've been waiting for.. can't be here with me..
i once thought of being scandalous.. but the thought of bev stops me. i know i can't do this to bev.. but the feeling of being empty in my heart is not nice.. i wants someone with me.. i really hope.. but all of them is not bev.. none of them is bev.. though they can be so alike to bev.. but.. hais.. relationship problem is headache.. sians.
i'm feeling confused.. i need to focus. focus on just one person.. yes i need to. i may be close to guys.. but i don't wanna be a seem as a scandalous girl in their eyes.. hais.. but it's a fact that i can talk to guys better than girls.. how? steph, you should understand this.. hais.. i know whoever read this blog will be thinking.. why is kat like this now? i don't know.. maybe cause i'm missing someone too much? i don't know.. i hope the reason is just that simple.. yes i hope so..
anyways, tonight's tertiary fling at MOS. i'll be meeting a friend for dinner then go to liang court and meet upp with the rest! OHH MY GODD!! HARRY POTTER V IS OUT TOMORROW!!!!!!! i wanna watch!!!! i missed so many good shows.. no time to watch.. ad don't know who to watch with.. bev? he's not here... hais..
ohh my godd!! i'm talking to bev on msn now.. (:(:(:(:(:(:(: it has been soooo long snce i last chatted with him.. i miss chatting with him mann!!! whenever i chat with him my mouth will not close.. will be smiling all the way.. unless it's not a nice conversation lahhs. hahahhas. BEV IS THE BEST. (: i miss him dearly. (: ohh my godd!!! i've been talking to bev for an hour. which means i'm in blogger for more than an hour. now is 3:19am. i started talking to him at 2:17am. cools~ *LOVES LOVES. (:(:(:(: BRB --> TALK TO HIM FIRST!!!
ohh my godd!!!! talk to bev for almost three hours!! so happy!! watch youtube together.. funny. (: as in.. we watched the same videos lahhs. melbourne shuffle. cool right? i ask bev to learn.. then come back and teach me. lols. hehees. (: LOVES!! (: talked a lot today.. (: -HAPPY!!
bev, i'll be waiting for your melbourne shuffle. (: don't be lazy kkays. practise makes perfect!!! (:
the other LIBRA should be on his way home.. hais.. just finished clubbing. with his group members.. everyday chiong.. -.- never mind..
okays.. i'm tired.. will take some time to blog after i come home tomorrow. (:
i have to stop imagining things!!! he's not bev.. he's not. i start to fall for LIBRA half a year, close to seven months ago. and hopefully, my feelings for this LIBRA won't fade. he'll be coming back. end of the year..
recently, i just found out another LIBRA has been liking me for some time.. he has been very nice to me.. taking care of me.. i clicks well with this LIBRA. and he gave me a very nice feeling.. feels very secured when he's around me.. just like when bev is around me. ohh my godd.. what should i do? the feeling is so alike.. everything is so alike.. just that he's not bev.. h's not.. that's the bad thing.. hais.. maybe i miss bev too much? this friday.. 13th july is my third month of being single.. hais.. bev will be back in december.. five more months.. but.. what should i do to this recent LIBRA?
bev, i'm missing you..
for the past three months.. i do feel lonely at times.. feel i want someone with me. after all, i've been attached for so many years.. someone has always been there with me.. when i need a hug, i have it. when i need a shoulder to lean on, it's there. when i feel sad.. someone is there to tell me everything's gonna be fine.. i yearn for hugs.. yearn for companionship. but the one i've been waiting for.. can't be here with me..
i once thought of being scandalous.. but the thought of bev stops me. i know i can't do this to bev.. but the feeling of being empty in my heart is not nice.. i wants someone with me.. i really hope.. but all of them is not bev.. none of them is bev.. though they can be so alike to bev.. but.. hais.. relationship problem is headache.. sians.
i'm feeling confused.. i need to focus. focus on just one person.. yes i need to. i may be close to guys.. but i don't wanna be a seem as a scandalous girl in their eyes.. hais.. but it's a fact that i can talk to guys better than girls.. how? steph, you should understand this.. hais.. i know whoever read this blog will be thinking.. why is kat like this now? i don't know.. maybe cause i'm missing someone too much? i don't know.. i hope the reason is just that simple.. yes i hope so..
anyways, tonight's tertiary fling at MOS. i'll be meeting a friend for dinner then go to liang court and meet upp with the rest! OHH MY GODD!! HARRY POTTER V IS OUT TOMORROW!!!!!!! i wanna watch!!!! i missed so many good shows.. no time to watch.. ad don't know who to watch with.. bev? he's not here... hais..
ohh my godd!! i'm talking to bev on msn now.. (:(:(:(:(:(:(: it has been soooo long snce i last chatted with him.. i miss chatting with him mann!!! whenever i chat with him my mouth will not close.. will be smiling all the way.. unless it's not a nice conversation lahhs. hahahhas. BEV IS THE BEST. (: i miss him dearly. (: ohh my godd!!! i've been talking to bev for an hour. which means i'm in blogger for more than an hour. now is 3:19am. i started talking to him at 2:17am. cools~ *LOVES LOVES. (:(:(:(: BRB --> TALK TO HIM FIRST!!!
ohh my godd!!!! talk to bev for almost three hours!! so happy!! watch youtube together.. funny. (: as in.. we watched the same videos lahhs. melbourne shuffle. cool right? i ask bev to learn.. then come back and teach me. lols. hehees. (: LOVES!! (: talked a lot today.. (: -HAPPY!!
bev, i'll be waiting for your melbourne shuffle. (: don't be lazy kkays. practise makes perfect!!! (:
the other LIBRA should be on his way home.. hais.. just finished clubbing. with his group members.. everyday chiong.. -.- never mind..
okays.. i'm tired.. will take some time to blog after i come home tomorrow. (:
Thursday, July 5, 2007
TERTIARY FLING VIII!! lols. MIRAGE.. KRUNK II..
lols. back with all the parties's name.. obviously.. i have tickets for all.. get them from me.. lai lai.. (edison's favourite!) hahas.
MIRAGE @ DXO 070707
ABRACADABRA !
Enter the world shrouded with MYSTERY
and ILLUSION.
Party the MYTHICAL night away and let
your wildest fantasies come alive.
The night is still young so come down
and experience the ENCHANTED evening,
where all the fascination begins,
MIRAGE @ DXO !
In celebration of KennethW's 19th
Birthday.
7th July 2007 (070707!), Saturday
Door opens at 2100 (9pm)
Presales @ $18 incl. of one drink.
Dress to impress!
Its unpredictable what can happen in
the EXTRAORDINARY night.
As the ENTHRALLING night unfolds,
let our guest magician MESMERIZE you
with his tricks!
Whats more,
take part in our game.
Everyone knows how to play BlackJack.
Yes! Sign up NOW to be a participant!
The winner stands a chance to win
ATTRACTIVE prizes.
You will never know if your skills at
the table attracts the opposite sex.
Hope lady luck is shining on you. (:
Charm your dance partner with your
BEWITCHING dance moves
with the hottest RnB and HipHop music.
INDULGE in a night of guilt-free
partying and pleasure.
Want to intrigue the others?
Wear a MASK!
Feathers, glitters and sequins !
UP THE GLAM FACTOR
Your MASK entitles you PRIORITY ENTRY!
Prizes will be awarded to the OWNER of
the
MOST ATTENTION GRABBING MASK!
Get CAPTIVATED and let LOOSE!
What are you waiting for?
GET YOUR TICKETS NOW!!!
TERTIARY FLING VIII @ MOS 120707.
KRUNK II @ SENTOSA SILOSO BEACH + CAFE DEL MAR.
The Youth Empire and Sentosa are proud
to present:
KRUNK II! - SUMMER LOVE
8th Aug 2007,
Wed @ SILOSO BEACH!
8 PM – ALL NIGHT LONG ’TIL 6 AM
Pre-sale $25, inclusive of 1st drink +
entry & transport into Sentosa
Door sale $30
Dress code: Flesh Parade Fabulousss
SURF’S UP and the sun, sand, and sea
never looked THIS GOOD!
GET SET for the HOTTEST BEACH PARTY of
2007, and FEAST your eyes on The Most
Yummylicious Beach Babes & Hunks,
where the Most Salacious Curves and
Delectable Bods will sizzle up the
shoreline!
IMMERSE YOURSELF in a Hot Press of
Moves & Grooves to the intensity of
the SUMMER HEAT!
You know you wanna GET RAVE & WILD @
KRUNK II 2007!
LOLS. i thought i'm suppose to be not involve in clubbing? lols. hahas. yarh i did wadd. i didn't go and club. (: *proud. hehees. anyways, DXO's party is meant to be celebrating kenneth wong's 19th birthday. no wonder he open the party. lols. but why of all places, DXO???!!!??? sick of DXO lohh. GRRR!! anyways, that day i had a funny conversation with kenneth.. this is it......
MIRAGE @ DXO 070707
ABRACADABRA !
Enter the world shrouded with MYSTERY
and ILLUSION.
Party the MYTHICAL night away and let
your wildest fantasies come alive.
The night is still young so come down
and experience the ENCHANTED evening,
where all the fascination begins,
MIRAGE @ DXO !
In celebration of KennethW's 19th
Birthday.
7th July 2007 (070707!), Saturday
Door opens at 2100 (9pm)
Presales @ $18 incl. of one drink.
Dress to impress!
Its unpredictable what can happen in
the EXTRAORDINARY night.
As the ENTHRALLING night unfolds,
let our guest magician MESMERIZE you
with his tricks!
Whats more,
take part in our game.
Everyone knows how to play BlackJack.
Yes! Sign up NOW to be a participant!
The winner stands a chance to win
ATTRACTIVE prizes.
You will never know if your skills at
the table attracts the opposite sex.
Hope lady luck is shining on you. (:
Charm your dance partner with your
BEWITCHING dance moves
with the hottest RnB and HipHop music.
INDULGE in a night of guilt-free
partying and pleasure.
Want to intrigue the others?
Wear a MASK!
Feathers, glitters and sequins !
UP THE GLAM FACTOR
Your MASK entitles you PRIORITY ENTRY!
Prizes will be awarded to the OWNER of
the
MOST ATTENTION GRABBING MASK!
Get CAPTIVATED and let LOOSE!
What are you waiting for?
GET YOUR TICKETS NOW!!!
TERTIARY FLING VIII @ MOS 120707.
KRUNK II @ SENTOSA SILOSO BEACH + CAFE DEL MAR.
The Youth Empire and Sentosa are proud
to present:
KRUNK II! - SUMMER LOVE
8th Aug 2007,
Wed @ SILOSO BEACH!
8 PM – ALL NIGHT LONG ’TIL 6 AM
Pre-sale $25, inclusive of 1st drink +
entry & transport into Sentosa
Door sale $30
Dress code: Flesh Parade Fabulousss
SURF’S UP and the sun, sand, and sea
never looked THIS GOOD!
GET SET for the HOTTEST BEACH PARTY of
2007, and FEAST your eyes on The Most
Yummylicious Beach Babes & Hunks,
where the Most Salacious Curves and
Delectable Bods will sizzle up the
shoreline!
IMMERSE YOURSELF in a Hot Press of
Moves & Grooves to the intensity of
the SUMMER HEAT!
You know you wanna GET RAVE & WILD @
KRUNK II 2007!
LOLS. i thought i'm suppose to be not involve in clubbing? lols. hahas. yarh i did wadd. i didn't go and club. (: *proud. hehees. anyways, DXO's party is meant to be celebrating kenneth wong's 19th birthday. no wonder he open the party. lols. but why of all places, DXO???!!!??? sick of DXO lohh. GRRR!! anyways, that day i had a funny conversation with kenneth.. this is it......
Kenneth : So how ? ( he ask cause before that he already asked me to help him sell tickets. but i didn't reply. -.- )
Kat : it's to celebrate your birthday huhh? LOLS. i just realise.. hahas. hmm.. i help you promote lahh. take twenty from you first. if cannot sell all can return you?
Kenneth : Why now then you reply me ...
Kat : my prepaid credit low.. sorry..
Kenneth : Then you never miss me ar ?
Kat : LOLS.. miss.. hahas. saturday your birthday is it? :)
Kenneth : Ya ... Like me is it ?
Kat : ya right. like you as friend. hahas. :)
Kenneth : Ha ha .. So as a friend only la
Kat : why lehh? hahas.
Kenneth : Asking you la
Kat : LOLS. then you want me to like you as what.. LOLS.
Kenneth : Then what can you like me as
Kat : LOLS. then what can i like you as? hahas.
Kenneth : You answer me first
Kat : LOLS. what else? hahas.
Kenneth : So you wanna be my girl friend la
Kenneth : You answer me first
Kat : LOLS. what else? hahas.
Kenneth : So you wanna be my girl friend la
Kat : i'm your girl friend wadd. LOLS.
Kenneth : As in real girlfriend
Kat : -.- ehh you crazy or what? -.- hahas. we're friends wadd.. :)
Kenneth : Ha ha .. So just normal friends la?.
Kenneth : As in real girlfriend
Kat : -.- ehh you crazy or what? -.- hahas. we're friends wadd.. :)
Kenneth : Ha ha .. So just normal friends la?.
Kat : yarh lahh. then what else you want?
Kenneth : Girlfriend
Kat : -.-
Kenneth : Ok la.. Don disturb you already ... You must try to clear as many as possible
Kenneth : Girlfriend
Kat : -.-
Kenneth : Ok la.. Don disturb you already ... You must try to clear as many as possible
Kat : Kkays. :)
HAHAHAS. then we ended the conversation. (: lols. it's weird when someone talk to you like that. and it's scary. yucks. -.-
have been working full shift mann. hahas. tired. gonna sleep after this post. *yawns.*
i think i shall stop here bahhs. tomorrow come home from work then write. -.-
bye all. (:
have been working full shift mann. hahas. tired. gonna sleep after this post. *yawns.*
i think i shall stop here bahhs. tomorrow come home from work then write. -.-
bye all. (:
Wednesday, July 4, 2007
total random-ness. nothing better to do. HAHAHAHAS.
back here with just one thing. and yu'll know where my entry's title come from. -.-
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAS. SO FUNNY!!!! (:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAS. SO FUNNY!!!! (:
Monday, July 2, 2007
new skin. new meaning. (:
what does the skin's title says?
whatever it says, it's for HIM!! (:
hahas.
XOXO - to HIM.
*loves.
whatever it says, it's for HIM!! (:
hahas.
XOXO - to HIM.
*loves.
Sunday, July 1, 2007
life goes on..
i'm in love with this new song introduce by bev.. yarh.. blame it on me.. blame it on me..
Sorry, Blame It On Me
As life goes on I'm starting to learn more and more about responsibility
I realize everything I do is affecting the people around me
So I want to take this time out and apologize for things I have done
And things that have not occurred yet
And the things they don't want to take responsibility for
I'm sorry for the times I left you home
I was on the road and you were alone
I'm sorry for the times that I had to go
I'm sorry for the fact that I did not know
That you were sitting home just wishing we
Could go back to when it was just you and me
I'm sorry for the times I would neglect
I'm sorry for the times I disrespect
I'm sorry for the wrong things that I've done
I'm sorry I'm not always there for my son
I'm sorry for the fact that I am not aware
That you can't sleep at night when I am not there
Because I am in the streets like everyday
Sorry for the things that I did not say
Like how you are the best thing in my world
And how I am so proud to call you my girl
[Bridge]
I understand that there are some problems
And I am not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show
If I can apologize for being wrong
Then it's just a shame on me
I'll be the reason for your pain and you can put the blame on me
[Chorus]
You can put the blame on me [4x]
Said you can put the blame on me [3x]
You can put the blame on me
Sorry for the things that he put you through
And all the times you didn't know what to do
Sorry that you had to go and sell those packs
Just trying to stay busy till you heard from Dad
And you would rather be home with all your kids
As one big family with love and bliss
And even though Pops treated us like kings
He got a second wife and you didn't agree
He got up and left you there all alone
I'm sorry that you had to do it on your own
I'm sorry that I went and added to your grief
I'm sorry that your son was once a thief
I'm sorry that I grew up way too fast
I wish I would've listened and not be so bad
I'm sorry your life turned out this way
I'm sorry the FEDS came and took me away
[Bridge]
I'm sorry that it took so long to see
They were dead wrong trying to put it on me
I'm sorry that it took so long to speak
But I was on tour with Gwen Stefani
I'm sorry for the hand that she was dealt
For the embarrassment that she felt
Just a little young girl trying to have fun
Her daddy should never let her out that young
I'm sorry for Club Zen getting shut down
I hope they manage better next time around
How was I to know she was underage
Enter 21 you know the club they say
Why doesn't anybody wanna take blame
For rising back out disgracing my name
I'm just a singer trying to entertain
Because I love my fans I'll take that blame
Even though the blame's on you [3x]
I'll take that blame from you
And you can put that blame on me [2x]
You can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me
meeting terry after work and my current work place..
RANDOM PHOTOS.. all my memories....
well, yarh.. uploaded some photos.. hahas. random ones that i found in my computer.. my baby boy's photos gonna be upp soon. (: he's six month old already.. so cute.. hahas. wish he can be in singapore now.. wanna hug him to sleep.. wanna play with him.. hahas.
anyways, just got home from work.. did a lot of thinking the past two days.. and agreed with what eunice told me.. so does nicole and ana.. they've given me lots of chances. and it's time i wake upp and not disappoint them anymore. it's time i concentrate on my work now instead of my night life, though my night life ended for quite some time.. i got kris into unneccessary troubles. sorry love, i'm really sorry.. i've caused troubles to everyone.. i won't do it anymore.. give me some time to discipline myself.. i'll repent.. i seriously will.. cause.. the main reason why i'm working to stay in singpore is not just because i don't wanna go back to malaysia.. i don't wanna leave my mom.. i don't wanna live without my mom.. she's important to me.. and asking me to go back to a place which i've for ten years.. i won't be able to adapt.. i won't be able to get use.. i don't wanna leave singapore.. not for any reasons.. and there isn't any reasons why i should live this place.. i hate malaysia.. even though i'm malaysian.. i can go back for holidays but not long term staying there. i'll die staying there.. that place is not meant for me.. i know it myself clearly.. this is the will for me to stay in singapore.. and i will not let myself destroy it anymore.. i'm gonna wake upp from my dreams..
so here i'm gonna say, I WON'T CLUB UNNECCESSARILY ANYMORE. UNLESS IT'S SPECIAL EVENTS OR GATHERINGS. OR ELSE I WON'T ATTEND. NO MORE UNDERAGE PARTIES. WORKING IS PRIORITY. but still, working's priority is lower than bev's! lols. hahas. but i guess bev don't want me to be affected by him bahhs. hahas. alrights.. bev, i got your message. (: you're the most understanding guy ever! lols. okays.. i'm talking to myself.. -ignore me..- living in my own world i guess. hahas. yarh.. my own world of 'meandhim'. hahas.
okays.. now i feel better already.. hahas. for the past few days.. i didn't go skate.. meet upp with terry on friday after work.. had dinner then go home.. suppose to celebrate steven's birthday at east coast.. but it was raining.. so i went home.. :( sorry moomoo.. i'll give you your present.. i promise.. (: i'll buy you.. a.. MOO.. hahahahas. (: lols. ehh.. yesterday was at home the whole day.. supposingly was to go clubbing with bong.. cause he finally booked out.. but thinking i'm working morning the next day.. i dropped the idea. see, i so guais now. (: hahas. hehees. lalalas. then sleep the whole day and have enough rest! (: end upp at night cannot sleep.. hahas. but thank god this morning can wake upp for work.. if not i die.. hahas. tonight gonna sleep early lahhs. tomorrow working 7:30am. lols.
alex kor kor's birthday chalet is this monday to thursday.. tuesday is the barbeque.. i wonder if i should go.. cause i'm working until 10pm on tuesday.. 14 hours shift and working 7:30am the next morning.. so i think i might not be going.. anyways.. i'll put my schedule for next week later.. (: hahas. quite xiong lahhs. but okays bahhs. working life.. can't blame.. only can blame myself for not continueing my studies.. hais.. now wanna go back to study also very hard lahhs. no financial support.. if have arhhs.. i'll confirm go back to studies lohh.. now have to depend on myself.. do a little saving and study private next time.. (: yupps. i wanna take at least a diploma.. yupps. (: if can, university also i wanna study arhhs. hahas. i've always enjoyed studies.. but i'm lazy.. hais.. my weak point.. -laziness. -.- used to be hardworking.. but don't know why end upp like this. sians. hais........
hmm.. i'm gonna eat etc.. then get ready to sleep already.. tomorrow working morning.. need enough rest.. update tomorrow bahhs.
schedule for 2 july - 8 july
Mon : 7:30 -3:30pm
Tues : 7:30 - 10pm
Wed : 7:30 - 2:30pm
Thurs : 7:30 - 2:30pm
Fri : 12 -4pm
Sat : OFF
Sun : 10 -6pm. (thinking of changing it cause going over to JB with mom..)
Sorry, Blame It On Me
As life goes on I'm starting to learn more and more about responsibility
I realize everything I do is affecting the people around me
So I want to take this time out and apologize for things I have done
And things that have not occurred yet
And the things they don't want to take responsibility for
I'm sorry for the times I left you home
I was on the road and you were alone
I'm sorry for the times that I had to go
I'm sorry for the fact that I did not know
That you were sitting home just wishing we
Could go back to when it was just you and me
I'm sorry for the times I would neglect
I'm sorry for the times I disrespect
I'm sorry for the wrong things that I've done
I'm sorry I'm not always there for my son
I'm sorry for the fact that I am not aware
That you can't sleep at night when I am not there
Because I am in the streets like everyday
Sorry for the things that I did not say
Like how you are the best thing in my world
And how I am so proud to call you my girl
[Bridge]
I understand that there are some problems
And I am not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show
If I can apologize for being wrong
Then it's just a shame on me
I'll be the reason for your pain and you can put the blame on me
[Chorus]
You can put the blame on me [4x]
Said you can put the blame on me [3x]
You can put the blame on me
Sorry for the things that he put you through
And all the times you didn't know what to do
Sorry that you had to go and sell those packs
Just trying to stay busy till you heard from Dad
And you would rather be home with all your kids
As one big family with love and bliss
And even though Pops treated us like kings
He got a second wife and you didn't agree
He got up and left you there all alone
I'm sorry that you had to do it on your own
I'm sorry that I went and added to your grief
I'm sorry that your son was once a thief
I'm sorry that I grew up way too fast
I wish I would've listened and not be so bad
I'm sorry your life turned out this way
I'm sorry the FEDS came and took me away
[Bridge]
I'm sorry that it took so long to see
They were dead wrong trying to put it on me
I'm sorry that it took so long to speak
But I was on tour with Gwen Stefani
I'm sorry for the hand that she was dealt
For the embarrassment that she felt
Just a little young girl trying to have fun
Her daddy should never let her out that young
I'm sorry for Club Zen getting shut down
I hope they manage better next time around
How was I to know she was underage
Enter 21 you know the club they say
Why doesn't anybody wanna take blame
For rising back out disgracing my name
I'm just a singer trying to entertain
Because I love my fans I'll take that blame
Even though the blame's on you [3x]
I'll take that blame from you
And you can put that blame on me [2x]
You can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me
meeting terry after work and my current work place..
RANDOM PHOTOS.. all my memories....
well, yarh.. uploaded some photos.. hahas. random ones that i found in my computer.. my baby boy's photos gonna be upp soon. (: he's six month old already.. so cute.. hahas. wish he can be in singapore now.. wanna hug him to sleep.. wanna play with him.. hahas.
anyways, just got home from work.. did a lot of thinking the past two days.. and agreed with what eunice told me.. so does nicole and ana.. they've given me lots of chances. and it's time i wake upp and not disappoint them anymore. it's time i concentrate on my work now instead of my night life, though my night life ended for quite some time.. i got kris into unneccessary troubles. sorry love, i'm really sorry.. i've caused troubles to everyone.. i won't do it anymore.. give me some time to discipline myself.. i'll repent.. i seriously will.. cause.. the main reason why i'm working to stay in singpore is not just because i don't wanna go back to malaysia.. i don't wanna leave my mom.. i don't wanna live without my mom.. she's important to me.. and asking me to go back to a place which i've for ten years.. i won't be able to adapt.. i won't be able to get use.. i don't wanna leave singapore.. not for any reasons.. and there isn't any reasons why i should live this place.. i hate malaysia.. even though i'm malaysian.. i can go back for holidays but not long term staying there. i'll die staying there.. that place is not meant for me.. i know it myself clearly.. this is the will for me to stay in singapore.. and i will not let myself destroy it anymore.. i'm gonna wake upp from my dreams..
so here i'm gonna say, I WON'T CLUB UNNECCESSARILY ANYMORE. UNLESS IT'S SPECIAL EVENTS OR GATHERINGS. OR ELSE I WON'T ATTEND. NO MORE UNDERAGE PARTIES. WORKING IS PRIORITY. but still, working's priority is lower than bev's! lols. hahas. but i guess bev don't want me to be affected by him bahhs. hahas. alrights.. bev, i got your message. (: you're the most understanding guy ever! lols. okays.. i'm talking to myself.. -ignore me..- living in my own world i guess. hahas. yarh.. my own world of 'meandhim'. hahas.
okays.. now i feel better already.. hahas. for the past few days.. i didn't go skate.. meet upp with terry on friday after work.. had dinner then go home.. suppose to celebrate steven's birthday at east coast.. but it was raining.. so i went home.. :( sorry moomoo.. i'll give you your present.. i promise.. (: i'll buy you.. a.. MOO.. hahahahas. (: lols. ehh.. yesterday was at home the whole day.. supposingly was to go clubbing with bong.. cause he finally booked out.. but thinking i'm working morning the next day.. i dropped the idea. see, i so guais now. (: hahas. hehees. lalalas. then sleep the whole day and have enough rest! (: end upp at night cannot sleep.. hahas. but thank god this morning can wake upp for work.. if not i die.. hahas. tonight gonna sleep early lahhs. tomorrow working 7:30am. lols.
alex kor kor's birthday chalet is this monday to thursday.. tuesday is the barbeque.. i wonder if i should go.. cause i'm working until 10pm on tuesday.. 14 hours shift and working 7:30am the next morning.. so i think i might not be going.. anyways.. i'll put my schedule for next week later.. (: hahas. quite xiong lahhs. but okays bahhs. working life.. can't blame.. only can blame myself for not continueing my studies.. hais.. now wanna go back to study also very hard lahhs. no financial support.. if have arhhs.. i'll confirm go back to studies lohh.. now have to depend on myself.. do a little saving and study private next time.. (: yupps. i wanna take at least a diploma.. yupps. (: if can, university also i wanna study arhhs. hahas. i've always enjoyed studies.. but i'm lazy.. hais.. my weak point.. -laziness. -.- used to be hardworking.. but don't know why end upp like this. sians. hais........
hmm.. i'm gonna eat etc.. then get ready to sleep already.. tomorrow working morning.. need enough rest.. update tomorrow bahhs.
schedule for 2 july - 8 july
Mon : 7:30 -3:30pm
Tues : 7:30 - 10pm
Wed : 7:30 - 2:30pm
Thurs : 7:30 - 2:30pm
Fri : 12 -4pm
Sat : OFF
Sun : 10 -6pm. (thinking of changing it cause going over to JB with mom..)
photos..
here to post photos first. update another day. byes.
tired.
and is happy cause i spoke to bev. (:
TERTIARY FLING SEVEN @ MOS.
tired.
and is happy cause i spoke to bev. (:
TERTIARY FLING SEVEN @ MOS.
Monday, June 25, 2007
LALALA. PHOTOS TIME. (:
alrights. i decided to be active for blogging NOW! lols. ehh.. how long is this activeness.. i not sure. LOL. (: hahas. anyways, i'm lazy to blog actually. just wanna upload photos to slide.com and make into slide shows. hahas. ehh.. anyways, photos ain't complete.. some of them with other people which i've yet to get from them.. (: hahas. lazy.. lols. and didn't see them online. -.-
well, all the photos i'm uploading is more or less about my night life. hahas. i wish i can have some night life with bev though. hais. hoping every photo has his face in it. hais.. but so sad.. don't have.. :( hahas. never mind.. it's gonna be soon.. (: yupps. nevertheless, PICTURES SAY A THOUSAND WORDS!!! HAHAS.
i stopped my night life for quite some time already.. tired and i guess i need more rest.. hahas. yupps. just that some time go and meet upp with CPians to go for drinking sessions. other than that.. nothing much. don' really wanna involve in clubbing too much now. quite sick of clubbing. hahas. my numbers of clubbing time per week has drop from 6 to like, 1 or 2? (: be proud of me everyone! i live without partying!! (:(: hahas. i'm awaiting the day to club with bev.. hahas. i miss clubbing with him.. though i clubbed with him only ONCE! and it's at DXO! lols.
anyways, i'm going to MOS on this coming thursday.. for tertiary fling VII. (: hahas. collected 25 tickets from the management and i'm left with -3? hahas. not enough.. then ask desmond to give me 3 of his. so it become -3. lols. HAHAS. desmond is cool! (: thanks for the tickets!! (: meet you on thursday before going liang court kkay! (: HAHAS.
7th JULY there'll be an underage party coming upp. by playon.sg. kenneth wong message me and ask me to help him out.. well, he's nice to me.. so i'm helping him. (: hahahahahahahas. i'm always nice to people who is nice to me. (: hahas.
been skating the past three days. woot~ i'm back to skating.. FINALLY!! hahas. time to go back to rink and practice hard for slalomania.. i don't wanna lose my medal.. not to anyone. i wanna remain as 1st runner up okay! (: HAHAS. *loves woah.. competition MIGHT be in november again.. imagine something.. my hair is SO LONG now.. by then.. how long will it be??? (: HAHAS. COOL! then everyone will see my hair swinging around instead of me sliding.. LOL. sliding is love.. inline culture is love. bev is love too. (: hahas. of course.. parties and drinking is love!! woah~ so many loves. hahas. but that's all is love i guess.. AND.. MARIA IS LOVE. * in case she reads my blog and complaint she's not in the list! hahas. *
not forgetting someone else.. BABY CHLOE AND BEN! (: they're love too. BUT! all below bevyy. (: hahas. he's priority! tsktsk.
hahas. it has been some time since sebast contacted me. kinda finds it wierd without his pestering. lols. but it's okays to me. just a little worry.. wonder if he's okays. and to think of him.. reminds me of what terry told me about joanne. joanne is hospitalised.. *praying*. hope she's fine.. get well soon girl.. miss you. (:
ehh, don't know what to say. talk about work? ehh.. been doing sandwich the past week.. and still trying hard to get used to it. so many things to remember. hais.. stress. STRESS!! somemore now ah long say he's gonna go to kitchen.. make me feel worse.. cause i'll be taking over his position in sandwich station. =_= i like doing bar. but i think it's time to move on to sandwich. yupps. i like sandwich too.. but doing drinks seems to be my favourite still. HAHAS! (: latte mocha cappucino machiato. hahas.
listening to 98.7fm now. cool~ hahas. i miss bev telling me what he's doing all the time.. was reading through his messages last time.. it's so sweet.. the sweetness remains in my heart.. i really regret letting go.. letting go of the sweetness he could have given me.. if he's still in singapore.. i'm pretty sure i'll still be with him. hais.. miss him telling me he's watching tv, watching videos.. reading my blog.. at his sentosa house.. playing with baby chloe.. hahas. those days were so nice, loving and sweet. and those were my happiest time. (: feel so loved.. hahas. i want those days back can? i'm still waiting for you..
after so many days of partying and knowing more friends.. i realise.. HE is still the one i want most.. HE is still the one i yearns for. HE's still the one i miss. though somewhere out there.. someone seems to be alike to HIM.. but still.. he's not HIM.. though i feel comfortable with that particular person who is SOOOOOO alike to HIM.. but he can never replace HIM still.. even though i like being by his side.. he's just an illusion of HIM to me.. however, i hope HE himself know.. there's someone out there.. who misses and wants HIM dearly.. and instead of making that person sad.. HE would bring her happiness. i know this sentence seems to be selfish.. of course, i won't force him if he already found his happiness. to love someone, doesn't mean you must have him.. the biggest happiness you could get is to see the person you love being happy. i somehow learnt this.. yarh.. though i'm feeling sad writing this now.. but.. all i could do is give HIM my blessings if he really finds his happiness. (: right? anyways, DON'T BE PESSIMISTIC KAT! (: cheer upp! hahas. believe in karma, believe in ' what's yours will be yours '. that's both of us's believes. (: HAHAS.
i wanna put ' karma ' tattoo!! hmm.. but i don't know where to put it.. hahas. sugestions please?? hahas. (: lols. okays.. pardon me my random-ness. hahas.
lots of stuffs to do ehh? =_= lols. siansations.. i miss studying. miss talking to classmates.. miss argueing with lecturers. hahas. miss naughty katty. HAHAS. ' kat is a slack-er i really wanna wack her. ' this sentence was said by someone.. hahas. and i will remember it always. hehees. so cute. (: i mean this SOMEONE is CUTE. hahas. (:
wow~ unknowingly, i wrote so much stuffs. hahas. surprise mann! hahas. probably cause i too long didn't blog bahhs. hahas. so much to say yet can't really remember what to write..
anyways, terry is having exams now. GOOD LUCK BUDDY! and all the best yeah? (: hahas.
and bev just finished his exams. I'M PRAYING FOR YA BEVYY. (: hahas. get good grades yeah? be successful! and CALL ME WHEN YOU BACK! I WANNA SEE YOU!! (: have you grown fatter? thinner? hotter? cuter? taller? shorter? hahas. you're always the hottest and cutest in my eyes lahhs. anyways you are lohh!! (: hehees. of course.. the most sexy one too. (: don't ask my why because HE IS!!! (:(:(: HAHAS.
okays.. i'm suppose to call alex now.. my kor kor. (: hahas. byes all. enjoy the photos! (: tatas. KAT LOVE ALL HER FRIENDS OUT THERE! NOT ANYHOW ONES OKAY! is those whom she really consider as FRIENDS. (: hahas. *loves.
SKATING DAY MANN!!
ST. JAMES.. (:
A DAY OUT WITH KRIS THEN ZOUK. (:
ST JAMES! HAHAS. TWO DIFFERENT NIGHTS AT ST JAMES. (: POWERHOUSE!! (: *ONE OF THE NIGHT I WAS DRUNK. GUESS WHICH ONE? -.-*
ALL THESE ARE RANDOM PHOTOS.. AT MOS.. ST JAMES.. ANYWHERE LAHHS. hahas. (:
well, all the photos i'm uploading is more or less about my night life. hahas. i wish i can have some night life with bev though. hais. hoping every photo has his face in it. hais.. but so sad.. don't have.. :( hahas. never mind.. it's gonna be soon.. (: yupps. nevertheless, PICTURES SAY A THOUSAND WORDS!!! HAHAS.
i stopped my night life for quite some time already.. tired and i guess i need more rest.. hahas. yupps. just that some time go and meet upp with CPians to go for drinking sessions. other than that.. nothing much. don' really wanna involve in clubbing too much now. quite sick of clubbing. hahas. my numbers of clubbing time per week has drop from 6 to like, 1 or 2? (: be proud of me everyone! i live without partying!! (:(: hahas. i'm awaiting the day to club with bev.. hahas. i miss clubbing with him.. though i clubbed with him only ONCE! and it's at DXO! lols.
anyways, i'm going to MOS on this coming thursday.. for tertiary fling VII. (: hahas. collected 25 tickets from the management and i'm left with -3? hahas. not enough.. then ask desmond to give me 3 of his. so it become -3. lols. HAHAS. desmond is cool! (: thanks for the tickets!! (: meet you on thursday before going liang court kkay! (: HAHAS.
7th JULY there'll be an underage party coming upp. by playon.sg. kenneth wong message me and ask me to help him out.. well, he's nice to me.. so i'm helping him. (: hahahahahahahas. i'm always nice to people who is nice to me. (: hahas.
been skating the past three days. woot~ i'm back to skating.. FINALLY!! hahas. time to go back to rink and practice hard for slalomania.. i don't wanna lose my medal.. not to anyone. i wanna remain as 1st runner up okay! (: HAHAS. *loves woah.. competition MIGHT be in november again.. imagine something.. my hair is SO LONG now.. by then.. how long will it be??? (: HAHAS. COOL! then everyone will see my hair swinging around instead of me sliding.. LOL. sliding is love.. inline culture is love. bev is love too. (: hahas. of course.. parties and drinking is love!! woah~ so many loves. hahas. but that's all is love i guess.. AND.. MARIA IS LOVE. * in case she reads my blog and complaint she's not in the list! hahas. *
not forgetting someone else.. BABY CHLOE AND BEN! (: they're love too. BUT! all below bevyy. (: hahas. he's priority! tsktsk.
hahas. it has been some time since sebast contacted me. kinda finds it wierd without his pestering. lols. but it's okays to me. just a little worry.. wonder if he's okays. and to think of him.. reminds me of what terry told me about joanne. joanne is hospitalised.. *praying*. hope she's fine.. get well soon girl.. miss you. (:
ehh, don't know what to say. talk about work? ehh.. been doing sandwich the past week.. and still trying hard to get used to it. so many things to remember. hais.. stress. STRESS!! somemore now ah long say he's gonna go to kitchen.. make me feel worse.. cause i'll be taking over his position in sandwich station. =_= i like doing bar. but i think it's time to move on to sandwich. yupps. i like sandwich too.. but doing drinks seems to be my favourite still. HAHAS! (: latte mocha cappucino machiato. hahas.
listening to 98.7fm now. cool~ hahas. i miss bev telling me what he's doing all the time.. was reading through his messages last time.. it's so sweet.. the sweetness remains in my heart.. i really regret letting go.. letting go of the sweetness he could have given me.. if he's still in singapore.. i'm pretty sure i'll still be with him. hais.. miss him telling me he's watching tv, watching videos.. reading my blog.. at his sentosa house.. playing with baby chloe.. hahas. those days were so nice, loving and sweet. and those were my happiest time. (: feel so loved.. hahas. i want those days back can? i'm still waiting for you..
after so many days of partying and knowing more friends.. i realise.. HE is still the one i want most.. HE is still the one i yearns for. HE's still the one i miss. though somewhere out there.. someone seems to be alike to HIM.. but still.. he's not HIM.. though i feel comfortable with that particular person who is SOOOOOO alike to HIM.. but he can never replace HIM still.. even though i like being by his side.. he's just an illusion of HIM to me.. however, i hope HE himself know.. there's someone out there.. who misses and wants HIM dearly.. and instead of making that person sad.. HE would bring her happiness. i know this sentence seems to be selfish.. of course, i won't force him if he already found his happiness. to love someone, doesn't mean you must have him.. the biggest happiness you could get is to see the person you love being happy. i somehow learnt this.. yarh.. though i'm feeling sad writing this now.. but.. all i could do is give HIM my blessings if he really finds his happiness. (: right? anyways, DON'T BE PESSIMISTIC KAT! (: cheer upp! hahas. believe in karma, believe in ' what's yours will be yours '. that's both of us's believes. (: HAHAS.
i wanna put ' karma ' tattoo!! hmm.. but i don't know where to put it.. hahas. sugestions please?? hahas. (: lols. okays.. pardon me my random-ness. hahas.
lots of stuffs to do ehh? =_= lols. siansations.. i miss studying. miss talking to classmates.. miss argueing with lecturers. hahas. miss naughty katty. HAHAS. ' kat is a slack-er i really wanna wack her. ' this sentence was said by someone.. hahas. and i will remember it always. hehees. so cute. (: i mean this SOMEONE is CUTE. hahas. (:
wow~ unknowingly, i wrote so much stuffs. hahas. surprise mann! hahas. probably cause i too long didn't blog bahhs. hahas. so much to say yet can't really remember what to write..
anyways, terry is having exams now. GOOD LUCK BUDDY! and all the best yeah? (: hahas.
and bev just finished his exams. I'M PRAYING FOR YA BEVYY. (: hahas. get good grades yeah? be successful! and CALL ME WHEN YOU BACK! I WANNA SEE YOU!! (: have you grown fatter? thinner? hotter? cuter? taller? shorter? hahas. you're always the hottest and cutest in my eyes lahhs. anyways you are lohh!! (: hehees. of course.. the most sexy one too. (: don't ask my why because HE IS!!! (:(:(: HAHAS.
okays.. i'm suppose to call alex now.. my kor kor. (: hahas. byes all. enjoy the photos! (: tatas. KAT LOVE ALL HER FRIENDS OUT THERE! NOT ANYHOW ONES OKAY! is those whom she really consider as FRIENDS. (: hahas. *loves.
SKATING DAY MANN!!
ST. JAMES.. (:
A DAY OUT WITH KRIS THEN ZOUK. (:
ST JAMES! HAHAS. TWO DIFFERENT NIGHTS AT ST JAMES. (: POWERHOUSE!! (: *ONE OF THE NIGHT I WAS DRUNK. GUESS WHICH ONE? -.-*
ALL THESE ARE RANDOM PHOTOS.. AT MOS.. ST JAMES.. ANYWHERE LAHHS. hahas. (:
Saturday, June 23, 2007
LIES AND BETRAYALS..
it has been some time since i last blogged. lazy to.. but to keep people updated about me.. here i am now.. first thing..
I'M STILL ALIVE.. BUT HALF DEAD. xD hahahahahas.
anyways.. working at cedele now.. yupps. quite like the place lahhs. (: hahas. nice place. hahas.
well.. partying as usual.. but cut down super a lot already.. helping friends to sell tickets only.. now lahhs. hahas. (: last time used to be clubbing like.. 6 days out of a week. now.. one or twice a week lahhs. sometimes don't even club. good girl right? doing it specially for someone.. (: *LOVES.
anyways.. tipsy nite was a failure.. hais.. don't wish to talk about it.. siansations. anyways.. after that a lot of shit happened lahhs. whatever.. i don't care anymore..
stupid sebast made me his Personal Assistant. damn stupid. whatever.. i'm not gonna take the post.. ARGHH! i hate this mann..
anyways.. monday i had dinner at mount faber with *ahem*. hahas. i like the scenery there. NICE!! damn nice. bev we shall go for dinner there yeah? when you're back kkays? (: hahas. let's have cable car dinning. cools.. (: hahas.
anyways.. I'M DAMN HAPPY TO TALK TO BEV THAT DAY! we messaged. hahas. after so long mann. hahas. it's like.. early in the morning at 6 o clock, in aussie. hahas. here is about 5am lahh. hahas. but because bev is special.. i talked to him! other people.. i don't care actually.. unless you're some special ones like bev.. hahas. =D bev is coming back end of this year.. for good and army next year.. hahas. cools. *loves. i can't wait to see him and party with him. I MISS HIS BABY CHLOE!!!!
well.. been involved in night life until last two weeks then it stopped. which is what i've been waiting for. hahas. stupid jeffery.. don't let me off.. GRR! hahas. luckily i got off it after tipsy nite. =_=
hahas.. I SKATED YESTERDAY!! cools~ still love skating lahh.. without CERTAIN PEOPLE in the rink lahh. LIAR AND BETRAYER.
ohh i found a liar.. a BIG BIG BIG liar.. who still exist mann. well, liars are everywhere.. but he's the biggest one mann!! hahas. plus a betrayer too.. ohh holy shit. such person exist? should be gone long time ago. well, whatever.. hahahas. don't care.
st james on wednesday.. yayy! powerhouse is love!! hahas. POWERHOUSE! POWERHOUSE!! (: missed powerhouse.. so went there.. with terry. hahas. nice nice!
anyways.. urban skating tonight from rink to orchard. NICE! miss urban mann!! (: i loves!
err.. stop here bahhs. don't know what to write lers.
I'M STILL ALIVE.. BUT HALF DEAD. xD hahahahahas.
anyways.. working at cedele now.. yupps. quite like the place lahhs. (: hahas. nice place. hahas.
well.. partying as usual.. but cut down super a lot already.. helping friends to sell tickets only.. now lahhs. hahas. (: last time used to be clubbing like.. 6 days out of a week. now.. one or twice a week lahhs. sometimes don't even club. good girl right? doing it specially for someone.. (: *LOVES.
anyways.. tipsy nite was a failure.. hais.. don't wish to talk about it.. siansations. anyways.. after that a lot of shit happened lahhs. whatever.. i don't care anymore..
stupid sebast made me his Personal Assistant. damn stupid. whatever.. i'm not gonna take the post.. ARGHH! i hate this mann..
anyways.. monday i had dinner at mount faber with *ahem*. hahas. i like the scenery there. NICE!! damn nice. bev we shall go for dinner there yeah? when you're back kkays? (: hahas. let's have cable car dinning. cools.. (: hahas.
anyways.. I'M DAMN HAPPY TO TALK TO BEV THAT DAY! we messaged. hahas. after so long mann. hahas. it's like.. early in the morning at 6 o clock, in aussie. hahas. here is about 5am lahh. hahas. but because bev is special.. i talked to him! other people.. i don't care actually.. unless you're some special ones like bev.. hahas. =D bev is coming back end of this year.. for good and army next year.. hahas. cools. *loves. i can't wait to see him and party with him. I MISS HIS BABY CHLOE!!!!
well.. been involved in night life until last two weeks then it stopped. which is what i've been waiting for. hahas. stupid jeffery.. don't let me off.. GRR! hahas. luckily i got off it after tipsy nite. =_=
hahas.. I SKATED YESTERDAY!! cools~ still love skating lahh.. without CERTAIN PEOPLE in the rink lahh. LIAR AND BETRAYER.
ohh i found a liar.. a BIG BIG BIG liar.. who still exist mann. well, liars are everywhere.. but he's the biggest one mann!! hahas. plus a betrayer too.. ohh holy shit. such person exist? should be gone long time ago. well, whatever.. hahahas. don't care.
st james on wednesday.. yayy! powerhouse is love!! hahas. POWERHOUSE! POWERHOUSE!! (: missed powerhouse.. so went there.. with terry. hahas. nice nice!
anyways.. urban skating tonight from rink to orchard. NICE! miss urban mann!! (: i loves!
err.. stop here bahhs. don't know what to write lers.
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