haiz.. still no progress.

today back here. Feeling sad oso. Miss dear so much.

Haiz. i've tot thru the whole day. Feeling guilty & sad. Last night. Due to impulsiveness. Nearly ended tis love tat we had for 3yrs. After giving a serious thought. I've finally come to a conclusion. Tat i'll stay by dear's side to give him all my support. Recently he's trying very hard to quit smoking for my sake. he's feeling very terrible. I saw it myself last night while sending him home. & yet when I did not know anything. I threw tantrum at him over Maria's msg. coz im over sensitive. Sorry Maria. I tried my best to treat u lyk my fren. But each tym I see u. it reminds mi of the past. & regarding u wanting to work in rollerline. Though I have no say over it. But I kinda don feel comfortable. Sorry for my straightforwardness. I just cant ease myself from all these worries. I really try my best to make u my fren. But I seems to be having some guards towards u. sorry. I think I need time.

Today. Tried to talk things out with dear. Coz I really feels very terrible always quarreling with him over Wilson.. Jaryl.. & Maria. All is coz of jealousy & sensitiveness. Ohh goshh. I feel so sad. All the way to the floor of the earth. I don wanna end tis relationship. For I wan it anyone else. I don wanna let him go. For I need him more than anyone else. I wan him to be happy. For he's my love. I just hope all these can end earlier before it even started to affect my studies & affect dear's work. He hasn't been sleeping recently. All because of mi. I feel guilty. Coz he cant do his things well & right. Bao Bei. Sorry. I know he needs mi the most now. so I cant leave him just lyk tat. Dear. I once promised I won't leave u agn. Means I won't le. i'll walk through tis period of time with u. show u more care & concern. Be more nice to u. Haiz. Ytd see him feels so terrible. I feel so bad. Haiz.

Hmm. Okiee laa. I update agn. Take care pplz.

haiz.. sad week man!

hello! Back here agn. Yaa. Back here le. But somehow. Feeling dinn change much. I tot I would be happier by den. But still. Seems no progress. Haiz. Tmr is Qianhui & Jun Feng's anniversary. Congrats them in advance bax.

Today pei qianhui go buy present for Jun Feng for their anniversary. Went to bugis junction. Den she wans to buy couples ring. Lyk dear & mine. But cant afford. So we went round looking for other things first. But still. She prefers couples ring. Den she tott PS there might have cheaper rings. So we went there. But no. cheapest is $42. bugis's cheapest is $38. Haiz. But she juz buy the one at PS lolz. Aft tatt I go ecp find dear. Den she go mit Jun Feng. Den at ecp slack. Den quarrel with dear agn. Over soon very sensitive stuffs. Don wish to say. Haiz. I cried. Den I go beach alone. Cry my heart out before I go back to rollerline. CK came. To console mi. thanks for tatt. Aft tatt I go back to rollerline le. Wore my glasses. Coz scared they know I cried. Den. Nv talk to dear. Lyk as usual. Aft tat go home together. He walk damn fast. I cant catch upp wif him. Den. Onli at bus stop den get to talk to him. Send him home. *some private conversation on the bus. Don wanna reveal.* den. Feels better aft seeing him go home. Aft I go home le. Reach home called dear. Talk to him a while. Den now here I am. Typing in blog lolz. Haiz.

Boa Bei. Sorry. & I love you!

Okiee laa. I gotta slp earlier tonight. Coz tmr gotta study. Take care ppl.

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today is the last day of june. Yupp. Last day le. Haiz. Recall all the tym I spent on doing things. Majority seems to be useless de. Yaa. Haiz.

Recently quarrel with dear. Don seems to be hapi aft tat. Have been down for a few days. Yaa. I'm feeling sad. As for reason. I don wish to say. Kinda P&C bax. Yaa. Hmm. Have been trying to do my best in everything this week. Today is staying upp til quite late to complete my EL assignments. it's lyk. Damn lot! Haiz. All compre & summary. Den gotta do writing. Etc. hmm. Anything happened recently? Don tink so. Have been a good gal this week. Go home aft sch. But Wednesday went for band. Hmm. Was fun. Coz 'timpani' nv come. Hahaz. I tink band room is the only place I can go when i'm down. Sad. Feel lyk crying bax. Yupp. I love band room! I love band!

hmm. for the whole week. i haven been smiling much. i hope to smile more. dear. i noe the reason is u. but i kept quiet. i shall see watt u're gonna do next. dear. i miss u. but now. im sad. coz of u. Haiz. new term. new start. i learnt something from Mr. Edward. "BEGIN WITH AN END IN MIND". watt a gd phrase to be used. yupp. tis whole week. i noe im moody. but i hope my frenz won't hold it against mi. sry guys. haiz. hmm. mi & qianhui. seems to be okiee. hopefully bax. dinn ask her abt the ms loo thingy. don wish to worsen things. juz hope everything goes well.

Haiz. Okiee laa. I don wanna write le. Got tym write agn. Take care pplz. Miss u guys!

dear.. sry..

hello! Back here agn.. hmm.. juz updated two days ago.. but back here agn.. gotta tink of watt to say le..

yaa.. tat day went Wilson's concert.. hmm.. didn't enjoy myself tat much.. as compared to catholic high.. yaa.. they're good.. Wilson played solo.. Kris say his solo is the best among all tat day.. Yupp.. hmm.. I kinda agree laa.. congrats Wilson! He was nervous tat day.. im sure he din do his very best due to nervousness bax.. =X.. diaoz.. but he tried his best.. hahaz.. hmm Yupp.. tat day aft concert went to cine eat with Kris they all.. ohhh goshh.. my NCO fren is Kelvin's primary school fren.. hahaz.. they chatted happily tat day.. hahaz.. muz be recalling their primary school tyms bax.. heheez.. okiee.. Haiz.. dono watt to say abt tat night le lehz.. hahaz.. yaa.. Ze yi drink.. & he was drunk! Thank god jaryl sent him home first.. hahaz.. hope he's fine.. my little bro yeah? Hahaz..

today went to ecp.. find dear.. hmm.. nv skate.. went home aft dear finish work.. around 9+.. den I reach home around 10:30pm.. I made dear angry today.. coz tat day concert took pictures with Wilson & jaryl they all.. dear saw the photos.. den jealous.. & angry.. Haiz.. den delete the photos lolz.. yaa.. deleted the photos.. I noe he cares laa.. coz tat was exactly how I feels few days back.. Haiz.. i've said Sry to him.. hope he can forgive mi bax.. hmm.. watt can I say abt tis? Its my fault laa.. yaa.. my fault..

LAOGONG.. SORRY!!!! ('':)

Hmm.. gg to watch movie with Kris.. Yupp.. jaryl & Ze yi tOo.. Yupp.. watching Initial D.. Haiz.. aft tat I gg off with Kris.. she gg to work.. den I go find dear lolz.. yaa.. tats the plan tmr bax.. will be reaching ecp before 5pm I guess.. Yupp..

Okiee laa.. gtg le laa.. kinda tired le.. wanna have a good night slp before meeting my Kris darling tmr.. take care pplz!..

haizzzzzzz

today is Wilson's concert.. now is 4pm.. I waiting for tym to pass.. so can go & mit Jaryl they all.. Hmm.. hopefully tonight will be an enjoyable night bax.. Yupp..

Haiz.. lyk I said.. I've been feeling kinda low recently.. Hmm.. dear msg mi last night.. ask mi watt happened.. y am I so unhappy.. but I just replied nothing.. I dono how to tel him the feelings within mi.. I feel uncomfortable.. but.. words just couldn't come out of my mouth.. watt is happening? I dono oso.. Haiz.. I just hope tat tis kind of feelings would fade off soon.. I hate tis feeling now!!

Yesterday went for band practise.. but arrived late.. 9+am.. Jais nv come.. tat stupid fat ass came.. wat the fark.. feeling low & I see him.. worsen my mood! Damn him laa.. anyway.. they started their SYF 2007 choice piece.. ''To Challenge The Sky And Heavens Above''.. kinda easy oso laa.. but responds from the band is bad.. Haiz.. though I kept quiet.. but I sincerely hope they will start practicing now.. so they won't regret agn.. I do not want to see any of them crying agn for sorrows.. I want them to cry with joy.. cry because they succeeded in achieving watt they wanted all along.. Hmm.. yeshh.. tats the feeling in mi now.. want them good.. finally.. my sec1s Banditz got their band T-shirt le.. =D.. yay! they're happi oso.. hmm.. watt else I wanna say? Dono lehz..

Yaa.. tat day aft the music exchange.. NCOs separated.. some went to causeway point.. some went to PS.. watt I sad ending.. I tot all of us will be able to go far east for our dinner.. but ended upp all separated.. I went to PS with jaryl they all.. went to eat KFC.. den go to Istana Park.. Haiz.. dono laa.. lyk no mood to write le lehz.. nvm laa.. just continue laa..

Tat tym went for Maths.. Hani told mi tat ms Loo knew abt watt happened btwn mi & qianhui.. first thing in my mind is.. 'not agn? Involve another teacher? Damn it!'.. follow up by all the 'whys??' lolz.. watt else.. den Hani told mi coz she at jf house having Maths.. etc.. *speechless*.. & she cried! Haiz.. repeat scene.. just lyk tat tym.. ohhh goshh.. watt should I do?? I don wanna talk to teachers agn over friendship.. I don wanna go into HOD room for friendship.. I don wanna have any friendship problem! ARGHH!!!!!!!!! i'm really gg mad over all these kind of stuffs le laa.. can't these stupid stuffs just get out of my life? can't they just scram?? Its lyk.. watt the hell lolz.. ARGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! can't stand it any longer.. i've had enough.. I wanna stop everything NOW!!!! how long does it takes to change a person? One day? Two days? One month? Two months? Or even yrs? If these goes on.. I tink the one crying will be mi.. the one gg to teachers will be mi.. the one landed in hospital or even mental hospital WILL BE MI!!!!! ohhh Fark! I need a break.. I need to be free from all these craps.. I need all these to leave mi now!! y can't my days be as happi as I want?? Y? y? y? y? y? y?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ehh loo...

hahaz.. now is 1:58am.. today gg for the woodlands ring sec open music exchange.. meeting Ze yi before gg to admiralty.. hmm.. Haiz.. recently mood seems to be soo damn bloody down man! wat the fark!

Having been to ecp for quite some tym.. so many things happened.. sianz.. Haiz.. where should I start for ecp?.. hmm.. juz for this week.. so many things happened.. pplz kena robbed.. fights.. quarrels.. I hate all these.. the aren't all these stuffs the week before.. everything was so fine! WAT HAPPENED? WHY LYK TAT??? So sad to know that all these things actually happened.. ecp was so peaceful the week before.. Haiz.. dono lehz.. down to ecp on Sunday & yesterday.. Yupp.. skate for both days.. Sunday was a night skate with dear.. Terence.. Kelvin.. Stella.. Charles.. Daryl.. Maria.. Samantha.. Daphne.. Jia Yi.. Yupp.. skate to fort road.. den back to rollerline.. a fun experience for mi.. but tiring.. tats of course! Den skate til 11+.. go home.. on the way to fort road.. some unhappiness happened.. which made mi so damn shock! Coz it's the first tym I saw Charles so worked upp.. he yelled at Terence.. ohh goshh.. normally see Charles smiling away.. but saw him so fierce tat day.. im reli stun.. at a lost for words.. ohh goshh.. Haiz.. hopefully all these things wont last lolz.. mi kinda feel tat im attached to rollerline.. Haiz.. I don wanna see them quarreling away.. coz they've always been a happi family.. Yupp..

Yesterday went to ecp with sister.. skate.. den in the end.. sis say wanna buy skate by end of the yr.. den ask mi to buy oso.. den okiee lolz.. Haiz.. kinda lyk skating now.. last tym scared of skating.. now feels lyk skating everyday.. *stupid!*.. hahaz.. dono how to say.. recently gotta noe from Kelvin tat Maria wanna work in rollerline.. hmm.. some ask mi for comments.. watt can I do? Im not the boss.. I can onli keep quiet.. im juz there to help out.. i've no comments about tat.. I juz hope the sales for everyday will increase.. den hopefully rollerline will be on track soon.. now is kinda 'on & off' case.. Haiz.. I pray hard tat everything will be fine.. den yesterday.. Alan broke the glass door.. oso dono watt he do.. den Kelvin stressed.. Haiz.. Haiz.. dono laa.. i've been saying 'Haiz'.. & I DONO why!!!!! Juz now told dear I not happi.. den he ask mi why.. but nv reply him.. dono laa.. kinda vexed.. ARGHH.. damn it!!!!

Forget it.. I tink I will stop here.. coz my mind is super duper messy.. Sry yeah? Take care pplz! Miss u guys.. tatax..

hi hoo..

hahahaz.. haloo.. back here agn.. heez.. err.. any happening things? Hmm.. dono lehz.. hahaz..

yuppie.. went to ACJC concert last nitez.. den met Ze Yi on the train.. hahaz.. woah.. first time see him in home clothes.. heez.. hmm.. okiee laa.. kinda 'weird'.. hahaz.. mit Kris.. Hui Wah.. Wan ting.. & Wan ting’s cousins & frenz.. hahaz.. okiee.. diaoz.. im being lame here.. hahaz.. oso dono watts wrg with mi lehz.. hahaz.. kinda feeling low here.. Haiz.. coz of my mom.. had a tiff with her last nitez.. over concerts & gg out.. Haiz.. 'O' level is reli stressing mi le.. Haiz.. how I wish O can be next yr.. but im sure when next yr comes.. I hope for another next yr de laa.. so juz hope O can end soon.. but b4 it even start.. let mi master all the subjects first.. hahaz.. diaoz.. y am I soo lame recently?? Ohhh goshh.. Haiz.. dono lehz.. I don wanna feel sad.. coz I promised dear i'll stay happi de.. but mom on the other hand is stressing mi.. teachers have also been a great pressure for mi.. I noe it myself im not the type hu can tolerate nagging or scolding.. but tis is watt the teachers & my mom does to mi.. I don lyk it.. I may seems to be rebellious.. yeshh.. I guess I really is.. but I love my mom.. honestly speaking.. I don give a damn to any of the teachers in sch.. caring teachers?? Watt bullshit! Easier said den done.. full of craps onli.. there's onli 3 teachers I respect a lot.. Mr. Roskhaider.. Mdm Tan & Ms Yang.. the rest of the teachers.. I hack care! Sianz laa.. talk abt teachers & sch works..

hmm.. recently nv go ECP.. coz of Pri Sch gathering.. Concerts.. etc.. den nv go.. Haiz.. dear seems to be getting busier.. hmm.. don wanna disturb him.. so seldom call him lolz.. but he don seems to lyk it whenever I do tis.. Haiz.. I juz merely don wanna disturb him.. don tink I wanna go find him tis week ah.. he seems to be bz.. juz let him do his own works laa.. den I do my own things.. if not mommy not happi agn.. Haiz.. dono watts wrg with her oso laa.. PMS?? Maybe bax.. Haiz.. I miss dear lehz.. 4 days nv see him le.. Haiz.. but im afraid i'll on his way if im down to Rollerline.. nvm.. take this two days to practise my baby! Flute! Hahaz.. got it back from Pei Lin today.. hahaz.. hmm.. kinda find myself rusty aft abt a month nv play.. hahaz.. diaoz.. Haiz..

ytd as I was taking a nap b4 I go concert.. received msg from qianhui.. Haiz.. content kinda confidential.. well.. I responded to her.. when im on my way to raffles place.. hmm.. consider problem 'solved' bax.. no exact answer.. but at least there's respond from her.. Haiz.. dono why.. don feel lyk talking to mom now.. i've been in my room the min I reach home.. aft I bath.. etc.. Haiz.. dono laa.. okiee laa.. gtg.. take care pplz! =P

hahahazz

hallow! Back to update! Heez.. so long nv update yeah? Hahaz.. hmm.. watt to do.. 'BZ'.. hahaz.. yaa.. pei my precious dear lolz! Hahaz..

yuppie! For the past week.. have been spending my time with my precious dear.. everyday.. without fail.. hahaz.. down to ECP.. help out at Rollerline.. hahaz.. hmm.. has been a long time since I last updated ryt? Oopps.. hahaz.. lazy to update laa.. heez.. Sry! -_-''.. hahaz.. ehh.. watt did I do for the past week?? Hahaz.. Yupp.. POOL! Played pool.. den go ECP.. tats all bax.. hahaz.. but had fun.. last tym tot that down at ECP is gonna be bored.. but was fun actually.. have ppl lyk Terence, dion, Kelvin, Stella, Alan.. etc.. hahaz.. they entertain mi to the core man! Hahaz.. had a lot of fun there! Reli enjoyed myself! Chatting with aunty Felicia.. aunty Anne.. jolyn.. Sophie.. etc.. hahaz.. noe a lot of pplz there.. hahaz.. den Edmond was there quite a few tyms.. den chat with him.. he asked mi a lot of questions.. hahaz.. hmm.. all kinda silly.. but mean a lot laa.. hahaz.. den.. learnt a lot from Kelvin regarding skating.. hahaz.. spend my nights with dear.. at ECP.. his house & Paul's house.. hahaz.. wonderful week man! but holidays ending soon.. so fast sia.. Haiz.. hmm.. kinda miss the days I had in ECP.. helping out at Rollerline.. hahaz.. their 'assistant supervisor'.. hahaz.. dear is the supervisor.. den im in charge of supervising dear! Hahaz.. den they call mi thee assistant supervisor.. I tot its suppose to be supervisor's supervisor?? Hahaz.. heez.. den watt huh? Yupp.. went to walk at town with Kris! My beloved banditx! Hahaz.. & there she started her 'Edison'.. reli crazy over MELVIN!! Cant stand u man!! hahaz.. we bought a glasses.. going to wear it on Thursday.. for the ACJC concert! Hahaz.. cool man! heez.. waiting for tat day wor.. hahaz..

ohh yaa.. tis afternoon received a call from my Pri Sch fren.. ask mi go for gathering.. a BBQ.. tis Wednesday.. At Pasir Ris.. Hahaz.. yaa.. miss my Pri sch frenz soo much! Hahaz.. nvm.. gonna mit them on Wednesday.. heez.. so fun! Im reli looking forward to tis event.. hahaz.. lyk so many event im forward to yeah? Yupp.. im! Hahaz..

ehh.. hmm.. hahaz.. watt else?? yaa.. juz now dear say wanna buy mi skate.. den i'll have no excuse of not skating le.. Haiz.. why? Why? Why? Diaoz.. but I feel bad laa.. make him buy skate for mi coz he wan mi to learn skating.. Haiz.. hmm.. at most I pay him back if he reli buy laa.. hahaz.. =D.. learn skating?.. ehh.. im interested laa.. but scared fall down lehz.. hahaz.. -_-''''.. dotz.. okiee laa.. for dear's sake.. I shall learn skating den.. Stella wanna teach mi.. hmm.. Kelvin's wife.. hahaz.. den I've no say.. coz its dear who ask her to teach mi de.. hahaz.. heez.. hohohohoho..

yaa.. recently Iskandar msg mi say he's gg in army end of this month.. well.. all the best to him.. hope he get use to the environment bax.. hahaz..

yaa.. recently oso.. qianhui & mi lyk.. distance drifting apart agn.. I dono watts the reason tis tym round.. but definitely.. I guess.. she's kinda angry with mi.. for watt? I dono.. Haiz.. dono laa.. I don wanna be vexed over frenship stuffs le.. I juz wanna be hapi.. hahaz.. lyk I promised dear.. no matter watt happened.. I will stay happi.. hahaz.. juz lyk for the past week.. i've been extremely happi spending my tym with my precious dear! Hahaz.. I don wanna be unhapi le.. not anymore.. if I tink im happier with other frenz.. i'll go with them.. if I tink they'll make mi sad.. I guess.. juz forget it bax.. Haiz.. I onli noe.. frenz are pplz whom we will share all our sorrows & joys.. not hiding everything from mi or lying to mi.. & I HATE LIARS!! If eva I found out myself being cheated by my close fren.. I tink I rather give upp tis frenship.. coz I tink its not worth it.. I tot close frenz are suppose to be true to each other? But y is tis happening? Lying to each other? Tats not close fren anymore! Ryt? Hahaz.. cant be bothered now..

hmm.. juz wanna say a few words to these following pplz.. hahaz.. here goes..

Kris.. my beloved senior!
Dearest Kris darling.. thank you for remembering mi even aft u graduated.. I LOVE YOU! We spent many tym together.. all the concerts we went together.. all the places we went together.. all our photos.. our memories.. our tyms in band.. our duets.. Fate of the god.. La Storia.. I miss them every now & den.. u noe? I hope when u leave mi for a better future.. please don forget tis junior of urs have u in mind.. all the tym.. hope u wont forget all our happi memories.. okiee? Once agn.. Kris.. I LOVE YOU! I (''v'') U..

Hani & Jaz..
Hello deariez.. we've quite close recently.. playing pool.. studying together.. playing.. joking around.. thank you.. for making mi happi & not sad.. tyms had with u guys will nv get bored or sad!.. hahaz.. thanks for spending tym with mi.. heez.. take good care of yourself okiee? Don fall sick or watt ah.. kekekeke..

Samuel didi..
Hello didi.. how are u? still playing dota izzit? Lata I don talk to u den u noe ah! Hahaz.. hmm.. muz study okiee? Don keep playing hor.. muz be guai ah.. hahaz.. hmm.. anyway.. thanks for tolerating my naggings.. coz always nag at u ryt? Ask u study.. ryt? Hahaz.. wan u gd laa.. okiee? Sry if I made u hate mi for tat okiee? Hmm.. hahaz.. take care okiee?

Qianhui..
Gal.. I dono watt happened between us.. eva since the last unhappiness.. we seems to have been behaving awkwardly towards each other.. no longer tat open towards each other.. though I tried to be normal.. lyk how we are lyk last tym.. things seems to be difficult.. Sry.. its all I can say.. I wanna care for u.. show u concern.. but I don seems to do it well.. I tried to make u speak up whenever u're with mi.. I tried to make u tel mi watts in u.. but all I noe is.. u seems to refuse to tel mi or even let mi noe.. okiee.. tats ur privacy.. i've no ryts to interfere.. but no matter watt.. I reli don wish to see u sad or unhapi.. serious.. gal.. there's a huge gap between us.. all I can say is.. i've done all tat I can to hold on to tis frenship of ours.. but im reli tired.. its lyk.. no matter how hard I try to make u hapi.. u don seems to be able to be truthful towards mi.. which I tink it's a fact tat u don find mi the best person to turn to.. well.. if tats the case.. I shall leave our frenship to fate.. to destiny.. lyk watt ppl always says.. let nature take its courses.. ryt? Everything shui Yuan bax.. if we're fate to be frenz foreva.. we will.. but if we're not.. no matter watt we do.. it will nv be ours.. I hope if one day.. u tink tat im leaving u.. please don tink tat I don wanna be ur fren.. i've tried.. or in fact.. done all tat I can to prolong tis frenship.. I cherish our frenship.. but lyk I said.. things din turn out the way I wan.. hope u get tis ryt.. okiee? I noe u read my blog.. so I noe u'll see tis msg tat I'm telling u now.. well.. please don be sad.. im not leaving u foreva.. if u nids mi.. u can turn to mi.. i'll be there for u.. take care..

Hahaz.. here come the last person.. my very very important man in tis life.. of coz.. he's none other than my precious dear..

Bao Bei! Lurbe u! sooo much! heez.. thank you for teaching mi watts happi & how to be happi.. the tym I had with u is very crucial & memorable.. be it happi or sad.. I cherish every second of them.. but now u where got make mi sad de hor? Every time make mi smile & laugh.. hor? Tats why I cant bear to leave u agn le.. =D.. but u huh.. every time got jealous over little things.. but im happi to noe u did laa.. coz it shows tat u care mah.. hahaz.. =D.. & u huh.. every time call mi 'nui ren' & 'girlfriend'.. cannot call mi darling izzit? Last tym always call mi darling.. now keep calling mi tis two names.. lyk weird weird de lehz.. heez.. okiee laa.. since u lyk den call lolz.. hahaz.. forgive u.. coz u call mi honey & lao po.. hahaz.. *lame*.. diaoz.. hahaz.. dear! Thank you.. for always being sweet to mi hor.. hahaz.. lurbe yaa!!.. heez.. next month gonna be our 3yrs anniversary le.. any plan to celebrate it? Hahaz.. I guess u would wan mi to pei u the whole day ryt? Heez.. okiee laa.. hmm.. pei u lolz.. who ask u my dear ryt?.. hahaz.. my 'nan ren'.. kekeke.. bleahz.. okiee laa.. I juz pray tat u will be successful in ur work.. & tat u're happi & healthy.. always.. okiee? Lurbe yaa lots.. muackz.. *hugz*.. miss yaa..

Hmm.. watt else I wanna say?? Yaa.. almost forget! One of the event im looking forward to is my NCO music exchange on the 20th & 21st!! im sooo looking forward to it.. I miss all my NCO frenz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! finally gotta see them soon.. real soon.. hahaz.. pplz.. i'll be looking forward these two days.. at woodlands ring sec ryt?.. I shall see u guys there man! hahaz.. meanwhile.. take care.. don fall sick.. if not lata cannot go for NCO gathering.. heez.. ohh yaa.. Wilson.. all the best for yaa Montfiesta.. okiee? Hahaz.. muz do ur best hor.. i'll be there to see ur band! Hahaz.. good luck in advance! =D

Okiee laa.. nagging shall stop here bax.. hahaz.. hmm yaa.. heyy.. Maria.. y nv c u at ECP? i've down for more than a week.. but still nv see u.. hahaz.. was tinking of asking u to play pool with mi.. hahaz.. okiee laa.. gotta go.. take care pplz.. smile always.. don frown.. hahaz.. Heez..

haloo

ha hi! Back agn!.. hahaz.. today went out.. hahaz.. to parkway & ECP..

today early morning at 7.. wake dear upp for work.. den I go slp back.. den around 10 dear called.. say he miss mi! hahaz.. :p.. den he ask mi go slp back agn.. den slp a while.. wake upp agn.. hahaz.. get ready to go for Maths tuition with ms loo.. at marine parade library.. but when I was on the train.. I tink its at Toa PaYoh.. Hani called.. say lesson cancelled.. coz library Sunday cannot study.. -_-'' diaoz.. Haiz.. den I go mit them at parkway lolz.. den go walk walk.. hahaz.. den go play arcade! Hahaz.. aft tat dono where to go.. suggestion from one of us say go play pool.. hahaz.. den decide where to play.. hahaz.. den in the end say go ECP East Zone.. hahaz.. den go lolz.. met Maria & frenz there.. they playing pool oso.. hahaz.. den I call her lolz.. if no lata she tag my board say I nv call her agn.. hor?? Hahaz.. =D.. den they left within an hour.. hahaz.. we played for almost 2hrs.. hahaz.. den aft tat I go rollerline find dear.. put down my bag.. den go send Hani they all outside.. hahaz.. hmm.. den.. go back rollerline find dear lolz.. den.. sit there talk talk to the pplz there.. hahaz.. den pei dear talk.. hahaz.. in the end nothing to do.. help dear sweep the floor.. hahaz.. den everything pack.. cleaned.. sit in the shop pei dear.. talk.. joke.. with Andy & his wife.. & Alan!.. stupid Alan.. lyk to disturb mi.. idiot! Hahaz.. but joking de laa.. hahaz.. =D.. den around 9.. dear & mi walk to rink.. den saw Maria & frenz agn.. sitting down.. talking.. hahaz.. den we walk back to rollerline.. dear say wanna go home.. den go lolz.. den I send dear go home.. den I go home lolz.. hahaz.. reach home call dear.. talk a while.. den.. blah.. blah.. blah.. hahaz.. usual stuffs laa.. no need to say.. heez..

tmr gotta go Paul's house taunt.. 6 June ma.. had a promise with dear.. hahaz.. hmm.. okiee laa.. tired le.. wanna rest.. take care pplz! Hahaz.. will update agn.. =D

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hii.. back to update agn.. hahaz.. lyk so long nv update yeah? Hahaz.. indeed.. ytd went catholic high's concert.. with Kris and frenz.. hahaz.. @ VCH agn.. heez.. :p.. ohh yaa.. today is Jun Rong's Bdae.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUN RONG!! :p

Ohhh goshh.. finally gotta see Ze Yi.. my NCO fren.. aft such a long tym man!.. hahaz.. other than his hair style.. nth changed! Hahaz.. hmm.. watt else.. ehh.. yuppie.. Kris is crazy over 'Edison'.. hahaz.. ryt? Kris.. cant stand her and her 'Edison'.. hahaz.. Ze Yi made Kris malu.. hahaz.. tatts was reli hilarious.. heez.. good job Ze Yi! Hahaz.. OMG!!! Ze Yi's frenz mistaken mi as his girlfriend.. OMG!!! Tats a huge joke man! Hahaz.. but thank god Ze yi explained.. hahaz.. guess watt?.. last tym I tot catholic high is a mix sch.. hahaz.. den in the end found out it's a boys sch.. through Sylvester.. hahaz.. hmm.. I enjoyed myself at the concert last night.. Jericho.. I'll nv forget tat wonderful piece.. its soo nice lolz.. goshh.. its Catholic High's SYF choice piece.. lasted for about 10mins man! But it was marvelous.. its no wonder they got Gold with Honour.. they deserve it.. I can feel the piece.. they play with soo much feelings.. envy them sia.. Haiz.. if BDS band can play with so much feelings.. tat will be great.. hahaz.. I juz love tat piece.. so nice.. all their hard works seems to be the reflections of the piece they played.. aft all.. it’s a fantastic piece!! Well.. thank you Ze Yi.. & band.. coz they've made the concert a successful one! Hahaz..

well.. talking about my MT O papers.. Haiz.. paper 1 is okiee to mi.. but paper 2 not very.. die laa.. Haiz.. nvm.. juz wait & see.. I shall see how I do for the paper in July.. hahaz.. hmm.. recently fell sick.. down with flu.. serious one some more.. ohh goshh.. absent from sch for 3 days.. hahaz.. ppl muz be tinkin im lucky.. no need to go sch.. but its damn boring at home lolz.. take medicine & slp lyk pig onli! Stupid medicine.. coz drowsiness de.. Haiz.. den recently nv go find dear oso.. hahaz.. miz him sia.. wondering how is he.. is he doing well.. taken his lunch? Dinner? Or even.. did he slp?.. Haiz.. eva since rollerline opened.. he hasn't been resting well.. stupid Alan.. still wanna mit him in the middle of the night.. scram la.. let my dear rest laa.. noob! So inconsiderate.. tat day still ask dear can ask mi out anot.. dumb question.. tis kind of guy should be whack! Thank you aunty Anne.. scolded him.. hahaz.. =D hmm..

Haiz.. NCO BBQ cancelled.. miz my NCO frenz.. Haiz.. ehh.. dono watt to say le lehz.. juz hope I get well soon bax.. pplz.. take care! Don be lyk mi.. okiee?