PISSED WITH HONG YI!!!!!!!!

Back from school lerx. Just finish helping mom with chores. Haiz. Today in school. Pissed off with that barbaric idiot who always think himself is the greatest in 4B!! Of course, he is none other than LIM HONG YI!!!! (Jaz, I know youu will read my blog, but pardon miee for doing this, he is really getting upp my nerve!)

Watt actually happened was, after geography timed-test, he left the class without even putting back our class's tables. It is not the first time he did this, that is why I am pissed. I mean, who the hell does he think he is? So watt if his dad is a police officer? The son behaves like some hooligan lolz. don't show respect to anyone, like to make fun of people. So uncivilized. Moreover, no manners! SOUNDS DEVOTED TO JAZREN BUT WAS ACTUALLY A FLIRT!!!! Ohhh goshh, to think himself such a great person to be. Joke man! Give miee free also I don't want. I guess only jazren can tolerate him bax. Since don't know when I have been hearing people saying that he did a lot of unfaithful things to jazren lerx lolz, just that I never tell jazren watt people said about him lolz. I'm showing my respect to jazren because I've known her since sec one lolz. All along, I have been hearing people saying that hong yi can never make a good boyfriend but jazren thinks he is, so watt can we do? As her friend, I don't wish to tell her straight to her face ''heyy, dream on laa, many people is saying that he is a BIG FLIRT laa.'' I was very shock when people told miee about him putting the photo of him and Veron on his blog lolz. Ohhh my, that is call devoted?? My foot ahh!!! Lucky Mabel didn't continue to be with him! I'm happy for Mabel lolz. Pity jazren, have to endure all these kind of things. Normally see him, like shouting at her, scolding her or even beating her, I was like, watt the hell are youu doing?? Youu are her boyfriend yet youu did this to her. Girlfriend is being treated this way one mehz? Might as well buy a dog better, torture the dog for all I care! Jazren is not animal lolz, she is to be doted on lolz, not like watt he is doing to her lolz. Every time like to act big, talk big but is actually a hum ji lolz. Got problem the first one to run away ahh. Still dare to call himself a potential leader. If he can be one, my 5 years old sister also can be lerx lolz. Furthermore, my sister is much more discipline than him! Ohhh, wondering watt is he police officer dad have been doing all along, teach a son until like that. Hahaz. Ill-bred child, just like watt Mdm liew used to scold people!!!! He is a perfect example!!!! Hope he wake upp soon laa, not everyone on this earth will obey him de laa. He is not the son of the President or Prime Minister laa. He is just one NORMAL kid lolz. BUT IS A BARBARIC ONE!!!!!!!!!!

Forget it, do not wish to talk about him lerx. Makes my blood boil only. Today Nicole spoke to miee, it is the same thing that Barney had told miee yesterday. Haiz, looks like more and more people knows about this thing lerx. Well, I don't think I am the one who make things big lolz. I think it is her big mouth, go round telling people about it bax. Hahaz. Like watt darling they all say, should bring a chopper to school and chop her head off. She is just a BITCH, a HYPOCRITE, and then why care whether she exists or not? Another one who deserves a tight slap bax. Ohhh yaa, HONG YI say he wants to slap miee, hahaz, go ahead and slap if he dare lolz, at most I will tell teachers, in the end he kena not my problem. I can't wait to see him die also! Yaa, I am being evil here, so watt? Youu think I give a damn about him? I rather go play with some stray animals than bother about him lolz. I mean, who is he? A bastard? Yaa! And her? A bitch? Yeshh! Ohhh my, no wonder both of them call each other brother and sister. Perfect pair!

Whatever laa. Both of them can die together for all I care laa. I know quite a number of 4B students is not pleased with miee laa. So? I care? I don't need hypocrites in my life, I don't need liars in my life! All I need is SOME true friends and that is enough for miee lerx. Those who can't be bother, why must I care? It is pointless faking myself throughout the year that I like him or her as friends. Eeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!! I hate this, so gross!!!! Arghh!! So pissed! So pissed! So pissed!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Arghh~ going to stop here lerx. Need to cool myself down. Really pissed. Take care people.

hellos.

Hahahahahahhahahahahaha. Now is 12.15am. Guess watt? Got to know from qianhui and yuzhen watt dear said on train that day when they were on train, going home! Haiz. My heart is like. Hmm. Kinda no feelings, cause expected wadd. *ha*

Qianhui is very pissed for all I know. I know she is concern. Nevertheless, I don't wish to see her so worried about miee. =) stay happy alright? I will be fine. No worries. Hahaz.

Today got to know something from Barney. Well, at first, my heart was aching. After giving some thoughts about it. I find that it is not worth it laa. I have decided to give upp. Give upp the friendship between miee and HER. I find that I have been fooled again. Haiz. I thought things would be better after the negotiation. However, don't seems to turn out better lehz. Hahaz. My heart is dying, towards this friendship. I can't believe that SHE actually told Barney that SHE find the negotiation a waste of time, it is stupid?? Then why hug miee and apologise? Then why tell miee YOUU want to start afresh? Why cheat on my feelings again? YOUU said YOUU would not take miee as a fool anymore. Butt YOUU are doing it again. YOUU hurt miee once and again. Why must YOUU take miee as a fool? Why are YOUU treating miee like that? Why cheat on miee? Why play miee out? In the whole of these two years, I never at once take YOUU as a substitute of anyone. Never at once had the intention to make YOUU feel like a substitute. YOUU made miee feel so, do YOUU know? Though I never say. But do YOUU know I feel it that way? I view it that way. YOUU asked miee not to view myself as a substitute, but have YOUU ever try to make miee not feel that way? I really give upp lerx. I think in everyone's life, there will come a time when your friend will leave youu for some reasons. Well, now it is my turn to decide whether to leave or stay. I choose to leave lerx. I have given YOUU the chance but I doubt YOUU appreciate it. It is a sad thing to do but I think this is the best way out bax. This is the best way have a clear cut to our ''misunderstandings'. Well, as for YOURR close friend (YOUU should know who), to YOUU I can say, I've known YOUU for so long. Yet I still don't know watt YOUU really thinks of miee. I don't know why, of all people, it must be miee that YOUU actually choose to do this to. I mean, watts YOURR motive? Do YOUU feel happier seeing miee like that? If yeshh, I can only conclude that YOUU are really very EVIL, very CRUEL. Take it as I've made a wrong choice to make YOUU my friend. I know all along, I'm not as close to YOUU as HER. It is YOURR choice to choose YOURR friend. I can't interfere if YOUU want to be with HER. Yupp. that's all that I can say bax. Towards this two friendship, other than sadness, I don't think there's anymore other feelings lerx. Yaa. Just hope that they will stay happy always. May they be friends forever.

Hmm. Hahaz, suppose to be calling dear, to clarify things with him de. Messaged him he never replies, which pissed miee off. Ohhh my, can't stand this lerx lolz. Really wondering watts his problem lolz. Yesterday told zhen they all watt, ''if I go out with my NCO friend, he would say bye to miee''. Ohhh my, if he really does this, and if I were like him, I would have said bye long ago! Not wait until now lolz. Just full of craps and I finds it lame laa. All bullshit laa. Kao! Terence questioned dear today, well, hmm. Just some private conversation bax. Haiz. Really don't know watt he's thinking lolz. My heart is really confused. Haiz. I have no idea watt he really wants in this relationship. Have no idea watt is he looking for in this relationship. I hope he can answer miee, but all he will do is keep quiet. This is like watt Hani did on Tuesday. Worse, he will cry and beg for forgiveness. This is watt he has done before. When I nearly ask for break upp when I'm in sec two. It is like, my blog song now. ‘‘Happy ending''. Hahaz. Ohhh goshh. Like so the fairytale lolz. Which is like, damn stupid? How can fairytale happen in real life? Is my meeting with him a fairytale? Is our relationship meant to be fairytale like? Haiz. I'm facing so many problems now, but whom can I confide? Whom can I tell my problems to? My darlings have their own things to attend to. I don't wish to burden them. I know they are all concern, but they are busy with their studies lerx. That is why I don't wish to get them troubled with mine. Haiz. Watt should I do now?? Continue or end??????

Hmm. I think I have had enough trying tantrum in blog lerx. Take care peoples, stay happy always! =)

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back lerx. Hmm. Yaa. Yesterday went to celebrate national day. Was with dear at first, then meet upp yuzhen, Terence, qianhui and Julian. Yupp. Then six of us walk around together.

Haiz. Dear pissed miee off again. I'm like, watt the hell. I know he is jealous about miee going to ice skate with my friend, but can't he just tell miee that nicely so I will not go with my friend? Instead of shouting or scolding miee, why can't he try to talk to miee nicely? Why must he try to be harsh to miee? Make miee want to go against him even more? I'm not the type who will take scolding lolz. The more youu scold miee, the more I hate it! I got so pissed until I actually walk away from the group lolz. Don't feel like seeing him at all lolz. In the end join back the group, cause qianhui called, say Hani they all there also. So was thinking of going back to say hi to them or something. Soon after, I reach and said hi to them, dear and Terence was on their way back to meet them lerx. So miee and qianhui go away first. Then dear and Terence came after us, looking for us. We got away from them, like playing hide and seek like that lolz. Then after that went to meet zhen and Julian. Then go look for foodcourt, cause qianhui hungry. Then go lolz. In the end dear and Terence got to meet upp with us in the end, cause zhen told Terence where are we. At first see that moron was feeling very angry still, don't want to see him at all. Then in the end he use tiramisu to coax miee. Say sorry to miee and make miee laugh and I thought this would be the end of our unhappiness. To my dismay, it is not! On the way back, he started to reprimand miee again! Which I'm like, ''watt the hell, just now youu just said sorry to miee, now youu start again!!!!'' in the end still ended my day with unhappiness. Each time I go out him, it would be a sad ending. Seldom will be happy. I thought it would be like when I'm out with my NCO friends, happy beginning, happy ending. Though we will be feeling sad because we will not know when the next time is we are seeing each other but when we are together, we will never make each other feel sad. Why can't dear do this? Really lolz! When I'm out with my NCO friends, he will be unhappy. Has he ever thought of why I prefer to be with NCO friends? Cause they really know how to cheer miee upp. Why dear can choose to be with the people he wants to be with and I can't? Why am I always the one who spare thoughts for him before I do anything? Why must it always be miee who is concern about this relationship? I thought love takes two? Then why am I the only support for this relationship? I'm feeling tired lerx. I can't be the only support for this relationship, I really can't. I need his support too. I need him to really support this relationship before it turns sour. I feel that I'm really being unfairly treated. Why he can have all he wants and I can't? I'm really sick of it, very!!!!!!!

Haiz. Dear still can't give miee watt Kris has given miee. The kind of trust and faith that I have towards him seems to lessen each time he hurts miee. Why can't he be like Kris? Be with miee when I needs him, let miee confide when I'm troubled? Give miee advices and help miee with my problems? Kris darling, my heart is aching. I'm so hurt. =( Sobs.

Yesterday Terence was like telling to give dear some time to change himself. But I doubt dear will make much changes bax. Haiz. If separation the only way out? I don understand why must the both us end upp like this lolz. Really, I want to keep him by my side, which is why I choose to go back to him. However, once and again, he made miee so unhappy. I remembered HE told miee when we broke upp, HE wants dear to treat miee well. HE hopes I'm happy. However, I'm like that now. Ohhh goshh. Have I done something wrong? Everything seems to be so fine at the beginning. However, why it is like that now? I don't know if he's still concern about this relationship, whether he still wants this relationship. I also don't know whether he still needs miee or not, whether he really wants miee to be with him or not. My mind is in a state of confusion now. my mind needs to be answered to all these questions. I FEEL LIKE CRYING!!!!! It has been ages since I'm last like that. All the while I thought, things would be better after we patched, but it seems to be not. Did I make the decision on the spur of my emotion? Did I make the wrong choice? I really hope I didn't. Cause I don't want to regret. I know I love him. Nevertheless, I really need him to grow upp, change his childish mentality and blend in with mine. I really needs him to do so. =(

Haiz. Don't wish to talk lerx. Just a quick summary, have not been happy all these while, mainly cause of dear. Partly cause of my friendship with Hani. Haiz. Listening to ''tong hua'' now. sad feelings just arouse like that. Haiz. Okiee laa. I have to end off here lerx. Meeting qianhui and zhen they all at jun feng's house study. Tae care people. Hopefully will be happier for the coming week. =)

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YAY!!! Back with a GOOD news man! hahaz. Terence FINALLY got my Darling yuzhen! But like so fast lehz. Hahaz. 2 weeks only. Not fun dex. Thought I would have more time teasing darling and him. Heheez. So evil!

Hmm. Err. Today went to Plaza Singapura. Watch movie. With dear, qianhui and Jun feng. Hahaz. CHARLIE AND THE CHOCOLATE FACTORY!!!!! Yay! Nice lolz. Funny laa. Hahaz. =) But after that go home lerx. Cause dear want to go ECP. Then let him go lolz. Haiz. Had another tiff with him while going home lolz. Haiz. Same as yesterday lolz. Every time make miee unhappy dex lolz. Ask him pei miee go town area, always say will don't feel well. Isn't it an excuse? He always like that dex. Ask him pei miee don't want, ask my friends pei miee he jealous, don't like. Haiz. Really don't understand why he is like that lolz. Every time I ask him, he sure will have thing to shoot miee back dex lolz. Haiz. I only hope he will take out some of his precious to pei miee more, he also grumbles so much. Sometimes I really envy those girls whose boyfriend is willing to scarify some of their time to pei them the whole day without grumbling. How I wish my dear could be like that lolz. All he knows is to go east coast skate. He want miee to spend more time with him at ECP, I did learnt to like ECP,. He hopes I can skate with him, try my best to learn. However, why can't he scarify a little for miee? Is going to town walk around with miee really so difficult? I'm feeling so sad now!!! Feels like crying aloud! I have been like, don't know watts wrong with myself lolz. Negative thoughts keep crossing my mind. Like too many things is happening now, I can't take it!!!

Today spoke to Hani. Regarding our friendship. Really feels so hurt. I still did not clear my doubts though. I don't know watts the actual reason for her to do so. Nevertheless, since she said she wants to start afresh, I don't mind giving each other a chance to build upp the trust again. Of course, I don't want anymore of such stuffs to happen again. I'm afraid, if it happens again, I won't sitting down, talking to her like now, I'll be, walking out of this friendship lerx. However, since she said she is willing to start afresh again, let's just give each other some time bax. I don't wish to lose a friend just like that. =)

Hmm. Yesterday went out with dear also. Suppose to meet miee at 3:30pm. But he's tired, so sleep until quite late. By the time he reaches, it is about 7pm lerx. So I before that I went with yuzhen they all first. Haiz. Yesterday, everything was like so the fine, until he came. Cause he start throwing temper, say he don't like town etc. then I'm like, watt the. that's why I got pissed with him. In the end Terence spoke to him, then he started to cheer miee upp. After shopping at town, went to parkway. Drink vodka there. Hahaz. Starting was still wide-awake. But about an hour, I'm almost drunk! Hahaz. Then we went to katong. Play bowling. Hahaz. Only Terence is playing. Miee and dear go pat tor. Hahaz. Then after that send dear home. Hahaz. At the lift there saw his mommy. (We were hugging each other then!) She was like ''I saw it! Hahaz.'' Cute right? Heheez. Dear's mom is always so cute dex. Hahaz. Then dear and his mom went upp, I went home lerx. Hahaz.

Today wake upp damn early for the celebration lolz. Haiz. Yesterday found out that we left the glitter spray at far east!!!! My 20 bucks gone! Vanished! Ohhh my! Haiz. Yuzhen say take it as a lesson for being so careless. Haiz. Then just let it be lolz. Meet all my darlings at Tanah Merah MRT station. Then saw jazren there. Sitting alone. After that walk to school lerx. Hahaz.

Haiz. Don't know lehz, like got so many things never write sia. Hmm. Yupp. Went to watch TPJC concert with Kris darling last Friday. Hahaz. Nice one. Hahaz. =)

Err. Tired lerx laa. Want to sleep lerx. Nights peoples! Miss youu guys!

heheez

Back lerx. Like so long never update like that. Haiz. Feeling so blue! Sobs! ('':)

Today woke upp at 1pm. Mom WAKE miee and sister upp. Yupp. Haiz. Ask us to help her with chores. So help lolz. The day before, sister is being thrown out of the house. Cause she always come home late. So sianz lolz. Haiz. However, I was not thrown out laa. Recently, mom like having PMS like that. Everything want to screw us! Too much of reprimand is not good lolz. Eventually sure affects the relationship between each other de. Haiz. Hmm.

Sometimes I find my concern towards dear will end upp hurting myself, feelings of course. I find that I spare too many thoughts for him instead of myself lerx. That is why he always never thinks of my feeling when he does something. He will do it his way as long as he is happy. Whereas for miee, I will think of whether he is going to be sad or something. I will end upp restricting myself from doing things I want. I mean, why must it be miee being understanding towards him and not him? Haiz. Each time I tell him, I need his understanding towards miee, I find it so meaningless. For the past three years, what have he been doing? I don't know, I really don't know lolz. I really don't know for all these years, why he never tries to learn to understand miee better? Really so disheartening. Haiz.

don't wish to talk lerx laa. Take care alright?

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hellos! Back! Hahaz. Now is 12:25am. Just ended a conversation with dear. Yupp. Heheez.

Err. Received a bad news from dear saying that he wants to quit rollerline. Haiz. don't know watt to say lerx. Was telling him that I don't want him to regret. He says he won't, so I gave him my support. Hmm. Okiee, just hope everything goes well for him bax. =P. Heheez. Alright?

Terence called just now, ask miee to call him back, he want to tell miee something. Called back and guess watt? He told miee he sent yuzhen home!!!! Ohhh my, darling! Hahaz. Don't tell miee he sends her all the way to her doorstep? Hahaz. don't know lehz. Then was asking him how is Maria. He says she was shopping at town, orchard etc. hahaz. Okiee, now I know why I didn't see her in ECP. Hahaz.

Hmm. I think I'm gonna miss rollerline. Miss Stella, patience. Haiz. Why must all these happen? Alan, now youu happy lerx maa? My dear quit because of your presence!!!! Why must youu do this to him? I hate youu! Youu are just a jerk! A bastard! I really hope dear won't regret leaving rollerline. Rollerline left him with so many wonderful memories. Rollerline left him with so many things. Haiz. =(

This Sunday going to Far East with qianhui. Yupp. Go there see guys! Hahaz. No laa. Kidding of course! Go buy attire for next Monday's national day celebration. Buying a white skirt and a red top! Hahaz. Also looking for a shirt for Tuesday's performance. Yupp. Haiz. Today spoke to Trevor about HER. Feeling so sad! Why must SHE do this to miee? I have done no wrong! Why is SHE treating miee this way? *to YOU! Youu are a bitch! Youu hurt my feeling towards this friendship of ours! I didn't know youu were a hypocrite!!! To hell, youu go man! I treat truthfully but watt did youu do? Youu jack-ass!!!* SHE is such an idiotic person! So moronic! Sobs! =(

**feeling so sad**, I don't wish to blog lerx. I'M HURT! + HEARTACHE +..

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Today is Yuzhen darling's birthday!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAOGONG! =P

Hahaz. Skipped POA lesson today. It was a sudden lesson, I wasn't prepared. Moreover, I don't have any POA materials with miee. Therefore, I don't think I want to go. Furthermore, I am supposed to meet my beloved Kris darling today! At bugis, 4:15pm! She wants to buy new phone. Yupp. Err. Then go with her lolz. Hahaz. Didn't go band today. Yaa. Rather finds it meaningless to go lehz. Haiz. don't know laa. My god-sisters from band really hurt miee. Disappoint miee to the core. I thought by now, they would be mature enough to think, somehow, they don't seems to be able to do so. Haiz. So many years in band, so many scolding. I grew up with them together in band, but why aren't they treating band the way I do?? I really don't understand. They seem to be so perfectly good on the outside but flaws on the inside. Just like an apple, when youu look at it, it looks so fresh and nice, but when youu bite it. Youu realized that it is rotten. This is watt is happening now. Hypocrites! Too many hypocrites! Too many!

Disappointments led to distrust then led to a break down in friendship or relationship. Worse come to worse, friendship ended and couples broke upp. Well, rather stupid laa. If one does thing to disappoint people. On the other hand, youu know? In front of youu is a perfectionist, but behind youu is just a piece of junk. Ha. Watt nonsense. I HATE HYPOCRITES! I HATE LIARS! I don't know why. Why must they treat miee this way? In font of miee always gossip about other people. However, when they face that person, it will become another story! +++Watt do YOUU mean by ''watt CheeSim said might not be my stand?'' Aren't watt I said is true? Why must YOUU lie to miee? Are YOUU trying to worsen my friendship with her? Why must YOUU do this to miee? Apart from this, I know YOUU have been taking miee as a substitute of her, but I don't mind. Watt I can't take it is that YOUU knew I hate liars, yet YOUU are one! YOUU knew I hate hypocrites, yet YOUU are one. Watt are YOUU trying to do? Make miee hate YOUU? I don't know watt YOUU really look for in a friendship. I am looking for sincerity and truthfulness. Youu? Lies? YOUU seems to be an upright leader but why are YOUU doing this to miee? Watts the reason behind each lie? Can YOUU explain? Can YOUU not run away from the problem? I want an explanation. We were once so close. I don't wish to lose YOUU as my friend. But YOUU cheated my feeling, YOUU hurt miee!!! YOUU HURT MIEE!!!! It is as though there is millions of knives stabbing my heart, YOUU know that? Can YOUU feel my pain? No, YOUU can't. YOUU don't have mutual feelings, YOUU don't know how I feels each time YOUU hurt miee. Why? Why must YOUU treat miee this way when I really take YOUU as my close friend? Why? :(+++

Haiz. Drop this sadness bax. Back to Kris darling. I was saying she buying new phone right? Yupp. She bought Samsung P730C. Yaa. $898 lolz. Almost $900. Woah~ she names it 'Edison'. Like watt the?? Hahaz. Then we shop around bugis. Looking for white skirt. See if there is any suitable one for next Monday celebration. However, can't find. Hahaz. Never mind, going to Far East with qianhui this Sunday to look for it. =) Yupp! And Kris, don't keep talking to Edison hor. People will think youu are mad! Cause youu're simply crazy, talking to a phone!!! Hahaz.

In addition, yesterday received a message from ah yap, my primary school friend. Telling miee that there will be a gathering this Saturday. They are eating steamboat at marina south. Hahaz. Alright lolz. Heheez. Hmm. This Friday, TPJC concert, I think both miee and Kris is going to rush for it. Cause we going for band. Then have to go straight from school. Of course, I must bring home clothes? Or should I just wear school uniform? Like so the weird lolz. Wear school U for concert. Hahaz. Actually, feel like jabot-ting band on Friday. However, darling coming, so go lolz. Hahaz.

Haiz. I hope that all my darlings, laogongs' presence will cheer miee upp. Haiz. Don't want to vexed over stupid stuffs lolz. Okiee laa. Tired lerx. Night people. Take care!

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Now is 1:30am. Hahaz. Err, feel like jotting down watt has happened yesterday lehx. Hahaz.

Haiz. Early morning, the new band teacher in charge came to miee, tell miee to inform the rest to report for band after lessons. Then I was like, ''watt?? Ruin my plan of going home to sleep after school!!'' Haiz. Don't know lehz. So sianz lolz, go there also nothing to do. Haiz. Some more Kris is not there.

After band went home straight. Hahaz. Tired ahh. Want to rest. Yuppie. REST! I think I lack of sleep sia. Always so tired. Hahaz. Miss dear! Heheez. Fall asleep when i'm on bus 969. Ohhh. Hahaz. Reach home 7pm. I could have been home by 4:30pm!! Asshole band!

*yawns*. Want to sleep lerx. Blog again when I come back from school today. Take care peoples. Honey. Love youu so much! Messaged youu just now, but now miss youu lerx. Which was like only about half an hour ago?? Hahaz. Nights honey, sleep tight. Hugs and kisses! :)

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today is the 1st of August. Hahaz. In 16 days, it is going to be dear's birthday. Hmm. Yupp. My precious dear! Heheez.

Err. Today went to band. Terence came, together with dear. Hahaz. Terence join in the band practise. Well, horrendous attendance! Ohhh goshh. Left with only don't know how many more practise to performance and attendance still so bad. Sec fours and fives in particular. Haiz. Standard drop like hell lolz. Next SYF, I guess they will get a COP bax. From watt I listen to them, they don't seem to have reflected on the failure for SYF this year. Haiz. Really wonder how they are going to survive on this Friday, if my NCO friends from other school come over. Malu themselves in front of them? Tarnish BDS band's reputation? Haiz. I hope they don't. Building upp a reputation of something is not easy. Haiz. Why is this band so immature? Time to wake upp people! Haiz. So sad! :(

Haiz. Apart from that, I am really disappointed with my graduating students. So watt if youu are taking N or O levels? don't youu learnt how to repay one's kindness towards youu? In Chinese we say ''ying shui si yuan'', translate it to English means, when we drink water, we must always be thankful the person who discover the well. Haiz. Chinese pupils, youu are such a great disappointment, fancy taking exams as an excuse for yourself to be away from the band practise. We don't mind youu coming and leave early, but we need youu to be there to help. So many of them! Huiwah, Karen, beewah, Amelia. Haiz. If they really think they can make it through to their goals of A1s and A2s by these few months, it is kind of very difficult lolz. If they are really that good, thinking that they are perfectionist, top scorer, born to be smart, ha! Greatest joke ever! If they are, they won't be in this school lerx. Right? Brighter students will go to better schools and not like Bedok south, a pool of hypocrites and liars!

Forget it, talk about today. After going band, went to suntec with dear and Terence. Terence wants to buy something, so went there together. After that, Terence went for tuition, left with miee and dear, we went to esplanade to flash back our memories. Heheez. (Cutes?) After which we go walk walk, talk about last time things, and recall all the happy and sad moment we had had before. Hahaz. So lovely right? Heheez. *paiseh*. Heheez. Then after that, dear say wants to go home, because he is tired. So went home, cause I am tired also laa. Then on the way back home, message dear. He sounded really tired. Hahaz. Reach home do my chores then call dear. Guess watt? Dear say he feels very hyperactive now! Aiyaa. don't know him laa,. Just hope he catches enough sleep for tomorrow! :)

Then sent a message to dear, told him about how I feel towards him for the past three years. Want to know watt I write? don't tell youu! Ahah! Heheez. Hmm. In the end he replied ''love youu many too''. Hahaz. Somehow, guess watt I wrote? Heheez. Yupp. Of course, I said I love him! Hahaz. =P

Hmm. Had a happy day today, reach home 11pm. So freaking tired now. hahaz. Going to finish upp the rest of my stuffs and zZzZ! Heheez. Alright, take care to all!

heyys.

today is my sister, jia min's birthday! Happy birthday mei mei! =)

Haiz. Recently, many people said I started to be very vulgar. Hahaz. (I thought all along I am? =P). hmm. Don't know lehz. Err. Let miee recall when I started to be this vulgar in bloggie? Err. I think it is towards the end of June holiday bax. Cause that stupid timpani came for band practise then I was feeling low, that's when I actually started this vulgarity thingy in blog right? Hahaz. Yupp, I started all because of timpani!!! Hmphh! I guess it is time when I should put all these to a stop, slowly of course. Hahaz. People don't change overnight. Right? Then got this ''OMG'' in my tagboard say I very vulgar also. He or she didn't even put his or her identity lolz. Which I guess, almost everybody knows I don't like people to tag my board without leaving identity. that's kind of ridiculous right? Then watts your name for? Make fun of? Aiyaa. I just the next time that person tag, he or she will leave his or hers identity bax. Thanks to that person first.

Hmm. Tomorrow is Monday. Another day of schooling. Ohhh goshh. I starting to hate school. Really. I'm getting sick of all the friendship problems, bias teachers etc and etc. really getting tired facing all these craps. Found out one of my close actually lied to miee. she's a liar! Should I trust her once more? Our distance started to drift apart ever since school commence on 27 June 2005. I don't wish to mention names. This of course, started slowly. I was wondering watt happened. Even til now, I am wondering if I should confront her. Haiz. I don't know why is there people like exist in the world. It is like - just imagine if your friend did that to youu, how youu will feel. Right? Lie to youu, treating youu as a substitute of another friend. I guess if I tell Kris darling about this, she would say '' I thing it is better for youu to stay away from this person''. I know she will said this cause she doesn't want miee to be hurt. Darling, I wish to have youu by my side now, so I can hug youu and cry out loud. I know to many of youu, I look very strong, but in fact, my heart is very fragile. I keep my sadness so youu all won't worry about miee. Haiz. Cause youu all know, when it comes a day CheeSim is not crazy, not hyperactive, that's the day when I am something wrong lerx. Haiz. :(

Sick of Bedok South! For the people there. They are so insensible. They really don't understand watt friendship is all about. To claim themselves to be Best Discipline Students?? Bullshit I guess. Best-Corrupted Students. Haiz. They really lack of mutual feelings. So watt if they do well in academic? Next time when they go to work, they will be a failure! In communicating! They are so inconsiderate. Ohhh my, watt student of the term award, all bullshit lolz. To think all these things can make BDS students better? They will fake themselves throughout the year man. I don't think any GOOD student would want rewards for helping teachers lolz. They help because they really wants to help, not to get an award at the end of the day lolz. Some of the teachers in school is rather stupid, to the core. Only see one side of their 'good' students. People say 'there are two sides to a coin'. But teachers only saw one side. Haiz.

Okiee laa. No mood lerx. don't wish to write lerx. People, take care!