09012006
Haix. I'm back lerx. Well, like before. i'm unhappy today. Yupps. Still because of dada. Haix.
My heart seems to be bleeding since that day. I don't wish to write out whatt has happened but, I don't know. I cried again. :( Haix. Anyway, I hope I can pack all my unhappiness upp and carry on my happy life. I don't want to always cry or etc. Haix.
Well, don't know whatt to write lehh. Like very empty in my mind. Could it be because I haven't been blogging? don't know. Haix.
Went back to band for the CCA fair on last Friday. It was such a let down. Haix. So disappointed lohh. The band was less than 35 members! i'm extremely sad. And the marching squad. i'm more or less like, give upp? Haix, anyway, i'm out of band. Should be like, stay away from band stuffs? Maybe I really should. But one thing i'm happy about that day was, i'm back to BDS!!!!!! :) hahas. Nevertheless, my happiness could never cover upp my sadness. Never compare a moment of happiness to the long period of sadness cause this moment of happiness will mean nothing in the end. Haix.
27012006
well, it has been such a long time since I last blogged. Exclude the entry made at darling's house. Yahh. Quite long lerx. Haix. The last entry was saying i'm happy finally. Now, i'm sad again. it's not those sad a while then okiee that type of sad. it's those that we consider as agony. And it might be a very long one.
Recently, I've been crying a lot. Yes. i'm very upset. And the only person who can cause miee to become so sad, I think everyone knows. For him, I drop my tears again. The one and only man in my entire life. Should I let go? I don't know. My heart can't bear to let go of him. I miss him dearly now. Yes, I miss him very much now. it's not just now, but forever. ''There are other better guy waiting for youu, youu don't have to waste your time on him'' so many people told miee this but none I listen to. I love him, everyone who knows miee well knows. I love him with the whole of my heart. However, he doesn't know. why? I need him but I don't know how to tell him face to face. I don't know how to express myself properly, I know. He has been wanting miee to tell him many ''I love you'' personally and not in messages. i'm frighten. i'm really frighten. i'm afraid that the more I tell him, the more I won't be able to take it if he ever choose to leave miee one day.
Haix. Whyy are girls so vulnerable? Whyy? Whyy can't we be stronger when it comes to handling our emotions? Must we always be defeated? Is life so unfair? Haix, Edmond said life is never fair; it depends on how youu are going to make it fair. Well, it's quite true. It all depends on us. However, whatt cann I do so that at least I feel that heaven is a little fair to miee when it comes to relationship? I'm really lost. Very lost. God, cann youu hear miee? aren't youu suppose to save miee from pains? Whyy am I still in pain now? I feel so helpless. So sad. Arghh!!!! :(
Haix, want to write a dedication to him. that's all I'm going to say now. Take care to all. :)
06022006
Hellos. I'm back. Yahh. Haix, so sad. Yesterday quarrel with him. Sobs. Sigh~
it's a long story lahh. Was happily enjoying myself learning slides then the stupid rain came and we have to go to Mac for shelter. Like damn wet blanket lohh. Then wait at Mac until 11 plus. Steven sends miee to eunos mrt station. I took the last train back home. On the way home, Brandon message miee and console miee. Then Maria called because Wilson told her whatt happened. Then she chat with miee a while and I feel better. She called just at the right time when I wanted to look for someone to confide to. Haix. Thanks baby. Youu called just in time. :) Then messaged Wilson to thank him for telling Maria. I was home around 1am.
Just as I open the door then mom scold miee and I was damn pissed and fucked upp lohh. Before that already pissed like hell then when I finally cool down mom give miee problem. Fuck lohh. Like so whatt lohh. She quarrels with dad then vents all her anger on us because dad doesn't want to talk to her. Like, whatt has it have to do with miee!?? Damn angry lahh. Arghh! Today is not my day lohh. Do whatt also against myself. Fuck lahh. ARGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Was trying to cool myself down by eating. Eat and eat. Yahh. Haix, feeling so sad lohh. Yahh, whyy isn't luck with miee mann? Have been feeling so lousy. Haix, my god!! Like so terrible lohh. Sobs. Sobs.
Arghh, never mind. Play maple! Hahas. Kills time. Going east coast to meet Maria later! :) take care peoples!
Sunday, April 23, 2006
early this year
09012006
Haix. I'm back lerx. Well, like before. i'm unhappy today. Yupps. Still because of dada. Haix.
My heart seems to be bleeding since that day. I don't wish to write out whatt has happened but, I don't know. I cried again. :( Haix. Anyway, I hope I can pack all my unhappiness upp and carry on my happy life. I don't want to always cry or etc. Haix.
Well, don't know whatt to write lehh. Like very empty in my mind. Could it be because I haven't been blogging? don't know. Haix.
Went back to band for the CCA fair on last Friday. It was such a let down. Haix. So disappointed lohh. The band was less than 35 members! i'm extremely sad. And the marching squad. i'm more or less like, give upp? Haix, anyway, i'm out of band. Should be like, stay away from band stuffs? Maybe I really should. But one thing i'm happy about that day was, i'm back to BDS!!!!!! :) hahas. Nevertheless, my happiness could never cover upp my sadness. Never compare a moment of happiness to the long period of sadness cause this moment of happiness will mean nothing in the end. Haix.
27012006
well, it has been such a long time since I last blogged. Exclude the entry made at darling's house. Yahh. Quite long lerx. Haix. The last entry was saying i'm happy finally. Now, i'm sad again. it's not those sad a while then okiee that type of sad. it's those that we consider as agony. And it might be a very long one.
Recently, I've been crying a lot. Yes. i'm very upset. And the only person who can cause miee to become so sad, I think everyone knows. For him, I drop my tears again. The one and only man in my entire life. Should I let go? I don't know. My heart can't bear to let go of him. I miss him dearly now. Yes, I miss him very much now. it's not just now, but forever. ''There are other better guy waiting for youu, youu don't have to waste your time on him'' so many people told miee this but none I listen to. I love him, everyone who knows miee well knows. I love him with the whole of my heart. However, he doesn't know. why? I need him but I don't know how to tell him face to face. I don't know how to express myself properly, I know. He has been wanting miee to tell him many ''I love you'' personally and not in messages. i'm frighten. i'm really frighten. i'm afraid that the more I tell him, the more I won't be able to take it if he ever choose to leave miee one day.
Haix. Whyy are girls so vulnerable? Whyy? Whyy can't we be stronger when it comes to handling our emotions? Must we always be defeated? Is life so unfair? Haix, Edmond said life is never fair; it depends on how youu are going to make it fair. Well, it's quite true. It all depends on us. However, whatt cann I do so that at least I feel that heaven is a little fair to miee when it comes to relationship? I'm really lost. Very lost. God, cann youu hear miee? aren't youu suppose to save miee from pains? Whyy am I still in pain now? I feel so helpless. So sad. Arghh!!!! :(
Haix, want to write a dedication to him. that's all I'm going to say now. Take care to all. :)
06022006
Hellos. I'm back. Yahh. Haix, so sad. Yesterday quarrel with him. Sobs. Sigh~
it's a long story lahh. Was happily enjoying myself learning slides then the stupid rain came and we have to go to Mac for shelter. Like damn wet blanket lohh. Then wait at Mac until 11 plus. Steven sends miee to eunos mrt station. I took the last train back home. On the way home, Brandon message miee and console miee. Then Maria called because Wilson told her whatt happened. Then she chat with miee a while and I feel better. She called just at the right time when I wanted to look for someone to confide to. Haix. Thanks baby. Youu called just in time. :) Then messaged Wilson to thank him for telling Maria. I was home around 1am.
Just as I open the door then mom scold miee and I was damn pissed and fucked upp lohh. Before that already pissed like hell then when I finally cool down mom give miee problem. Fuck lohh. Like so whatt lohh. She quarrels with dad then vents all her anger on us because dad doesn't want to talk to her. Like, whatt has it have to do with miee!?? Damn angry lahh. Arghh! Today is not my day lohh. Do whatt also against myself. Fuck lahh. ARGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Was trying to cool myself down by eating. Eat and eat. Yahh. Haix, feeling so sad lohh. Yahh, whyy isn't luck with miee mann? Have been feeling so lousy. Haix, my god!! Like so terrible lohh. Sobs. Sobs.
Arghh, never mind. Play maple! Hahas. Kills time. Going east coast to meet Maria later! :) take care peoples!
Haix. I'm back lerx. Well, like before. i'm unhappy today. Yupps. Still because of dada. Haix.
My heart seems to be bleeding since that day. I don't wish to write out whatt has happened but, I don't know. I cried again. :( Haix. Anyway, I hope I can pack all my unhappiness upp and carry on my happy life. I don't want to always cry or etc. Haix.
Well, don't know whatt to write lehh. Like very empty in my mind. Could it be because I haven't been blogging? don't know. Haix.
Went back to band for the CCA fair on last Friday. It was such a let down. Haix. So disappointed lohh. The band was less than 35 members! i'm extremely sad. And the marching squad. i'm more or less like, give upp? Haix, anyway, i'm out of band. Should be like, stay away from band stuffs? Maybe I really should. But one thing i'm happy about that day was, i'm back to BDS!!!!!! :) hahas. Nevertheless, my happiness could never cover upp my sadness. Never compare a moment of happiness to the long period of sadness cause this moment of happiness will mean nothing in the end. Haix.
27012006
well, it has been such a long time since I last blogged. Exclude the entry made at darling's house. Yahh. Quite long lerx. Haix. The last entry was saying i'm happy finally. Now, i'm sad again. it's not those sad a while then okiee that type of sad. it's those that we consider as agony. And it might be a very long one.
Recently, I've been crying a lot. Yes. i'm very upset. And the only person who can cause miee to become so sad, I think everyone knows. For him, I drop my tears again. The one and only man in my entire life. Should I let go? I don't know. My heart can't bear to let go of him. I miss him dearly now. Yes, I miss him very much now. it's not just now, but forever. ''There are other better guy waiting for youu, youu don't have to waste your time on him'' so many people told miee this but none I listen to. I love him, everyone who knows miee well knows. I love him with the whole of my heart. However, he doesn't know. why? I need him but I don't know how to tell him face to face. I don't know how to express myself properly, I know. He has been wanting miee to tell him many ''I love you'' personally and not in messages. i'm frighten. i'm really frighten. i'm afraid that the more I tell him, the more I won't be able to take it if he ever choose to leave miee one day.
Haix. Whyy are girls so vulnerable? Whyy? Whyy can't we be stronger when it comes to handling our emotions? Must we always be defeated? Is life so unfair? Haix, Edmond said life is never fair; it depends on how youu are going to make it fair. Well, it's quite true. It all depends on us. However, whatt cann I do so that at least I feel that heaven is a little fair to miee when it comes to relationship? I'm really lost. Very lost. God, cann youu hear miee? aren't youu suppose to save miee from pains? Whyy am I still in pain now? I feel so helpless. So sad. Arghh!!!! :(
Haix, want to write a dedication to him. that's all I'm going to say now. Take care to all. :)
06022006
Hellos. I'm back. Yahh. Haix, so sad. Yesterday quarrel with him. Sobs. Sigh~
it's a long story lahh. Was happily enjoying myself learning slides then the stupid rain came and we have to go to Mac for shelter. Like damn wet blanket lohh. Then wait at Mac until 11 plus. Steven sends miee to eunos mrt station. I took the last train back home. On the way home, Brandon message miee and console miee. Then Maria called because Wilson told her whatt happened. Then she chat with miee a while and I feel better. She called just at the right time when I wanted to look for someone to confide to. Haix. Thanks baby. Youu called just in time. :) Then messaged Wilson to thank him for telling Maria. I was home around 1am.
Just as I open the door then mom scold miee and I was damn pissed and fucked upp lohh. Before that already pissed like hell then when I finally cool down mom give miee problem. Fuck lohh. Like so whatt lohh. She quarrels with dad then vents all her anger on us because dad doesn't want to talk to her. Like, whatt has it have to do with miee!?? Damn angry lahh. Arghh! Today is not my day lohh. Do whatt also against myself. Fuck lahh. ARGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Was trying to cool myself down by eating. Eat and eat. Yahh. Haix, feeling so sad lohh. Yahh, whyy isn't luck with miee mann? Have been feeling so lousy. Haix, my god!! Like so terrible lohh. Sobs. Sobs.
Arghh, never mind. Play maple! Hahas. Kills time. Going east coast to meet Maria later! :) take care peoples!
Saturday, February 18, 2006
hahas. blog got song lerx!! :)
hellos everybody!! i'm back. hahas. today is qianhui's birthday!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY GIRL!!! finally 17 lerx worx. don't be childish anymore huhh. hehees. :)
hmm, so many things happened recently but i don't think i want to blog them all down. i just want to say something to the following people. so please, for those who reads my blog, to bear with my 'loso-ness' now. hahas. :p
to kris darling : sorry darling, i haven't been spending much time with youu. hope youu won't mind. cause nowadays, it's either my work schedule. sorry darling. i'm sooo sorry. even when i have the free time, i know i went to skate and not accompanying you. cause i've been too involved in skating lately. sorry darling. all i can say is sorry. hope youu won't mind miee. sorry.
to maria : baby. thank youu for always being there when your daddy gives miee problems. thank youu for telling miee to stay by his side and etc. but sorry if one day i have to leave him for good. i know youu won't want to see us end upp like that. but baby, mummy have no choice. hope you understand why okiee? :) anyway, just want to thank you for being there always. i love you plenty!!
to zhanyu : i know you won't visit my blog, but one day if you do, you will read this little entry here for you. seriously speaking, hahas, hope you won't mind miee always telling you things that you don't like. i need someone to talk to sometimes. but now, i need to tell you something seriously. sorry, if one day i leave you. hmm, somehow, it's seems to be fated that we can only meet and not be together, you get what i mean here? meaning, somehow we are only suitable for each other as friends. :) that's whatt i think lahh. many a time, you make miee feel as though you really want miee to leave youu. honestly speaking, if youu really wants it so muchh, i will really leave youu. just to please youu, get whatt i mean? hahas. maybe it's really time for miee to let go. i'm feeling tired youu know? feeling really sick of our quarrels and stuffs. yes, youu want miee to be independent, but do youu know youu made a person who rely on youu so muchh now? it's youu. and now, i'm picking myself upp again, for myself. not youu anymore. cause, I LIVE FOR MYSELF AND NOT OTHERS. i've got this into my head and i want myself to be able to do it. sorry i'm being harsh here but they're facts. yupps. :) i'll carry on my life happily and i hope youu will too. i know i said until as if we broke upp already. but well, in fact, we didn't lahh but somwhow, i keep having a feeling that this relationship cannot be continued. it's youu that's why i feel like that. the words youu said made miee feel this way. haix. okiee lahh. that's all for youu now. :) take care
to chuti and yuzhen : hi darlings. just want to tell youu all i enjoyed myself being with youu all all the time and i love youu all sooooo muchh!!! really!!!!! hehees.
tO my birthday girl, QIANHUI!!! hahas. : hellos girl. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! finally turn 17 lerx hor. hahas. must grow upp already okiee? don't always like, miid swing? not happy call miee, i talk to youu. :) hahas. like, i miss youu though youu're just so near miee now. hahas. anyway, happy birthday and i love you! :P
hahas. that's all for now. take care to all. :P
hmm, so many things happened recently but i don't think i want to blog them all down. i just want to say something to the following people. so please, for those who reads my blog, to bear with my 'loso-ness' now. hahas. :p
to kris darling : sorry darling, i haven't been spending much time with youu. hope youu won't mind. cause nowadays, it's either my work schedule. sorry darling. i'm sooo sorry. even when i have the free time, i know i went to skate and not accompanying you. cause i've been too involved in skating lately. sorry darling. all i can say is sorry. hope youu won't mind miee. sorry.
to maria : baby. thank youu for always being there when your daddy gives miee problems. thank youu for telling miee to stay by his side and etc. but sorry if one day i have to leave him for good. i know youu won't want to see us end upp like that. but baby, mummy have no choice. hope you understand why okiee? :) anyway, just want to thank you for being there always. i love you plenty!!
to zhanyu : i know you won't visit my blog, but one day if you do, you will read this little entry here for you. seriously speaking, hahas, hope you won't mind miee always telling you things that you don't like. i need someone to talk to sometimes. but now, i need to tell you something seriously. sorry, if one day i leave you. hmm, somehow, it's seems to be fated that we can only meet and not be together, you get what i mean here? meaning, somehow we are only suitable for each other as friends. :) that's whatt i think lahh. many a time, you make miee feel as though you really want miee to leave youu. honestly speaking, if youu really wants it so muchh, i will really leave youu. just to please youu, get whatt i mean? hahas. maybe it's really time for miee to let go. i'm feeling tired youu know? feeling really sick of our quarrels and stuffs. yes, youu want miee to be independent, but do youu know youu made a person who rely on youu so muchh now? it's youu. and now, i'm picking myself upp again, for myself. not youu anymore. cause, I LIVE FOR MYSELF AND NOT OTHERS. i've got this into my head and i want myself to be able to do it. sorry i'm being harsh here but they're facts. yupps. :) i'll carry on my life happily and i hope youu will too. i know i said until as if we broke upp already. but well, in fact, we didn't lahh but somwhow, i keep having a feeling that this relationship cannot be continued. it's youu that's why i feel like that. the words youu said made miee feel this way. haix. okiee lahh. that's all for youu now. :) take care
to chuti and yuzhen : hi darlings. just want to tell youu all i enjoyed myself being with youu all all the time and i love youu all sooooo muchh!!! really!!!!! hehees.
tO my birthday girl, QIANHUI!!! hahas. : hellos girl. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! finally turn 17 lerx hor. hahas. must grow upp already okiee? don't always like, miid swing? not happy call miee, i talk to youu. :) hahas. like, i miss youu though youu're just so near miee now. hahas. anyway, happy birthday and i love you! :P
hahas. that's all for now. take care to all. :P
hahas. blog got song lerx!! :)
hellos everybody!! i'm back. hahas. today is qianhui's birthday!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY GIRL!!! finally 17 lerx worx. don't be childish anymore huhh. hehees. :)
hmm, so many things happened recently but i don't think i want to blog them all down. i just want to say something to the following people. so please, for those who reads my blog, to bear with my 'loso-ness' now. hahas. :p
to kris darling : sorry darling, i haven't been spending much time with youu. hope youu won't mind. cause nowadays, it's either my work schedule. sorry darling. i'm sooo sorry. even when i have the free time, i know i went to skate and not accompanying you. cause i've been too involved in skating lately. sorry darling. all i can say is sorry. hope youu won't mind miee. sorry.
to maria : baby. thank youu for always being there when your daddy gives miee problems. thank youu for telling miee to stay by his side and etc. but sorry if one day i have to leave him for good. i know youu won't want to see us end upp like that. but baby, mummy have no choice. hope you understand why okiee? :) anyway, just want to thank you for being there always. i love you plenty!!
to zhanyu : i know you won't visit my blog, but one day if you do, you will read this little entry here for you. seriously speaking, hahas, hope you won't mind miee always telling you things that you don't like. i need someone to talk to sometimes. but now, i need to tell you something seriously. sorry, if one day i leave you. hmm, somehow, it's seems to be fated that we can only meet and not be together, you get what i mean here? meaning, somehow we are only suitable for each other as friends. :) that's whatt i think lahh. many a time, you make miee feel as though you really want miee to leave youu. honestly speaking, if youu really wants it so muchh, i will really leave youu. just to please youu, get whatt i mean? hahas. maybe it's really time for miee to let go. i'm feeling tired youu know? feeling really sick of our quarrels and stuffs. yes, youu want miee to be independent, but do youu know youu made a person who rely on youu so muchh now? it's youu. and now, i'm picking myself upp again, for myself. not youu anymore. cause, I LIVE FOR MYSELF AND NOT OTHERS. i've got this into my head and i want myself to be able to do it. sorry i'm being harsh here but they're facts. yupps. :) i'll carry on my life happily and i hope youu will too. i know i said until as if we broke upp already. but well, in fact, we didn't lahh but somwhow, i keep having a feeling that this relationship cannot be continued. it's youu that's why i feel like that. the words youu said made miee feel this way. haix. okiee lahh. that's all for youu now. :) take care
to chuti and yuzhen : hi darlings. just want to tell youu all i enjoyed myself being with youu all all the time and i love youu all sooooo muchh!!! really!!!!! hehees.
tO my birthday girl, QIANHUI!!! hahas. : hellos girl. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! finally turn 17 lerx hor. hahas. must grow upp already okiee? don't always like, miid swing? not happy call miee, i talk to youu. :) hahas. like, i miss youu though youu're just so near miee now. hahas. anyway, happy birthday and i love you! :P
hahas. that's all for now. take care to all. :P
hmm, so many things happened recently but i don't think i want to blog them all down. i just want to say something to the following people. so please, for those who reads my blog, to bear with my 'loso-ness' now. hahas. :p
to kris darling : sorry darling, i haven't been spending much time with youu. hope youu won't mind. cause nowadays, it's either my work schedule. sorry darling. i'm sooo sorry. even when i have the free time, i know i went to skate and not accompanying you. cause i've been too involved in skating lately. sorry darling. all i can say is sorry. hope youu won't mind miee. sorry.
to maria : baby. thank youu for always being there when your daddy gives miee problems. thank youu for telling miee to stay by his side and etc. but sorry if one day i have to leave him for good. i know youu won't want to see us end upp like that. but baby, mummy have no choice. hope you understand why okiee? :) anyway, just want to thank you for being there always. i love you plenty!!
to zhanyu : i know you won't visit my blog, but one day if you do, you will read this little entry here for you. seriously speaking, hahas, hope you won't mind miee always telling you things that you don't like. i need someone to talk to sometimes. but now, i need to tell you something seriously. sorry, if one day i leave you. hmm, somehow, it's seems to be fated that we can only meet and not be together, you get what i mean here? meaning, somehow we are only suitable for each other as friends. :) that's whatt i think lahh. many a time, you make miee feel as though you really want miee to leave youu. honestly speaking, if youu really wants it so muchh, i will really leave youu. just to please youu, get whatt i mean? hahas. maybe it's really time for miee to let go. i'm feeling tired youu know? feeling really sick of our quarrels and stuffs. yes, youu want miee to be independent, but do youu know youu made a person who rely on youu so muchh now? it's youu. and now, i'm picking myself upp again, for myself. not youu anymore. cause, I LIVE FOR MYSELF AND NOT OTHERS. i've got this into my head and i want myself to be able to do it. sorry i'm being harsh here but they're facts. yupps. :) i'll carry on my life happily and i hope youu will too. i know i said until as if we broke upp already. but well, in fact, we didn't lahh but somwhow, i keep having a feeling that this relationship cannot be continued. it's youu that's why i feel like that. the words youu said made miee feel this way. haix. okiee lahh. that's all for youu now. :) take care
to chuti and yuzhen : hi darlings. just want to tell youu all i enjoyed myself being with youu all all the time and i love youu all sooooo muchh!!! really!!!!! hehees.
tO my birthday girl, QIANHUI!!! hahas. : hellos girl. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! finally turn 17 lerx hor. hahas. must grow upp already okiee? don't always like, miid swing? not happy call miee, i talk to youu. :) hahas. like, i miss youu though youu're just so near miee now. hahas. anyway, happy birthday and i love you! :P
hahas. that's all for now. take care to all. :P
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
VALENTINE DAY!!!!! =)
today is valentine's day!! hahas. back to blog finally after so long.
haix, so sad i didn't get the results i want for Os. i scored 18 for L1R4 and 24 for L1R5. haix, can get into business course though. but have to fight with people like mad lahh. haix.!!!! so sad lahh
hmm, today is valentine's day. so don't talk about sad stuffs. hahas.
I WANT TO TELL ALL MY FRIENDS, ESPECIALLY MY BELOVED DADA, THAT I LOVE ALL OF YOUU SO MUCHH!!!!!
well, he's on his way to my house. then we wanted to eat sakae sushi. yahh. hahas. hmm, don't know whatt to say leh. just registered for my JAE. hahas. hope i can get into the business course i want bahh. NGEE ANN POLY!! I WANT YOUU!!!! hehees.
ermm, okiee lahh. enough ler bahh. gotta go lerx. meeting him soon. hahas. :) take care to all. :)
haix, so sad i didn't get the results i want for Os. i scored 18 for L1R4 and 24 for L1R5. haix, can get into business course though. but have to fight with people like mad lahh. haix.!!!! so sad lahh
hmm, today is valentine's day. so don't talk about sad stuffs. hahas.
I WANT TO TELL ALL MY FRIENDS, ESPECIALLY MY BELOVED DADA, THAT I LOVE ALL OF YOUU SO MUCHH!!!!!
well, he's on his way to my house. then we wanted to eat sakae sushi. yahh. hahas. hmm, don't know whatt to say leh. just registered for my JAE. hahas. hope i can get into the business course i want bahh. NGEE ANN POLY!! I WANT YOUU!!!! hehees.
ermm, okiee lahh. enough ler bahh. gotta go lerx. meeting him soon. hahas. :) take care to all. :)
VALENTINE DAY!!!!! =)
today is valentine's day!! hahas. back to blog finally after so long.
haix, so sad i didn't get the results i want for Os. i scored 18 for L1R4 and 24 for L1R5. haix, can get into business course though. but have to fight with people like mad lahh. haix.!!!! so sad lahh
hmm, today is valentine's day. so don't talk about sad stuffs. hahas.
I WANT TO TELL ALL MY FRIENDS, ESPECIALLY MY BELOVED DADA, THAT I LOVE ALL OF YOUU SO MUCHH!!!!!
well, he's on his way to my house. then we wanted to eat sakae sushi. yahh. hahas. hmm, don't know whatt to say leh. just registered for my JAE. hahas. hope i can get into the business course i want bahh. NGEE ANN POLY!! I WANT YOUU!!!! hehees.
ermm, okiee lahh. enough ler bahh. gotta go lerx. meeting him soon. hahas. :) take care to all. :)
haix, so sad i didn't get the results i want for Os. i scored 18 for L1R4 and 24 for L1R5. haix, can get into business course though. but have to fight with people like mad lahh. haix.!!!! so sad lahh
hmm, today is valentine's day. so don't talk about sad stuffs. hahas.
I WANT TO TELL ALL MY FRIENDS, ESPECIALLY MY BELOVED DADA, THAT I LOVE ALL OF YOUU SO MUCHH!!!!!
well, he's on his way to my house. then we wanted to eat sakae sushi. yahh. hahas. hmm, don't know whatt to say leh. just registered for my JAE. hahas. hope i can get into the business course i want bahh. NGEE ANN POLY!! I WANT YOUU!!!! hehees.
ermm, okiee lahh. enough ler bahh. gotta go lerx. meeting him soon. hahas. :) take care to all. :)
Thursday, February 9, 2006
haix. maple on urgent maintenance..
haix, like, so sad. playing maple half way then maintenance. so sianx lohh.
haix, andrea ask miee not to go east coast cause it's raining again. but i'm feeling damn lousy lohh. getting results tomorrow and i'm damn nervous. whatt if i didn't get the results i hope for? or i fail my exam? ohhh god. i'm feeling so terrible.
haix, i must get prepared for the worst. haix. like, I"M SO SCARED!!!! sobs. sobs. how i wish he will be by my side now to clam miee from my nervousness. haix. but he's not here. not even a single console. or a message. so sad. sad. sad. sad.
really don't know whatt wrong with him. like, suddenly change to another person whom i don't know. haix. don't feel like talking to him now. maybe should just let nature take it's courses bahh. yahh. haix, if he wants to talk to miee, he will. i force also useless. i lead my life and he lead his for now bahh. if he thinks that he needs miee, he'll come to miee to explain. if not, i think i'll just leave this way.
hahas. maple is back. i shall continue with my maple!!! :)
haix, andrea ask miee not to go east coast cause it's raining again. but i'm feeling damn lousy lohh. getting results tomorrow and i'm damn nervous. whatt if i didn't get the results i hope for? or i fail my exam? ohhh god. i'm feeling so terrible.
haix, i must get prepared for the worst. haix. like, I"M SO SCARED!!!! sobs. sobs. how i wish he will be by my side now to clam miee from my nervousness. haix. but he's not here. not even a single console. or a message. so sad. sad. sad. sad.
really don't know whatt wrong with him. like, suddenly change to another person whom i don't know. haix. don't feel like talking to him now. maybe should just let nature take it's courses bahh. yahh. haix, if he wants to talk to miee, he will. i force also useless. i lead my life and he lead his for now bahh. if he thinks that he needs miee, he'll come to miee to explain. if not, i think i'll just leave this way.
hahas. maple is back. i shall continue with my maple!!! :)
haix. maple on urgent maintenance..
haix, like, so sad. playing maple half way then maintenance. so sianx lohh.
haix, andrea ask miee not to go east coast cause it's raining again. but i'm feeling damn lousy lohh. getting results tomorrow and i'm damn nervous. whatt if i didn't get the results i hope for? or i fail my exam? ohhh god. i'm feeling so terrible.
haix, i must get prepared for the worst. haix. like, I"M SO SCARED!!!! sobs. sobs. how i wish he will be by my side now to clam miee from my nervousness. haix. but he's not here. not even a single console. or a message. so sad. sad. sad. sad.
really don't know whatt wrong with him. like, suddenly change to another person whom i don't know. haix. don't feel like talking to him now. maybe should just let nature take it's courses bahh. yahh. haix, if he wants to talk to miee, he will. i force also useless. i lead my life and he lead his for now bahh. if he thinks that he needs miee, he'll come to miee to explain. if not, i think i'll just leave this way.
hahas. maple is back. i shall continue with my maple!!! :)
haix, andrea ask miee not to go east coast cause it's raining again. but i'm feeling damn lousy lohh. getting results tomorrow and i'm damn nervous. whatt if i didn't get the results i hope for? or i fail my exam? ohhh god. i'm feeling so terrible.
haix, i must get prepared for the worst. haix. like, I"M SO SCARED!!!! sobs. sobs. how i wish he will be by my side now to clam miee from my nervousness. haix. but he's not here. not even a single console. or a message. so sad. sad. sad. sad.
really don't know whatt wrong with him. like, suddenly change to another person whom i don't know. haix. don't feel like talking to him now. maybe should just let nature take it's courses bahh. yahh. haix, if he wants to talk to miee, he will. i force also useless. i lead my life and he lead his for now bahh. if he thinks that he needs miee, he'll come to miee to explain. if not, i think i'll just leave this way.
hahas. maple is back. i shall continue with my maple!!! :)
Sunday, February 5, 2006
chalet at east coast with skaters.
hahas. i'm back. hehees. yahh. hmm, yupps. had fun recently. :)
but unfortunately, unhappiness happened on friday night when i was at east coast. haix. dada made edmond and miee heartbroken and disappointed. especially edmond. i saw him skating away, sadly. i feel so terrible. haix. then i went back to the chalet and drink a lot. i got myself drunk and the next day, i'm hang over! hahas. cause i feel so sad. i cried again lohh. haix. like, whyy can't i be happy? whyy? he was having his class barbecue. so i didn't disturb him or whatt. but, he like, don't want to let his friends know about my presence. was so sad lohh. he like don't want ot acknowledge miee as his girlfriend like. like, am i really that un-seen-able? LOL. but i fuck care already lahh. i enjoy myself with the rest of the skaters. hahas. since he always like to hackcare miee, whyy should i bother? and he made edmond so sad. which i think he ought to apologise to edmond lohh. edmond dotes on him so muchh and is willing to make any sacrifises for him. but he still don't want to change for himself. whatt edmond say is true, if he don't want to help himself, nobody will be able to help him. so i think i better let him do tithings on his own and i do mine. haix, but i know i'm only good at talking but not doing. end upp i will still care a lot about him de lahh. haix. so sad. sobs. :(
well, went to the chalet and it was quite fun lahh. see them play XBOX. hahas. like so cute lohh. then gamble a bit. but no money lahh. just casual playing. hehees. :) i won once in two rounds. hahas. maria went there too. had fun with her. ohh yahh! CONGRATS TO MARIA AND WILSON!!! hahas. wish them all the best lohh. :) may their relationship last. hahas. :) yupps. just came back from the chalet just now. book out at 11am. then skate around at rink until 1.30pm. then go home. later going down again after playing maple bahh. hahas. :) like, so FUN!!! hehees. love skating now. hahas. kekeke.
know quite a lot of new friends recently, all from inline culture. kekeke. they're so funny and entertaining. hehees. like so good right? entertain you when you're bored etc. fun and fun and fun!!
yesterday qianhui they all came over to my house. hahas. karaoke lohh. for a few hours. then leave lerx. :) hmm, then i go east coast. yupps. like, spent this few days at east coast lahh. and i just love it now! except for the day when edmond got sad because of him. haix. so sad. :(
okiee lahh, want to play maple lerx. take care everybody.
well, went to the chalet and it was quite fun lahh. see them play XBOX. hahas. like so cute lohh. then gamble a bit. but no money lahh. just casual playing. hehees. :) i won once in two rounds. hahas. maria went there too. had fun with her. ohh yahh! CONGRATS TO MARIA AND WILSON!!! hahas. wish them all the best lohh. :) may their relationship last. hahas. :) yupps. just came back from the chalet just now. book out at 11am. then skate around at rink until 1.30pm. then go home. later going down again after playing maple bahh. hahas. :) like, so FUN!!! hehees. love skating now. hahas. kekeke.
know quite a lot of new friends recently, all from inline culture. kekeke. they're so funny and entertaining. hehees. like so good right? entertain you when you're bored etc. fun and fun and fun!!
yesterday qianhui they all came over to my house. hahas. karaoke lohh. for a few hours. then leave lerx. :) hmm, then i go east coast. yupps. like, spent this few days at east coast lahh. and i just love it now! except for the day when edmond got sad because of him. haix. so sad. :(
okiee lahh, want to play maple lerx. take care everybody.
chalet at east coast with skaters.
hahas. i'm back. hehees. yahh. hmm, yupps. had fun recently. :)
but unfortunately, unhappiness happened on friday night when i was at east coast. haix. dada made edmond and miee heartbroken and disappointed. especially edmond. i saw him skating away, sadly. i feel so terrible. haix. then i went back to the chalet and drink a lot. i got myself drunk and the next day, i'm hang over! hahas. cause i feel so sad. i cried again lohh. haix. like, whyy can't i be happy? whyy? he was having his class barbecue. so i didn't disturb him or whatt. but, he like, don't want to let his friends know about my presence. was so sad lohh. he like don't want ot acknowledge miee as his girlfriend like. like, am i really that un-seen-able? LOL. but i fuck care already lahh. i enjoy myself with the rest of the skaters. hahas. since he always like to hackcare miee, whyy should i bother? and he made edmond so sad. which i think he ought to apologise to edmond lohh. edmond dotes on him so muchh and is willing to make any sacrifises for him. but he still don't want to change for himself. whatt edmond say is true, if he don't want to help himself, nobody will be able to help him. so i think i better let him do tithings on his own and i do mine. haix, but i know i'm only good at talking but not doing. end upp i will still care a lot about him de lahh. haix. so sad. sobs. :(
well, went to the chalet and it was quite fun lahh. see them play XBOX. hahas. like so cute lohh. then gamble a bit. but no money lahh. just casual playing. hehees. :) i won once in two rounds. hahas. maria went there too. had fun with her. ohh yahh! CONGRATS TO MARIA AND WILSON!!! hahas. wish them all the best lohh. :) may their relationship last. hahas. :) yupps. just came back from the chalet just now. book out at 11am. then skate around at rink until 1.30pm. then go home. later going down again after playing maple bahh. hahas. :) like, so FUN!!! hehees. love skating now. hahas. kekeke.
know quite a lot of new friends recently, all from inline culture. kekeke. they're so funny and entertaining. hehees. like so good right? entertain you when you're bored etc. fun and fun and fun!!
yesterday qianhui they all came over to my house. hahas. karaoke lohh. for a few hours. then leave lerx. :) hmm, then i go east coast. yupps. like, spent this few days at east coast lahh. and i just love it now! except for the day when edmond got sad because of him. haix. so sad. :(
okiee lahh, want to play maple lerx. take care everybody.
well, went to the chalet and it was quite fun lahh. see them play XBOX. hahas. like so cute lohh. then gamble a bit. but no money lahh. just casual playing. hehees. :) i won once in two rounds. hahas. maria went there too. had fun with her. ohh yahh! CONGRATS TO MARIA AND WILSON!!! hahas. wish them all the best lohh. :) may their relationship last. hahas. :) yupps. just came back from the chalet just now. book out at 11am. then skate around at rink until 1.30pm. then go home. later going down again after playing maple bahh. hahas. :) like, so FUN!!! hehees. love skating now. hahas. kekeke.
know quite a lot of new friends recently, all from inline culture. kekeke. they're so funny and entertaining. hehees. like so good right? entertain you when you're bored etc. fun and fun and fun!!
yesterday qianhui they all came over to my house. hahas. karaoke lohh. for a few hours. then leave lerx. :) hmm, then i go east coast. yupps. like, spent this few days at east coast lahh. and i just love it now! except for the day when edmond got sad because of him. haix. so sad. :(
okiee lahh, want to play maple lerx. take care everybody.
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