tired. photos part three! :)

ohh wells, i just came home. hahas. from skating. :) had fun tonight.. guess because i'm in good mood bahh.. HAHA. anyways, celebrated sky's and zhu's birthday.. at rink.. :) so nice. hahahahahahas. and i practice my SOYAL today.. steven was guiding me. skated from 10pm to 2:30am. FUN! hahas. practiced my J-slide also. kaka. :)

didn't talk to bev today.. hope his tummy is alright now. :( hahas. nowadays at rink.. i feel better to b with the inline culture people.. at least they're not treating me like last time anymore. :) i feel happier around them also. hahas. :)

anyways...... today eric ask me to go MOS. but going to rink.. so i not going. hahas. and yes.. he'll be going to DXO with me on the 28!! :) HAHA. LOLS. okays.. i don't know what to say now. ohh yarh.. i've been wanting to announce this...... I BRAVELY AND GOT THE COURAGE TO DELETE ALL ZAC'S MESSAGE. thank god he hasn't been contacting me the past two days. hahas. i mean, it's better for us not to contact so much bahh. he can contact chloe.. like what i told him. hahahahahas. yes! now.. all is left inside is bev's message.. and they're sweet and loving.. :) the past messages lahh.. of course. and i like reading through them.. cause when i read.. i'll smile.. AND I NEVER GET SICK OF READING THEM. :) so nice please.. and it's so heart warming each time i read them.. :)

later working at 11am. until 5pm.. should i skate? it's 6am now.. i scared if i sleep.. i can't get upp.. :( should i sleep? maybe i'll take a nap.. but i'm afraid that nap will make me more tired. :( sobs. hahas. but i'm yawning and feeling sleepy. -.- hahas. ohh me godd. hahas. fell in love with the song 'high'.. so nice. :) hahahahas. talked to kris on msn today.. and she's like complaining i'm always " bevan bevan bevan ". hahas. where got sia. anyhow only. kkays lahh darling.. i know you missed me.. want me to go out with you.. okays.. i'll date you out some day. for a movie and some shopping. time to shop for mummy's birthday pressies. :) hahahahas. :) yupps.

okay.. upload photos now. :)

ST JAMES LADIES NIGHT ON WEDNESDAY. :)




















MY LONG LOST FRIEND!!! a pretty boy? hahas. :)



okay.. now is the BABY BOY!! :)













ain't he cute? ohh my godd.. he is okay! :) hahas. okays. i go rest a while. gotta work later.. bye all~

CHANGE SONG. for *him. :)

change song. it's for you.. yes, YOU! :)

HIGH BY LIGHTHOUSE FAMILY.

When you're close to tears remember
Some day it'll all be over
One day we're gonna get so high
And though it's darker than December
What's ahead is a different colour
One day we're gonna get so high

And at
The end of the day
remember the days
When we were close to the edge
And we'll wonder how we made it through the night
The end of the day
remember the way
We stayed so close till the end
We'll remember it was me and you

'Cause we are gonna be forever you and me
You will always keep me flying high in the sky of love

Don't you think it's time you started
Doing what we always wanted
One day we're gonna get so high
'Cause even the impossible
is easy when we got each other
One day 'we're gonna get so high

And at
The end of the day
remember the days
when we were close to the edge
And we'll wonder how we made it through the night
The end of the day
remember the way
We stayed so close to till the end
We'll remember it was me and you.

'Cause we are gonna be forever you and me
You will always keep me flying high in the sky of love
'Cause we are gonna be forever you and me
You will always keep me flying high in the sky of love

High, high, high, high, high, high, high, high

And at
The end of the day
remember the days
when we were close to the edge
And we'll wonder how we made it through the night
The end of the day
remember the way
We stayed so close to till the end
We'll remember it was me and you.

'Cause we are gonna be forever you and me
You will always keep me flying high in the sky of love (x3)

a long journey. -photos part two. :)

s ohh.. like i just got home an hour ago? hahas. now is 5:30am. and i'm feeling happy. very happy.. cause bev is talking to me online.. for suc a long time he hasn't been talking to me.. now he is.. and i'm SUPER HAPPY! thanks bev for making me happy. though you may not know you did.. but.. YOU DID!! =D hahahahahas. :) :) :) :)

anyways.. i finish work at 11pm yesterday.. and i took a bus back. guess what? too late.. i missed the last bus home from ang mo kio. so i walked home from there. like freaking 3 hours to go home? ohh my god.. it's the first time of my entire life i WALKED so far. holy shit. hahas.

wednesday went to st james.. with bong, terry and edward (terry's friend.) then it just so happen that i met like my long lost contact secondary school friend.. took picture with him. upload later part of this entry.. :) anyways, nice night out with them.. hahas. messaged bev on wednesday when i'm on the way to st james.. kinda upset but now, should be okay already. just hope bev don't ignore me like last time can already.. :) hahas. after st james went to geylang eat you tiao da wang. then go home. yupps. fun night out! :) and.. I LOVE ST JAMES. bev some back quickly.. let's go st james together!! hahas. :)

anyways.. lucky yesterday work at 6pm. if not i'll be dead. hahas. ohh ya.. my aunt was hospitalised.. her cancer relapse. and thank god she found out and had the operation already.. hopefully she's fine.. and she better take care of herself lahh! then because of this.. my cousin left her baby with my mom.. and went to attend her mummy at the hospital. yupps. the baby is so cute! 3 month plus old.. but like to play and laugh. hahas. but on the second day he was moody.. then i call my cousin and she talk to him a while.. then he smile. so cute. hahas. :) he's lovely. i'll put upp his photos later also.

well, today off day! and i'm going to zac's house to collect my things. yupps. then go east coast skate. must train ler. i lost in the compy. :( *sniff. SAD! never mind.. train hard and win! hahas. actually expected i'll lose lahh... hahas. so didn't really take it to heart. HAHAS. just go there to have some fun only. :)

err.. don't know what to say lehh.. just wanna spend this short time talking to bev.. he's got tummy aches now.. i think i'll go and chat with him to see how is he first.. ermm.. upload photos now. then bye all~










hahas. the last night with them.. at ben's house. :(





the baby chloe i'm always loving.. and the room.. where me and him slept in before. :)

PHOTOS ON COMPETITION DAY! HAHAS. :)

















all the ICIANS and last but not least.. TERENCE.. (the last photo) THANK YOU FOR TEACHING MY J-SLIDE! :):):) XIE XIE SHIFU!

HAHAS. woah~ after seeing the photos.. reminds me of the days when i train for compy.. funny. hahas. and i just realised i forgot to say.. I FINALLY GOT RID OF THE RING ON MY HAND. AND I'M GONNA RETURN IT TO ZAC. HE MAY GIVE IT TO CHLOE FOR ALL I CARE. oops. got my name.. hmm, buy new one for her lahh.. ehh.. i think chloe will buy for him intead.. cause ours also is I buy one wadd.. not HE buy one. hahas. i forgot he's not so xi xin. hahas. never mind. chloe will teach him how to. :) kkays. bev going to sleep lerx. i think i also.. going to eat then sleep. :) baby's photos will upload soon! :) still in my phone. =_=. BABY'S CUTE. tsktsk. NIGHTS~

-photos.

hahas. just uploaded some photos. now put them upp on here. since a long time since i last posted photos. lols.


the days out with ben, dylan, keegan, khairul, mahesh and JAMES!!! :) had plenty of fun.. now they're not here anymore. i miss them plenty plenty.. come back.. :( i miss you all.. hahas.


i gave this to the three siblings. ben.chloe.bev. :)


ben with the two happy! :) so funny.












SENTOSA HOUSE!!!! I LOVE THIS HOUSE!!! DARN NICE!!! I LIKE I LIKE. :)







the guys who has been there.. just to make me smile. :) short of dylan in these photos. =_= :(

so much for now. gotta work. bye~ tonight then upload. :)

waiting..

kkays. i just came back home an hour ago. hahahahas. met terry and joel at ponggol nasi lemak for supper. hahas. after work lahh. :) didn't eat much cause i had the quite a lot for dinner. ate marcaroni and cheese from kenny roger and the food mummy dabao for me. hahas. TLC. TLC = tender loving care. :) so sweet. love you mummy!

anyways.. long chat with terry after not seeing him since last thursday night. hahas. and.. recently, A LOT of people tell me about zac and chloe. well, i'm listening to it for the sake of listening. nothing more than that. HAHAS. it don't bothers me anyways.. and i don't care now. i lead my life and he lead his. yupps. he can choose among all girls like what he say. all the best then. :) yupps.

hmm, he has been calling me.. zac i mean.. the past few days.. either call me or message me. well, don't really have much to talk to him about. well.. not to be mean.. so i picked upp.. his first call only. which was on friday's night. i was at ben's sentosa house. then some weird number called. so i picked upp and it was zac.. asking me how am i and if i'm at home. well, obviously i'm fine.. and i wasn't at home then.. hahas. i was with ben they all since tuesday's night.. :)

hmm, saturday after work went to ben's house to meet him, khairul, dylan and james. shan was there that night. cressilda i mean.. ben's cousin. hahas. went to eat macdonald's breakfast like 4:30am? HAHAS. so FUNNY. james's like mad and fucking happy lahh. :) good to see him happy. that botak. so cute lahh. hahas. hmm, then stayed over at ben's house. ben wake me upp like 8am? and i played with chloe? hahas. she's so lovely. hahas. then left with shan.. she go harbour front and i go tampines. yupps. shan is pretty.. i like her.. :) hahas.

lost in the compy. bevan lahh.. never wish me good luck. hahas. joking. he doesn't know about the compy.. i told him i lost after the compy.. and asked him to wish maria good luck and maria won second! see the effect of his wishing. lols. err.. actually i didn't know if he wished.. but that's the after talking effect to bevvY! :) hahas. more power. kakaka. okays.. done for compy. i'm gonna work hard for july's compy. bevan you better come back to support me. :) hehees. ben too.. dlan too.. keegan too.. hahas. ALL COME BACK TO SUPPORT ME. :)

hahas. i don't have time to upload photos. sorry guys. no piccs. :( will try to upload soon. hahas. ohh.. i'm hungry now. how? hahas. reminds me of just now at ponggol nasi lemak. i called bevan.. and told him i was there and asked if he wanna eat.. he say yarh.. then i say i dabao for you send it over kkay? he say okay.. so funny. then joel is talking. he ask me who's talking.. then i say " FAT JO. " hahas. and bevan laughed. hahas. so cute. :) really missed him.. really wonder when will he be back. :)

recently i feel so relax.. no more burden.. no more stress. and i guess i like the way it is now. :) zac tried calling me on saturday and yesterday.. but i didn't pick upp. not i didn't pick upp lahh.. i was working. then my phone is on silent and it's in the kitchen. so i didn't notice. and sunday he message me telling me to take care. ermm, do i look like i'm not? hahas. i am! and is doing it well.. :) yupps. talked to henry on the phone. and i don't understand why henry don't wanna pick upp my calls. i only got to talk to him when terry use his phone to call him. well, like what the fuck? cause of zac? anyway i don't give a shit lahh. if he wanna do that then go ahead lohh.. i don't give a damn anymore. yupps.

now, i hope zac don't call me so often.. he's got a girlfriend.. and his girlfriend is like, a skater too? hahas. i'm not scared of her.. the sight of her makes me wanna laugh. hahas. oops.. i'm not being mean.. but it reminds me of what people tell me about her. well, it don't matter anymore. it's zac's choice. hahas. i guess zac's gonna ask her to keep long hair.. cause he don't like short hair right? hahas. and maybe lower her age? hahas. cause she's older than him by 6 years old? LoL. okays. enough about this couppy. :)

should i cut my hair? i feel like.. cutting it short. bevvy.. should i? hahas. Lols. like as if he'll reply. ohh well, i'm just asking him for opinions. :) so how? steph.. should i? kaka. maybe i should. and i wanna dye + highlight my hair. lols. blonde please. or maron? lols. any colour suggestions? hehees. okays.. i'm feeling sleepy now. goshh.. gonna be piggy until 12pm. work at 4pm later.. until closing.. maybe i should ask keegan out for some drink.. he's all ALONE now. HAHAS.

anyways, WHO WANNA GO ST JAMES ON WEDNESDAY??

28TH APRIL @ DXO. got a party.. my friend is selling ticket. who wanna go????? let me know.. i help you order tickets. ANYWAYS, i'm GOING!! TERRY YOU BETTER DON'T PANGSEH ME LOHH!!!! ask your friends go.. but NO grinding me please. :) especially the guy that day at st james. later i lodge a complaint to bevvy. hahas. not lahh. joking.. complaint to my mummy! :) hehees.

kkays. time to think of what to wear on wednesday... hmm.. skirt with tube top? hahas. or.. jeans with sleeve-less? hahas. don't know.. decide later.. :) kkays. piggy time. nights all. bye~ <3